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The Poetry of Adrian Spendlow - New work 2009
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Love Poems - An extract from Search for the Bluebell Pixie - Archer Project workshops - 2003 - 2004 - 2005 - 2006
2007 Who was the realist? Crippled Preachers - All Before Us - I fill up with Love - I have met someone - Product
Poem about Adrian, By Harriet.
2009 - I Cry - This Is The One - Poet -
As 
      part of Bridlingtons Arts and Music Festival May 2006
      I Crafted This Poem for
      Working really hard
      This artist crafts
      Starting with wondering
      Then finding a part of myself
      That knows what it wants
      Getting excited, about an idea
      A new way of making
      Going and studying
      Gathering materials
      Learning to work safe
      Managing to keep clean
      Starting to practice
      Discovering tricks and skills
      Getting used to my company
      Being with myself and my working
      Building
      Shaping
      Waiting
      Returning
      Finishing
      Here
      I made this for you
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I Cry 
      And I, cry 
      I, cry 
      In the welling of the eyes 
      At the fullness of the moon 
      As one minute passes by 
      So I cry - Oh I cry 
Will you know and understand 
      
      You are a man - You're a man 
      You will never understand 
      Why I cry - Why I cry 
And I, cry 
      I, cry 
      As a passing stranger smiles 
      When the final music fades 
      If a little child says, Why 
      So I cry - Oh I cry 
Will you know and understand 
      
      You are a man - You're a man 
      You will never understand 
      Why I cry - Why I cry 
And I, die 
      I, die 
      Just a little at a time 
      When a couple walk the park 
      As leaves gather up in line 
      So I die - Oh I die 
Will you know and understand 
      
      You are a man - You're a man 
      You will never understand 
      Why I cry - Why I cry 
And I, smile 
      I, smile 
      At the lover's wave goodbye 
      In the car you used to drive 
      When the climb is far too high 
      So I Smile - Oh I Smile 
Will you know and understand 
      
      You are a man - You're a man 
      You will never understand 
      Why I cry - Why I cry 
And I, cry 
      I, cry 
      In the welling of the eyes 
      At the fullness of the moon 
      As one minute passes by 
      So I cry - Oh I cry 
Will you know and understand 
      
      You are a man - You're a man 
      You will never understand 
      Why I cry - Why I cry 
So I, cry
For 
      Estella 
      (Thursday 19th March 2009)
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      This Is the One (Estella)
This is the one that 
      I don't really know 
      He is the one I hardly have met 
      We've not even held 
      We've not even kissed 
      And this 
      This is the one 
He says that he walks 
      
      He just walks without thinking 
      Except that he's thinking of me 
      Of me all the time 
      All of the time on his mind 
      So he says 
      On his mind 
This is the one that 
      I don't really know 
      He is the one I hardly have met 
      We've not even held 
      We've not even kissed 
      And this 
      This is the one 
Next thing he tells 
      me 
      He sat on a bench 
      He just sat on a bench 
      And he doesn't know why, he 
      Wonders do I 
      He wonders, he wanders 
      And ponders; Do I? 
This is the one that 
      I don't really know 
      He is the one I hardly have met 
      We've not even held 
      We've not even kissed 
      And this 
      This is the one 
Now he is saying 
      He just feels like crying 
      In his head, he said, there, 
      In the back of the eye 
      He tells me its agony 
      And, me, do I know 
      He daren't let it go 
This is the one that 
      I don't really know 
      He is the one I hardly have met 
      We've not even held 
      We've not even kissed 
      And this 
      This is the one 
Nothing I say I am interested 
      in 
      Nothing I do for a living 
      Or laugh at. It is not that 
      One look is what told him 
      Now he is standing in traffic 
      It's classic he tells me 
      And mad and insane 
This is the one that 
      I don't really know 
      He is the one I hardly have met 
      We've not even held 
      We've not even kissed 
      And this 
      This is the one 
"Don't leave me 
      like this" 
      He shouts it and sounds sad 
      I think he is crazy. I think i am..... 
      He knows I am thinking of him 
      As he forgets where he's walking 
      Is dreaming - of nothing 
      But me - But of me 
This is the one that 
      I don't really know 
      He is the one I hardly have met 
      We've not even held 
      We've not even kissed 
      And this 
      This is the one 
He tells me its agony 
      
      And, me, do I know 
      He daren't let it go 
I won't let him go 
      He is the one 
For 
      Estella 
      (Thursday 19th March 2009)
Poet
Grasp in your hands 
      
      those powerful radical intentions 
      be more than thought 
      beyond pen and ink 
      be no wilting violet 
      no indulgence 
      a poet 
no selfishness 
      no bigotry 
      no bandwagons 
      no complacency 
      you poet 
do believe 
      do explore 
      do share 
      do wonder 
      you poet 
all are poets 
      we join as poets 
      truthful poets 
      listening poets 
      we poets 
own everything
all hope 
      all clues 
      all regrets 
      all suffering 
      all but complacency 
      all faults and failings 
      true poets 
hear your spirit 
      your wonderful aspirations 
      of beauty and truth 
      consider your world 
      with all it's diverse existence 
      and your minute place within 
see your neighbour 
      who curls and dies 
      or dances among 
      observe the whole 
      each leaf and turn 
      you poet 
      all poets 
      we poets 
      become poetry 
sing!
Adrian 
      Spendlow 
      after Adrian Mitchell 
I was asked to write 
      something by the poetry society in memory of the sadly recently deceased 
      Adrian Mitchell 
      They suggested a poem in the style of one of his, so I wrote the poem above. 
      
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