17/06/2008 Brain Failure's interview is on Re:spect magazine which issued on 15 June!!! take one copy and read that! but sorry the managzine only avalibe in Chinese~

but DONT WORRY!! hahaha...yoshaki is so sweet¬¬¬ hahaha....I've already upload the FULL interview in both Chinese and English versions. but since my english is very poor, and my fd didnt have time to help me fix it, so sorry...hope you understand what Brain Failure tried to say.  or maybe send a mail to me : xyoshakix@hotmail.com so i will send you the correct english version once it done!!!

please click HERE immediately to check out the interview from Brain Failure  ¸£¿B!!!

05/06/2008 yesterday was 4 June, a very sad and horrible memory for Chinese, yes i do think China is improving, in progress, but it still not allow to speak whatever people want to. as all people knew about the Tibet stuff.  i DON'T think China is very bad to them, actually China gov't give lots of money and effort to develop this into a tourist zone, so people can live and earn money by their own.  that's good, but that may also loss some traditional stuff .  but things wont go so smooth, rite? Just like the America, Hillary planned for so long after her husband step off, so she "could" step on to the be the one! but all ppl knew her ticks! hahaha....so i also support Obama, but none of politicians is good! ha.... BTW, i hope the new president wont be like the FUCKING one! hahahaha......W.B!

BTW, i was saying the China things... i saw the news report last night, there was a lama crying in front of some HK reporters 3 mths ago and said they were not allowed to get out, and not allowed to do sth...i cant remember what excatly he said.  but last night , this lama came out and say sth like " I was too stupid that time, coz i was inferenced by the other medias, actually i lied" Wht the FUCK is that? just 3 mths can make he "GROW UP" a lot??? dont be silly man!! it makes me feel like those things he said was TRUE!!! n so terrible that CHINA still dont have the freedom of speech!!! in the earthquake, China gov't did better and let all medias to interview and see the true, but i do really hope that can be more and more freedom in China, even in HK! if the country is going to be modern, to catch up with the world, you shouldnt close the door anymore, isnt it?

TELL U STH! the BRAIN FAILURE will be on a HK free music magazine call RESPECT and that will be on here soon.  really grad to know those people from respect n people who love music ^^

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25/05/2008 busy weeeeeek!!! coz my works, n also perpared for the interview!!! YES! I had an interview with Brain Failure last night before their show in warehouse! hopefully i can upload it as soon as i can. coz my computer still sickkkk>< so bad tha the show has to cut down on 11pm coz of the law! they just play half of if...ar>< we want MORE!!!!! hope they will come again ......or just find a better place or just 1 or 2 opening band man!!! 4 opening bands? r u crazy???? damn it!!! but 1 of the opening band is it call old skool? its petty nice!!  bu really donno why warehouse getting less n less ppl get there ?? how come?? it made me remember some yrs ago...nearly full of ppl in the room! maybe those hardcore kids grew up n no more hardcore kids...thats so bad.....isnt it a kind of culture a kind of mind a kind of your point of view that u should stand for?? does that only mean some tendy things for those kids? after some yrs, no more hardcore??? no....!!! there's still some ppl like riz them still stand for the hardcore scene, right? haha ok can i say i still stand for this? coz i still running this website! hahahaha.....just try my best to keep this on n pls check on this web! hahaha...i will try to update it as much as i can!

(P.S its great to talk with Brain Failure! the vocal always think a lots n they have they really MEAN a lots....i mean they have their views not like those bands in China or HK just wanna be famous , they really like music!)

16/05/2008 YO! one more week to go , n BRAIN FAILURE is coming to town! yeah!!! wait for so long....the Beijing punk rock band! first time heard their songs from a cd call µL²á­x¶¤from my fd Kel, n found that China punk really kick ass! after some yrs, they improve n became a well known punk band not only in China, but so as Japan and US! wow! China punk clash to Asia! cant wait for their coming....hope everything goes well...hope sth would happen n works!!!!! get ready for a crazy punk rock show! (haha...didnt looking for a show like this for so long!)

but sth really upset me , n i think all Chinese over the world!!! the serious earthquake!!! actually that happened in my grandma's hometown, but luckily we dont have any relatives in thre now... but still feel so sad that everynight turn on the TV n reading newspaper...more n more dead bodies were found....getting less n less lives... from the news, the school playground which used had fun n lots of children playing around, not became a place for dead bodies. and those parents just crying and gone crazy...yep of coz.... really wish that no more like this.... 32 yrs ago, in China, Tong Shan ,there's a very very horrible nightmate....MORE THAN 240000 people died in that earthquake! can u believe that??? 240000!!!!!!!! most people died in earthquake ever!!!! so really if you can, just donate some money for rebuild or just if u believe in any religion n pray for them,... so lucky that HK ppl already donate more than 10milion , HK people still willing to help people....hope those money n blood would useful for those victims.

see? the earth is telling us thats enough! no more pollutions n no more activities for harming our world! it already so sick!!!! just save our world save yourself!

08/04/2008 there's sth really pit me off!! FUCK the AMERICA!!! i mean the gov't n those FUCKING ASSHOLE politicians !! fuck that! that should be pound of holding the Olympic Games , that should be happy and joyful and enjoy the game! every players try their best in the game, and spend lots of time n all they can to get into this game.  so why dont just let the game being a game?? why it has to link up with those complex political problems? the Lhasa, Tibet, problem doesnt come up this year, that happened many years! so why people from other countries suddenly show up n so CARE about CHINESE??? SUDDENLY? thats SHIT! all people just using the stupid word "HUMAN RIGHT" to attack China, just dont wanna let China become stronger.  human right just a tool for those politicians, if they really care about Chinese being pushed by China, why they just focus on those issues linking with politic? how many people have really visit China and really know about this country? even for myself, being a Chinese, I know the dark side of China, but i also see there's sth changing.  at lease the train in Tibet really help them growing the travel industry, let those people gaining more money.  i think this is the good side that China govt did for Tibet. but why those people dont see that NEWS? if they really wanna care about the human right, there's still got lots of developing countries having such problems! so why dont those people go n help them n keep talking sth shit about China? n WHY have to do that in THIS year? just becoz Beijing Olympic Games!!!! people wanna c China holding a poor game!!!! dont being like an idiot and listen to the other, n bull shit around! yes, i know China govt really got lots of dark side, but which govt didnt? AMERICA??? they are the best one? FUCK that!!!!! if you really wanna help those poor people, really care about Chinese, just let the game run smoothly and really VISIT CHINA, n see what you can do for it!  there's many foreigners visit China, then they stay in those poor villages and helping children like starting  a school.  thats also a way to helping Chinese.  do you really know how many jobs opportunities that Beijing Olympic Games brings?? do you know how we feel about this games? just think that if the Olympic Game holding in your country, you also feel so pound of it! that is sth call nationalism!! so pls, just forget those complicated fucking stupid politics problem and enjoy the game! it should be FAIR and joyable, isnt it

20/03/2008 OMG~It's been a long time i didnt write on this web...i hope there's still someone would check this out.... sorry about that.  it's been a longggg way for me... a very big turning point in my life.  let me tell you what i've done this year.  in 07 summer, i went to EUROPE!!! thats very amazing.... far away n all by myself.... actually not ALL ,but mostly! haha.... I went to London, lived in a PUNK town thats very kool! went to some very nice weekend market, but i really hate London's underground! suck!!! always change and make me always get lost.... OK~i shd tell u sth really really KOOL made me never forget about 07 summer!!!

if you are from Denmark , or north europe, you must know that! i went to ROSKILDE FESTIVAL!!!!!!and i saw RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, MUSE, the Killer, Arctic monkey, the Who, Queen of stone age etc...lots of GREAT bands !

Amazing huh?! hahaha...i still so like a dream....but it's bad weather for whole week, kept raining n mud all around us! hahaha....tell you wht, and thats how i was my hair.....

  the best thing in festival is do wht you want to do! you dont have to care how the other think about you! and also meet many people! we joint a party, full of Swedish and those gals were so funny and they all just like "OMG! you're from HK! far away for this festival!! OMG!" hahaha...yes...i came far away just for MUSIC! like a dream....im not very good in english, i dono how to tell you how excited i was. but i can say i still cant believe that i saw RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS!!! HAHAHAHA.....

fotos n bands! check it out!!!  Red Hot Chilli Peppers!! the reason why i stay in this terrible camp!!! fucking KOOL!!! i like the bassist!! it's only the 2nd day! but i already became mud....c wht they wear on foot! haha....nearly all people wear this! Atoi , the frist performance saw in Roskilde~quite nice, its a electronic bands, but they dress so funny.
gal in mud~ haha...she must got drunk! hahaa... but really, u can swim in the mud if u want, coz it already like that in anywhere in the camp one of the camping area~not ours, ours was very terrible! like this ---> at night....those are not water or pool, but MUD!!!
Bjork! but i didnt c all, coz it's sosososo cold n raining for whole day we all got wet.....><and we just got a short t-shirtQueen of Store Age!!!  very kool n rock
Musicians From The Nile, this "group is from Egypt, whcih is very very special n great!!!!!! i didnt listen to this kind of music before, n i love it! so special n kool perforamces!
120 days another nice band, but i cant remember where is it from....
The Who, also a very rock n kool band!!!!!

  Machine Head!! my neck nearly broke after watching their perform!!!! luv it!! matel band~

My Chemical Romance, nice band!

the naked run that we missed it.... ohohoh..... cant believe we camped at this kind of shit rite??? but we do.  so many camps had destoried n the official need to give some other camping area for those whose camp had destoried! but we live in this sitution (full of mud n rain) for whole week!!!Muse, wht can i say about this?? just fucking KOOL!! the area for washing....hands, heads, tools, foot.....whtever..... but this area is already MUCH BETTER than the one near our camp..... ours is much more terrible.... the mud n water was much more than this one!!!Arctic monkeys i like such old skool thing!!!

 (sorry, photos are from somewhere on internet. coz i didnt bring my cam to the festival)

i also went to Koln, visit my aunt and her family.  there were 2 very nice brothers, 1 of them listen to rock music, n BIG fans of the Killer! the other one is a very very well dancer!! and they took me around Koln n cooked some nice food to me~hahaha...actually i think the west part of germany is so rich, just like other place in EU, people is a bit rude to asians...even those flight attendants! and they showed my some very local stuff~ went to a small playground, looked at those ppl having beer and snacks and talking in drunk...hahahaha... then i went to Berlin met some very KOOOL fds there.  i met Benny, who know me though this website...WOW! still have someone reading my web! make me keep it on mate! n he introduce me some very nice people in Berlin, made me feel that's a BIG different between east and west of germany..i like Berlin very much! people are so friendly, busy city but also have its  silence part. everywhere is full of the Communism feeling, just feel like that~ and the WW2 still very deeply in everyone's heart.... Ben told me sth about his grandma, about the WW2.. i can never imagine how people live in that time.  if i were German or Jewish, i would rather kill myself... thats very horrible.  went to Berlin Wall, lots of feelings and pictures in my heart, and couldnt stop thinking about that...people died for freedom for peaceful...

after Berlin, went to my "old home" (home town) ha...kidding~ Norway.  feel like going back to home.  everything seems didnt change, people still there, still so gd to me.  and this time i stay in Norway for THREE MTHS! WOW! that really make me miss Berlin! haha..yes i didnt have home sick but i miss berlin so much. wanna get back.  but norway is kool too! i saw the NORTH POLE light!OMG!! can you believe that?!!!! my uncle said it usually happen in Jan or Feb that time was Sep sth. he said it's very unusual....oh...maybe the god know im leaving norway.... i really feel like norway is my home, ha... coz i can speak a LITTLE n understand wht ppl said! hahahaha... becoz i lived in a very small town, people are so friendly and pure, not like OSLO, i've live in there a few days, but it's TOTALLY different! i live small village more than big city, full of criminals.  before coming back to HK i went to PRAHA!!! OH i LUV it!!! very very much.... i still miss it so much till now.  as i saw i didnt have home sick but miss EU! hahaha....nice city, music all around, people ...not so friendly like other EU place but very helpful.  i love those culture like puppet play! thats very funny and only in praha! maybe its near the time to go home, made me feel so good, so free...last time to try freedom.  no need to care about the other, i went  everywhere i want to go ,ate anything i like. did sth i want to did, just BE MYSELF! i think i havent been that free for many yrs..or NEVER....hahaha...maybe thats why i feel so good.

music all around in Praha, one of the old man was playing sth handmade and special!!! see? even you get old, you still can play a band n ROCK! ha...love it!!!

05/06/2007 cant believe how lazy i am rite?! ha....another year..... n i finally finish all my study life.(till now...coz i still wannt continous my life as a student! ha...) n recently can take a rest after the horrible exam! u can never imagine how come a  university exam will drive me crazy.><~ but i sitll enjoy study! coz more u learn more u know that u need to learn.  during these years, i really find that i know just very very little things! especially this 2 yrs, i've took sociology n philology, these 2 subjects really make me know a lot n very different from wht i learnt.  of coz i wanna study more about sociology later, but study in HK really ....beside money also other problem.... in HK there are only 8 universities n many many students in HK! so...that's why so many HK students study aboard!! haha....i want to study aboard as well~ but i cant afford it...so.. life's like that rite? u must try sth hard n bad, so u will know how important that is.

ok talk about sth happen in HK! although i was so busy during my study, i had went to some band shows as well~ but that change a lots~ especially ppl! ha...may becasuse i didnt go to band shows for longggg time! but i went to POLYU muso, which is that largest band show organized by one of the university in HK "POLYU" this year was great! n so many new hk bands there~n some of them improve a lots~one of my favours band KOLOR, a "new" rock band, nice music! if anyone of u come to HK remember to check out this band!!!! all of their members had played for a long time, but this "Kolor" is a "new" band in HK. ha....also Quio Hung (hope i didnt spell their name wrongly.....) still so powerful. hardpack had changed a lot~ add some new members n more new songs~

the other HK band An id signal(·N¦â¼Ó) (you must check out the link!!!) im not sure wht style they are~ maybe matel...ha...whtever! i just really like their vocal, Lai, his performances are very very attractive to me!!! nice songs n all of them are so into the music. n they had release their first CD this yr!  i haven't c KLC's shows for long time!!! hope i will can check it out later~ n watched their interview on TV mths ago~ n they had faced some problems b4...their bassist n guartist (how to spell this wd?!?) had left the band ~but now they got a new KLC n with a female vocal!!! wo!!! really wanna c the girl power!!!!

n talk about my good news~after coming back from Norway last year, i find that i really like that place! ha...so im going to Norway again~ ha....but the gd news is that i have chance to travel to London n Germany as well!!!! for me, a gal who never go out myself, is sosososo happy about that!!! n specially thx this web~ha.....coz this website bring me a lots of new friends from all around the world! so i really shd keep it on! n try to write more....ha...lazy me!! this time to Germany, thx Ben, a fd meet though this web~ i really want to go to Berlin, it means a lot to Germany n also a place representing FREEDOM!!! (wo! it make me remember the song "Break the Wall" by Quio Hung”›)

okok~~~ i will write more when i back~ or maybe b4 i leave! ha....i will keep this web, so pls DO COME back! n sorry~ the message board....if there anyone can help me? ha....ok~ just send me a email it would be very very encourage for me!

one more thing, very very important!!! my fd OWEN, a hc boy in UK, is going to release his CD (actually it produced by owen n his fd) n he said he will bring the cd back n sell in HK!!!! i like this cd, which is not a Hardcore CD, it's just music, a cd about childhood! i like it so much, coz when we were children we used dont think too much n not that evil! ha...believe me, this cd can give u a good time to remember or imagine a very sweet childhood n nice dream!!! i will tell u more about this when Owen tell me...ha.....cya~

12/09/2006 wa~~~ long time no see la~~~ this summer holiday was very full n funny for me! i've gone to NORWAY for nearly 2 mths! hahaha....it was a very very beautiful place, n i learnt a lot form there.  i was like a baby in there.  but i also noticed sth funny there. hkers always said our gov't is shit, do nth, but i think the HK gov't is much better then Norway!!! it's true! because the gov't gain a lots of tax! can u believe that if u eat at the restaurant need to pay 25% tax?! it's very crazy!!! n the gov't gave all those tax income as welfare n subsides to those unemployed! but those people are not really unemployed, just they dont want to work, just stay at home!!! the gov't gave 2 much to those people, n they donno why they live, thats why there are lots of people commit suicide.  there also lots problems about their gov't , which are so stupid! n also their teachers! they go on strike because they work overtime, but u know y? coz they teach so slowly n didnt finish wht they should do.  i really think they are shit! y they have to be a teacher? really just for money! but i still very like there, the people are very friendly, n helpful.  i stayed in a very small town, which only have 10000 people there!!! wa!~~ when i walk on the street, i c nobody! hahahaha....if you have been to HK, u will know why i feel so surprise about this! coz in HK, everywhere are people, not just a few, but a lot!! hahaha...

after coming back from Norway, i went to ,y grandfa's hometown, where is somewhere near Szechwan, n i ate lots hot food! which make my throat really painful n sick now! hahaha....but i love it!! this city developed very quickly! just like Shanghai!!! wa....i suppose it still like village!! but now, everywhere are clubs, pubs, even KFC!!! hahaha....i cant believe that China grow a lot in this short time! so dont look down upon Chinese huh!? ha~~i need to start my new skool life again la~~ a bit sad about this! but its better than working! ha..wish me good luck!

16/06/2006 so much thing need to do even i already on my summer holiday! tell u wht, im going to Norway in JULY!!!! it such a BIG new for myself! hahahaha...of coz i will be back!!! but its the 1st time i travel by myself n go to far away from home!! so excited n worry! coz u know, my english is not gd at all.... n in Norway they have their language! so i wish i can arrive on time n catch the fight! hahaha....i will stay in there maybe a month! wo! i really wish i have time to check out some music in there. so pls if u any recommendation or bands wanna recommend to me, pls mail me or tell me on msn! ha. coz the mes still cant use... n my website helper justinne is sososososo busy on her job now! poor me! n sorry that i didnt update n add the new article in English! sorry!! if i have time in Norway, i will try my best to do that! but now, i start perparing my journey.....any idea? how to start?

one more gd news! (sorry for me thats a gd news! ) i will go to see "Phantom of the Opera" on 12/7!!! wooooo it spent all my money!! but thats the only chance! i have waited for 10yrs!!! cant believe it? yep! thats true! i like this opera since i was in primary skool!!! so im really excited, cant wait to check this out in HK!!! although no more Sarah Brightment, but i still wish it will be a good show! i wanna go to the band show tmr night at cityu, but so bad that i need to work....shit!!!! just wait until the next time! so bad that i still dont have chance to check out lightboy's band lostnfound!!!! i miss u guys!!! so much wanna say in here, but so tired now, tell u more later! cheers!

08/05/2006 I had wrote an article about the education (not only about HK) but sorry, i only typed in Chinese.  hope i have time to translate into English later.  but i wish someone will read it! coz i didnt update this web 4 a long time, sorry!!!! and very bad luck today about my work....DAMN it!!! i had someone who think he pay you money and he can say what he wanna say, even some bull shit and fuck me off! thats suck!!! why the customer are always right? (thats wht my boss told us...) no matter what did they say and what happen, if the customer complaint about that, that MUST be my faults!!!! chi sin!!!!

check here to read the new article, and welcome to talk to me! BTW, im thinking to colse the message board....coz so many many rubbish mes, which is more and quicker than i can delete....damn it!

06/04/2006 DAMN IT! the message box will not open in a while, as so many bull shit messages and i dont have time to manage it and delete it all as soon as they did!!! so if anyone wanna say sth to me just mail me.  and sth else, i remember someone had mailed me b4 and said that he/she would come to HK in april, sorry that i didnt reply the mail.  and if you have read this message, pls mail me again , coz i cant find the mail, sorry!!!!

22/02/2006 i've been sick since the new year 2006!!! bad luck!!! now just getting better.....hope i can recover soooooon!! Karen hold another show in warehouse, she had posted the detail information on the guestbook, really detail information !!! thx a lot! hope i can take time n check it out, coz i havent see shows for a long time since last time see NOFX. it quite busy life, everyday need to go to school, and work.....after a half month holiday, i really wanna lie on the bad everyday... haha....OH yes, did i tell u guys about my new job? thats a telebet assistant.... i like this job, high pay and not difficult, but sometime the slients are so rudes!!! they will fuck me off and shout at me on phone by no reason.... but anyway, im ok with this. and the good news for me, my pc finally have voice!! i didnt listen any songs from internet for more than one year!!!!!! can u believe it??? i hope this computer wont get "sick" again....and so as me! the new year 2006 just started any special thing happen??? tell me more n i hope i can do more update on this web, especially about the band!!!! haha......take care

24/12/2005 Merry Christmas everyone~ it seems nice in this christmas~ but not me! coz i have the final exam after it! and a lots of shit that i have to read! damn it! the half of my holiday will spend on my book! a lots of things happened recently~ including the WTO in HK! i believe all people in the world must know it.  i think it was not bad! coz the demonstration wasn't ended in a violent clash with the police. even there are some people hit the police, but comparing to the other demonstration in US, this time is peaceful.  and knew from the news, many people in the demonstration are very peaceful and they just wanna let the others know their feeling.  and they even pick up their rubbish! i really don't think they are rude.  but it actually coz some inconvenience for HK people.  anyway, i also support the farmers in 3 worlds, and not the WTO. it such a very difficult question that whether i support the globalization or not (it was my last presentation's topic!) coz it is very very difficult to stop it! the people live more and more closely, they shop on the net, and the can know what are the other part of the world happening.  people seeks to a higher living standard.  it is natural, but does it means that we dont need to care about the people who are not able to live in a high standard? some rich people will able, but poorer? no way. it coz a bigger gap between the rich and the poor. it will become more seriously but we cant stop it. just like the virus, some people use it for earn money, some people suffer from it. but once it comes out, no one can stop it.

BTW, it also including a lots of political problems, it's not i can understand at all..... but i predict that will be one of the question in the University interview! haha...

something else, last weekend i watch Qui Hung and hardpack presented on the TV!!! wowow....the show seems quite big and a lot of local bands! it's good to let more people know about the indie band sounds, but the show was on TVB's payable channel....it's a good beginning anyway!

30/11/2005 it's going to the end of 2005 again...time goes so fast....my management teacher told me that "if you feel like 24 hrs is not enough for you, you should be happy, because you have goal in your life, you have something wanna do and you are work hard to achieve it" he's totally right! i finially know why im so busy! 

n also i have started my new part-time job~not bad~workin' in Jockey Club feel so ....sometime quite funny~when ppl shut at me, donno y i feel fun...am i nuts? but sometime ppl just have no point to shut at me, and fuck me off...

n other important thing, light boy send me a very touching story, which happened in China, there is an old man started to help the poor kids, tried to help them to school (a lots of kids dont have money to go to school in China). but u know wht he did? he just use his bicycle.  he ride everyday to earn money, and in 1998, he sold his houses n set up a "store" all he earn just gave to the kids and built school for them, and he still keep riding bicycle everyday to earn money as well. i feel he's a little bit like Mother Teresa... it's so touching even he's so old, about 83, and still help a lots of people and didnt stop until he died.  now he had died, but his story still in many kids heart and not much people know about him..... really touching that he never stop and never feel tried.  here is the link of all the news about his life, but sorry that's in Chinese Simplified.... if you can read chinese, try to read it n forward his spirit... keep it on! he told us that nth is impossible! never say im 2 young to do that, i have no money to do that ..... he's so poor as well, but he still try all he can... never say NO when you really wanna help someone....

13/11/2005 last night was an amazing show amazing night 4me!!! i cant believe i can see NOFX on HK!!! 1 of my dream come true! hope more dreams will come true soon! hahaha.... i was so excited n so happi n went crazy in the show. but i was not really well after the show~ stomach again! so weak...whtever! i enjoy the show! after the show i saw the drummer (erik -hope i didnt make it wrong!) i though a lots of things wanna tell n ask nofx in the very beginning, but when i saw him, i didnt know wht should i say n wht did i say.....just so happi!!!! i was like a little gal see someone very famous....haha...such like an idiot! wht matter i had though about b4, i still say nth about that when i c them....stupid me! i donno how to say .....just so amazing, like a dream.....is that true??? nofx really performed in HK???? OMG!!!!

last night trigger told me that 5D will not play any show ....coz their drummer is going to study next yr....OH! i really didnt go to web 4 long time sorry that i miss a lots of news! n also a new hc gal band rite? anyone can tell me how about they? my pc now have no sound card, cant listen anything from web, anyone told me about this? n any shows of them?  it's really sad when trigger told me the bad news about 5D...i always support them, n i really respect their attitude.. i remember long time ago, i always went to their old band room, had lots of fun! n i did 1 interview w/ them long time ago as well, but that time was really black luck! coz the MD player was suck! n the whole interview had deleted!!! then we had no time to do another one....i really miss it....even i didnt go to show that much, i still try to listen n know more about the bands in hk, some new punk bands, new hc bands.... i wish i will have more time n money to check it out. i really hope i can find some bands w/ gd attitude.  (i didnt mean those bands r not gd, just i dont really know them)

tmr will have another training 4 my job, hope i can pass it n gain some money.....fuckin' poor...

