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June 15th, 2000
Well today has been rather quiet. Spent sometime fixing my webpages again. Got the new one at gay.com lookin pretty good. Although I think that one of the two applets are going to have to come off 'cause its not working right. Other than that it looks pretty good. I ended up forgetting my pager at the bar Saturday night. OOPS! LOL. I am getting very tired of getting so much e-mail from nobody I care about, so I have unsuscribed from most of the garbage. I think I must have had over 50 messages today alone. Now that's nuts! It all so inticing to sign up to recieve all these jokes and trivia and such until you get bombarded by them all. OK my rant for the day is this. How do you know who you are? I mean at some point I am sure that you are very confident you know where you're life is heading or what you want to do with it at least, but if that all changes....then what? You wake up one day and feel like things have changed. You might feel a bit happier or a bit more jaded. You realize your career choice is not what you had hoped it could have been. Your friends are different or maybe it's you? Maybe it's more than that. Maybe your view of the world at large has changed. How do you cope with THAT??? How long does it take to get your bearings? How do you know where your life is headed when nothing looks familiar anymore? OK...I'm gonna ponder on this awhile. You might too. If you have any suggestions or stories that might help me in this personal dilema let me know. A
June 16th, 2000
Dawns day off today gonna spend some quality time.
June 17th, 2000
God is it a rainy weekend or what? It was nice and cool all day today at least. I have had the worst headache for the last 3 days. I am not well with it either. DAMMITT!!! I wish I knew what it was cause nothing seems to help. I've eaten, tried tylonol, ibuprofen, naproxen, a bath. I give up. i need a chiropracter or somethin. OK can't type no more. It's makin me dizzy. Maybe I'll write more later or tomorrow. A
June 18th, 2000
Well, I got talked into going out saturday night and I'm soooooo glad I did. Thanks SKY for the headache cure or I'd have not been able to make it. Ryfry and Jason thanks sooooo much for picking me up. I had so much fun. I got to see my friend Heath and his girlfriend Emily *yes boys he's str8 =( sorry*, LandofOzz, Tarzann, Sky, HipHop, teddibear, Farmboy, Jayson, seether, Chapter65806, Bleh, and JONNY. Seether, thanks for the birthday present. He got me 2 really pretty little raibow candles, and an awesome Angel shaped soap. How cool is that. =) Sky thanks for taking me to Marthas after Bar1 and introducing me to Blue22. Honey you are fabulous. Blue it was great to finally meet you. Next time I hope we get more time to talk. Sky your friends from KC where gorgeous. Tell them I said so. It was a pleasure meeting the two of you as well. I really had a great night and I'm glad I went. Everyone of you boys from Gay.com has been ohhhhh soooo friendly to me and I am so happy to know all of you. It was getting awfully lonely just sitting here in front of the puter every night until Dawn got home. I have always been a social butterfly, but since I moved here to Springfield I really didn't know anyone until now. I really would have liked to go to the Pride thing today at the park, but I was just way too tired to get my arse out of bed...hehehe. So i sat home and worked on My Fathers Day gift for my DAD. Here's the page if you'd like to see it, but there is no link back to here yet so you'll just have to use back on your browser. Sorry. O My Papa. I had a hard time thinking what to give him this year so I decided on a web page instead of the traditional type gifts. It took me awhile, but I know he'll appreciate it. I thought it was worth everyday of work I put into it. I am also gonna keep it updated so that he can look at it anytime. I think I'm going to add a biography page at some point, but that'll take awhile yet. I applied for another award today. I hope I get it. I think I've got a pretty good page don't you? You know I must admit though, NONE of you guys ever put a message in my message board. I really would like to know if you are enjoying my pages or what you think in general. It only takes a second, so come on guys. =) OK I'll stop whining now. LOL I came across a couple of neat sites recently. Webshots is one of them. I love a pretty desktop and I can put my pics in there too. I love all the photos. They're really good. The other is My Comet Cursor. These are a load of fun and make web surfing so much nicer. They have GAY ones too!!!!! How perfect! It also has tons of other ones soooo check 'em out. Dawn and I have been playing this game called WORMS on the playstation lately oh it is just tooooooo much fun. I don't believe I'll ever beat her, but it is soooo worth trying anyway. If you have a playstion, get it. You'll love it. We play it for hours. OK I've rambled long enough now and it's 3AM so I'm gonna watch a movie with the GF and hit the hay. See you all tomorrow. Kisses...... A
June 19th, 2000
Don't really have anything to type today. =( A
June 20th, 2000
Havin' a writers block. =( A
June 21st, 2000
DARE TO CARE CONCERT TODAY!!!
Well, we get there only to find out that we can't smoke inside......ok......and that they won't let us out to smoke either. WHAT???? F*ck that. We sold our tickets on the way to the car and went elsewhere. You know all the time I listen to 106.7 I never heard nothin about not being able to smoke until the day of the concert and I am so glad I asked someone or we would have been in line for hours only to find this out too late. F*CKIN B*LLSH*T!!!!! I'm really ticked off ya know. It just ain't right. I think I outta make a formal complaint. Well I'm too pissy to type anymore today A |
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