I don't often post any really personal stuff on the Weigh Down Workshop Encouragement Board cause frankly I'm really not very good at expressing what I would really want to say and others usually step in and do a very good job of it anyway. It's amazing how often someone posts just what I'm thinking!
With the Lords help I will attempt to write what is on my heart. Here goes:
Why would I want to lose weight? Should I just get busy and that will take care of the problem? NO!!!
I have lost 50 or so pounds in the last six months. I'm not sure of exactly how much because I don't weigh myself often. Could be more, I know from experience that it is at least that much. My clothes are looser. I'm feeling so much better, I have less pain.
I'm 45 years old. I have always been 'fat'. I have also always been busy. I have been a volunteer at public schools and home school co-ops. I have had kids clubs complete with all the field trips. I worked with children in the Honolulu City Salt Lake District Park Community Center, teaching sports and games amoung other things. I camped, swam, hiked, etc. . I have had two Girl Scout troops to keep up with at the same time and more. I was a leader for 5 years. I even marched in a G.S. parade that went further then the distance of Waikiki in Honolulu, while weighing in at about 425 lbs.! I was an Awana leader. I 'tried' to eat healthily. I kept on keepin' on. I refused to let the world's opinion or my weight keep me from having a full and active life.
I continued to gain weight. Until last summer I was busy and I was active and I weighed in at 511 lbs. One day I just could not get around any more. I could hardly get from one side of the room to the other. The pain became too much and my back finally gave out. I have all sorts of health problems (and have had for years). Immune problems, allergies, sinus infections and pain, headaches, arthritis, sciatica, back problems, numerous muscle aches and pains, congestive heart and lung problems and high blood pressure. My back finally said no more!
I have been on a lot of diets before but could not stay on them. I spent a lot of money on vitamins, diets, special formulas, and on and on. I ALWAYS wanted them to work. I worked at them. I became an expert at exchanges, calories, vitamins, herbs, and exercise regimes. I saw licensed dieticians (more then one). I signed on to be a distributor of more than six different 'miracle' cures. They failed.
The last diet I tried (from a doctor) was in August '97 and it was very hard. I went hungry. I was never satisfied. I lost 12 lbs. and then I gave up and gained at least 30 more over the winter.
At the end of Jan., 1998 I picked up the WDW book. It was amazing! I shared my book with a neighbor. We both started on the program. At the end of February my husband and I presented it to our church leadership and we started as rookie participants and co-ordinators at our church on May 1998.
The class lost more than 100 lbs all together. We don't know what the exact amount is because that has not been the focus.
We (our WDW group) PRAISE GOD for these three things: We have just finished our first session with a total weight loss of more than 100 lbs. as a group, we are learning to be in submission in many other areas as well and many have committed to continue into the next session.
Personally I know that I have lost at least 50 lbs. I am able to get around much more these days. God wanted this for me and he gave it to me! What a blessing it is to be able to do things for myself again and serve guests in my home, actually waiting on them myself!
I eat what I want and when I want. They are moment by moment decisions that He helps me to make. I used to think that a diet was something I chose to do or not and that it was up to me to decide which one. I was to get in control. I had to just buckle up and be in control. Through Weigh Down Workshop I have learned that this is just not so! I, while trying to run my own life, always failed.
When I finally made Him Lord of my life, things began to change. I changed. God changed me. He showed me the way. I got lost every time I tried to forge my own trail or follow someone else's. Now I'm on the right path, His path. I know I can speak boldly and say that this is it, I will never diet again! I can say so boldly, because God Himself has shown me the way. He does not want me to be 500 lbs. or more and unable to live but merely exist.
Tonight my family and I went to the Jack in the Box. I ordered a sandwich, fried and shake. I gave my daughter ½ my fries, drank about three sips of a shake, ate ½ of my sandwich and was full, very full. I still feel I ate more than I should have, we're working on that, God and I.
As I write this it is 7 hrs since I ate and I am still satisfied and have had no desire to eat more. What a difference this is from any of the times when I have dieted before. Before I would have eaten it all, 'just this once', and still wished for more.
Thanks be to God. He is changing me and my family right before my eyes! I praise Jesus and speak with him often throughout the day. I don't have to discipline myself to this. I WANT TO! I love him because He first loved me and to obey is better then sacrifice.
I am looking forward to leading future sessions because I still have so much to learn and I enjoy the company of those who
will encourage me and pray for me, as I do the same for them. I look forward to sharing with others what the Lord has done for me. I can hardly wait to see what more He has to show us!
Jesus is my God, my Savior, my Lord, my Friend, my Healer, my Support System, my Teacher, the Number One Love of my life and much more, now and for all eternity =)
Love and Peace
Shirley
~Surely His~
To be continued...
My three favorite motto's are:
2. Keep on keepin' on.
3. Fake it 'till you make it. (You practice faith to gain faith)
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