27/10/2005 nothing need to say about these 2 posters rite? ha...all of u must know that NOFX is coming to HK next week! hohoho~cant imagine that comes so fast! when i finish the last test in that morning, i will be ready and excited and do some excises or get some sleep, then at night.....i will be there..NOFX!!! ohoh....so excited now!!!! hey KRAEN, can i get their sign and take picz w/ them? haha...i wanna i wanna !!!!!! PLS~~~ BTW the next show in city also really kool! from afternoon to night! hope i can c the hold show! and i can also take my application form as well! ahaha.... i am ready to rock my body after those fuckin' tests! haha....

OK~talk about myself here, even no one interested in it! haha... im study w/. YY (just in the same college) HKUSPACE, that fuckin' expressive and shit skool! hope i can leave it n get into u as soon as i can! now my goal is clear, n once i set my goal, i won't stop it!  going into a new skool let me know that the time in shccc (my college) was not that bad!  as least i still remember sth funny, n some gd fds!  i though shccc such a hell (actually it was) but i met some gd fds, ture, and they work w/ me, cooperate w. me.  i miss it! in this HKUSPACE is very difficult to meet someone really close to u, coz every lesson, every subjects are with different people!  but thats fine! coz i know it b4 i take this "challenge" ha!  n anyone who still read this web, pls sign sth~let me know still have someone reading! i feel like im an idiot...hey~does anyone remember how i look like? im afraid that no one catch me when i stage dive! (OK! i wont do it! coz i gain lots of weight! n im really afraid no one catch me! haha...)

sth wanna say: talking w/ my younger old fd tonight, let me know im grow up, im ready for the TRUE world! she's young, but put all her time on work and music, n gave up her study.  2 years ago, maybe i think she's kool, she do anything to achieve her dream and her interest.  but wht i told her was totally different! i always think that knowledge is the most important thing! now, she's young, she can be a waitress, a sales, a clerk etc.  but when she's 30?! if i were the boss, i wont employ a 30 lady who grade at S.3! i would rather employ someone 1X n just grade!!! workin' experience is important of coz, but everyone can get experience, but not everyone can gain knowledge! im a little bit worry for her, her view's short and didnt plan for herself. and i also upset for myself i changed a lot, become so "commercial", money become more important.  but in fact, money is important, rite? if i font have money, how can i play music? how can i but a cd? rite? BUT if she really enjoy it, really want to be a waitress whole life, i can do nth! she's still my fd.  i always keep reminding myself not to stop not to give up in study, not 4 money not 4 gd salary, but myself! i enjoy talkin' w/ fds in skool, i enjoy gain knowledge everyday and i also enjoy telling others wht i learn today! i just like a kid, i really like that! for all of u who had already left skool, must understand! skool must be the best place beside home! especially in secondary skoo! skoll always a safe place for me, have lots of teachers, fds, they help me n give me lots of support. thats y i dont wanna leave it! i really like it!

16/08/2005 my summer holiday is going to the end~wo... coming I will work hard again on my study, i will work hard till i can go to U and U grand! coz this is my goal, the promise w/ my grandfa, who passed.  many fds have started their careers, they asked me why i dont find a job and gain some $$. but i really really wanna put all my times on my studies, coz my dad told me that my grandfa wanted to see my successful.  of coz i know U grand  doesnt mean im successful, but i think this is the basic requirement to have a good job.  and i had set my new goals, i need to go to U and grand in this.  i dont want anyone to be disappointed.... i hold i can do it!
BTW, today met an old fd, he's a very special fd for me. he means lots of things to me....3 years! after 3 years, i had changed a lot, look at him, i found what i had changed, and i found how i used to be. he's like a mirror, i look back.... it's really touching.  my auntie told me that i had changed and grow up, i know what i want and what i need to do. yap. coz i learn it from the commerce school! anyway, u really thx all the fds i met in these few years, all the bands and fds.... i remember the time that i was young. and now, i dont always go to band shows.... donno any new bands.... no one see me at the shows... haha...but thats fine! coz i still have fire in my heart, my fire is now lighted again! i know what i need to do, i know what kind of music i need, and i know what person i should be! but honestly, i didnt listen to any music for half year! coz my pc cant listen anything, and my cd player had broken up for a long time, also i dont have any money to buy a mp3 player! ha...is it sound so unreasonable? but sorry, thats true, i dont have any mp3 player and i didnt listen to music for half year, like i cant listen anything.
wo! i think i have to stop saying these things in here~hahaha...but i really need to thx all the bands and fds.

but now i need to give a BIG thx and big KISS to miss KAREN!!!! coz she bring me "NOFX"!!! nofx is one of my favour punk band!!!!!!!!! im really really exciting that she told me NOFX will come to HK!!!! OH MY GOD! i cant believe it!!! i luv u KAREN and pls don't be late (the show) hahaha....i luv NOFX and i luv Karen!!! u make my dream come true!!!

02/07/2005 my exams still go on...damn it! and also busy for my school open day decoration... god... and we only have 5 - 6 people but my miss also keep saying bull shit and blame us this and that! fuck off!! she doesn't know how hard we have done, and just saying bull shit! does she think this is a good way to explain her views? DAMN! really hate her! such an idiot! no one like her! coz she never say sth good to encourage us.... maybe only to her "friends".  so tired and busy! and the Message board has been repaired! yeah!! thx my gd fd Natalie!! check it out! and write a word! haha...

13/06/2005 wa!? i didnt write anything for more then 2 months!? how busy i am? haha...BTW~ the exam season is going to the end, but my exams are still going on! i have 9 more exams! can u believe it? let me show u my exam time table! it's crazy! none of u have try this!

i also cant believe how crazy that is!!!! so don't ask me why i didn't appear on the shows~coz i really cant! but tmr! i will go to City U that show! hahaha..... coz i cant miss the 1st gig of ”›!!!!!!! and also choke (they have a new name~sorry that i forgot it!)
recently~ beside busying on my crazy examssss, i also think a lot of my future and my life.  am i really want to be an office lady for whole life? am i really enjoy working in the office? just like my old fd reminded me, "this is not the way you  prefer!" yap! that's not what i like~ and i went to this school, coz i wanna have a challenge and i wanna learn sth useful! and now~i learn lots of useful knowledge about working in the office, and communicate w/ some ppl that have totally different idea w/ me.  i think i have grown up a lot in this 2 years.  i know how to solve the problems, and how to deal w/ difficult ppl (especially she's ur supervisor/ teacher) and the most important thing i learnt, is how to survive in this horrible world, when ppl will not be honest to u, when ppl sale u out, when ppl asking u to do sth impossible etc.... i learnt.  all i can do is say nth and keep going! that's really useful! coz it is unnecessary to talk, just get what u are asked to do and just do it! just finish ur job, no argue no excuse! even u cant finish the job or u cant achieve it, u will not be blamed and no regret. coz u already try ur best! wo....it's so tired after half month working hard.....pray for me my fds! and good luck to u all!

11/04/2005 i had upload a new article about the Mr Tung Chee Hwa, the Ex-Chief Executive of HK.  after the 7 years, he did sth good and sth bad.  but i also wanna say sth about this, i really don't think he's that bad, just because he doesn't have experience about policy and he's not good at management.  maybe he have tried his best for us, just because he's not able to do it well, and the China didn't let he down.  check here to read about wht did i think about he.

07/04/2005 YEah! the Message Board is coming soon! thx my babi Natalie!! this month will be a very busy month~many projects and presentations and also assignments, goddamn! and also 2 or 3 tests.... how can i manage those?
today met 2 visitors in the MTR and asked about HK and we talked for a while~it's so nice to meet someone and help them, because if i am in other country, i also wish that i can meet someone helpful~ i like helping them and showing the ways~even sometimes i lost as well~haha...so if u come to HK, just find me, i am very willing to help u!! :>
read some horrible news from a fw mes...which was a news from BBC, it said that there were 3 Chinese gals who working in Japan. 1 day someone did sth bad to them, and those gals shouted at this boi, after awhile, many Japanese ppl surround the restaurant and raped one of the gal! and when the gals went to police station, but the policeman said it was not a big due to rape a Chinese gal! god!? wtf?! it's really unfiar to treat anyone like this! this is wrong! but why the policeman can say like this just a normal matter?! no matter where did it happen, it also a big due for a gal!!!! it's horrible!

23/03/2005 GOD DAMN!! my school is asked us to donate money for the Lent (4 weeks b4 Ester) but DONATION! that mean if we don't want to, or we don't have money, we can donate nth right?! my class only have 8 people donated some money, but one of my school's discipline teacher was so angry and said that all of us who didn't donate money were not cooperate and need to mark our name and reduce our conduct in the final report!!! wht da fuck????????? that means we MUST donate money? or not we will lose some marks in the personality!! so why don't she tell us that "you have to give money for Lent, or not you will lose mark!" SHIT! how come this school so SHIT! i never heard that we will lose mark if we dont do any donation!!! we had donated a lot after the tsunami, and our school always asked us to donate that and donate for that....we always do that.  but this time we really think that we did nth wrong! we are not catholic and i really have no more money for donation, why they are so mean!? no donation = low mark?! WHT DA FUCK!!! fuck u bitch!!! and also beacuse of my class teacher, she always did sth stupid, so mean, because of my class teacher, that discipline teacher hate us as well....so this time, we will ...... GOD DAMN! Ester is a important day for Christian, but i dont think im pleasure but bad feeling!!!

BTW it's Ester holiday! (of coz i have no holiday)i think it is a sacrosanct day, because God send his own son, Jesus to save us and died for us, but he relife after 3 days....all just to prove he's the son of the GOD! it's so touching that Jesus was on the crucifixion for us and all the stories in bible are interesting, touching and meaningful.  I should say thank to my Lord that he gave us his own son and help lots of people.  Bless all the people who are sick will recover soon, bless the world will no more war, no more sickness.

11/03/2005 had a great time yesterday~coz the VE project star today! is it a virtual company, many group of students will hold a company (some are food, some are shipping, many many different type of company), within a month we have to trade w/ other "companies" just like playing monopoly! ha...it's fun~and during these 2months, we had to prepare lots of things, products, promotion, decoration...all make me crazy~ although i only ion IT department, but we only have 3 staff! ha...we have to prepare 400 leaflets and nearly 2000stickers (small like a finger!) within HK$80!!! can u believe it? yap! HK$80! we paid HK$77 at the leaflets, all printing are in the school and all stickers...ha...u know wht? we had to print it on a A4 size stickers, then CUT IT OURSELVES!!! yap, cut it into finger like size!!! ha...didn't it crazy?! but i enjoy it, coz we had fun!
last night was a celebration of Fannie, my gd fs, we had dinner w./ an old man, old fd, ah HO, in Fatjob, that was fun that he said some young kids do not know wht is FJ! ha....really? after the dinner and long talk, i feel that i am old....old like a 50 woman...god! coz didnt go to shows for a long time, 2 years ago, when i was in the show, i met many of my fds, ppl will say hi and we like a family, but now...ha..when i was in the show, i can't see my fds, and all faces are so new to me, i didn't know them, and donno how to make new fds from the show! it's like a different world to me..... i wonder that is my problem or..... but some of my fds also feel that ppl now going to the show...i wanna ask are they really enjoy the show? enjoy the music? or they only think thats kool, where all kool ppl go, so they go? i know some of them are into music, but i think also have a lots of ppl do not into the music!  i respect ppl who still keep rocking hard and trying their hard to improve, and change those kids, i really wish one day when im in the show, i can feel the energy, i can feel the happiness on the stage, and under the stage! i really enjoy that the time when LAMKEE was on the stage, coz they played happily and they make ppl feel happy, that's wht music should be.  and  it should make ppl think about the true, think about the lyric, like long time ago when i first time met KLC.  i hope that more and more bands keep their positive mind and keep rocking from heart! im waiting the day that im in the show again and feel that all ppl are really enjoy the music.  so that's why i didnt go to many shows, and of coz it also because im so busy in my school.   this sunday have a show in POLYU, i wanna go, wanna see Ming in KLC~but ~i have to do the VE project in MH IVE~check it out! and if u are in MH IVE, or near it, also check out our company "Ourselves Cafe" (we really did all the things by ourselves! ha...even making 2000stickers! ha....)

08/03/2005 First ~Haqppi b-day to my gd fd Fannie! god bless u all!

my teacher talked a really meaningful topic today "need and want" that's really good to ask yourself wht you really need and wht you want.  for myself, i need food, i need my family and friends. but i want money, i want a stable job.  sometime people just don't know what they really need, they think they need money, they need Gucci bags, they didn't stop and think about wht they need.  so at the end, they lose their friends, their own mind.  people wanna put some brands on them, coz they have nth else beside those expenses things, beside those Gucci, LV, they have nth! they afraid to be found, they dont want people know that they are nth, so they spend lots of money on it and cover their real face, real life.  that's sad! because they never live for themselves, they just follow wht the other do, like a machine! dont u think so? so when u wanna get sth or when u spend most of ur time on ur job, try to think about it, are u sure that u really need money more then ur family? more then ur friends? for me, NO! i think nth is more important then my family!

last weekend, went to lots of places in HK, most of it i haven't been b4!!! thats really fun! coz we joined a game and that is for donation for China's children to build some schools.  we form a 4 ppl team, and we had to go 7 places to check point.  oh my god!!! i ran for whole day and my legs are damn pain now! ha,...i think i should do more exercise! haha...i felt like that Im playing "the amazing race" ha... YEAH! i hope so! and i was really enjoyed this game!  w/ fun and can help kids:>

27/02/2005 had a nice dinner w/. my old fds again~ ha...thats always kool to be w. college fds. real and all love from heart! BTW~ there is a new band called thesilentscream (the beliarestaurant fung and some of his fds), go http://www.purevolume.com/thesilentscreamhk  to check out their demo!!

16/02/2005 this is a web about how ppl making fur.  actually long time ago PETA already had sth like this video, thats why more and more ppl asking anti-fur.  and recently, Taiwan had more and more ppl saying no fur, and some stupid artists were holding a interview saying that "i didnt wear fur, i didnt know my fur is made by animals! i donno they make it in this horrible ways..." bull shit!!! do they think that the makers will treat those animal so good, and service them? those artists are sosososo stupid to saying this... wht the helll?  even some of my friends (boys) also cant watch the whole video, this was 2 horrible and sick... so star from this moment, we should not buy any fur...this is so sick that a beauty wearing a death body ...can u imagine it? beauty is from ur heart, not wht u wear! this wht i always believe, i dont think wearing a fur is beatiful....NO!!

14/02/2005 happy lunar new year and happy valentines' day!! actually i think if u have someone to love or be loved, everyday will be the valentines' day!! ha..dont u think so? um~so tmr...have nth special to do~just wanna see ppl i love~my family and my boi~ha...
this holiday really special for me~ i had back to China and visit my grandpa, it's grate, coz i new some new fds and found who is the people care me most and who i should i love.... ppl said that "Handsome guys mostly bad..." ha...that maybe true! be careful gals! ha..met someone handsome, cute and funny, but maybe he's bad or maybe he's not my cup of tea...whtever, i should be good :> i really think that i've grow up a lot within a few days...ha...but donno how to tell u all here...if u wanna know, just check out my personal web~ um~~ and im busying on thinking my future.... wht should i study next or wht can i study next....so trouble and busy,... who can help me?!><~

26/01/2005 thx all my fds who said happi b-day to me, especially fannie, and 5D! yeah! god bless u all!!! it's a nice day w. all my old fds who used missed in the band shows...lots of different reason donno how to explain to u all here, but...sth had changed, that made us had the same feeling that we are not as b4! but whtever. we didn't change our mind!! thats ture! and so happi that i met 5Dagain!haha...kool~

08/01/2005 OH it's 2005 already~forgot to say a Happy new year to all of u who keep on reading my web! THX a lots! i keep thinking of my plan these days, though i had lots of works to do everyday! i'm still thinking wht i should study or should i work in the boring office? it's a difficult decision for me...whtever!
last night watched my favourite musical movie, my favourite story "Phantom of the Opera"! it's wonderful!!!! though i like enjoying the opera more then watching it though the big screen, it still so nice so beautiful! i love all the songs in this story, all the things all the people and everything about this story! haha......did anyone of you had watch it? i'm now being crazy on it! all the thing in my mind are about this story, this movie, these songssss.... and sth really shame! my boyfriend slept during my favourite part!!! (when phantom brough Christine to his "place")! SHIT! i was damn angry about this! hope all of u didn't fall sleep during any part of this movie....it's a musical movie, be ready that will have no "dialogs" check here to read about my "phantom" (only in Chinese sorry~)

29/12/2004 it was a BAD NEWS for the world... the tsunami killed totally more 25000 peoples in Thailand, India and some other Asia's "ocean country" and now, 1 HKer died, and still have 200 didn't found.  i was so shocked to hear that news, it was like a dream! when my fd told me that Malaysia had a 5m tall wave like the movie "the day after tomorrow" i just said "don't be crazy, how come there will have a wave like that! if so, people must be so excited to watch it!" but when i read the news, i felt no more fun! it was a really upset news! 2004 is going to the end, people just wanna have fun and holiday in there, but ....no one can predict this accident.  hope none of ur fds or relations are there.  we should say thank you to the Lord everyday when we wink up, because we can breath normally, we have clothes, we have breakfast, we have a bed.  everyday when i wink up i feel so pleasure that i have a really nice family, no one got heart or illness.  i donno whether u will think like me, but at least, i do.  now we can do nth to help the people who got heart in this tsunami or who lost their home, but we can donate money to help them or at least we can pray for them.  their still have so many people didn't found! hope that the Lord can save them and no more tsunami wave!  this new year holiday will no more fun....i really feel sad about this.  and i know KLC is in Malaysia now, hope they will be find and all my fds in there, hope everything will be ok and the government can do sth really help them

BTW~talk about sth excited~ the movie "phantom of the opera" will on the HK's cinema soon!! OH yeah! i love this opera and this story since i was 12!!! haha...can u believe it? yap actually the 1st cd i bought was the sound track of this opera! i love it so much, im so crazy about this story and the book!  i had watched the same movie (phantom of the opera - 1943) but that was so different from the book, i was a little bit disappointed... but this time the movie is by Andrew Lloyd Webber!!! oh god! although i can't see this opera in HK, i still can watch the film! OH YEAH!! it's a good news for me!!!

24/12/2004 Merry Christmas!!!! wish that every will be health and no more war!  yesterday is my last day to school in 2004! hahaha so happi~~~ wish that i will no more go there!><~ some "bands" performances and dances show~wo~~those dancers are so kool!!!! but we needed to sit on the playground for nearly 5 hours!!!! wht a shame?! i couldn't walk anymore yesterday! haha.....my legs were not belong to me anymore.....after school party i join my fd and go to see Queen Plaza (is that name for ¬Ó¦Z¹³¼s³õ?) it was so small but really really BEAUTIFUL!! luv it! then we took ferry and went to TST~wa...lots of people!!!! took some picz then went for dinner ~so hungry!><~
today i didn't go out as well~~i dont like go to somewhere so crowded actually~so afternoon we brought some food and cooked dinner ourselves~wa~it was so lovely~haha...my dad also said i did it quite well! (he's a cook~) hahahaa~~~~ tmr will go to my fd's home for party~looking forward!!!!! wish that everyone have a sweet and happy x'mas!! (so shit that today still so hot! i only wear a shirt even i went out today!!! it didn't make me feel like in December!!! damn! i feel like as if i were is Thailand or somewhere like Singapore!><~

14/12/2004 WO~it's the middle of December~~YEAH~one more week to go~~I'm looking forward for my X'mas parties~~ haha... but i have 3tests, and 4 projects have to hand out b4 23/12!!! DAMN~ it's really a bad news and shut me down..... and after the X'mas holiday i have 2 Tests and 1big project have to hand out! you kno what i have to do 100 news cutting report in this holiday!! how can we do this? CHI SIN!!!><~ last week went to Time Square, it was so crowded! everyone was buying x'mas gift! but actually those gift are quite $$-_-"" i only brough 2 b-day gifts to my fds and a b-day card, actually i wanna buy sth for myself but i already have no more money~ha...

07/12/2004 OHOHOOH!!! can't believe that i didn't update this web for long time again! sorry~~~ im not really busy actually, haha just taking a rest before some big projects and exams~ it was a shame that my 2nd test got failed again...i have no idea how to pass...last year i can handle it easily just this year no matter how hard i was i still got failed.....><?????
time passed so quickly, it's already December the X'mas is coming!!! what a lovely day!~ when you are celebrating with friends or family, remember take care yourself~ it must be so crowded~ take care! and don't forget this is a Birthday celebration for Jesus! don't forget to say thank you to the Lord and Jesus that they give us everything we pray~ im looking forward for our Christmas party~ hehe..^^~ hope everything will be fine~last night had a nightmare, hope it doesn't mean any bad news!

oh yes~for my fds who are smoking~~~~ pls do take care! and think twice b4 u take it.  i have 2 more uncle got the lung caner recently....it was a bad news for us and his family, their kids are only 7 -12 years old....hope they are alright...and god bless u guys~^^""

BTW~there is a punk show in warehouse~~WOWOOWOW~~~great!!! hope karen this time will not delay the show plssss!!! i really wanna eatch the Fire Extinguisher!!!!!!!!!! i wanna i wannaaaaaa!!!!!! PLS~~~ start on time Karen!!!!

20/11/2004 OH! it's near the X'mas again! haha..... the lights in TST seems so lovely~ ^^ wanna go to see soon..... today i went to Shai Tan, wanna did blood donation and check the bone medulla for the blood cancer patients, but we were too late>< it said that they closed at 8pm, but when we arrived, the staff said off at 7pm...oh...so maybe next week the same time in Central! so everyone pls do remember get there!

i had watched " Super Size ME" OH NO! that was a horrible and unreliable experience...i can't imagine how could he ate McDonald everyday for every meal?! i don't always eat McDonald all the time, i think no more then 10 within a year! i dont really like it, but sometime when im in hurry or waiting for my fds, i will get there have a drink..but i will never never eat McDonald more then 3times a week! even when i was a child. if i had kids, i will not let them eat McDoanld! ha...it was so crazy and not only McDonald, but also the other fast food, like KFC! i remember when i was a kid, i like going to McDonald as well, no kids will hate it!!! coz they promote it so strongly that they are friend w/ kids! but in fact, the harm to kids! im not sure was that movie a real documentary, but when u next time wanna eat McDonald, you MUST think twice! are u really need it?  are there no any other choice? im so lucky that im not American, we have didn't culture, in Chinese, just like my family, we don't like eating out, we would cook dinner at home, my mom told me that it's not heavy to eat out since i was a kid.  and it's ture! when u cook yourself, you can choose wht you like to eat, and eat healthily, but when you eat out, you have to follow wht the chief likes. my father is a chief, and he's a fat man! coz chief usually like eating lots of meats!!! so when u really wanna eat out, do remind yourself that you will not take 2 much meat and fats! and should know how to say "NO" to the fast food! ha...

07/11/2004 OH YEAH~ Sick of it all had released their new ablum!! ha....(if they had released it for long time, pls do not say im stupid! coz i really donno and i didn't check for any news for it! ha...) anyway~check it out! and if no use for a name release any new album, pls tell me ar~ ^^~THX~ now i have to save up money ~i wanna buy my own guitar~ so poor now, and in the coming few months i will watch some dramas ~he...
I had watched a programme in ATV, about somewhere call "Pan Island" (im not sure the official English Name) in HK, it was a pure island and should be protected by gov. coz there are so many natural life, so beautiful and peaceful place, and ppl think that should be promoted to tourisms  for the theme"HK's wild life".  some people live in there had made some catalogues and leaflet and they wanna put them in HK's tourism Board, in "Discover HongKong" sth like that, but the gov said that this island is not commerce enough and they will not promote it as a wild life of HK! SUCK! wht? they wanna put lots of money to MAKE somewhere to be a wild life, but the didn't protect the REAL, natural wild life?!" shit! i really wanna know wht are those gov members' idea?! huh?? why don't they protect it? they don't need to spend lots of money to make catalogues, coz some people had already made a really nice catalogue! and some students live in there also know the stories about that village/island.  but in HK people's mind, all just commerce!!! coz this village not big enough, coz they dont interested in it, coz this island cant help the gov earn lots of money from tourism, gov will never protect it! SHIT!? wht the fucking reason and excuse of it?!

and sth really angry yesterday, it was my fd's b-day, we went to TaiPo bicycle, but one of my fd didnt know how to ride it till today, and she hurt her legs and arms, then she was all of CARELESS she made 2 girls fall off their bicycles, but why did they fall off? coz they think my fd ride so slow and wanna cross her!!! i didnt know whts happen, and many many bad and "fuck" from those ppl, 4of they surround my fd and didnt let her go, she had said sorry and explained she was a new baby of riding bicycle, but they seems wanna do sth to do! so i shouted out and asked" wht's up?! dont say anything more! just call the police!" and coz they said my fd hurt her! so why dont they go to hospital? actually my fd is a nursing student(-_-""") and those youths though im jokking and making fun of this, so they felt angry and fuck me off! i was sososo angry! coz my fd really really didnt mean that!! but why they said those bad things to her and ask her dont ride bicycle in Tai Po! SHIT!? did they think that Tai Po owned by them? SHIT! i was damn mad but my fds asked my to leave and go away....okok! i went away, but just a few seconds, one of the boy used his bicycle bump me!! and asked" wht the fuck!! do u wanna do sth?" ...dear!!!!! i meant nth! just coz my fd was so innocent and why did u guy did that to her? she was so scare.... and i was damn angry and augured with them. i didnt wanna do anything just its so unfair and shit to do that to my fd, she had said sorry many many times! whts wrong w. them? so i said, if their fds got hurt or if they wanna do anything to me just call 999! and they said i shouted to them i meant it, but...hey i was so FAR away from that guy, and my fd, if i didnt shout out if i speak quitely, i dont think anyone could hear me! and he was so angry w. that ...and though i was teased him! ha...wht da fuck! i was so angry coz he bump me and did sth really shit to my fd! whts matter? is that wrong to riding bicycle in a bicycle way?! FUCK THEM!

