This is the real deal. Most of your questions can be answered here. For the rest use your imagination.
This website serves several purposes.
- To make me laugh
- To make others laugh
- To promote my acting career
- To talk about things I believe in
- To get my mind off things unpleasant
Most of what is on the history page is true. All except my evil twin brother and cousin.
In those days I was fighting a lot of demons. Gavin was born from that. After drinking vasts amounts
of alcohol I would black out and end up doing all of what I described Gavin doing. Then I would wake up
the next day and wonder what the hell happened. Thinking I could capitilize on this event I started
introducing people to my evil twin brother. Sometimes I would go around as Gavin freaking people out.
One professor actually asked me if I had been diagnosed with split personaility disorder. I immediately broke
character and said, "I'm just having fun."
Later when I was coming up with my capstone idea I realized I needed a trinity and
it needed to be somebody to offset my Gavin alter-ego. Enter Ken, my good cousin. I had my id, ego and super-ego
in place. The devil and angel sitting on my shoulders convincing me which road to walk down.
And now I'm again walking through a doldrum meadow. My grandmother, who raised me, is in nursing home care
for the rest of her life, I'm a single man again after almost getting married, and to get on with my
acting career I moved to NYC. So I'm at a table with
a plate full of food in front of me and I can't bend my elbows. So do I have Gavin eat it for me and puke
it into my face or Ken feed it to me? It seems obvious but I still feel like my head is just above
the quick sand I'm sinking into.
I've gotten through other crap in my life so I know I can get through this. And this website is part
of my recovery. An outlet. A conduit of everything I'm feeling. So pretty much what you'll see is this:
- Starr going through the day to day motions of life
- Gavin complaining about all things shitty
- AND Ken finding the good things in life
But really you'll just see me.
Enjoy.
This page is Copyright © 2003-2005, Gavin Starr Kendall
Last revision: June 13, 2005
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