31/10/2004 Happy Halloween!! i didn't go anywhere these days, i really wanna take a good rest....i had just finish one of my biogest project ~writing a business plant...GOD! it's really killing me.....and thx god that i had done! hope our Group can win this competition la~ coz we really really did hard on it.....yesterday i went to have my first guitar lesson, because i had absent for 2 lessons, so i have to 3 different new things in 1 lesson!!!! god damn....i cant really remember all the chores and...my figures are sososososo painful..... pls tell me how to remember all the things?! wo...i like drumming more!! ha...but i really wanna learn sth different and new~ hehe....

after the guitar lesson, i went to Karen's show (life show Vol.2). as normal i didnt watch it till the end~ it's impossible for me! that so far away from my home....oh PLS KARE!!! next time pls hold a show earlier!! it's really dangers for those girls like me living in far away from warehouse and need to back home alone!!! i wanna see those Japanese bands, but i just couldn't......poor me!!!! but the good news was that i could meet some old fds everytime~ ha..so happy~ i met sui yiu and Lai@ choke~ it's so so so happy that Lai is being a vegan!! good job man!!! im so pound of u! and i will support u ar~if anyone wanna know about vegan or wanna know where to have good taste vegan food, just ask me~ i know some~ and i had a vegan cookery book~ im really happy to tell u!!:> and also met my lovely hot girl Nicky from Taiwan~~hahah...wht a lovely TW gal~~~im waiting her back to HK again!!!!:>
(p.s and if anyone of u wanna teach me some skill about guitar or tell me how to remember all those thing ~PLS do tell me on my guestbook!!!! haha...im a new baby of guitar! hahaha.....) ENJOY the winter~~~( whts up?! it's already November!! i still wearing a tee...god? whts wrong?? u can now realize why ppl always talk about "Greenhouse Effect!!" wht a horrible thing....like the film "the day after tomorrow")

17/10/2004 WA?! wht a dangerous show last night?!!! some accidences there, fist when milkshake7 was performing, ATP's vocal sor hong was hurt when he stage dive, he hurt his head, luckily he's okay!! and then when that was KLC's turn, HO @hardihood was hurt his eye in the mush pit...it seemed not really good!!! he could only sit away the venue and watch the TV live! haha....when i left, there were some polices and securities said that some people were completing that was 2 noisy....oh...actually it was a nice show, place a now bad, just the sound not really good, and people there were so helpful and supportive! i haven't been to any shows after......July or Aug?! i met some old fds there, going to band show, now to me is like a party to meet my fds more then enjoy the show!? haha....BTW, the bands last night were nice, it was sososososo happy to see 5Disciplines again! it was funny that their drummer Ho jar was stranded in front of me, but i even can't remember who's that boi was!! ha..he change a lots! now no more like a kids, more like a man! hahahaha...but honestly all of 5D guys had improved! ho jar's drum skill and especially Trigger!! she improved!! it was so excited and can't wait for their next show! it's the 1st time i watch the new 5D (after wai had left and shing had joined). there were so crowded and so many new faces, i was like a stranger in there, no one know me....ha..even i strand w/ Fannie, Kevin said hi to her and even couldn't noticed i was there! and also so many fds when i talk w/. them on the ICQ after show, they even didn't know i was there..of coz i saw them and they didnt remember that was me! ha....thats funny?! anyway, u guys should be more CAREFULLY when u wanna stage dive, or when u see someone wanna stage dive, pls do catch them!!! we should be united rite?! BECAREFUL! i think on the 30' life show in warehouse will be more more dangerous!! haha.....AND i added a new article , check it out called "your rights and it's rights". sorry that i m 2lazy to write the English vision! haha....

sth else need to say, im doing a project, i need some information about fashion design and if anyone of u are studying fashion design, PLS! if u have any hw or drawing u don't need it or wanna throw away, whtever, can u pls lend me!? thx!

14/10/2004 YEHAYEAH~~~!! wht a good week! haha.....actually it was not really good, coz i didnt stop working on my school projects, tutorial classes....i mostly have tutorial class everyday! coz i need to sit for a few more public exams....GOD><~~
ANYWAY~im going to tell u guys one of my BEST NEWS this year! haha....i pass all the subjects in LCCI level 2 of administration secretary diploma! haha...that mean i can have a group diploma of it! YEAH!!! i was so excited and so happy and soooo pleasure i got it! it's kinna unbelievable for me...ha. coz i think that i even can't pass in the book-keeping or adm! but i've got a D in Adm and C in the typing and book-keeping, and pass the English for business!!! YEAH !!! i knew that was not a really great result actually, coz many of my classmates had D in all subject, but most of them also failed in the English for business! so i was so pleasure that i passed it!

however, even i pass the level 2, it just nth for me now, coz i need to site for the level 3 this year, and many many projects to do, that was shit some people just did nth even u told wht she need to do and gave all information to her! she think that u better do all for her! that was shit! wht a bitch!! all are in group work man! how can u do nth that?! but i can't do nth as she does! coz im the team leader and i wont be like her..i care of my work i mind wht i do always. i really don't want to let people disappointed! so..i just do all she didnt do...actually i do all for her always! that was FUCKING UNFAIR!!!! but i believe that GOD will know everything, it's fair! one day she will get wht she did!

BTW~ this coming weekend has a show in Sha Tin! YEAH~ finally can take a rest....(actually i still have a big proposal and a project need to hand out and test coming in the next week...OH!!! why i just keep busing and working? why i always seems to be the busiest person in my class?! am i so stupid so i did everything 2 slow? or any other reasons? WOWOW~!!!!><!

(p.s IT's so unfair why people may die with no reasons?! 2 Chinese people was caught by the... (is it Iraq?) and they actually just work there and did nth wrong! why the people in there were so crazy and ...i dont know wht to say about them, just feel so sad and sorry.....it's so horrible if one day u found that ur family die w/out reasons.... hope the war will stop one day! )

20/09/2004 I was soooo bad luck recently!! kicked by a rule man and hurt my hand, then someone kick the football on my head (it was sooo PAINFUL!><#) and hurt my leg when i walked as usual....then hurt my hand again when i cook....all just happened within one day!!!! it was so BAD luck! even i didnt go out i hurt my hand when cooking...whts wrong w/ me?! damn it!><

finally have sth good! it's so surprise that my fd Kel had sent me a rancid tee!!!! YEAHYEAH~! i was so happy and full of surprise! i though that he had totally forgot me and this tee! ha....i like it so much! YEHA thx man!!!:>

and i watched the opera "Faust" last weekend.  it was a famous story about the god and the view of people. but i didnt like the story at all, coz i though that Faust is a really bad gay who like the young girl and he sold out his soul to the Satan to get his time and to be younger.  coz of him, the girl became so poor and guilty.  but the opera was good, some singer are from Asia and beside the 5 main persons in the opera, all the singers and actors were from HK and also the stage design and clothes!!! wa!? HongKong people were so straight! who said that HK only have commercial?! hope the act will develop better in HK!  I'm saving money for the coming opera in Feb, which is the  "Othello" which i watched the drama last time!

and if there anyone had watched the TVB show called "War and beauty"? that was a nice drama about the girls (the King's wife) tried to gain love from the King and did anything to hurt the other! it still true in nowadays, people always trying to do sth to propose and to survive, all they interested in are just power and money! but at the end, all of them are losers! coz thge lose their soul to the Satan and they lost their friendships and relationships...... can't people live peaceful together? can't we be united? why have to fight everyday every moments? that was a question no one know why they have to gain power! why?

12/09/2004 3 years ago yesterday, the day that we will never forget, the terrorism 11/9 attack in NY World Trade Tower.  that took nearly 3,000 lives. no matter they were the boss or just a clearing-worker, they had to die on this policy attack.  though im not American, i feel so sorry and sympathy ,of coz. no one want this happen again, but the Brush still keep trying to be the "world policemen" or the "king of the world" he didn't stop attack the Iraq, that is not helping Americans, just help himself to own the world! wht an idiot? i have posted an article on my web, sorry that i didn't have time to write the English vision, but it's all from my heart,  and truly wishes to the people who died in 11/9/2001 and their relatives and friends.  check here.

08/09/2004 there was a really horrible news in Russia few days ago. it was like a horrible dream! when the kids went to school, no one knew there would have a school battle in there.....and more then 300+people were death in Russia within two days..... God bless the world and the children, not only save their life, also their mind...let them grow in a heath childhood. i already stared my school as well~~ BAD DAYS! more and more homeworking is coming ....DAMN! when can those homework leave me away?? good luck for everyone who are still in school~
these days have some really hot news~the omlypic games winner had arrived HK. OUR HERO! ha....im really pound to be a Chinese.... but Chinese seems want to win the game more then enjoy the game! it's different from the others. of coz it's kool to win the game, but if not, they should still feel pound of themselves and enjoy the game! i like SanSan Lee Lai San so much! she is a Hero of HK! even she didnt win the any award this year, but she still enjoy it. and im really appreciate this!

hope he can find his way back home.....

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GOD bless....     is it lucky to be death or alive?? (piz from BBC news)

31/08/2004 the summer holiday is going to finish today!!! the last summer holiday of my life.....it was so sad... tmr i have to go to that horrible school, facing those people i hate and dont wanna facing everyday.  learning sth im not really interested in but it's useful and helpful for my future job. life is like that in HK, though im not interested in those Administration, Law etc...i still need to take it. coz of my job. wht a money world?! make me sick everyday! but i really have no idea what i really want to do, and interested in. till now, i have no idea wht will i do....i hate that feeling! know nth about myself and my future! do u feel like me? donno wht will it be next, donno why u have to do this now... i want to take a long break, i wanna travel to somewhere else i wanna such for my life. wht is the real meaning of life?? to be a rich man/woman? to date w/ those models? to live w/ family? to help some people need help? or to do sth?? i still have no idea wht will i be next... so now i just can try my best to finish my diploma, to get a job. when i grow up, i will know wht's the meaning of life! i read again the book "Tuesdays with Morrie" these days, and make me think again the same question "wht is the meaning of my life?"  a few weeks ago, i was afraid of death, i thought i would die soon....i alread thought wht i should do if i really going to die soon. and i got the answers as here : 1) quit this school as soon as i can. then try to get a job to earn some money. 2) if i could i wanna have a baby b4 i die! haha...yap, im serious! (remember that time i though i was going to die! haha...) coz i really luv children and i want to have one:> 3) to be an author. to write a book about the BIGEST question of me always "the meaning of life" . 4)live in the village and leave the city!

ha....am i so stupid? ha....no! im not. coz that time i thought i would die, when people think they are going to die, they will know wht they really wanna do in their life. sometime they know the menaing of their life! just like that wonderful "teahcer"  Morrie! anyway~ i dont wanna die so soon, and not now! ha....these days have some old friends caring me whts going on and my health. thx for everyone sweet message! wing wing is fine now. i didnt pass up recently and everything seems not bad! i will take care myself, and so as u all! these days are not really happy, coz of the rain!><~~~ i wanna go swimming!!!!! wowowowowow......~~~

OH yes! add a link about Singapore DIY web, check it out^^

25/08/2004 watched the Thai movie "My Girl" u must watch it!!!! it's really really funny and sweet:> wht a good film?! the children were so funny and cute and pure! the love and friendship between them are so pure and sweet.... i like it so much! everyone must remember sth about the time when u still a kid......love between the kids are much much sweet and funny then love between youth! ha.... although this film didn't have any big movie stars, didn't producted by a big movie company, it still a good movie, and you will put a smile on ur face after u watch it! so funny! ha.....really! trust me u must at least one time " OH! i did it when i was young" ha... ! you must check this out!

this coming Sat have Levi's show again~ near a hotel....it;s a big show......have BBQ and X-games and dancers and DJs and especially BAND SHOWS!!! yeah! i wanna see Jun KUNG!!!!!!!! the kool drummer~~~~haha...but....i still not sure will i go...><~ coz my best friend will leave HK at 31 Aug....so im not sure will i date her or go to this show or try to finish my holiday homework.....GOD! give me one more week for this hoilday!!!!!!! so short!!!><~~

22/08/2004 OH yeah! got the report yesterday! and had bad news and good news.  the bad news was that i have to stop to be vegan, coz my doctor told me that i had a serious anemia. and lack of hemosiderin (iron) so i have to eat some beef and fish.  and the good news was that i still alive!!!!! ha.,..thx god! i was so worry about that, coz my doctor asked my to check the LE cell (lupus erythematosus¬õ´³¯T½H) and if i god it, it would be ......god. i donno wht will going on.....i might die! BUT now, i have not!!! GOOD!!! i was so happy about this....but i have to take Hepatitis B's injection or not i will get it easily.....sounds like that im so weak!!! SHIT!!! but Health is everything....so i have to eat beef again...after 2 years vegan life! sorry ><~

19/08/2004 BUSY days recently! yesterday, where to body check, HELL!! a rules nurse i even met! made me and my mom so angry!!! she said that she couldn't find our information, and took us long time, then my mom ask her to make a new "card" (i donno wht it call, a card for the doctor write down sth ..HA....) then my mom blamed on her took us long time and did nothing for us! then she though the phone book on her desk!!!!! she angry and nearly shouted at us!!! wht da hell?! how come a nurse shouted at someone ill?!!!! shit! i never meet someone like her! so shit! actually she was a new staff, and those other nurses we were knew, and they were friendly! so one of the other nurse gave us a phone number to complain about that nurse! ha..see?! that means that rule nurse was really shit!

after nealy half day body check~so tired.......waiting for the result...can't wait for it><~~ coz i really really wannna know whts wrong w. my blood and my body! it seems that sth wrong in my blood cell....shit! BTW, there is an other hardcore show hope by karen on October in the place it always be! the place w. loud voice, music, nice man, and kool teenage!!!! WAREHOUSE!!!! ha...i think all of u guys already knew how to get there right? the old place! ha...hope i can check out this show! wish me, pray for me pls!!!!!! i dont wanna have any sickness again!>< so hurry and worry about myself=<

15/08/2004 finally back from Mainland China! haha...it was a really nice holiday! i went everywhere myself~so free and so happy~i took many photos and saw many many things.....wa! it's the best time i've been to GZ! can't tell u how excited i am now! coz when i look at those photos, they all have meaning and story to me! ha....i luv it! but it's really dirty and the people not really kind.... anyway~last night waited for the Olympic games opening~ KOOL~ i like it~~sososososso warm and amazing! i like that kid driving a paper boat and was taking the flag! it felt warm :> and it's good news that China already had 2 Golden goals and one copper YEAH! can't wait to see more competition !!!! >;) talk more later, so tired today~~~

31/07/2004 a TIRED day! i winked up at 6am then went to a small primary school in Kolwoon, which the government is going to close this school, coz they have not enough students in the class.  actually they only have 9 classes in the school!!!!! and really small school.  but in fact, the students are getting better and better. and they all love their school.  i went there and played with them today, OH MY GOD! children are devil and angels!! ha.... we cloud never stop them!! and when i wanna play w/. a girl, i try to act "Sprierman" but she said" i know who is sprierman, but i just don't know wht are u doing!" GOD><~~~ broke my heart....after the "war" between we and the kids....it's really like a war, u have to control them not to shout, not to run, and the hardest is to ask them to listen to you!!! we losed! we couldn't do this! ha...the children didn't listen to us....after all these games, we asked them to write a card to the kids in "3rd World" and make some wishes. and it's really touching that they really wrote so many words and drew some picz on the cards, and all from their hearts! it's really touching! and one boy told me" they are in Africa, don;t they? so how they know wht we write? so i think i should write it in English!" and finally he wrote "Hi, I am Tim, I live in Hong Kong." ha....any wishes??????  when my friend wanted to help the girl and asked wht did she write, and she said "It's private!!! go away!!" and after a while, she seemed didn't know how to write the word, my fd asked her, she said" GO AWAY i had told u!! don't read my card! it's my private!!!" ....ha....poor fd! ha....i had work and play for them till 2pm!!!....so sleepy, i slept at 4am the night b4! and after this function, i went to swim, and at night went to my bf's "family dinner" GOD!!! can u imagine how tired i am now?????????????? i wish i was still a child!!!

26/04/2004 OH my god! my legs  broke.......went to the book fair yesterday and it was...OH! CROWED!!! we couldn't even walk near the shop.....and I feel like as if we were in the new year market!! so I didn't buy many books, just a few books. I'm waiting the book "The five people you meet in the heaven" to on sales!! ha...but i think i have to wait for a long time.....if you didn't go to the book fair, then you should go there within these 2 days! tmr will be the last day! and some books are really really cheap!!!

watched a drama "Othello" with Heidi, it was really good drama! but I like the "Hamlet" more, it was more emotional and touching! but anyway, i like these 2 dramas and Shakespeare...GOD he's really really a kool man! ha.....

24/04/2004 Had a good time last night, went to the show in warehouse, and met so many old friends there, of coz also so many new faces that i didn't know. but i feel good! just like back to the family, and it's so funny that all of my fd said the same words to me! haha...they said "Hey! how come that you didn't go to the shows?" / "OH! u looks thinner!! how u lost weight?!" ha...but actually i just lost 2lb and i was ill actually......but i think only my good bro Hippo noticed that! ha...yap i was ill, got a really horrible headache><~ and today i will go to watch the opera that i have been waiting for longggggg time!!!! call "Othello" by the wonderful writer William Shakespeare! ha... i really like him and his plays. this play is about the black guy and his rich wife, im looking for it! ^^ and will go to book fair after that. anyone will or already go there? how was it? i think that must be crowed! and im really interested in the book wrote by the girl call "Yan Yee" who had lost 80lb in a year! she's really hard work on herself and now she become a confident and lovely girl...but the bad news was that she now ....does not look like a 17 year-old girl! ha...coz her make up...GOD! i don't really like the girl put lots of make up on their faces, it just like a mask of it! how bad?! i don't like make up actually...a young girl should act like an do like a young girl, not a woman! but anyway, she did a good job to herself! it's really hard to keep on diet for a year long! for me, it's impossible! hahaha...so thats why i never on diet! i like eating! ha...even now I am vegan, i still like cooking and design some new vegan food! ha...i just like it! coz my father is a wonderful and really good cook! ha....

14/07/2004 OH yeah!! my fds from the other part of the world finally back><~~~~ GOOD~~ i didn't meet them for a whole year! it's really sweet to meet some old friends! i love my summer holiday! ha... and my summer job is "house wife" for the Hung (that is my family! ha...) it's not a easy job! everyday when i wink up i have to wash the clothes and pick up the rooms, clean up my home (thought it's kinna small! haha...) and also cook for my family and myself! it's fun actually! i enjoy to work at home. ha.... but my boss sometime will shout at me as well, sometime when they are not happy for the job, they will shout at me....><~ but that was a nice job to do housewife! ha...

today watched "Harry Potter" it was nice, thought some of my fds said the last 2 was better, but i think this one more! ha....i just can't imagine if i fly on the sky and playing that crazy game! honestly.... i was quite scary when watch this film at the beginning! haha...wht a stupid?! but i like Harry Potter anyway!

and finally got the Sarah Brightmen CD! YEAH!!! ha...my fd brought for me long time ago, just no time to take it, thx Keavy!:> wht a lovely voice!!!!!!! Sarah Brightmen!! haha...love it!

09/07/2004 Already on holiday! YEAHYEAHYEAH! haha...the last summer holiday of me! must enjoy it! haha....

today i back to my old school w/ my friends who are in Form7 waiting for their A-Level result. it's really hard to study in HK, much and much pressure and it was said that this year have 10% F.7 students cannot go to University even they meet the lowest requirement to the university! it's really a bad news! they spent 2 more years after the HKCEE and now they cannot go into university, and have to study sth like high-dip... this is not fair! but my friend said that she really enjoyed the pass 2 years and learned lots of things from the teachers. just she not lucky and hard work enjoy.... um.. maybe she's right! study in the college really make people grow up. their mind will not be like a child anymore, now they have to face their life and make decision themselves. GOOD luck for all of u who are in A-Level and HKCEE! i dont have much friends need to sit for HKCEE, so I am not worry about that, coz compare with the A-Level, F.5 really just a really really little thing of our life!

have 2 shows on the next next weekend. 23/7 and 24/7 in warehouse!! yeah! didn't go to any shows for a longgggg while! see you guys there!!!! haha...Im so excited to see my good friend "light boy" and his band " Lost n found" on their first show!! YEAH!

19/06/2004 i have died for a couple of weeks before! haha....one more exam to go!!!yeah!!!! i was had 4 days holiday ....but poorly i have exam after that and i have to back to school for tutorial class! shit!!! i hate to have exam after my holiday! i have no holida for a long time! and i was really upset for my school exam...so disappointed about myself!><~~ BTW, i had receive a fw mail from my fd, and here's sth i wanna share, i like this mail, especially it's form my best bf, i luv her so much, even she's in UK and back to HK a few weeks every year, but we still  close fds since we were F.1. and recently i am upset for my life and many many personal matters, and she still really support me, luv me...i just feel so lucky i have some close fds like that. no matter where she is, and we still best fds.  take a time to read the mail here, and think about ur fds...i am the person that will tell my fds "I luv you" i will say i luv u to my fds and not my bf! haha...i donno, i just wanna let them know how important they are to me, and i really luv them. ha....

Think about this... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or
later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
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03/06/2004 tomorrow will be the 6.4 day, the day happened many years ago in Beijing, many students got hurt and died..till now, i still have no idea who is right and who is wrong. the news keep telling me they were innocent, and ask China policy to apologise. but my family keep telling me the students were wrong...i have no idea what has happened...

anyway~im not going to talk about this matter now, my Heidi just phoned me that she had received the profile for those 2 children that i and a few of my fds aid. ( that we paid for their school, so they can study from P1 - P.6) i was sooo happy and excited now!!! ha..can't wait to see how my children look like! Heidi told me one is boy and one is girl! oh my god!! i feel that as if i really have 2 kids!!!!! ha.....i must upload their photos here~show all of you how lovely are my children!!! ha..im a "mother" now!! ha......

still sitting for the examssss shit!! also 3 prject to hand out within 2 weeks....god damn!! im doing a ethic project about "love. sex and marriage" i was quite surprise that most teenagers in HK are agree the sex before marriage... OH! is it 2 close mind i am? ha... but anyway~im not going to change my mind! there are 85% people agree with this, and the others are Christians..wa?! is that really don't care it? i just think this should be done after marry...maybe my family and my religion told that me since i was a child, so i so believe in it. but i think it's quite comment nowadays, many teenagers had already had sex...before sth worry is that the result! more and more girls having a baby before get marry, they even didn't think clearly and they cannot pay for all the expenses for the baby. so many of them just leave the baby on the street them or just have operation to kill it before it grow up in the mother's body. that was so horrible! how can u kill ur baby?! it's a baby, not just an animal! u event don't wanna kill an animal!! and that is your baby! for your body! i really have no idea why the people can be like that!!! it's really really horrible! many people live even them have illness, but why they can kill a baby? they are cute, pure and sweet!!! and i think having a baby is the most amazing thing and the best thing in my life! can you believe that really a baby come out from your body!! can u imagine how lovely that is?? i love children, they are always pure, and so sweet! if i get marry, i will have a baby! but you know? now in HK, in 6 girls, there is one girl cannot have a baby! so when you get pregnancy, you must thank god that u are really lucky one!!! you must love you baby!!:>

28/05/2004 My friend told me that the show mentioned before was posted on the newspaper, and it is said that may not be a real show...i didn't know much, but i will check it anyway.
still busying on my exam recently...shit! it make me dieee.... HELP!><~ one more month to go...how crazy that is?! ok have to go to bed now, have a nice weekend~

18/05/2004 i have received a e-mail as above, which is above a charity show in POLY U on 6 June.  the organizer is looking for the performers, so if u are interested in it, just contact with him for more details.

the notice posted before about my fd's brother... he already passed up! I am so sorry about that...a young University boy...

i have updated some links and the bands, as there are some changes in the bands~sorry that i have no time to correct it and add some more new punk bands! i find that i didn't go to shows for a long while! my friends keep asking me what's up? is there sth wrong with me? ha....thanks for all of u, but all just because i am so busy in my school! i still have 3 projects have to hand in b4 June and my exam will star at next Monday until the end of JUNE!! can you believe how crazy that is?! i have to sit for the LCCI examination and my school final exam at the same time!! that means on Monday i have to sit for my school exam, and on Tuesday i have to sit for the LCCI exam! SHIT! i totally scored up!!!!!! gone crazy! i never face 2 important exams at the same time!! if i failed in any one of them, the next year i have nth to do and have to work!! shit! i hate that!! so much pressures and make me sick again! my illness seems wanna attack me again...PLS DON'T!

10/05/2004  (p.s just sth nit related to this web, but i really have to say, if you are Christian, pls do read the news follow:
my classmate Hilda's brother got a really seriously illness in UK, the flu had gone into his brain, the doctor wanted to let him die last night, coz he have no reaction and his brain had been damaged by the virus! and the doctor said if he still have no any improvement tomorrow, the doctor will take away all the machine and let him die naturally! so pls! if you are Christian, pls do pray for him! although you don't know Hilda and his brother, but to be a Christian, and a friend, that's what all i can do! )

 I miss the show yesterday, coz it was Mothers' Day, of coz i had to stated with my mother, and not allow her to feel lonely on this important day!^^ i didn't talk with her for a while, since we both were so busy since May! GOD~but yesterday actually was a nice Sunday.  I haven't be like that for a couple of months.  wink up in the morning, cooked the lunch for my Mom, and sited next to her when she worked.  watched the same TV programme, and discuss together~having fun and...It's warm!^^ although i miss a great show, but i did have a great, happy, and sweet Sunday!^^

i finally watch "Love Actually" GOD! it just make me cried many times!!! but all because of happiness. It is really a good film, after u watching it, i believe everyone must have a smile on their faces! it's TRUE! u must believe in me, go and check out this film! it's about the Love between you and your family, your boyfriends, girlfriends, close friends, father and sons..... lots of different kinds of love you may find in this film.  the most beautiful thing in it - it remind the love that you forget and had put it away for a longggg time! say like the love from your mother, farther and the one who have been with you, who had kissed you for many days... u know wht i mean? ha....it just the most beautiful film i have ever see!! i really love it. even you are not in love, but at least you have luv from your friends and family! right? don't be hesitated to say "I Love You" to someone you love! tell him/her that you do really love him/her!  I love you everyday every minutes!! I do really Love all you guys! ^^ have a nice week!

08/05/2004 WOW!! i have seen the big show in HK that was hold by HK Tourism, "A Symphony of Lights" which was soooo beautiful! but tomorrow will be the last night with the fire work! that was really really beautiful!! i LOVE HK! what a beautiful night view?! and also the new road in TST, with many famous film stars! it make TST became very crowded but that is good for HK's economic. i feel like i was a tourist last night! ha...... i have taken many photos~yeah!! hope can upload some here! ha....to let u guys who are not live in HK see how beautiful it is^^
tomorrow will have a hardcore/punk/metal festival in warehouse! GOD! tomorrow is Mothers' day!!! so bad><~ but i really wanna see reflector and the new 5Disciplines!! ha...can't wait!! and also can't wait to check out Sarah Brightmen's new CD! my friend helped me to buy it. YEAHYEAHYEAH!!!! ha....hope i will have chance to check out her live on 28/5><~~ coz all $490 tickets had already sold out.....SHIT!

04/05/2004 i am now SUPER UNHAPPY!!!><~~  Sarah Brightman is coming to HK on 28/5 in HKCEC! she is a classical singer from UK, and she had been an actoress for many famous opera, suck as "Cats" ,"phantom of the opera"  and now she is a classical singer, but the tickets are soooo expensive!! the cheapest also need $480!!! GOD! the best seat are $1XXX!!! GOD!! how can i afford it!? i have no interest to do anything else..... last time in 1995 the opera " Phantom of the opera" had performed in HK, but that time i still a child, and now Sarah Brightman is coming to HK! and i have no money to check it out! coz it's really expensive....maybe i will check the cheapest tickets tmr! oh GOD~~~she really drive me crazy..... and all the things about "Phantom of the Opera" also drive me crazy!!!! I AM LOVING IT!! one day i will see this opera!!!!

BTW~just suddenly really miss my old friend Ming, who brought me into band. my good friend and classmate, who always told me lots of things about music, and computer knowledge. i met some college friends recently, it make me remember many happy moment we had and stupid things we did together! i met 2 of Ming's ex-gf last week!ha... and make me remember all the good times. the frist time we jam, we sang along, we went to band room.... lots of funny moments. becoz of my classmates, they had band, so i hope one day i will have my own band and play together, just like in a family! i enjoy it. but now, still dont have a real band....poor me!

18/04/2004 HI everyone!!!  I still so excited and so much to share and to tell u about the Famine30 which just finish 3 hours ago!!!! I just had my food since 30 hours ago. this year maybe the hardest year for me, as i posted b4, my colon is not well, and last night i had stomach. but thats alright! i still can finish all totally 30 hours no foods, under a hot weather, raining cats and dogs, slept in a hall  with 2000 people, it was totally tireddddd.....
i was unluck, my team leader was the frist time to Famine30 and she did nothing, didn't play games, and just talked on phone all the day (wht the fuck?!) and the teammates were all GALs! OH~~~god~~they just talked w/ their fds, and don't wanna make a new fd w/ us, and they seem kinna lazy! GOD! but luckily, at night, we met some new friends from other team, they were friendly, funny and we played some stupid games till mid night! ha...how silly we were? u know, there were more then 2000 people in the hall, we couldn't even walk to the toilet!!! we had to spend a minute to walk to the toilet! coz many people just slept on everywhere in the hall!! just felt like we all are homeless!!!! yesterday morning, it was raining heavily, when i arrive the venue, it's really hot and sunny day, and when the famine 30 just star, about 5pm, it began to rain, and became heavier and heavier. at night all the playground just like a water pool, when i passed it, SHIT! my shoes were full of water (which also have some sand and bad smell!ha...) and we have to wait for nearly 2 hours to move into the hall, we carried all the belongings walked to the hall, which was quite far for us, as we all were so tired and all our clothes,hair, and shoes were wet...... but it's so warm when we got in the hall, coz all of us finally safe!!!! ha... but when i went to toilet and took off my water shoes, i wanna took it under the hair dryer, but....ha....shit! it just so bad smelling, as it were wet for a long time....god! i was kinna sorry to the gals next to me, but i really have to do that, or not, i couldn't wear it! but today, the shoes still not dry enough, so i just wear no shoes! it make me feel i was as if living in Africa, tired, hungry, hurt, pain...lot and lots or unlucky things. but when i though about the kids in there, they have no idea what is the meaning of "full", they never know when will they finish the "Famine"! we can book a day and time to hold the famine30, but the people in the 3rd world, they never book a time or a day to hold the famine and it's not only 30 hours! maybe their whole life! so when you are having a full meal, living in a air-condition room, enjoying the time w/ the family or friends, just think about that! they even have no charges to live a normal life, they have no family, no food, even no clear water for drink!!!! if you still have no idea what i am talking about, next time, just join the famine30, tired to feel waht the people feel! i can tell you that, you will know more and you will have a happier life! coz you are REALLY LUCKY ONE!!! when it was raining, people were complaining about the weather or anything, just think the people in the 3rd world never have a charge to complain about it! they just can accept it. they just try their best to survive. i learn sth this time: Not to complain about what you don't have, but try to enjoy what you have! you can own sth it's already really lucky! you know, some baby they just can alive a few hours, and died. they just can see the sky awhile and live under the ground forever! when u still alive this moment, not to think about anything bad and make you feel sad, just enjoy you life, the time you have!
on my way home, i met a children, i talked to him about the famine, we asked him" are you the first time toi join Famine 30? do u feel hungry?" and u know wht he said? he said" It's my 3rd time! i didn't feel hungry, i enjoy it. i joined it since i was 7 year-old!"  wht? haha...i joined it only 4 years, i joined it since i was 17 year-old! ha...he made me feel...ha....if i had children one day, i must take them to this! let the kids know they are so lucky, they should know how to enjoy and thank!

13/04/2004 went to the R.A.M.B.O show last night, it was CROWED!! i couldn't breath well, i had to go out the room many times, and i still feel sick, my colon  was damn pain! oh shit! yap some friends had asked why i didn't go to shows for a long time (since Korn's concert) because i was sick for a longgg time, my colon got some problems, i don't know is it serious, but it really killing me, sometime just so pain and can't go to school! DAMN IT! anyway~just forget all the sickness, the show last night was not bad, it's the first time to see the new hardpack (with Ming on Drum, and seth on guitar) it's not bad more powerful then before, and the new songs....ha...funny! but i don't really like that music call "little Bee' haha...hope it's not a real song! haha.... Rambo was not bad, i like some of their songs about anti the government, but i don't like the last song  that's anti GOD. so just went out, suddenly there were some people kick on the door, and then most of them include the guitarist of Rambo had ran out the room!!!! ha.....scared me! did anyone tell me what's going on that time? ha.........
the Easter holiday finally finished! for me....i just have no holiday! everyday are reading, doing homework, projects, and revision....shit! is that really a time for me to take a rest? NO WAY! i remember a Sister had said that" Christmas is not a day for you to celebrate with friends to date out, but a day to celebrate the Baby Jesus's born, and so as Easter." the Jesus died for us 2 thousand years ago, and i think we should thank and remember this (of coz, "we" mean some Christians) but anyway~some people believe in God, and some don't. Anyone have their rights and choose. but sorry, this is my web, I am a Christian, so i just wanna say sth... that i sometimes feel sick of those people who don't believe in God and fuck of it. Ok when u don't believe in it, just let it, why have to fuck it? or say sth really shit about it? i feel sick of this kinds people. i never fuck of those people who don't believe in God, i respect everyone, but why have to fuck of My religion? OK~i don't want to cause any argument, but that just wht i think.
there is a KOOL China punk band "reflector" coming to HK on 9May!!!!!!!NICE! u must CHECK this band out!!!!!! and the details of the show are here. ha...so excited for everything coming!!! NICE SPRING!! i luv it!haha....

10/04/2004 It's unbelievable!! you know, I am in the 1st group of the Famine 30!!! OH my GOD!!!! haha....im sooo excited now! i never be the 1 st group!! ha...No# 1!!! yeah!!!! ha..i nearly shouted out when i receive the letter! ha...sorry, im damn happy and excited now! one more week, i will in the famine 30 at the same the! ha...i must take many many picz~ hope i can upload some here! yeah!
i have watched the film"Enter the Phoenix(¤j¨Ð·R¬üÄR)" it was so funny, and touching, about the friendship the relationship between the father and the son, it's kinna touching, but the ending was ...a little bit sick! they don't look like fighting Kung Fu! just like sth in "Matrix" haha...god! but it was a nice film if you go with your dad! ha...and it's so good that the cinema was FULL!! ha.. i didnt see the cinema full for a longgg time! it's good! the economic in HK seems get much better huh?! it's a good news, people are willing to pay and they are much happy then last few year! u know, life always hopeful!
u know, my mom always uses my pc, playing online game! ha..god! im damn boring every night, watching the shit tv programmes...i watched the Jordan Chan concert last night, i am not his fans of coz, but there's sth really shit! he wore a fox fur!!!!! SHIT! i hate it! how come? i know there are many ppl doing the same thing in US, but, i just feel sick of it! i never understand why the people like putting on a dead body on their shoulder! why?huh? it's really UGLY!!! i don't like Jordan Chan, but when i watch this, i hate him! damn! so i just turn it off, and do nth, till me mom feel tired and give me back the pc...(ha..how cute my mom?! but my dad was a little bit angry on me, coz i trough her how to play online game! ha..)
my fd had talked to me about gay guys , but i don't think there's anything wrong. i never hate or anti the homosexual,( gay or lesbian) i respect what they do, everyone have their rights to do anything, to be a Christian, bible said it was wrong to be a homosexual, the Lord not allow that happen, and will punish them. but for myself, I just think everyone have rights for their life, the can choose how to live. some people may be a die-hard Christian, but I'm not. even my fd is a lesbian, or gay guy, i still treat them as my friend, coz i love them, i don't mind wht kind of sexual they are. and some of them are since-born, so i don't think it's wrong to being gay or les! i respect people, like how they respect me. i remember Jun had said " you treat people how you want to be treated!"

01/04/2003 kinna boring today! no one make joke on me and i didn't joke anyone.... :<
anyway~ read the above notice!!! Im sooooooo excited now!!! one more week!! YEAH!!! i have waited for 2 years to join the Famine30 (to the camp) i have been Famine 30 myself for 2 years~this year can join the camp lu~ yeah! so excited! you know, every year, during Famine30, it must be raining!!! maybe the god wanna see how strength we are! haha... i think this year will rain as well! GOD! i just sooo excited! ONE more week!!! yeahyeah!!! ha.... just like gonna met an old friend! ha....
damn! my school just have public holiday! i still have to go to school on next week and after the holiday, i have to handout 2 project and a fucking big test! DAMN it!

31/03/2004 the March finally gone! look back for the pass year 2003! the time pass so quickly! (i always say that!ha..) remember what had happen last year around March -April? the SARS was in all around the world, all people were wearing mask in their home, school and office, when i pictured it, it still so horrible and bad feeling. many people were died during that time. luckily i didn't know anyone had died at this period.  and on 1 April, the famous singer Leslie Cheung had died.  It's the biggest joke he made for all his fans. Im not a big fans of him, but i kinna like his songs, his films, i like him actually. it still make me feel suck.... for his death.....

24/03/2004 yeah~finally out from the hospital!! haha....actually i just stayed there for 2 days! ha....anyway~it was a really horrible and bad experience!!><~ god!!! but the nurses were friends and funny.  still not really well these days~getting tired and damn busy for the school:< when i went to school, my fds told me that there are 3 projects waiting for me!!!! hell! 3 projects?! and i have to hand out next week! god:'< i wish i still in hospital! (KIDDING of coz!) it's not a good time to stay in there! though the room was nice (I lived in a 2nd class room, so it feel like a hotel! haha....) when i finish the operation, i still didn't know wht did i do, and my mom said i kept asking her "Am i still ok? anything goes wrong?" thousand times! haha.....anyway~take care everyone! it's so important!!:>

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(p.s stil looking for the DVD "Tuesdays with Morrie", but only available in HMV~kinna expensive lei><~ cost HK$120 ar! if anyone know where else can buy it, pls tell me, the Chinese name is ¡¨¬Û¬ù¬P´Á¤G¡¨ i really wanna watch it! coz i miss it last time><)

19/03/2004 a weekend coming again!! YEAH! have a nice weekend! there is a show in YMCA check more details on KLC's web. i missed the show in KT IVE today><~ there was Lam1fung and at17!! woo~~~i wanna watch it.....
anyway~ going to hospital soon.......so worry about that.... hope everything will be ok and get out of there sooooon!! i hate the smelling of hospital, I don't like it....sth make me imagine the word "dead" i dont really like sth like that. anyway~ gonna go now~.....pray for me! see ya~^^

14/03/2004 i donno why i always think that today is April!! ha...when i do my homework, updating my webs, i always type and write it as April! my fds always ask me why, and i also wanna know why? ha....stupid me!haha.....

have gone to a show in TST, which had Lam 1fung, the pancake, ketchup, Maydays and some...stupid idolsss.  i donno why just so hate those new idols, (also some of singers) they don't know how to sing! god! someone sang "Zombie" ...god! she just sing like she's making luv with someone! and ....haha....it's so bad to say that, but she did! honestly it's not a really good show, i think only Maydays and lam 1fung were better.....even i like ketchup, i think he didn't have a good perform today.

there is a market, call ÃÀ¼V, many people make their DIY goods, tee, and sale there, all of them were DIY! and it's not so expensive, we brought some hand paint tee, those were nice, and only HK$50!!! even a jacket also HK$70!!! how nice it was?! so, when u have nth to do on Sunday, you should check out the TST, behind the space museum, we should support those local people, they earn all the money by their hands, and hearts, i really like it! when i ask the girl who made those pint tee, she said " it's not expensive for someone rich to rent here, but for us, have no jobs not from rich family, we earn those money really hard, and it's kinna expensive for us to rent here!" so when you are free on Sunday, donno wht to do w/ gf or bf, just visit this market!!

it's really nice to talk w/ some best friends, we had talked for whole night, funny and so happy, i really miss the time we were in school! and my fds always wanna kill me and fuck me off (kidding of coz!) ha... my fds told me sth nice " you know why someone don't like you? coz you are a free-spoken girl! coz you always say sth ppl don't want to let others know it, u always do it, so some people may not like you. but you are not hypocrite, you just a free-spoken ppl." ha...is it? am i really a free-spoken ppl, so that someone don't like me, said sth bad to me, tried to against me? coz i said sth he/she don't want to let others know, they want to prove I was wrong as well? so that said im a hypocrite? anyway~ i don't care about it. i was angry, but not now~ time will tell the truth, I don't need to worry about it, and why i have to worry about? i can't control anyone, and im not going to. if you think im a hypocrite, so no matter wht i say and wht i do, you still think so, coz u dont like me do that. but i dont think so! i just do wht i want to do. and i believe wht i believe in,no more explanations, no more excuse. and that is me yoshaki! life is short, why we have to spend lots of time for explanations? why we have create a perfect image of ourselves? just let it be, just let the people misunderstand you, time will tell! forget and forgive.  even someone had done sth bad to you, just forgive him/her, you have learnt sth he/she never learn! you are the winner, you know more then he/she did.  don't need to tell anyone how sad you are, just know it yourself, and learn it. it's for yourself ONLY! and that's wht i learnt recently, even i didn't meet someone like Morrie, but i learnt it from my experiences, just like Morrie said "life is learn from experiences" you should say Thank you to someone did sth bad to you, someone hurt you b4, coz they had a GREAT lesson for your life!  so you should forgive he/she.  know why the Jesus always tell us to forgive some hurt you? coz they let you know more about life!! :> i have say a BIG THANK YOU to some people hate me, hurt me and did sth bad to me. now im so happy! :>

09/03/2004 finally read though the book "Tuesday with Morrie" i know it's not a new book, but it's good anyway! highly recommend you to check it out. it's a book about your life and the relations between you and your family, friends.  and it also talk about death, which everyone scare of. and Morrie said sth really nice, "As long as we can love each other, and remember the feeling of love we had, we can die without ever really going away.  all the love you create is still here.  all the memories are still here.  you live on in the heart of everyone you touched nurtured while you were here...... Death end a life, but not a relation"  and it's sth i believe in, when u love someone, you would touch his/her heart, so even you die, the relation still no change, but improve. just like me and my grandfa, he always silent. but after he died, i knew more about his life, and i think i love him more then he's alive, sometime, i believe our relationship is better then he's here. but, of coz don't wait till someone die, and love him/her. love him/her from this moment and try to know more about the ppl surround you.  maybe we dont need to be as clever as Morrie did, we dont need to know lots of things, we just live our life, and make it happy, dont always make yourself in the dark side, and bring your happiness to all the ppl around you. everyone can be an angel, just see how you create it!

I've watch a X-game competition in US tonight on TV. oh my god!!!! they are so amazing! i remember there were 2 bros from Japan, was totally nuts! i remember last time in the asian X-game competition, they already won!! this time, the older bro won the gold again!!!!! god!!! and the wakeboard, the male winner is a 18 yr-old boy, and the girl winner is a 16 yr-old hot girl!!!! wa~~~ and the skateboard competition. wa...... amazing! they changed the skateboards with each other in the 2-people group! (i am not sure wht the name should be..haha...) god! how come the teens can be so strange?

06/03/2004 ar!? can't believe that I didn't update the web for a long while?! huh? how lazy and busy i am? ha...busy on my school recently, coz i have to sit for the LCCI on June, so everything have to get ready now, cant failed in this examination, it took me nearly $2000!!!!! how expensive?!

just had dinner for my best friend's b-day, it was so nice, i didn't meet my best friends for awhile (since my b-day on January!) i miss them so much! it was nice meeting and we talk a lots, lots of fun and sharing. i like being w/ fds , especially some fds i dont meet always. my friend told me that one of my secondary school discipline teacher is in trouble. he saw a girl from the school holding his boyfriend in the MTR, then he wanted to talk with that girl and ask about that, coz it may give a bad image for our school. but when he talked to the girl when he was having breakfast, and he spited some bread on the girl's dress by accident, so he help the girl to clear it up, it's nothing wrong! i think i will do this if i were him, but the girl said he was going to touch her!! oh my god?! wht the fuck? i know this teacher, thought sometime he's really trouble, but he's a nice guy, and he's going to retired at July this year!!!! but the girl was so bad, and she told the principle. the principle don't wanna the media or others to talk about this, so now this teacher is on "holiday" ...it's so unfair, some teacher also know whts really happened! but the principle just care about the image of the school and himself, so this teacher may going to lost his job 4 months b4 he retired!!!!!! wht the fuck?? i was so sorry about this......

the book "Tuesday with Morrie" is going to be finished! yeah! the more i read, the more sadness i have. coz Morrie was going to be weaker and weaker, and even can't sit up and talk normally....it's so sad, im totally deep into this book. and into Mitch, the writer. i like this book!! and share more feeling when i read all the book! when i read about the relationship between Mitch and Morrie, it make me remember my grandpa. i miss them so much.....and i really wish that i would have a teacher (or friend )like Morrie did. anyway, this book is nice and so warm. check this out!!!! many book stall are on sale now! go and buy some books! i like reading, coz it's fun and make me think more and know more, i like it. and especially some books about the life.  i like it. few days ago, when i dated out, my bf just so tired and slept in the restaurant in MongKok, and i was reading this book...in MK's restaurant !! ha...it's sooo crowed! ha...we are so crazy! but it was nice! coz i could see different people in and out the restaurant, read the book, and see wht the ppl did, it's fun! donno why i just like it..ha...kinna freak! ha....

25/02/2004 damn!>< I've got the gastroenteritis. so pain and so tired, cant do anything but sleep for whole day! i've absent for school for 2 days!!!! damn it!!!>< i hate illness, and taking the pills.... take care everyone!!! dont be sick!

my friend heidi gave me a book call "Tuesday with Morrie" it was a nice book! i like it so much, it's talk about the life. sth like " the meaning of life" i like this kinds of books, meaningful! and the section i've read was about Death. he said "everyone know they are going to die, but just they dont believe in it. if they do, their life will be much different" and it's true. when u believe in it, so u will be  happier, coz u won't afraid of it. and "when u know how to die, you know how to live" i like wht Morrie said in the book, the writer was so luck to have a friend like that. i still reading this book. talk more about it when i finish it.

and i remember someone told me that "life is not for explanations, you dont have to explain everything, when u believe that you are right, so just do it, you dont have to explain all the matters to others. just let yourself be happy. enjoy ur life." and it's good! i will think twice and if i am wrong i will say sorry and explain why i did it, but no excuses, and i wont do anything to ask someone's forgive, i just dont want the it going to be bad.

16/02/2004 happy valentines' time. sorry it maybe a little bit late...ha.,..anyway, if you are happy w/ ur boys/gals, everyday should be the valentines' day! right? i got a flower from my friend, a gal, she made a sweet flower by herself for whole night and gave it to all the classmates on 13/2 (the day b4 valentine's day)!!! it's so sweet! i like it :> it's more valuable and meaningful then a real flower! ha....so the boys listen! next time when u wanna give ur gf a flower, u better make it yourself or plant it yourself! ha.....:>

just had a show in 48 sth in TST yesterday, of coz it was not a good show, have not enough time for practice and my sickness hand get painful again, god damn!!!!><# and my icq got suck! donno why it can't connect for a few days, i have to use the go.icq which is not comfortable for me. but the icq 2003 por was not good at all. i don't like it actually, but have no choice...shit!><

my friend is going to get merry with his girl, it was a really good news! i am so excited now, and tmr will go and get his invitation card!! can't help to check it out! ha...i never have a friend get merry....really wanna join his wedding, but ...coz of so many personally reasons, so i am not able to his wedding, but i am soooo happy and excited for them! ha......

my friend just kept a puppy yesterday, and she shared her/its life w/ me today, it was so cute!! i never know that puppy cannot get shower before its one-year-old!! so my friend just can use a hot wet towel to clear its body....godddd!!!! it was so cute!!!!><~~~i luv it!! and she told me the puppy don't like drink milk and it's tough was so small, so short, like a baby. ha.....i wanna keep a puppy as well, it must be cute and make my life more excited and funny! ha....but so bad that my mom don't like it.... hope my friend and her puppy have nice time, and hope she wont give it up on the street! the puppies are so LOVELY!!!!!!!!

10/02/2004 finally add a new article in the "say" section but the English vision didn't finish yet. this time is talk about the pets and the people who put their pets on the street. they don't care it anymore, let them die itself. and also the people who leave their baby or kill them coz they dont want it....

my fd sent some really shit videos to me. remember a month ago, there were some school-boys fight a dull boy and they had been judged to the big house. it was a really shocked and seriously news, they only 17-19 years old, but how come the violent problems become so serious? is it only course by shcool? the media? or the family??

07/02/2004 u know, my friend told me that my teacher Ms Ma (do u remember her? she was my English teacher and she likes band sounds! she had gone to a few shows in city u and V park!!) had gone to see Korn's concert!!!! oh god! can you believe that a teacher went to see Korn and enjoyed it?! ha...i really wish i had met her on the show, so that we could go crazy together! haha....i really miss my school , have to take a time to visit it and my lovely teacher! haha... 

it's going to be Valentine's day baby!!!! ha......hey all the boys are u so excited and waiting for the gals chocolate? ha...and all the gals are u get ready for making the chocolate to the boy u like (or bf) ?ha.. tell u that im waiting for my fds giving me chocolates! he...my fds always gave me chocolate as i didn't have bf b4! ha...but i think i will make chocolates as well, so if you meet me on the 14/2 or any days, just say halo to me, maybe i will have some chocolate for u! ha....but be careful! don't eat 2 much, or not u will gain weight! ^^ have a sweet valentine's day =>

04/002/2004 i was damn tired and painful now......went to see Korn's live in HK last night, it was not bad. the opening band were KLC and Paul Wong. i was not a big fans as Korn of coz, but i do enjoyed the show last night and all the feelings in there. ppl went nuts, the performers were KOOL! no need to judged Korn is one of the powerful and famous metal, it's quite unbelievable that i can see their live! one of my fd said "i must go to see Korn's live in my lifetime!" ha....yap defiantly!

but sth for my OWN opinion....

1) honestly i respect to KLC and Paul Wong, but just have no idea why they were the supporting bands for Korn's... they are in difference style. and i remember that long times ago, KLC had say fuck to those metal bands, like linking park and Limp Bizkit. but really dont understand why they would perform last night.... wht is the meaning of supporting band? they fucked it and now be a supporting band? have no idea....

2) Paul Wong.... i like his music since i like Beyond. but... quite disappointed for last night, his songs was not as rock as KLC and Korn's. and ppl started to yell " We want Korn" and honestly. pl went there to rock out and not to see a pop star. i think if for other live shows, it's NO problems for his perform, but that was Korn's live, didn't it mean all ppl were waiting for rocking out their body? but paul's song just like giving us a rest after KLC's performance.

anyway~all just my OWN opinion and questioned. i am NOT going to judge anyone, and i still respect to both KLC and Paul, i just figure out the things i see and feel, not going to judge anyone. that's all.

01/02/2004 have been to a show in KC IVE tonight, it was nice show. i didn't check out any new bands and shows for awhile. the new punk band milk shake 7 was not bad, but they still so young and new, waiting to see their next show and improvement. and i saw ah hang's big foot!!! ha...sorry man, couldn't help laughing!!!!!! ha....hope he will recover soon. and i met some old fds in the show. at the same place, KC IVE, 2 years ago.....there were lamkee, FatJob, Kinglychee, 9527, Sanskrit etc. all of them had changes on their members... 2 years ago, that was the very very beginning for me to check out the band sound. donno any fds or bands. it was the first time i listen to FatJob...but today, lamkee, FJ and KLC were the guys under the stage. lots of memories 2 years, not a long time, but changed a lots...

i got 2 more b-day gifts today, thx Heidi and Fannie! finally i got a book as my gift!! i like it! i was " Thursday with Morris" it was a very famous book! i watch the TV programme which is the same as this book b4, but i just watch some of it, it was nice! thx Heidi!! and also i got lots of VCDS and cds yeah!!! i luv it! i will finish it on my holiday! cant wait! finally got the new cd of at17 "kiss kiss kiss" it was nice, but i think the last one was better. anyway~ they are kool, eman has a wonderful voice!

it's Feb now, that means 2 more days will be the Korn's live! woooo~~looking for it! im saving my energy now~haha....

25/01/2004 Happy lunar new year everyone! Kung Hei Fai Choi~~ sorry that i uploaded a wrong "news" section! haha....i mixed up w/ my own website! anyway~tomorrow is my 19 year old-b-day! yeah!! happy birthday to myself! ^^ and also happy birthday to hahasiu! i just back from Mainland China, it was fucking cold... i think only have 5 or 6 degreee....god! my hands had no feelings....it was so colddddd....take care everyone, dont get cold or flu!

i have an question wanna ask, if someone had said sth or fuck of sth, for example, if he fuck of izzue, fuck of this kind of brand clothes, but after a few weeks, he wears izzues' clothes. is that mean he was talking bush shit? he fuck of it before, but now he buys this kinds of shit. does he think that can explain with some stupid reasons? no matter wht reason or wht he said, i think he already sold out himself, he forgot what he said! if he don't like or he don't respect sth, he wanna tell ppl and ask other not to follow this, not to respect these kinds of shit, then why after awhile, he did sth like that? does he forget wht he said? is it in HK really like this? do everything must link up with money? because i need money so i do that? because i respect this, but i feel sick of it now, so i fuck of it ,after awhile, i think i was respect this, so now i support it again. is it like that? or because i need money so i have to sold out myself? who don't need money nowadays? i also poor i also need money! but i never think that i have to sell out! i respect ppl who stand strong their mind. spent a long time to build up sth, and i respect to it, but why wanna break it now? why? is it everything can't keep it good forever?

welcome anyone of you post a message to me!

and i had watched KingLyChee's interview online, it was nice! but if they had more about the show and wht's going on after the show< they would on tour to Asia, and more about hardcore, why riz wanna build it upo in HK, how he/hc change the ppl ,prove that he really did sth not just talk about it. then that will be kool! and when i was watching this last week on tv, my dad ask me " is it your fds?" ha...?! why my dad will know klc is my fds? ha...that funny, so my family kept asking me about the interview, ask me sth about the band, it sounds funny, coz they didn't know anything about band sound, but they were interested in wht Riz said in the pragramme. the show, cd, bands, life and the zine "star from scratch" and they now know why i also have a pitch on my bags! ha.... that's good so that my family won't worry about me so much, they know my fds just a normal person.

18/01/2004 sorry for didn't update again, i just finish all my exam....thx god! one more day to school!!! YEAH!!!! KLC is on tour now, really wanna go and check it out! i didn't see any band show for awhile, so boringggg...... hope there are some good show around lunar new year and my birthday! ha...yap my b-day coming again! thats my 19 year-old b-day..on 26/01!!!!!!!!! yeahyeah~~~ donno wht will it be, just depend on my fds. i remember last year there was sth suck before my b-day, so that i cried for a few days....that's suck. but i believe that it won't happen again!! i think my b-day must be kool this year!!!!! ha...and wish u all have a nice beiging for 2004! it will become ture when u believe in it! u believe u will be happy then u will be! trust me! dont always think the bad side!!

and remind u that on 21/01 on ATV will have KLC's interview!!!!! have a nice day!

11/01/2004 Last One Standing's Guitarist, KiWAMU , he was dead in the Shai Hulud Last Tour when He Sang Yesterday!!!!! what a bad and shit news!? i really can't believe that ......for everyone who had seen the Life show last time, would remember how kool this band was! they are nice guys, good band... it was unbelievable......i still don't know the details now, but if anyone want to send them a words, send it to 880381@ezweb.ne.jp 

one day my Mom blamed on me why i didn't go shopping with my sister and my auntie (her mom).   we were so closed since we were kids, but when she's been to the new school, everything had changed. 

she spend all her time on dating with different boys, buying some stupid brand clothes, listen to fucking Twins, boys, this kinds of stupid songs, and read some fucking shit magazine... but that's ok coz she's my sister, i can't judge her. coz that's her stupid life.

but last time, when i went shopping with her. her mom carried all the things even her bag, for her. but she carried nothing! nothing!!! and that day her mom seems tired and sick, but i never heard any "Thank you" and she seemed  never wanna get it back.  i really hate this kind  girl. do they think their family need to do all the thing s for her?she made me feel suck! i never ask my mom carry anything for me. and i never ask my mom buy me anything! even i wanna buy  clothe, even i wanna buy cd, i just will save my pocket then buy it by myself. i never ask my mom buy me anything. i really hate her, she seems never respect her mom, but her mom do anything she asks for and give her all she needs. so i will not repect and be friend with this grrl!!! unless she change her mind!

OK, dont wanna talk this kind of shit again! i forgot to tell u guys that, the new Anti-flag CD "The Terror Stat" was damn kool! i like all stuff inside! the lyrics, the explanations, and even the cover! anyone who into the punk should check it out!!! and any good stuff recently? i didnt check other new stuff recently, any recommend? so boring ar~~~just do the revision everyday. my school exam will go soon! that's good! really killing me to remember all the shit!!><~

03/01/2004 wa~!!! it's day 3 already!! i have to back to school soon....wo...i really miss this holiday!!! i luv it so much! and my 19 b-day is coming soon~~ha...on 26/1!!!!!ha.....19 year-old lu.......

yesterday i had dinner and long talk with my primary schoolmates, it was wonderful! we had good time and talked lots of stupid things when we were young! some of them i didn't contact for 7 years!!! 7 years!!!! but we still talked for a long time and all of us had a wonderful time. I'm so pleasure that i have friends like that! i really like it. so many things had happened to me yesterday. can't say all the things here! but sth i must say here. did u ask yourself how long u didn't back home to have dinner w/ ur family? just wanna tell u guys that i had a long talk and it's the first time my mom held me in her arm and we cried for awhile, saying sorry to each other, coz there were some misunderstanding between us, i knew she luv me and care me so much, and i also felt sorry that i made her so sad. but i really really happy that we shared our feleings honestly.... i really pleasure that i have a beautiful mom! i luv her so much!

so i had already set my goal for myself for 2004! how about u guys? whts your plant and goal for the 2004? lets do it together!!!

i donno who of u had watch tv on 01/01, the show of 903, i like this show! and 903 is the only one channel really care the music! by the way, there's someone said "when u back home, dont be shiny, just tell the ppl u luv , tell them u luv her/him." ha..that wht i said b4!! but thats seriourly! tell them u luv her/him! no matter that's ur family or boyfriend or grrfriend! just tell them u luv her/him! or not, when he/she leave u aways, u will never have chance to tell her/him u luv her/him.

I love all of u who are reading this news and web, and i luv all of my fds who always care me so much, and stand by me!

FatSang, Jo, yeemei, Heidi, wing, light boy, Justinne ,Ta( u2 are always my wonderful grrrls!) Connie, Anna, haha siu, YY and Yuki

all the bands give my power make me strong. they are not only my idol, but also my fds! i really thank all the bands giave me power when i was sad! KLC, FatJob, 5Disicplines, and also ¬î¬õ¡A¤@©À¤T¤d,hardpack, Guan 36, O's

01/01/2004 the 2003 finally had gone!! so GOOD! and i had a wonderful day yesterday! ha.....i went to the Perk and saw the sunset with my friend, and it was damn kool~there was nobody, just me and my friend! that was soooo kool and ha.....if u go w/ bf/gf it must be damn romantic! ha... anyway, the 2003 had so many bad things happened! i think everyone also feel like me, so excited for the 2004! it must be good! enjoy everyday of 2004! and when u look back for the 2003, u must find sth u forgot and didn't do, so just let it be, do it in 2004 and try ur best on everything on the 2004!! forgive someone u hate or angry with, forget sth bad, do sth positive and good, if u can, try to help someone need help, spend more time on ur family. try to look carefully on ur life, u will find sth really kool and u didn't know. tell yourself "today must be a good day" everyday when u get up. smile to the mirror, and kiss ur fds, ur mom and dad, don't be shiny. tell someone u luv, that u luv him. not only ur bf/gf, but ur family. so the 2004 must be a nice year. :-)have a nice day for the opening of this year! cheers~

Happy birthday to my best friend, sor b and Justinne ;P i luv u all!

   (the sunset was really KOOL!)

30/12/2003 1 MORE DAY the 2003 will go away!!!!!! how fast?? the time passed really really quickly!!! that's good, because the 2003 for me and for the whole world, whole HK was not a good time to remember, so it's so happy that it will go away soon! and my lucky things had come to me since the last week of 2003!! on the Christmas day i met Daniel Wu in KingLyChee's show, who is a perfect guy in the WORLD!haha...... always be my Mr. Right! haha..... and today i met my ex-luver ha...that was so funny anyway~

and my good friend Sam is going to get marry!!! and also my best friend Kobe was 20 year-old b-day! and also my other best friend HoYin also 20 year-old on the 1 January! 2004!!!! ha...happy Birthday to two of my best friend and boyfriends (kidding!) ha...im really looking forward for the 2004 anyway! and tomorrow will be the first time i go out to count down! hopefully with my fds...ha...and the lovely couple....ha....u know, it's really sweet and happy to see my good friend going to get marry!!! I'm so excited now!!!

26/12/2003 congratulations to KingLyChee! the  cd release show had finished successfully yesterday night! it was really nice, couldn't believe there were so many ppl!!!! and both KingLychee and FatJob also did a good job, they did it really kool! i really like FatJob's new song, the intro sounds so kool! and i bought the KLC jacket and new tee already~ha...i think the old one is more beautiful, but the jacket was nice, i can wear it to school! ha...let's see!!! and those guest vocalists also really good. they release their kool energy! i didn't buy Josie's new cd yet, coz i have no more money><~~~shit! i only got 20 dollar in my packet now!

anyway~ hope all of u guys haven't lost in the central, coz it's kinna difficult to find actually! and i received a few calls and mes asked me how to get there, I've tried my best to explain, hope all of u didn't miss any part of the show! and don't worry, even u did. the live videos are available in my shared file now!!! ha...so quickly this time! so check it out! the whole show was in there!

today is boxing day, I've got 3 gifts from my friends (THX Heidi and Fanny!!) and also my Mom gave me a x'mas gift as well, make me feel like i still a kid! ha...i really love my family, can't believe that my mom really buy a x'mas gift for me! coz i already an adult... ha...anyway~i still dont wht is it yet, i will see it when my mom back home tonight! and also i will go to my best fd's b-day party~ha...will have another x'mas gift! yeah~i love all of u i luv the 2004 x'mas!

tell u sth funny, i saw Jimmy's(LMF's bassist) son in the show tonight. and he was soooooo cute!!!! wht a lovely kid? he gave me a chocolate and a kiss!!!!!!!ha......i was so excited and .....can't sleep!!! ha...it's true i really like him!!!! if i were a 3year-old kid....how good that will be? ohhhhh~~~~i really like Jimmy's son!!!><~~~

25/12/2003 Merry Christmas!!!! sorry that i forgot to update about the show on today!!! really sorry! coz it's really hard to find out, so here's are some suggestions, hope u guys can check it out b4 the going to the show!

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the most easiest way to get to there is by Taxi, only $25, if u go w/ 5fds then only $3 per one!!! cheapest way and easiest to get there!

hope all of u guys will know how to get there or phone me on-96679954-yoshaki. good luck. Merry Christmas!:D

20/12/2003 damn! i slept till 4pm today!!!! shit! when i got up, i did nth......just to prepare my books to school, and the x'mas gift to my good fds!! the 1st one is to 5D and ah shing, siu yiu and ian, sorry guys...thats the 1st time i made it!hhah...kinna ugly.....ha..because of the time and i dont have enough money to buy some good stuff!haha.....anyway~it's my gift for u guys! hop eu will like it^^ and i will make some others later on~YEAH! and Karen had a new web site about the hk punk/hardcore and emo music, u can order the cd thought this web and it's cheaper then u order from the labels!!! really kick ass! check it out! it's call "Life store" she's a really kool grrl who always work hard for the hk music scene!!!! one more week for the klc cd release show!!!fucking looking for it!!!!!!! so remember wht riz said? sing out all the songs during the songs!!!!!! ha...im trying to remember all the lyrics as well! haha.....

it's really Cold!!!! my hands didnt get warm for whole day! so TAKE CARE!

18/12/2003 it's going to be the X'mas soon! this year, seems lots of good things...hopfully... have date my new classmate have hot pot on 23 Dec. then meet my best fds on 24 Dec...wht a nice day?! and we will have hot pot again! haha.....then on 25 Dec it's a BIG PARTY! that's kinglychee's cd release show!!!!! really looking for it! and 26 will have another boxing day celebration with my best friends again! haha....also for my best fd Kobe's b-day party! ha....really looking for my X'mas holiday!!!!!!!! hope all of u have a nice x'mas as well. and remember. GET READY for the KLC SHOW!!!!!! are u ready? im ready now! listen to the cd everyday, anytime, during on the way home, on the bus, and the school break. ha...just keep promoting the cd and the message to the people surround me. it's really kool!

just watched the flim called" the last Emperor" really upset film. coz i think Poyee was really a innocent guy, he was taught by the wrong mind and wrong things when he was a child. and so thats why he's so stupid, to make a big mistake for the whole China. it's really a good film, but sth funny was that the whole film are in English....haha......so funny! but it produced really seriously! you should check this film out! really good film!

13/12/2003 congratulations to ¬î¬õ¡I¡I¡Ithey won the competition on Tuesday!!! so ging and happy!! ha...

i brough the KLC cd to my school before, and it's so happy that really have a few grrls concert on it and they read the lyric then told me their feelings, it's good and i was so happy, coz they never go to band show or listen band sounds, one grrl said "even i didnt heard the songs, but i think their lyric are good! the bring out the problems and i like it!" ha...so good!

tmr will have the last show w/ my fds b4 their public exams. just had dinner w/ my bro, i can't believe that we talked for 3 hrs non  stop!! we talk lots about the band sounds, and the hk bands and the scene, he didn't listen much HK bands. and he's a vocal, he asked me sth about the skill...haha really donno how to tell him! anyway, it's good to talk w/ him^^ have a nice Sunday!

9/12/2003 The KingLyChee's new album finally out today!!!! i went to HMV when i just finished my school, looked for a long time and the staff said it still not in store yet (that was 1pm!) and when i finish my lunch i went to the HMV in TST again but it still not in store yet ( that was 2:30pm so i walked to MongKok see whether there would have, but all shops said it was not in store yet.....so disappointed, coz i wanna bring it to my band members and shared with them. after the particles, i went to Mong kok again but the staff said the cd was returned!!! what the fuck? i looked for it for whole day and they told me it's returned and NOT in store yet?!!!!!! SHIT! i was damn angry ><# luckily i met my friend and we asked the staff for a long time, he finally sold us the cd. when we left, 2 boys asked the staff" can u sale 2 for us as well?! we have waited for a long time!" i don't know whether the staff sale them the cd, but it was so bad that the cd not in store yet. but don't worry, for who can't wait anymore, u can go to HMV and get it.  the CD is really kool! not only the songs and production, but also the lyric and all the explanations in it! i will bring it to my friends later, and show them, tell them there are some people really believe in their belief and do sth that people think it was "IMPOSSIBLE" i remember the lyric in lamkee's old song "Nothing is impossible!!!" yet, see? there was no hardcore scene in HK before, but now, the hardcore band KingLyChee had produced their 2nd album! because they believe in what they do. they do it not just think or talk, and now, more and more people know there's the hardcore scene in HK! there are group of people who always believe and work hard for their belief!

i have to say THANK YOU to ALL members in KingLyChee , 5Displines and Guan36, because they always give me supports and encouragements, not only for this web but also my life. and thank you kinglychee bring me into the hardcore, and change me a lots, make me become strong, stand strong in my mind. and i am so happy and pleasure to be the hardcore family!!! THANK YOU and good luck for KLC guys!

and too all of you, no matter you are into hardcore scene or not, even you don't like band sound. but i have to tell you that, you can if you believe! everything can become true.

also thank for all of you who care about my health, i feel much better now, although i breath in a difficult way, yap honestly, i can't breath really well, feel painful and choke. but don't worry , i think i won't die! haha......

8/12/2003 King Ly Chee's album will release on tomorrow finally!!! wait for a longgg time!!! wish them good luck! and I am so sorry that i didnt finish the Chinese vision of those interviews about KLC, because i was suck! i feel really upset, after my drum lesson on Friday, coz i found that my skill was fucking poor! really disappointed and don't wanna perform on this weekend. after that, i have no feeling and dont want to do anything, even i have many tests and homework need to do, i just sit down, and do nth!!!! NOTHING!!! I did nth in this fucking weekend! what the fuck!? i went to watch the show in live house, but i didn't know was it good or bad, coz i just kept thinking about my fucking skill, lots of melody in my mind but just really really don't want to play any songs, seriously, i am in super down super sad super bad emotion!!!!!!!! better don't make me angry or ask me anything about my band! i will go crazy!!!!!!!!><# shit! i wanna give up everything and go away!!!! i really don't want to do anything now! shit!!!!!!!!!><# wht can i do? can anyone help me anyone hear me? crazy!

anyway today is ah ho's b-day, hapy birthday for him and also good luck for klc's new album! hope i won't die! i got some problems on my lungs...sound quite seriously, but dont worry, i get much better now, i will recover soon (hopefully!) hope i can still alive even i really hate my life now! shit! why i will become so sad and bad !!!

2/12/2003 add the interview of kinglychee which post on last Friday and today. check it out. i will try to add the Chinese version soon, so please wait. i have 5 test in these coming 3 days!!!!!!!! shit! go to bed now, i've got a really really bad flu and headache! take care everyone! and pls do not walk near me! i've got the flu!!!><~~~woooo.....

29/11/2003 There's a bad news for all of us who waiting for kingLyChee's album. because of some problems, their cd will not able to release on 30 November.  it's disappointed. but i think all of us will understand that was not KLC's problems, not because they were lazy, not because they did sth wrong, but the problems of their label. and that's life in HK. so all we can do is waiting and supporting them. i think all of us will understand the saturation the are. so check out their web and dl their e-card b4 their cd out!

i finally quitted my job yesterday. ummmm...quite upset and miss the kids actually, i took some photos with them, a.... and now, i can spend all my time on my school.

and the wehter getting cold, take care of yourself. i god flu i think....really bad>< why i always sick and so weak?!

good!!! i got the interview that was on 903 today about KingLychee with a really really long description of their songs and their mind! really nice and good!! so happy and excited!!! i have the wmp file of it, if anyone want it, pls tell me on icq~ and one thing KLC talked about one thing, they said "u should believe in wht u do, at least u CAN tell yourself you have done sth good and memorable in your life time." that was really great, i asked myself and think about wht they said. and i think i can remember that i have done a web about hardcore, and i got lots of support though this web and in the hardcore community. and i think i will pround of myself, i did it although it was not the best and always some stilly mind, i still did it. at least i did sth to promote the hardcore, i did what i say, i believe in wht i do!! get wht i wanna say? it's December !2003 will be a history. try to take some time, when u are on the bus, when u can waiting for gf or by, try to spend a few minutes, ask yourself what u have done

( haha....see. here's some kids, the youngest kids in my working place. the middle one who wear the glasses is the youngest only 6 year-old,  he  always cries when he was doing homework, i have no idea why!!!-_-""ha......and the grrl there, she could eat lot's of food!!!! last time we went out, she ate much more then me!!ha.....so cute!!!!i really luv them : )

23/11/2003 I am so excited now! one more week, King Ly Chee's album will out at the same time!!!! yeah!! i just get the salary the day before it (hopefully!) and today i will go out with the kids, really waiting for it! haha......see what will they do and talk about! the bad news is that i only work for one more week, then have to say goodbye to those kids...really upset, and after i told my boss that i would quit the job, i was so sad and miss the kids, cried for awhile (what a silly grrl?!) but sth that we really can't predict. and i must concert on my study, i must give this job up, put more time on my school works and band. but the good news is that i have more time to do my revision and my band, to improve my skill. yap, i joined my fd's band (ocean but we will change the name) and now, it's a grrl pop band, still looking for someone play the guitar. but we don't always particles, they always need to go to school and site for the public exam soon. i really want to particles actually. hope i can spend more time on it after i quit the job.

and one more thing, that i really have to say THANK YOU to Ah Fung ( form On~3) and Connie, thx for invited us to perform in IVE's show. i was so happy about that, coz their support! yap, i really thx all the fds who support me and my band so much! although we play not good, only in some small shows, or very far away, there sill are some fds here, when i see there's someone i know, off stage i feel more confidence and nice. THANK YOU all of you! but sorry that we didn't prepare to show yet, and our bassist have a competition that day. so...hope next time we can help you Fung:>

one more good news (haha.. finally can say!!haha..) ¬î¬õ( i forgot the english name of them sorry ) entered the final of the competition which hold by TomLee, called Life Rock. YEAH congratulations to all band members Jan, Hippo, Hala, Hen and ­Û really excited and looking for seeing their first performance!! GOOD LUCK for you all!

when i packed some old books, i found sth about my original school, really miss my school life, i miss my old-schoolmates and my teachers, b4, some ppl told me that school life is the best time of our life, yap it's true! i really miss it. one day when you can't sit in the classroom, listen to the teachers talking some boring shit, when u cant heard the alarm rings..... u will miss your school. i miss it so much, but i will never be one of it again. all just in my memory only. so every students, pls enjoy your school life and the friends you made in school will be the purest friends and life-friends! that true.

21/11/2003 YEAH! finally finish the administration test! good! it really kill me, i wrote 5pages for ONE question!!! ONE for 5 PAGES F3 single line paper fully!!!! god! hope it will be fine....and also received 2 presentations' result today, also both about Hardcore and punk music, ha....one of it get the highest mark! haha...Kool! because of Hardcore, i introduced hardcore in it.

anyway, i had so many things wanna talk about and share with u, my fds! a few days ago, one of the youngest kid told me "Hey, Miss,u know, i will hold my gf's hand when we have music lesson, but i don't know why my fds laughing at us!" remember he only 7 year-old!! huh? i just don't know what can i say, what a pretty kid? haha......and i will go out with them in this sunday! it must be fun, haha...

and there is a FREE SHOW in BU which is in Kowloon tong next Monday! that's fun i think, have some musicans and KLC! ha...wanna go but have to work><~~check KLC's web for more details.

13/11/2003 DAMN!!!! i worked for a long time to do sth for this web but all just deleted!!!!! wht the fuck?!!! i perpare the interview with 5 Disciplines for long time, and all of us are busy and it's so difficult to date them all. but when we nearly finish the interview, Jo called me and i kicked on the MD player, and all the record had been deleted!!! wht the fuck?! why im always so black luck?????????? i was damn angry!!!!!! wanna kill JO and Wing then Kill myself!!!!!><#### and today, when i got home after work, i swept and washed the clothes, and cook for myself and my family, buth when my Mom got back, she saw that all the dashes didn't put in the correct place, and she stared to shout at me and blame me I AM 2 LAZY!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT?! when i tried to tell she i was not, my Dad shouted at me and asked me to stop! wht?!! is that i couldn't say anything in this family?!!!! all the things i did was wrong and i got up at 10am yesterday, but my dad told me mom that i slept till afternoon, and so she blame me i was lazy and do nth for the family!!! SHIT!!! everyday  i cook for my grandma after work and sweep and wash all the clothes and dashes, i didn't complain anything! but now, what did they say?! " Wing Wing is a fucking lazy grrrl who only play PC and do nth!!!!!!!" SHIT!!! why there's so many bad luck surround me? why? since the beginning of 2003. when i feel better, but there's sth wrong again. why ?! why does it always rain on me?!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!

09/11/2003 it was a nice show~for us, coz we had improved!! yeahhh~~ but the bad news is that Loby will leave the band, he said that he will not play band and music anymore, oh god! whats going on? i really wanna know why. hope he will change his decision. and the show tonight....actually i didnt concert on how the other bands play, coz we play the second last, so we always worried about what would going on and jam again and again... so i don't have idea how those bands like. sorry! but anyway, really have to thank you my fds who had come to the show and thx so much, it's good to see someone i know off the stage made me feel nice and confidence! and u know, it's so funny, when we left, a girl about 10 came and told us" hey i like yours music, i like the last song!! i will support u guys" ha...how sweet message that is?! it's much better then my boyfriends message!hahahaha.....so sweet message from a kid! and remember she only 10, but already see band show! oh how great that is?!

08/11/2003 the E card of KingLyChee already upload on their web check here. it was fucking kool and make me so excited!!! cant wait for their album! it sounds nice! haha....if i have a cd player, im sure i will bring it and play it all my time, during recess i will play it to my fds, and after school i will show it to my teachers!hahahaha if i had a cd player! really looking for it! 24 more days to go! good luck Bro!!! and tmr will have a show in MMA in Ly Chee Kok which is w/ O's it will be our last show, coz our vocal will leave for his study, so we will have sth new and new band soon, hope everything will be fine. quite worry about tmr's show, coz we didnt jam!! so fucking busy this week, and i already told my boss i will quit it at the end of Nov. i really dont want to be, and i miss those kids....hope they will remember me ......

03/11/2003 the show yesterday was not really good, quite disappointed actually, coz so many reasons, the equipments got some problems, and Alex bass,....haha ....he's really bad luck man!!! and also some band member was ill, the weather was not really nice, make ppl felt hot and tired and suck. it get cold now, so take care! and if u have sickness pls DO WEAR the mask!!! don't pass it to other pls! today was a bad day as well, got mad! coz one F.2 guy was fuck! really wanna fuck him off! u know, he sit there for whole day but only slept, walked around and did sth shit to my boss and me and also some other students. when my boss left, he said sth really shit to me and it's so rude!!!!!! if there's only me and him, IM SURE! i will fuck him off!!! i really hate this guy! he's shit!!!!!!! ok i must quite this job after next month!!!! many many personal reasons. but honestly i like this job (beside i have to face this fucking guy!) i like to talk with the kids and help them, they always make me laugh...ha...so cute and pure, they give me many many good memory and make me remember myself, when i was as young as they are. it's so sweet and nice........but there must sth out of my control, sth that u must give up if u want to do sth kool. compare with my study, my band, i just have to quit this job :<

1/11/2003  the time pass really quickly!!!!! one more month will be December!!!! then the 2004 will be coming sooon!!! it's great! because i always tihnk that the 2003 is a bad time for me! since January since my b-day, then the SARS was around the whole world, many people dead of it. then so many personal things were so trouble. went to the new school, all just different from my life and my mind. so actually, i feel happy that the 2003 will go soon! hope i will have a better time in 2004!!! and so as u all.

ok back to yesterday~ Halloween, how was it man? i didnt go to any bar or crowed with my fds, coz some of they were not in HK and not free. and my boss had a Hallween party with the kids, it was great fun! the youngest kid who was only 6yr-old, when he saw we all had make-up and wore the mask, he cried and told her baby sister "i don't wanna go!!! i must leave i must leave!!!!!!"  ha....he was so funny!! but i felt sorry, coz he already bought sth for this party. anyway~we still had fun. one 7yr-old kid suddently told me "Hey, Miss, u know, I'm your fans!!" ha...i had no idea why and wht he's talking about! but he just like me seem me as his idol! haha,....how come????? um~~~maybe i just so lovely!! ha.....when i saw those kids playing games, it make me remember myself, when i was a kid, when i was in primary school. so many good and stupid things. if i could go back that time, how good was it!!! in that party, we sang arround and i danced with those kids, playing games. u know, i didnt do any make-up b4, but one grrl said " Hey, Miss, ur face seems too clear! let me help u!" then 3 of them catch me and made me look like.....ummmmi donno wht i looked like actually! hahah....that i drew myself like a horrible thief!!!!!hahaha......they said"oh!!! Miss u know like a horrible man!!!!!" ha...yap im! i really like one of them had DIY the clothes so nice and funny, it was a really funny and good party! although i really want to quite the job (coz it take me so much time!) when i saw the kids, and talk with them, i just dont wanna quite the job......rmmmmm how to do?!

ok tmr will have a FREE SHOW in VICTOR PARK as above, go and check it out! KLC will give out some stickers!!! their CD will release in 30 November!!! great! support the HK Hardcore!

oh yes, sth make me excited as well, i will have an oral presentation on next week, the topic is" my taste of music" haha~~~i luv it!! and im thinking how to use 1mins to promote and present the hardcore music! maybe copy sth from this web and KLC's!haha... u know, every time, i wont do this, i won't prepare until the morning of the present, but this time, a week before i already planning how to do it!hahaha......u know, last time when i present myself, when i said " I don't listen to pop songs, coz most HK singers such as Twins, Boys are rubbish, non scene and no singing skill....." my teacher and a few classmates also agree that. my teacher felt shock because i said sth really extremely and special! ha......i really want them know, im not like the other grrls, just know the fucking expensive brands! SHIT man!!! i really wanna say "FUCK OFF Bitch" to someone! haha......

25/10/2003 HI everyone! I'm so excited now! hahaha.....today's performance was nice! not because we did a good job (actually we have improved), but because I made some new friends and they gave me lots of suggestions and ideas, told me which part i need to work hard on it, which part we are good and what we should do to improve. they are really nice guys!!! I was so happy to hear some long, honest and it's helpful for me and my friends! it's so nice to meet so guys who would tell u so many many suggestion on both music and skill. And i just knew that every weekend at the end of each month, there will be a big show in Sai Kung like this time, have many bands and musicians playing different kinds of music. and my friend Riya told me that there was some kids rock up all the show!!! since those band star to the end!! they just followed the music and moved their bodies! it's so funny and cute!! it's nice that kids like the music as well!!

it's so nice music show, hope we will have chance to play there and hope to go there every weekend!hahaha...hopefully! so if u want to check out so more different kinds of music in HK ,try to see these shows!!!

heard from my fds, the show yesterday in warehouse was kool as well, oh i wanna see Uncle Joe's performance and those emo bands!and i went to see my lovely Ketchup as well, that was nice and warm show! it's good to see many different kinds of music in my weekend!! i luv it!! so how about u guys? have a nice weekend? ha....and yes, this issue have FatJob and Choke's interview on PM magazine! check it out!! those photos are....ha..Kool!!!

21/10/2003 hi everyone, sorry that i didn't have time to update this web recently! my job just make me crazy! the kids mostly have exam sooooon, so i work from Monday to Friday from 3pm to 8pm!! it's so crazy! i'm so tired now. i know sthj today. The kids sometimes really horrible and trrouble!!! can u imagine that 2 boys was shouting and auguring surround you? and at the same time 4 P.1 kids was asking you some questions and trying to ask you to the homework for them. and also at the SAME TIME, i have to check their homework see if there any mistakes, and i have to help 3kids to do the dictations!!! can u imagine how busy i was today?! yap all at the SAME TIME!!!!!!!!! " Miss Wing Wing, how to do this??"  " Miss Wing Wing ,what's wrong for this question?"  "Miss Wing, he's so sick! can u ask him to keep quilt?" "Miss Wing Miss Wing..........." Oh GOD......-___-"""

okok go back to my other job, do u remember that i'm helping my fds' band O'z to be a drummer? yap we will have a performance in Suai Kun this weekend, near the Suai Kun bunder ,in the park. around 3pm or sth. it's so sick u know, i just particles with them yesterday and i won't have time to particles anymore before the show!!!!! oh god! and it seems a quite big show, haha...my fd told me that will have TVB there! actually last time they were interviewed by TVB already! hahaha.....but i dont think i will on the TVB so don't need to be so excited! hahahaaha.....ok have to sleep now, so tried. have a nice dream.

P.S sorry again that i don't have anything to update yet!

13/10/2003 OK boys and grrrl. who wanna watch the review of that amazing show, pls ask me, i already made it out in my pc, and it's in my shared file, u can ask me to send u or just mail me i can send u by MSN

12/10/2003 u guys are nutsssss!!! the show yesterday was damn crazy and it was good to see all people go together in the mosh pit and circle pit. just like what did Riz say, it never have a show whit all hc /punk bands in HK and have so many people in the show!! i saw many new faces and also there is a guy who travel a long time on the train to get to warehouse!!!! and also i met my fd Riya, who also travel to HK. it's really amazing show!!! but it was bad that i was sick. yesterday morning i got fever. and i slept all afternoon. i took some pills so i dont have energy to go crazy and i couldn't enjoy the show so much. but i have to say ,all the bands were great, they were really well. 5D get better and better, and Trigger sounds great and powerful!!!haha....It's true!!! two janapese HC band did really really well!!! even when naiad was performing, the mic got some problems. the air in there still so good!!! they are soooo nutssss!! and it's funny!haha....it's the craziest show in HK i've been. but it's bad that i was sick......hope i can get well soon. take care!!!

i will make the videos soon. and THANK YOU EDWIN took it for me! coz i really have no energy to take the videos..

06/10/2003 today is a very wonderful day!!haha....i found my pocket! it was on the bus!! oh my god! i have no idea why and when i left it! but it's good anyway~coz so many important cards are there! and the other things make me really excited is my new job! the kids are soooo cute!!! i luv them so much!! the youngest kid there is only 5year-old, he luv me so much! when my boss ask me to leave and he seems quite disappointed, my boss ask him why, and he said " I want Ms Wing Wing help me read for me!" (my job is help them to do the dictationsss) haha.....im so louvely so he luv me so much! so my boss asked him" any problems if i read it for u?!" Yes!!! i want Miss Wing Wing read it for me..." the kid said! haha...all the kids there just laugh at him. And my boss told me that he usually get fail on the dictation, but today he got 80 marks!!! but after he do the corrections, he sit down and cried, u know what? because his Mum said he can't leave until he get full marks! so he cries everyday around 7pm!hahaha...coz he wanna go home and have dinner! ha...i luv those kids, they just so cute and pure!!! I know how Riz always feel so good and funny about his job, coz the kids are really really lovely! u will never hate them!! ^^ but this job spend me quite a lots of time~i read for the kids for 4 hrs today~i feel so tired...and i need to work tmr as well~haha...u know wht im thinking? im waiting fir that kid, see if there any funny things around him! haha...ok have to go now~sorry that i report my job's news again!:D just share my good feeling and lucky things to u guys~have a nice dream!

05/10/2003 hey~i am so excited and nervous now,coz u know, today i just had a job interview, it was a tutor! ahaha...yap tutor again! but this time is for some kids who study in primary school only. so i think i will die soon!hahaha...u know, HK's primary students are quite horrible sometimes! however i still so excited for this job, i luv the kids actually! when i read Riz's news in KLC's web, i feel so excited and happy to hear about his job. but i think my job will much more harder, coz sometimes i need to face 10 more kids and help them on homework.... anyway~im waiting for it! i will star the job on this week, 2 days later! yeah~~~let's see how cute and horrible they are! haha......

06/10/2003 so SHIT! i had lost my pocket!!!><~~~lost nearly .......$200+ shit!! also my ID CARD!!!shit!!! u know, if retake the new smart ID card need $390!!!!!how expensive it is?!!! but lucky my ID card was a temporary! hahaha.....so i hope i dont need to pay nearly $400 or not i will .......wo><~~so poor ar......i don't know where and why i lost it......but i think it was in my home...just cant find it, i find it for 2 days already...shit!!! so angry and sad about that! and i lost the photos i took w/ fds......and i really donno wht else in the pocket..maybe when i looking for some cards i will know that! SHIT!! why it's so black luck for me?!!! my pockets was NEW!!!!!!

wo~September had passed already! i star my school almost a month, everything get better now, but when i look at some old photos and videos with my fds and in school, i miss the time we had. it was the best time in my life i think! when u are in school, the fds will not harm you, for myself, they always stand by me and give me lots of luv, they never harm me and luv me so much care me so much. i luv the time w/ them. also some of my teachers are so good to me, they were my fds, such as my fd Miss MA who interested in hc music .haha.......

ok! this week!!!this weekend, u are not free to date w/ gf or bf, not free to BBQ or eating out or go any where else. BUT to warehouse show!!!!!!!(above) u must scheck it out!! as i knew, Karen (who organize this show) had been work hard on this show for long time. u know, it's not easy to hold a show w/ foreign bands, and also need the HK bands, and yours support!! when u get to the shows, wht u want to see and do? for me, i wanna see a mosh pit and good performance. so the bands do the good job, we have to do it as well! just release all your energy out on the show, go NUTZ, as the craziest as u can!! the next day of this show is Sunday, so u dont need to work, u can sleep whole day, just go CRAZY on the show, show the others wht are the HKxHC kids like!!! but pls BE CAREFULLY when u are in mosh pit, circle pit or stage dive!! when u see someone stage dvie, remember to catch him/her. coz last time i dropped off! shit it was damn PAIN!!!><~~~ ok ok~~why i talk like a security? hahahaha........ ok if u wanna know wht u should do on the show, just check out KLC's vedios or the show on 17/8 in my ICQ shared file!hahahaha.....

oh today was a really nice day. haha.......i can't tell u what had happened, but it was kool :D yeah!!!! i luv PUNK ROCK!!!!

28/09/2003 hey everyone, just wanna remind u all, I've put some videos in my ICQ shared file feel free to download it, there are "the show in warehouse on 17/8" and also the show in the summer (i forgot when is it ) in Tai Yu Shan, the music festival .and some else., if u dont have ICQ u can add me in MSN, i can send u. coz it's 2 big i can't upload here. sorry man.

25/09/2003 the yahoo had shut down yesterday! no matter i upload how many times i still not ok, shit! hope it's ok today><~~

sth about my school again, one of my good friend told me that some grrrls are quite sick! they always go to sing K or have BBQ after school (i don't know why they are so free..?) but if u refuse them with "sorry i have to back home have lunch "or " sorry i don't have money recenly im poor" or sth like that ,those grrrls may think u are the different "style" with them and leave u alone, or them may seem u as a "freakier" oh shit! what? why those grrrls are so shit?no scene and no brain! all the things in their brain are the brands and how to make themselves be a higher level  the make other be he lower one. That's so shit! i really can't make friends with them. I'm not going to make this kinds of fds, i am learning how to be a assistant or office lady, im not going to learn these kinds of fucking things! they do not respect other so i WON'T respect them as well, they just know how to look upon others! so star from now. i will not seems any one of them as fds and i will NOT respect or tread them as a kind of human being! coz they don't have brain, just shit! i don't care what kinds of bags u use, or what brand u use, i don't care and i will not care, i just care if u are great guys or scene. but luckily i also met some good grrrls in my school as well.

24/09/2003 um.? whats wrong with my web? i can't download many files!!?? ok, i just have time to read the book again, haha...and editted sth in the "SXE" section, check it out if u have time. actually i always update sth without telling u guys.haha..is that kool?haha.ok, i have to THANK YOU all of u who care me so much. thank all (hardcore/non-hardcore ) brothers and sisters! coz of so many things make me sad, but everything is ok now, hope so. but the bad news is that i won't help my fds to perform in this weekend, coz my leg got hurt, so pain now. i think i have to take a rest about my drum again! SHIT!!!><# u know, i sit for 5 more hours everyday! my ass is fucking pain><~~wooooo.....and today i sit for 5 more hours and i didn't leave my site!!! is that crazy? when i leave school, i just found that i can stand up !!! god, i think i need to walk more....

my fd Kel, just told me that he had seen Rancid's live on 19/9 !!! oh damn, u know, he booked one ticket but the system gave him twice!!!shit! i really wish i were there! and he told me that all people were so crazy, he couldn't really move in the mosh pit actually. and when he left, he got whole body wet!hahaha...inclub his underwear was wet!hahaha...all were the sweat from others.....haha...it was soooo kool!haha.....i really wanna see how crazy the ppl were!

20/09/2003 oh!im so tired now, i didnt go to the show tonight coz sth bad had happened on my fd. OK i brought a kool Cd in HMV (i never want to buy cds there, but they have lots cds that i cant buy in other HK cd stores! hahaha....) the cd called " Liberation" which is by fat wreck record,have 16punk bands, all the songs are for PETA (People For The Ethic Treatment Of Animals) and there are some really great articles in the booklet, (about "victims of violence" the planet" etc but just short articles ) so anyone of u interested in punk music or u are care about the animals and environment ,(actually u should ) i really recommend u buy this one, u can taste 16 different punk bands by fat wreck record( which is my favor record!haha) im damn sleepy now~talk later!

the new morning>> haha.....it was s nice dream! i slept till 1pm!i didnt do like that for a long time...ok just read the bad news about shai hulud, actually, the news didn't firmed by official yet, so just wait to see what did they say.

and im asking for help again! im using window XP, but my printer is Epson 440 ,i cant install it now, who know wht can i do? i dont want to exchange one of them><!!! shit! i need to print my fucking hw soon!!!help me pls!!!!any method??

18/09/2003 oh shit! shai hulud will break up ??god! how come?? i didnt read this news yet, let me check it out tmr ,i have to go back to my books again, coz i will have the 1st test tmr! also, good luck for pong ,light boy and his band! :D

17/09/2003 once again! my school works make me sick!!!!! and also some personal problems....i really wish i was a boy, so that i would know what does the boys think about, the boys always have their "language" and the grrrls also do, but i don't know what is it in grrrls, also don't know what is it in the boys'.....so...which sex i am? between boys and grrrls??....oh shit! what did i talking about?! i really feel sick of U!!!!sick of U!!!! (sorry to talk about some shit here, coz someone really make me sick .....><#)

come back!!! KLC will not perform at the show on Friday ,so disappointed. and i also have to work w/ my "band" .so the coming show i can go is on 11 Oct. i really looking forward for hardpack's profaning!!!!im waiting for a long time!!! great! just feel suck of my life. only the shows and the music can bring me out of this sickness world.......i feel painful.......><...wht's up YOSHAKI?!!!!!! shit!

ok. while Kevin is back, KLC will frim their CD release day!!!!! oh god!!!so excited about that!!!! waiting for 3yrs!!!!haha..some people had wait for 4 yrs! that must be RIZ!!!hahahaha~god luck kinglychee and also fatjob!!!!!!!

14/09/2003 oh, the holiday had gone...so tired. but it was not bad. i had gone out with my friends and ....had lots of embarrass things happend on me...-_- i think i really worst in Chinese. haha....anyway, i will help my friends perform 2shows on 27.9!!!! is it crazy?yap, i think i will die! coz i still didnt jam w/ them yet, and next week i have so many school works to do....shit!!! and we may perform in Pobar (in kung Tong) on 28.9 (not sure yet).um i have nth to speak here~coz im sooo busy and feel sick of my school....have a nice week!

10/09/2003 hey everyone, just check out KLC's web .Riz said their album already finished mixing!! great~that mean it will out soon!!ha...im so excited about that. and yes, just remeber that I finally get the videos of the show in warehouse last time, but im sorry for some bands, coz my fucking dv always have not enough electricity sorry about that. the dv was so dark and low qulity, anyway, if u want u can ask me i can send u on icq or msn, coz it's so big, about 100MB per a band, so i dont think i can put it here.

09/09/2003oh i forgot to post the show's poster b4~sorry! there's a show in warehouse again~ which will have some great metal and hc bands. im not sure if i will go, coz i don't really want to bring my fucking horrible uniform to the show~-____-""" and im not sure if im free that day. anyway, i miss the band sound so much~~~ BTW, i just ate the most worst lunch with my fd light boy, he's suck!!! when he saw me on the street, he didn't stop laughing and looking at my "uniform" shit man!!! i wanna kill him or make he never speak, so no one know how i look like with the hobble new image! haha.......yeah! so who see light boy on the show next time, pls kill him and i will give u a big amount of money!! (just kidding around!!! hahaha......i don't have money !)

I'm so excited about the mid-autumn festival .hahaha....don't know why just feel excited about that....ever year my family will go out and sitting at the park having "picnic" and talking around, i really enjoy it, coz it's a good chance for us to talk and having fun! my dad and mom always do sth sooooo STUPID !ha...just like 2 stupid kids! so i won't date any friends on 11/9 (the mid-autumn) but on the next day! ha...ho yen~i'm so excited to "meet" my lovely bf~haha..... yeah~~~does my bf look really handsome? i think he is much handsome then Edison Chan! ha~

this year's mid-autumn festival is on 11 September, it's a really sad day for all people who live in US, the time pass really fast, 2yrs already. and this year, don't know the Chinese in US should be happy or upset. the good news is they may meet up with their family and fds, and the bad news is that some of them had lost their fds or family 2 yrs ago ...........im so pleasure that im not in US and none of my fds and family there. ok. wish u all have a great and happy mid-autumn festival. ( i just ate more then a half moon cake one time!haha....i will gain many many weights after this september!! yeah~~i luv the moon cake! haha....)

07/09/2003 i just download a few songs of throwdown's new album "haymaker" it's really kool!! ha...so heavy~~~~ oh i think i luv throwdown already! theirs songs really really kick ass. and also anti-flag, they never make me disappointed! haha....i luc the album" die for youe government" really kool lyric!!! good shit ! i spent whole night for those songs and some great videos. ha..i just had a idea about the shows' videos....um~but i cant do it yet, coz i didn't buy the cd-rom and don't have time yet. donno what i mean? ha...it's ok tell u later when i make sure if i will do this.

i feel i just look and old man, always sleep at 11pm (sometimes earlier....) then get up at 5:45am .even at weekend i feel sleepy at 11pm as well.....oh god! how come><? i dont want to be an old man so quickly.....fucking healthy life. not a hardcore life, but old man life!!! haha......so next time when u see yoshaki on the show i may sleepinggggg@@:::: ha~my friend O'z told me that they joined the competition hope by UZONE. ha........hope they can enter the final, and that mean, if they enter the final i have to help them...ha...i can't manage it man!!! hope they will find a drummer quickly!!!!!!!!!! i have no confidence to play any competitions!

05/09/2003 HI everyone, fianlly i have time to update this web =___="" i feel really tired about my new school life, everyday have lots of puressure and homework, lots of quizes are coming soon. stared from the first day 2/9 i already have homeworks and class work, i really have no idea about the busies ADM.....god damn. and the uniform really made me feel sick. my foot were fucking tired and pain now><~ my teachers always remind us " now you will be a LADY NOT a young GIRL again!!" oh god! my class has 49 grrrls!!!! 49!!! i still can't remmeber all of them, just know a few of them. no more then 10! hahaha.....but some of my fds said "hey !it's really kool to staty with those grrrls all the days!!!" ha.....how come? i don't think so actually! but to be honest, my school have so many beauties!! haha..

ok back to this web, coz my school life really make me sick, the poster above is a show hold by Karen in 11 Oct. 2003, which will have 2 Japanese Hardcore bands ,which are Naiad and Last one standing. and also my fds King lychee, 5Discplines, fatJob, Guan 36, also hardpack (I really looking forward for their perform, i misssssss them so much!!!^^ also wanna see hp w/ ah hang!haha...that must be fun!)

oh yes, today when i leave school ,i went to HMV, arrrrrr~~~i really wanna buy rancid's new cd which only cost $110!!!!!!!!!!i really wanna buy it><~~~~when can i save up some money for it?! my fd told me it have lots of luv songs (oh god><) but still kool. anyway, i wanna get it ,and also wanna buy some cds, i think when i feel upset ,i go and buy some cds i will be veryyyyyy happpy!hahaha~~ so if anyone of u have kool cds recommend to me~pls leave a mes!! oh yes, anyone know how about DK? Dead Kennedy? any new or kool cds recommend to me?? i really really neeeeeed the music!!!! coz my school ife is durk and SUCK!

01/09/2003 oh god, it was a trouble day!!! i went to school w/ that horrible uniform...a blue skirt and a blue t-shirt. just look like someone work in the cake shop or in the bank..=___=""" and also the fucking shoes...make me feel really really sick. then i travel from HK Island to Kolwoon side,to take my new pc. then took the MTR to my fds b-day party. when i wanna back home, i found that both of my mom and me had no key!!!!! what the fuck ?!!!!!><# i have to carried my pc to my Dad's shop to take the key. i was fucking hungry and tired...><~how black luck i was?!!!!! i really wanna die now, donno how to walk to school tmr?! and u know the hall is on 7/F in fact it's in 10/f!!!!!!!!!!!! 10!! i have to wear that shoes walk 10 floor to the hall every Monday!

ok when i set up my pc, all the bad things had passed? NO!!! i found that my pc don't have Chinese entry!!!!!! oh my god?! whts going on today?! however, the new pc still looks kool^^ kee.....

31/08/2003 oh the competition in warehouse yesterday was good! all the bands had a good performances, there were lots of different kinds of music. punk, metal, j-rock, pop rock etcccc .the winter was consent, and the 2nd was hand candy and the 3rd was 218. 2punk bands. it was so touching and emotion when those bands went on the stage. when klc and fatjob perform....ha...maybe coz not many hc kids there. so not a big mosh pit. but it's still kool. coz it's more safety!! ha....my ear had kicked by someone..oh shit. it's so pain!!!><# and today i will be the 1st perform in Standly Street¨ª¬W¤jµó, hope everything will be alright, coz i'm soooooo tired and pain...no matter we play good or bad it still a good and funny experience for all of us^^

30/08/2003 wo~ tomorrow is my first performance in Standly Street! with my fds, though they play pop style, not really my cup of tea, i still enjoy the time i w/ them they are so funny and kind to me~so happy to play w/ them. i enjoy the time in a band!!! ha...so pls come down if u have time, the show star at 4pm it's FREE!! but actually i don't have any idea how will it be.... the link is here

http://www.wholala.org/postnuke/html/index.php

BTW, today i will be the MC for warehouse~so cu there!

I'm so tired now, coz this week i didn't stop working, for those performances and the MC. i played 3hrs drum non-stop then go shopping w. my fds, it was damn crazy!!my leg is fucking pain><# the summer holiday is going to be end, i have to go tyo school again, a brand new school...hope everything will be fine^^ and this web had made for one year! i can't believe that time goes so fast! go and say happy birthday to this web~Hardcorelife!!! ha.....have a great day and enjoy u'r weekend. (i really wish i can sleep whole day b4 i get to school~but i already have a booking for the job and 2dating w/ my fds....oh god!!!><)

26/08/2003 It's damn busy !!!god!!! i cant believe it. i didn't stop since i got back from China.....last night i've went to my gd fd's b-day party, that was good and lots of crazy and funny time for all of us. but also heard a bad news about a band.....sorry that i can't speak it out here. anyway, i will grow up, i will grow up. this year 2003 had sooo many good news and bad news for me, and all just coming so quickly and non-stop. mostly a bad news, i don't know how to do and what to do actually.....18 year old, for me, it's a BIG change on both my mind and life. the bad news from those bands (and my ex-band) the bad news about my fd and myself. the bad news for HK (SARS. article 23etcect...). also the good news for HK of coz*

BTW, the life have to go on, so i just keep on walking and changing . this week i will be sooo busy, i will halp my friends to be a guest drummer w/ her band, that is a pop band, they will play 4songs all are DIY. this Sunday 4pm at Stanly street. come and see if u have time^^ i've received the phone call from Jukeclub, which asking me to have an interiew for the aprt time job, but it's quite sick, coz star from next week i will be so busy><# how can i take this job? it's a really high pay and great job have $4X /hr!!!!! it's so difficult to get a job like this!!! oh god.....i think i have to give up this job ......><#

so now, im leaving to particle see ya~

(p.s i'm listening the cd of no use for a name,"Hard Rock Bottom" it's not bad actually, but don't know why the song Angela sound like a lu song (or it really a luv song?!) ha.......shit. i hate the luv songs! ha....how come? also (i cant remember which album of which band )last time all the songs in their album are luv songs. OH SHIT!!!!!! what's up??? how come whole album are luv songs?? like those fucking idols?! )

24/08/2003 sorry that i've disappeared again! ha....but actually who will know that?? i went back to visit my grandpas, it's sooooo good to see them and talk with them. u know, one year i only can visit my grandfa one time. coz he lives so far away from the town, so this time, I'm so happy to see him. and my grandma just passed her 80 year-old birthday, all of her children, and grandchildren were together celebrated with her. imagine how excited that was!! i really love my grandpa^^ hey, take a time to stay with ur family!!! one day when they leave u ,u will know how important they are, how they love u.

anyway, i got sth that i really likeeeeeeeee !!!im sooo excited now!ha....waiting to check it out! i brought the dvds search as "Les Miserable" and the dound of the music" and also my furious film "the phantom of the opera" ha..OH God, i can't believe that this film was produced at 20 years ago!!!!!i didn't bron yet! ha.......im so excited now!!ha......

(P.S i just format my shit pc, ><# all the files have to dl from the web again~so trouble........so if there's any wrong links pls tell me!)

18/08/2003 the show yesterday was damn crazy!! u guys are nuts!!!! i couldn't believe that all people in the room were in the mosh pit!!!!!!! so chi sin. and also Riz was nuts ,all of us who stranded next the stage were hit by him. ha,......it just so nice to see all ur beautiful face in the circle pit and stage drive. i really wanna be the one of u guys, but i was so tired, u know, i slept at 4am and wink up at 9am!! BTW, the sound today was muchhhhh better then normal, thx all the stuffs gave us a great show, and also for all who had donated the money. it's so good that all the kids together, but remember TAKE CARE. i don't know what can i say about this show, all the bands really kick ass, when i saw Guan36, i was worrying about "will those people like me so tired?!" but of coz no!!! i cant believe that they have so much energy. 5D just being better and better, that's so good. keep rocking it, rock out the kick ass hardcore!!!! also FJ ....wa~~what can i say.? they just chi sin, ha......if i were in the mosh pit, i'm sure that i couldn't take any rest during FJ's turn, they kept the airs and the music go on NON-STOP!!!! really killing me, i really really wanna jump into the mosh pit!!!><# and KLC...........NUTSNUTSNUTS! i didnt see they can be so crazy like that, Riz like someone will kill all people!ha.....all of u if u dont wanna die, remember not strand next to Riz and Andy!!!!!! the safe place is in the mosh pit, or circle pit. ha......

i didn't stop for whole day, oh my god!!!! i really need to take a long rest! i don't know why my ICQ still cant open!! shit>< i already deleted and download a new one , but still like that suck><" oh i found sth funny for all of my fds when i am not in HK in the coming days, just phone me! u will know~ha.....so all of u who have time, just phone me, whatever what u say.ha.....just phone me when u have time!!!!maybe i wanna fuck me off! ha.....

16/08/2003 It's so difficult to choose friends or bands.....><"" for me, this time friends are more important for me, so i just give up LMF's show....shit!! coz of lots problems....my fds, and also money ~ha..coz i already used up all my money...i really don't know how can i alive -___- ?!!! anyway, tmr i just can stay withh my lovely fd^^

one more day the show is coming!! but the bad  news is that ho choi from 5Discplines, had lost his paddle on the taxi...oh god. hope all will be fine! the good news is that on October there will have another hardcore show hold by Karen, great!!! my timetable is already full man!!!ha....I love my hardcore life. ha.....

the bad news is that the new virus sounds so horrible. hope all of u didn't get it, the good news is that i didn't get it and i think i won't get this virus, coz i still using window 98!!! ha.......what an old skool YOSHAKI!!! ha.....so i don't worry about this virus. as i know, it will attract the window XP, ME, 2002, 2000 etc. but never attract some old skool window like 98!ha....fucking old skool!!

and don't ask me if i have any videos can upload , i wish i have it, but all the videos are kept by my fd, so if u wanna see any videos, just help me to kill someone call Kobe><# what a shit man??!!!

15/08/2003 Oh -God. the message board got some problems before...luckily someone had done the back up for me, or not i will dieeeeee!!!!ok the message board is reborn now!!!ha...still the same~yeah so good! Thank You so much Justinne, i luv u^8^~~~ok I'm so excited now, coz the craziest show in HK will on 2 days later!!!yeah~~~and also that day is my gd friend Jo's birthday!!! also ah shun (FatJob's guitarist )birthday. Happy Birthday to Jo and ah Shun. coz of my works and lot's of pressure, i totally forgot LMF's final show!!!!SHIT..... but i had used up all my money on my uniform, my school ,and lot's of stuffsss....WO~

have added a new article in SAY and also some photos with my fds in special "yoshaki and fdss"

12/08/2003 the show on last Sunday was not really good. when 5Discplines was performance, i couldn't hear any guitar and bass sound, only the vocal and the drum sound. when it was King Ly Chee 's time, most hc kids and ppl went nuts and enjoy the show, but the securities were not really nice, they tried to push down the kids who wanna stage dive, and the securities seems quite angry about that. later, i saw there's a policeman came near the mush and said " i seem they are fighting so i come and see what happen.." but the after that, few more polices came and one of them told the others " i knew they just playing not fighting, this kind of music is like that, don't worry. it's ok." yes, we just enjoying the music. but some security didn't really know that. they hit one of my friend and it seemed quite hurt! and the show had stopped , all of us were so ANGRY about that! why u have to do that?? we just having fun and deep into the music, we were not trying to do anything bad. why did they do that? it's suck!!! i think after this show, no more show in those public functions will ask KingLyChee and other hardcore bands to go, coz they would know that hardcore kids are crazy. so we just forget this show, and go back to our UNDERGROUND music scene. the show on this coming Sunday will be the most craziest show in HK ( i hope so , and of coz also the one in 15 Feb, remember that  show? it's a really great show for hkhc!!!) u guys have to save all ur energy for this show! it will be crazy! now , my neck feel so pain....><

ONE MORE THING >> I just wanna ask if anyone know what means "respect"? you treat someone how you want to be treated. that's what i think. when choke and 5Discplines were on the stage yesterday, someone were talking shit and some fucking meaningless points about the bands, it was suck!! if you don't like the bands, u can leave or get away, or u can shout out "FUCK OFF" to them when they are off stage. we should respect someone on the stage doing their best. i was quite ANGRY when i heard a boy talked about Trigger, because she is a female guitarist?! because she is a grrrl? why have to talk some shit like that?! i was quite angry about that. maybe he is reading this news, yap, i wanna tell someone who wear black STUSSY tee with golden hair stand next to YOSHAKI  "U should learn the word "respect" .if u really wanna fuck them off u should speak it out, not just like a pussy cat!!!" i really feel angry about what did they said!!. if they really don't know how to respect the bands, i think no one will not welcome these guys to go to the shows again!!

one more show on 16/8 in TST which is not any hc show, just a show which have ketchup, PN, and some more musicians, if u are interested in this kinds music, (not crazy and heavy music) u may check it out, it's FREE at 4:30pm .

BTW, i still don't have idea if i should take the BBA course in IVE or take some others in Sacred Heart...

It was so horrible to see, to hear, to know someone had committed suicide!! about a minute before i type this news, someone had jumped drown from my building and i could clearly hear "PAK!!!" a loudly sound......it's so horrible and sad to knew that......why he/she have to do that??... now all in my brain are the sound and the image of that guy....OH GOD!!!! PLS take care all of yourselves!! don't do sth so stupid like that!!

10/08/2003 FatJob will not perform on the show on this afternoon in Comic festival .that was a bad news, but other bands will still be there, so don't miss it. go and check out the other bands (kinglychee, choke, 5Discplines etc), it sounds not really bad.

I just applied for the school Sacred Heart in Central for the Diploma in secretarial yesterday. but still don't have much idea what is it about and what will it be, so if anyone know that, pls tell me! i really need ur suggestions. If i be a office lady.....ha...don't know what will i look like....just feel so sick and .....horrible...ha.......anyway, so maybe i will wear dress all the time!!! god ><"""

07/08/2003 i don't know i should be happy or upset?! i just got 3Ds and 4Es......nth different from last yr, just my English got D! it's much better then some students failed. But i was quite angry that i just got D at Econ and Math, i though i can get Cs on those ......i really wanna check the paper again, but it's useless. coz only a little bit changes ...so now, i can't study in my original school , i will apply for the IVE (HK Institute Vocational Education) hope i can enter sth about busies. and god bless all F.5 and F.7 students. still feel so upset and disappointed about that :-(  um..i think i will lost some weight . coz i didn't eat anything after my breakfast yesterday.......i don't wanna eat anything actually.....

05/08/2003 i really Love Hong Kong !ha....i went to visit Hong Kong one day..ha....it's so beautiful anyway! at night, it's sooo beautiful. i'm so proud to be a HongKonger, it's so great. i really recommend who will come Hong Kong, u must check out the night view of Hong Kong in Peak!!! u must luv it:)

ok tmr it's a BIG day for me, so important......coz the result of the HKCEE will give out. good luck for all secondary 5students......i'm so scare of it...although i can do nth but wait....hope i can pass it><

02/08/2003 OH! this year 2003 had passed so quick.....nearly Dec. again!!! and this web nearly 1 year old! ha....congratulation to Hardcorelife.....!!! (I'm nuts!) anyway, it's so happy to see the web still go on...u can check the news on 2908/2003... when the first begging of this web....so touching, everything had change a lots, the layout and the name of this web. i feel like looking at my baby...ha....^^keep on growing HardcoreLife. i really have to thanks all the people who had visit this web and link hardcorelife. and also all the friends had help and support me a lots. thx u all. this web became a part of my life. i will try my best to make it well and won't let it stop!! trust me.

oh yes, one more thing, the show on 10/8 which have 5Discplines, Choke, Kinglychee and Fatjob @ comic festival in Wan chai,u have to check it out!!! 5D had their new song!! wooo~~i read the lyric b4, kool!!!! so this coming 2 Sunday i will so busy!ha....yeah!!!! i luv my hardcorelife!!!!ha.....(so hard sale!!!)

arya....my hand got pain again><...and i got flu....so sick now...poor!!! take care everyone!!! don't near me, or not i afraid i will pass the flu to u! tomorrow have to go to TST and MK again...i still afraid that i will lost my way...ha.....gd luck for me. and if i lost my way, i will call Kevin! coz he said i can call him if i lost my way in TST! ha......

31/07/2003 hey hey hey!! just wanna tell all of u that " I AM A 100% REAL GIRL!!!!" it's not the first time i said that, and also not the first time ppl told me " oh?! i guess ur are a boy!" ..PLS~~ I AM A GIRL! although i always act like a boy and play with the boys.....-____-""" ok so i will dress up my dress when i go to show next time! ha....remember yoshaki is a LOVELY GIRL!!!!!

It's a nice day !! just went to 5Discplines band room and have talk with ah shing and siu yiu also saw their jamming for whole day, that was so nice. i didn't talk with them for long time! work hard boys! and something great is that there are some rice boxes only for $6 each!!!!! can u believe it?!! ha...and it's not bad!!!

BTW, just read KLC's news, zoom told riz that some people brought 12 pins one time, i just laughing ,is that me??ha...coz i brought for my fds last time, i brought 16 pins!!!ha.....did they talking about me? ha...buy anyway, the pins are nice!^^

28/07/2003 there are shows on 10/8 and 17/8 (the poster above) both shows have FatJob, Kinglychee ,5Discplines and Choke. it looks good!! and the show in warehouse is a charity show for the relationships of those ppl who died in the Tuen Mun high way's accident. and it's on Sunday afternoon, so u have no reason to miss it man! ha...i'm really looking for it! yeah!! coz i dont need to worry i would back home late! kee...

and who didn't get the pins of HKHC and KLC?? i just brought it today, it's so good! ha...i brought 8pairs of it! ha...i wanna buy 10 actually ,but i didn't have enough money ;P but i lost my "anti=flag's pin" !!!!so shit!!! i lost it a month ago but till now i still couldn't find it!!><# so SHIT! i luv it so much! if anyone see anti-flag's pin pls buy one for me!! this pin is one of my fd gave me long time ago...WUUU......i lost my furious pin!!!!!

one more thing, hardpack's bassist nelson has left the band, so who wanna play with them just send a mes or mail to them! here's their official web !

oh yes, Tuen Mun high way is suck! when i back home today, it was 8:20pm when the bus just got on the high way, but it was 9:30pm when it got off the high way!!!!!! one hour!!! i totally spent more then 2 hrs to back home! how crazy that is? and i don't know reason for the traffic jam . just knew it's so sick for me! i was holding some cakes on my hand (for my mom's birthday) but when i back home......the cake.....ha...u can guess how it would be! i was so angry about it! anyway. it told me " not to take a cake from KL to TM! it's so stupid!" ha....

27/07/2003 who did go to the show yesterday to see choke and 5Displines? when did the show star? when i got there i only saw a little bit choke and 5D!!god>< i waited the bus 5C for nearly half an hr!!! when i asked the bus driver when i should get off and he didn't reply me!!! shit! how come he like that?!!!! i was so angry ><# about that!!!!

but after the bands' performances there's sth funny, but actually i don't really know what he was doing. ha..just feel it's funny and all people enjoy it. but i was quite enjoy it anyway.

BTW, on 25/07 i saw the show in City U which had ketchup , Sanskrit, whence he came , uncle Joe etc . that was a nice show. i didn't see this kinds bands and shows for a long time. mostly are FatJob , KLC, 5D all are metal/hc bands. always go nuts in the show. in that show i could sit down and take a rest enjoy the music. it's so nice^^ i really like ketchup's music, hee......even i felt upset when i listen to his songs i will feel much better...ha..don't know why, but i really like his music.

hey take care everyone, the weather really shit! so hot! u know, when i was in China there was 39degree!!!!! how crazy it was?! i couldn't believe that i can still alive!!!!! so hot! when i got back i got flu and didn't recover yet!! so ill and always get tired.

24/07/2003hi everyone, i just got back from China, It's lots of fun and i brought some cheap and kool stuff, but sorry all for myself only! haha......u know, i brought a offspring cd there and only cost 15 dollars!!! how crazy it was?!! but of coz it quite bad that it have no packing.

anyway ,when i was in China, i didn't see any news about HK as i was sososososo busy! kee.... when i come back my Dad told me that Mr Leung kam chung already fired and Mrs Yip also fired yesterday. that was a goo news for us! in face i really hate both of them, so suck! they do nth good for us the economy didn't get better, and Mr Leung didn't do anything help it and he did sth really stupid . he save $150000 for his car. and Mrs Yip also so suck, she only know the article 23 and she's 2strong and didn't listen to the HK people!! we need someone can help us and listen our opinions not someone strongly press us!

hey did anyone read the hardpack interview?? how is it?? i feel this web have no more ppl come here~haa......kidding!! so that mean i have to work hard!! this holiday is so wonderful, had lots of fun with my best friends (Ta and Kobe) and also w/ my lovely grandma, we went hiking  last week, and i couldn't believe that she's much stronger then me!! she walked really fast^^ next month is her 80 yr-old birthday! so i will get back again^^ i luv her so much. and if u go to Mainland China (GZ) u must check out some cheap cds, and foods, at midnight (after 11pm), it have lots of foods on the streets and it's so wonderful  u must try it, and it's quite cheap. and u MUST go to the White Cloud Hill, try the "shan sui ton fu fa" ¤s¤ô¨§»Gªá. it's unbelievable!!! i never try some food like this, it's much better then HKs' . when u try it, you will never luv any other "ton fu fa" it just like a Chinese jelly, but of coz it's much better then it, i feel like drinking water when i ate it!! u must try it! if anyone wanna know more about GZ or who wanna get there, u can ask me..haha.....i will tell u all the place u have to check out!! u must get there, and check out the foods and bars, OK i still so tired, have to sleep now, cu

14/07/2003 the Interview section finally added! yeah!!! pls check it out. haha......it spend me long time to think how to make it better..haha...but now still not wonderful i think ^^"" anyway, thanks harpack and shing again=)

yesterday was really a wonderful day, i did some look back of my life and though about what am i doing...i heard a story in the church, it point out sth really important : We always walk 2 fast, so sometimes we couldn't see someone need our help , we missed it. it's time for we to slow down our step ,see if there anyone surround us need help. u know what i mean? try to take a minute and look around (not use your eyes also your heart and ears) if there someone need your help, don't think, just go and help them. just like few days ago, there was a horrible accident in Tuen Mun high way (actually i still scaring of this accidents when i travel the bus everyday, i still afraid of it and keep on praying ..haha maybe i just so stupid!), there was a female policeman go to help the ppl although she's on holiday. if she didn't help them or just keep on her holiday, maybe more people would get hurt and die!!

and one more thing, at night when i talked with my friend, i knew that when i know more, learn more, i will know i am so childish. I AM NOTHING! so it's time for me to take a rest, "stop is for taking a rest to plant for the future" (°±¤U¨Ó¬O¬°¤F¨«§óªøªº¸ô) maybe I'm not stop at somewhere, i just slow down and see more carefully learn slowly , so it may good for me. Now i know why someone need to "stop" it's for their future plants. i feel much better now. when i stared this web , I've got lots of support and made many new friends from EU, Asia and i heard so many many things about hardcore. read lots of web and books about hc, but i didn't think about it deeply! i just keep on entering the information of hardcore to my brain without thinking. and i did feel I DID a BIG /good job for HK hardcore. and i was proud of this web and myself. but now, i know all i though were wrong, i just a dust, i still a beginner of hardcore , i just a little baby of band sound/music, i am nothing special, nth to be proud of! when i read again what i wrote, i knew that i was a kid, childish and stupid. so i didn't add any new articles for a long time, coz i wanna write it better. (stop is for the future) and now i am WORKING for my future. i really doing something i will proud of when i look back nex time. that is work hard on learning and thinking )today, i couldn't see anything special of my life. but i hope next time when i look back again, i will see sth i really really proud of and i will agree that I am special!!

i will go to Mainland China for 2 weeks ( i think) for my holiday and also visit my grandpa, i miss them so much. hope i will spend mire time with them....i really miss my grandpas......so this web won't have any update ,sorry. i will use this holiday ,think about my life =)

God Bless you all

10/07/2003 Thank God that my Dad was not on the bus which have accident today! i was so shocked to hear this news when i wink up this morning. there was a trouble accident in Tuen Mun high way. 22people had died and 20 got hurt. I was so sorry to hear that, and i couldn't help crying. i just think if my friends or family was on this bus, so how would they be?! if this accident was on yesterday morning on the bus 66x from tuen mun to Kolwoon maybe i can not typing this news here! i was so sad about this news. hope the gov't can help the people and their families in this accident.

I finally finish all the works. GOOD!! yesterday morning, i went to my school and rock on the stage! haha...jokking, I just help my friend play 3 songs . and my skill was suck. after the rolling i couldn't follow the beat! haha...how stupid i was?! but it's so amazing to perform on the stage . (although i just a guest drummer for this band-the band is call O's which will have inter with radio 997 tomorrow!!) after i played in this band, i really want to form a new punk band sooner! i really really enjoy to play in a band ,being a drummer, hitting the drum and listening to the drum sound. I ENJOY everything about band! but i think i can not do it in a short time. few days ago, the first time i practiced with O's, my hand got pain , till now my leg and hand still painful><.... I think i must stop it for a while. hope i will be fine sooner. next week i will have my holiday again! haha...I'm so looking for it! KOOL!!!!

07/07/2003 OH-my god! I'm so tired now......so sleepy@@ i just slept for a few hrs but work for 2days! because my friend's band need a drummer so i just help her, but it's quite crazy i only have 2 days for particle and i will perform in my school on Wend.! how mad that is?! now my right leg is so pain, hope it still can step on the bass drum and i still can walk.....it just some simple patterns but i still have no confidence to perform. lots of pressure.......their songs are little bit feel like beyonds' . it sounds good^^ wish me good luck on the stage! and hoe the drum set is ok. as i know it's quite suck!!!><~

BTW, 5Discplines' web had update sth in the news. Trigger said some personal opinion in there, check it out! she said sth i though all are about the article 23 and the demonstration on 1July. ok have to stop here, so tired . good luck

02/07/2003 yesterday was a important and memorable day for all HKers! see the photos above?! see how many ppl there?! i never see "the ocean of people!" that's crazy, if the gov't still want to set up the article! and my fd told me that the police pushed them and then they had some misunderstand so they went to the police station till 12am...that was mad! how come? actually i didn't read about this news yet, so i can't make any opinions here, but i just feel it's like 64!! chi sin!! don't know what will it be on 9/7?!

the gov't really sick! i don't know how come they seems HK people as nth??

on this coming Sunday there will have free show in V. park again! have guan 36, milk and cookies, hardihood .It's COOL!!! come and see those great bands!

oh shit, my hand are fucking pain now,DAMN><~ have to stop here. god bless

30/06/2003 tomorrow is a big day for all HKers, pls get there on time! it's for our freedom and future also for all over HK!

oh -god, i can't believe that i will be sooo tired like that! yesterday i got to lantaun island with 5Discplines and choke, we had a great and funny Sunday!haha...the show was not bad, although the sound quite sick. the MC said sth we never heard on the show and so touching, it's not just a music show, it's a good function! i feel it was like a music camp...haha...ppl can do what they want, they can enjoy the show or swimming, or playing etc.... and all the band try their best on the show! the new matercore band hardihood, was really kool! they have lots of power!! not bad! work hard boyzzz!!

also the show tonight ...um~actually not as good as i hope, coz it's so small, and ppl were so nuts! but anyway, i was so happy that my fd Vicky,who was a new fd for band, and also my brother also said "FatJob are so KOOL and powerful!!"  haha..yeah! and my brother said" hardpack are much better then last time!! i was shock that KLC are so nuts and powerful!!!!" haha...they seems quite excited to see a show like that! but i can tell u bro, the show can be much more carzy!!haha...i was so happy that 2 new fds for the band sounds and also hc family! he...actually, hardpack was really kool. i enjoyed it so much!!=)

so tired now, see u tmr on the demonstration!!!

29/06/2003oh shit! what did Mrs Yip think we are? does she think HKers are nth?! she said" no matter how many people go to the demonstration on 1/7, it will not affect the gov't to set up article 23!!" SHIT!!! she said sth stupid " the demonstration also for the increase of taxi charge, the unemployed and SARS....so not all people wanna anti the article 23. maybe they just seem the demonstration as a actives in the holiday" what?! haha...she's so stupid! if the gov't did good job or nth wrong, how come there will have more then 2/3 HKers go to demonstration on one day?! If the people didn't feel sick of the gov't how come they will go to the demonstration? does she think we are nth? does she think HKers' opinions are nth? does she mean HK people can not do anything for ourselves? for our future? the gov't will not listen to HK people?! chi sin!!

i don't know how many people will go to the demonstration on 1st July, but if you are a HKer. u live in HK, u should speak out and show the gov't what u think!!! or not, i really can't imagine how will HK be.......so I must go to demonstration!

yesterday night, we had a hotpot party in 5Discplines' band room, wo~~it's cool! haha...lots of fun and it's the first time i saw 5Discplines' practicing...hehe...ho choi was so funny!! haha.... today they will have a free show in Lantau Island with many bands, including guan36, choke and hardihood (a new band!!) u should check it out!! hope it will be a Shiny day!!! haha..coz guan 36 is a back luck band! haha...always be a friend with rainy day! haha.....

and the good news is : the interview section is ready, i still thinking how to make it better...um...actually i wanna do a better interview b4 post it up...the first people i wanna interview is..Daniel Wu!!!!haha...just kidding!! (of coz i wanna interview he, he's my MR. RIGHT actually....=-_-=) but i won't tell u who is the first people/band in the interview section! haha...maybe it's .....

28/06/2003 hey boys and girls, this weekend you should be really meaningful and full of fun!! on Sunday there is a show in lantau Island ,it will have Guan36 ,5Disciplines, and many many bands, also the old band Black bird, im really looking for this band actually.. as u can remember, in the article that about the history of HK hardcore, this band's lyric are quite cool!! u should check out this band! and on Monday night there is another show above, after that it's a BIG day for all HKers!!! the demonstration yo anti the article 23!!!although we are not sure this article will be set up or not, but this is a good chance for us to stand up and tell the gov't that we are ANTI this stupid law!!! we should tell the gov't what we are thinking! or not ,we never have chances!

 and tonight I'm going to visit 5Discplines's band room and have dinner~ yeah! i miss it actually! haha.......

and the article i updated b4 was not in special section! sorry it should be in the "say" section! called "beauty and healthy" sorry!

and tell u sth funny, few days b4, when i wanted to take a shower, i saw a gecko in there!!!!oh god! i really wanna shout out! but u know, that was 4am(MORNING!)!!! so i could do nth....and i ran back to my bedroom.....so...haha....i didn't take shower that day! haha......i was so dirty! when i told my mom why i didn't take shower ,my Dad just kept laughing at me....so bad Dad!!><but of coz i took the shower in the afternoon (few hours later! haha) so don't take shower 2late! or not....no one can help u! (that's what my Dad tell me everyday, he still keep laughing at me! shit -__-")

24/06/2003 it's nearly the end of June, 2003 had passed so quickly, after 6months, the 2004 is coming! haha......let me see what did i do in 10 yrs ago, that was 1994....i was a kid, a BIG fans of kinki kids and Ekin Cheung. i didn't know much ,didn't have much friends, had a bad relationship with my family......however, it changed a lots...i never imagine that i will like band sound, i have lots of good friends, and i have a good relationship with my family. it's so amazing, when u look back.....

I read sth from the forward mail, and now it's in the "special" part added in the article Beauty or healthy .it's really good story , u must check it!!

oh yes, on 30/6 will have a show, and on 1/7 will have the demonstration above. this week is so meaningful and fun.

i luv the song "better man" (Robbie William) the lyric

I will grow through this pain
Lord I'm doing all I can
To be a better man

Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame

Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
¡@

nth special, just really like the lyric =)

23/06/2003 I'm soooo happy today! i had a good time with my family and fds. also i saw Beyond's live!! how kool that was?! it's so good and touching, i was so enjoyable!! ^^ i luv this band so much! and Paul Wong asked all ppl to go to the anti article23's demonstration (link above) !haha...so see u there!!!

Kobe's right...after the bad luck/things. the good time/things will come! haha...yes, the good time is here now!=) thx Kobe and Ta, 2 of my best fds! i stayed with them for whole day...and talked about the things had happened around me in this month. I'm so sorry that Kobe was so tired and wanted to take a rest (coz he had a match) but he still here with me, thx so much^^ and also ah Ta, u are my best fd ,thx for all supports u gave me!! i feel much better now. yesterday night i went to see Kobe's basketball match! wo..he's kool! he won and i couldn't believe that he did so well! ha...he's not tall enough, but he still keep on hard working, so now he's a basketball teacher!! yes, I will NEVER give up playing drum, but sth is not under my control! anway~thx for all the mes =) I'll try my best!

my hand is fuckin' painful now>< i think i should take more rest! see u on the show 30/6!! have a great time!

21/06/2003 I don't know these days so many things had happened, all are out of control......i have some problems with my band mates, so....I won't play in the band. however i still looking forward to their punk band, and also wish them good luck on both band room and the band. they still my fds. actually everyone have their own mind, so I learn sth from it. and i think i won't play in a band in a short time. i wanna find my mind. (don't need to feel sorry ah shing and siu yiu, Im fine now, "FORGET. FORGIVE" don't worry)

and other bad news today, ummmm that's only a personal thing, but i was really really sad , coz my hands got a big problems, and if i still keep on playing drum, then my hand (arm) may in a big trouble..... that's REALLY suck><:: i don't know what can i do. i luv playing drum although my skill so suck, i never luv sth like that. i really don't wanna give it up... but a dream still is a dream, maybe i never have chance to be dream come true..... so i had make a decision i will go back to China and take a rest, and see the doctor there, i hope i can be fine and recover soon. It's really bad that have to give up sth u luv, it's poorer then break up with sb u luv!!! haha....

A BIG THANKS to Hippo!!! thx so much, i don't know what can i say^^ i luv u ar !! u're always my good brother!! =)

20/06/2003 check out the link above U MUST!!! i'm so happy that some of my school friends asked me to go !yeah!  actually i'm going to ask them ,but they just said" hey winnie, will u join us...." I'm so happy that my friends will join it!! great! we have to build the society for our future. if u don't work hard for our society .when the gov't really set this law, u may not go to the punk shows, u may not have a punk/underground culture. coz the punk is anti-grov't! see? one day, what we had done for our punk/hc had been clean by the law, by the gov't!

friend is someone will luv u all the time, when u feel sad, they will always stay with u, when u are lose they will give u lots of supports.

yesterday i had a long talk with my old friend, Kat, i didn't see her for half a year!!!!i miss her so much. even we didn't talk and didn't see each other for a long time, we still luv each other. we had knew for ...10 years!! she doesn't know anything about the band, she doesn't like punk music, she always ask why i spend so much money and time on my band/band room. however, she still give me lots of support all the time.  so am i .I'm so pleasure to have a fd like this. i know she will check out this web, i really love u Kat=) u are my friend forever. for my whole life!

when u're asking for love, u should love the people surround u! that's what my friend told me ....so i luv all my family and friends .i always wanna say "I luv U" to my mom and kiss her, but every time when i get near her, she just hit me!! haha...of coz we just kidding..haha....

(p.s i don;t know why some people ask me am i a boy or girl...oh-god!!!! I'm a GIRL!!! plssss!! am i look like a boy?! OH MY GOD!!!><:::::: how come?! i think i should be more like a girl..haha)

19/06/2003 Owen's band Elysia had add again in the link!haha~good luck for u all!

FatJob's new EP is coming out SOOOOOOOOON!!!!! GREAT!!! haha...I'm so excited when i knew it! yeah! good luck guys!

also check out the link above!

few days ago, i read KLC's web , and Riz said we should set some plants for ourselves, when this year is end look back what u have done and what u haven't. um.... let me see.... in the beginning of this year, i wanted to form a band and now I've done. i wanted to pass my CE and go into F.6, don't know if i can now, but i did try me best on it. so now set some new plants for myself hope in the Dec. when i look back i will find that all are already done !

i hope i can read all the books in my room (coz really lots of books here, but I'm 2lazy to do it) and i hope i can buy a sound track cd which i had looked for a long time. and i hope we (my band) can star to work , my drum skill can be better. and i hope i can visit my grandpas in this summer . i really miss my grandpas!! also add the new section of this web the "interview" section!!!!!! I still busy for my band room ,but i think i will make it soon. oh yes, one more BIG plant for myself!! haha... that is to get a NEW boyfriend! hahaha........ yap that's what i hope=)

I'm worrying about my healthy these days. coz my arm had some problems, i don't know what it called in english, butin Chinese it called °©²öª¢ . it's seems can't recover..... so i don't know what can i do. i hate it. when i hit the crash i feel quite painful>< shit!!!

18/06/2003 um~the Father's Day was not really nice. i couldn't give the gift to my Dad that day, coz so many problems that out of control. however, I learned sth from it. When u are angry , u better tell someone or speak it out,so u will feel better. if u're angering with sb, u better tell him/her what u angry with. (of coz u should not shout at him/her. u should tell him/her when u feel better or after a day) so that u (and ur friends) will not have so many misunderstandings and problems between each other. u should be honest to ur friends. u should speak out the things make u sad, then u will feel MUCH better! trust me. that's the best way to tread ur friends/family. always be honest!

i had received the demo from my old friend Ming, that's so amazing!!!! but this time just a cover song, i'm really looking for his songs (wrote by himself) i REALLY LOOKING for it MING!!! get it?! work hard. u will rock on the stage . ROCK STAR MING~hahahaha......when my friend asked me why I paid $400 to see the Beyond concert when i was crying no money (no matter u like Beyond or hate them, i really want to answer all ppl ask me "why u like them?").um... coz beyond give me so much memories with my friends and school life. i remember last year, all my best friends went to the band room and play their cover songs, we had lots of fun, i miss it so much. not only their music, it's also the good times, the  good friends and also the good memories they/their songs bring me! i remember that time Ming was a solo guitarist~ haha.. "a handsome solo boy!" (Ms Ma said that! haha...yap, she did )

but when i asked will he be back in summer he said" there's no point to come back" oh-god! how come? when someone live oversea for a while, they will think live in there is much better then in HK. how come? u born in here and grow up in here!! are there really nth u miss, and really no point to come back? oh shit! is that a good way to send a child to oversea? i don't think so, they will not come back , even they did, they still miss the time in there, not in HK! so why have to send them out? they have to take a long time to acculturate again..... I don't think it's a good choose anyway.

15/06/2003 Happy Father's Day!!! to all boyz and Male! haha....i already planted what i have to do, haha..i will give my Dad a big surprise!! yeah~i already bought a watch for him ( i used up all my salary...-_-""") but thats ok ,no matter what did i buy for him, he will feel so happy if he see me tomorrow! haha..but i won;t give him a kissssss~haha..... anyway~tell ur Dad that u luv him! i knew that's so difficult to say~but try!:> have a good time!

oh yesh, Owen's band had changed their name to ELYSIA, when they send me the new web add, i will link it immediately!!! good luck boyz!

13/06/2003 wo~KingLyChee's 2nd Album seem to be release soon! great and hope FatJob that one can be out soon! oh Terry if u read this news plspls!!! bring my that paper!!!l PLS. TERRY! I really need it!

i don't know how to make me feel better ,i feel a little bit angry with 2 of my good fds, i don't know why, maybe i should get angry with myself not to them! I'm suck!! when i will grow up? i always feel i still a little kid, don't know everything...so sad about that i still a stupid kid and childish! I hate myself!!!!!><

11/06/2003 updated the link section. will add more later. keep an eyes on it. i had dated Kobe and my fds b4, but i have to save money for my band and band room, so i cancelled all my dating!!!SHIT><~ u know, I'm going to lose my part time job soon! so sick. i have to get another b4 i lose this job, hope i can do it. thx god!

10/06/2003 yesterday night ,i had a long talk with my friend, and we both agreed that some people in the show went nuts, went into mush not because of their agreement with the songs or lyric, it's just for fun! it's not really good, as i feel. and she also mentioned that > when KingLyChee said "fuck Juno and Fuck Twins" on the show and it was posted on the newspaper. so the people will think "the bands still like that always fuck off the others" and it may build a negative image for KLC for hc bands. (of coz I'm not saying we have to build any image like that stupid Lemon!) she mean that hardcore it's positive, and make a good life. so if people think hardcore kids just fuck around like other bands, so all we did had forgot by people. coz of what the newspaper wrote . can u get what i mean? sorry my English is not good ,maybe make some misunderstanding again, but my fd wanna said that KLC should care what they say, and how people think .maybe they had sent a good /positive message, but all people know are just different and made some misunderstanding...

and i really hate the research on the street. i know they are working and most are summer job. but PLS care what you do!! today when i walked to the MTR station, 2 boy (or man i don't really know) stopped me to walk and talked for a while, i already told them that i was in a hurry, i was late for my work. they said" pls take the note no matter u throw it away or keep it, or not we can't off" so i just wanna help them and take the note, but they pushed me into a room and wanna had a LONG explanations. so i told them again " I AM IN A BIG HURRY!!! pls let me go" and then one more girl come out and caught me by my hand. all of them just so annoying !!! did they think about this might cause me complaint about that?! and i really hate what that 2guys did today!!!!!!!><#

and one more funny story yesterday, when i was having lesson with my student, her Mom back home and knocked on the door for a while. when the girl opened the door for her Mom, she just san into the girl's room (we were in the room) and looked around with her very horrible eyes!!! so i didn't know what can i say that time, so i just said "Hi!.....-_-" she must think that her daughter with a boy in her room and doing sth that her Mom not allow!!! haha..........

07/06/2003 it was ar great show yesterday night. and i was so happy that i can see the show till the end! great:> i was quite surprise that 2 guest voices for kinglychee were great!! they really kick ass!! haha~but the bad news was that miss ma didn't check out the show, coz she finished her work at6pm and she phoned me, but i was working, so i didn't talk her call, and she back home~sorry about that miss ma~hope that she will check out the hardcore show next time!

and i received a really bad news during the show was going, um.. it just something personal actually, so don't care about this, and i wanna kill ah Hang! haha~(just kidding anyway) I already gave back the receipts to the guys who had donated money for the Famine 30, so if u still couldn't get it, pls ask your band mates, i gave it to Riz, Ah ho, Hippo,and also KK. THX a lot. and i have to say sorry to CoCo, really sorry about that:<

something that it will never under your control, so we have to learn how to solve the problems and sadness, i knew that i still a little girl a little kid, i have to learn it. i don't know how to do and what can i do, (maybe i can do nth ..) anyway, i will never forget the good time and the things that u brought me/taught me. thanks you .and also thx ah jo and FatSang, thx for u guys' supports. ah Jo remember that "never give up whatever whatever!!" i will never forget someone had change my life and my mind.

05/06/2003 Good NEWSSSSS! my teacher Ms Ma already replied me that she will go to the show above (tomorrow)! great!! I'm so excited now,but she said she can't see KingLyChee's performance coz it's 2night, so hope that Ms Ma will have a talk with us( hardcore kids) so she will know more about the hardcore scene in HK^^ great ~we luv u Ms MA! and also thx hahasiu~ thx for ur help!

04/06/2003 Can you believe that i lost in TST? haha..yes, I did! when i back home ,i walked and talked with my fd on phone, but after a while, i found that i was at the same place that few minutes b4!!! that mean i walked a cycle but i still in there, i couldn't find my way home! shit!!!! I'm such a idiot and the most stupid girl in the world!:< Maybe next time i should call someone near TST and help me! haha~maybe Kevin! so hey Kevin, next time when i lost in TST again, pls come and help me!! I'm seriously! i really don't know why everytime i must lost my way in TST, it's sick! sometimes i will ask the polices and sometime called my fds. but most of them just walk for a long time. so tonight, i walked for half an hour and i could find where I was! haha...i walked for a long time in the same place! damn><~~~

and yes, I'm really looking forward for the show on Friday! YeAh! i need to work on that day, so i don't really know when i will get there, anyway, I'm so happy to hear that my lovely teacher Ms Ma still interested in it and she asked my fd hahasiu if she had any tickets, so now, i asked hahasiu to finish this important job!!! invite Ma Ms to this show!! all of us are really really waiting for u'r coming!!!! come and check out the hardcore kids in HK! u must be happy to see that! trust me Ms Ma come to the show and Riz, KingLyChee's vocal, already got the ticket for u!!! come on my lovely Ms MA!!!!!! u're the best!:>

one more thing, i've received the receipts from World Vision, so anyone of u had donated money pls come and find me on the show, i will give it back to u, all KLC's boyz, KK, Seth, all FatJob,ah hang, siu wu, ah Shing. come and get it back!!! thx^^

I've updated the "contact" section, so when u wanna talk and ask me about hardcore ,u can check it out :>

03/06/2003 even u have done sth hardly and u had focus on them, the result will not 100% as good as u want. sometimes maybe it just has 40-50%,but it's really good enough. we can't hope that 70%input and70% output. we should learn how to face the result....that's what did the DJ( Cheng Ka Fai) told me long time ago. I though i know it and i can face all the results, but today, i knew that i can't! i should keep on learning it and grow up from the hardness and painful. thx Shing, ah ming and also ah ho. i really need support and true opinions.

01/06/2003 a week had passed lu~~ i can't believe that i spent whole week and all the time on "the phantom of the opera" i read this book and checked out many webs about it. I'm really deep into this story and this opera, i wish one day i can check out this opera. I really really LOVE it!!!!!! u know, i spent about 3hours non-stop reading this book yesterday. I didn't do like this b4! i never read the books more then 2hours! haha...It really drive me crazy!! oh~i love this opera and the phantom!!!!

today, we took some photos of "Hong Kong hardcore community" for kingLyChee's album. all of us( kingLyChee, hardpack, guan36, 5Disciplines, Karen, Marcus, ah shing, Ian and light boy )went to Mong Kok, (the most crowed place in HK!!!)and took the photo in the middle of the stress, many people looked at us, and it's so funny!! haha......they may ask "Oh-my god!! what are they doing? who are they?" some of them stop for a while till we finished!!! ha~ Hong Kong people are so funny:> there's no reason but they still spend 10 mins to see someone they don't know.

then we went to TST , it's lots of fun !! kk (hardpack) is nuts! no I should say all guys in hardpack are crazy! haha......i didn't stop laughing at kk, Joseph and Kevin (I really luv Kevin's hair style! it's seriously)  !! it's really a nice time, hope we can show all our Hardcore Power :> and I'm looking forward to see those photos as well!

oh yes~great, tomorrow i will have a part-time job, is a tutor . i asked my friend to pray for me and he said" am i need to pray for ur student first?" god!!! i am a good tutor !! i help a F.4 students b4!!!!><"

and these days i still busying at our band room, it's so good to have a own band room, u can stay in there and do nth, just stay and take a rest. it's cool!!

tonight, i talked to my friend ah Jo for about 2more hours! oh-god!!!?? and she told me sth horrible. a guy (who was a band's vocal) was really bad and nuts! he's nuts, he's a freaker actually!! i really don't know he will like this, now i knew why his band had broken up! coz he's nuts and sucker!

ok~have a nice week:>  and take care! the SARS didn't gone yet, pls wear ur mask when u're on the bus or somewhere crowed!

(p.s my "student" also like band sound, she like x-Japan, hope i will let her know hardcore and luv it!hahah~that's more important for me! hahahahaha.....)

29/05/2003 we rented the band room yesterday , and that's great. its' very clean and there is a new air-conditioner for us!! the toilet was so fashion! haha....and we can have party outside the room, we can have a BBQ party there! how nice that is! we will share the band room with 5Disciplines and the other metal hc band which with ah shing, light boy, and Ian they still looking for a drummer actually, so if anyone of u interested in forming a hardcore band u can contact them by mail : shing@fuckin.every1.net

and that mean my band is nearly born!!! wo~cool, I'm so excited now! haha......looking for playing with shing and siu yiu, they are really nice guys and we just like in a family. i luv both of them:> and we are thinking of the band name, we still have no idea , we wanna design in China name first. we want to be more local feeling. so difficult to think a band name!!!@@

and this Sunday will have Ketchup's show in V.park. i luv his music so much he's a cool song writer-singer!!! but i think i can't make it, coz KingLyChee will take photo "HKHC community "  for their CD cover on Sunday afternoon. wo~cool..haha....that means we will on the cover of the KingLyChee's album!!! wo how cool ?!

oh yes one more good news, every Sunday 10-12am in radio 903 (FM 91.2) will have a program call "No#8 factory" which is a program made by some teenage,( new DJs around 15-23). one of them is call Marcus (Ma guy sin) he's the Dj of the punk band call Lark. and this week he will take little bit about hardcore!! thx so much Marcus:> and this program is not bad, u will listen the teenagers' idea. i think one of them call "luan mo" is a really cool guy, his idea is great and funny and also Marcus, both of them are great. there will have 6 boys and girl. so lets see how are they. see the new DJs on the radio!!

26/05/2003 hi what did u do in the weekend?? it was a rainy day, the show in V. Park was suck. Guan 36 didn't have performance there, coz the heavy rain. I didn't get there so i don't really know how was the show, but my friends told me that was not good actually.

for me, i went to the beach in HK Island and had BBQ with some of my best friends. Since it was bad weather when we got back, it was raining cats and dogs!! we walked for nearly half an hour and couldn't see and buses . I think  we was on the wrong road!! all of us were tired and wet, luckily we saw the taxis so we can go home lu~haha.... and we do sth really bad and stupid in the Wan Chai MTR station! haha.. all people looked at us and we couldn't help laughing at each other! haha....i will never forget and tell u what we did in there!!!!! haha....

that was s really great party for me and my friends, i found that all of my friends wanna kill me!!??(just kidding) coz i just keep on talking and didn't stop , i was so annoying and always laugh loudly (with some stupid reason.....), so my friend Kayu asked" who wanna kill Winnie? who told her to come here?! " and she said they wanna used up all their money to send me to the ocean and never get back ,so they can have a wonderful and quilted holiday! haha......ok thx kayu!! haha......yap i was so happy to have a wonderful weekend with them ,even it was a rainy day, we still had lots of fun. (p.s since it was raining heavily, i feel i was in the game "survivor" haha~~it's cool~yeah i wanna be Heidi in there !hehe...:)

24/05/2003 GREATTTT!! i really wanna shout out in the book shop today. u know, today when i went to the book shop( i liking go to the book shop and read the books, haha...) when i just wanna leave ,there's a thick book attracted me. which is called "The Phantom of The Opera(ºqÁn¾y¼v)". u know i wanna watch this opera since I was in primary school. and it had released the VHS long time ago, but i couldn't find it. i also have no money to buy the book b4 coz it's quite expensive. but today it just cost $48!!!HK $48 !!! Oh-my-God!!!!!!! i didn't think of anything and buy it:> i'm so excited about it and i called al my friends immediately and said "hey, u know, i just bought the book " The The Phantom of The Opera(ºqÁn¾y¼v) and i am so happy and excited now......." and of coz they didn't know how happy I am:> it's really meaningful for me. the first CD i bought was not KinkiKids or Ekin Cheung, but "the sound tracks of "The Phantom of The Opera" and i like all the sound tracks in it. every time when i feel sad and unhappy, i will listen to it . i really luv it. and i got home as soon as i could and read it!!!! haha...i have so many things to do in this summer >> i have to star my own Band, set up our band room, finish the book "American Hardcore" and a few zine which are " heart attract" (a HC zine) and other 2 punk zine one is about China punk one is US . and i also nned to get a summer job! but it's suck that i still cant get any job!!! can anyone help me??i don't want to work in McDonald, it's sick!!

ok~it's time for the good news and bad news~( haha i luv this "game")

the good news is, i did some shopping with my Mom, i didn't do it for a long time, and we had a great time.

the bad news is that i didn't have key to get into the home, since i was tired and she still wanna shopping.

the good news is i will go to the beach with my school friends tomorrow, we didn't see each other for nearly half an year ( I can't believe it!!!)

the bad news is i can't get to the show tomorrow, it's a great show, go and check it out if u have time, it's FREE and see the sxe bands Guan 36 and 5Discplines, and also a cool punk band Hardpack at 2-6pm!

ok~i have to read my book~~~YEAH~stop here!

23/05/2003 YO! i'm so excited now! haha... i couldn't believe that my teacher Ms Ma is interested in the hardcore culture . today i went to school, but when i got there, i found that the oral exam was in the afternoon!!!:< so i waited for 5 hrs in the school library ! so i had chances to talk with some of my friends and teachers. Actually i seem those teachers as my friends, coz most of them had knew me since i was in Secondary 2 !! when i checked KingLyChee's web ,my teacher Ms Ma( who taught me since i was in Secondary 2) was interested in it and asked me about the band . she asked me to download the video and the songs as well!! so we watched the video in the library's computer!  and i told her about the band and the hardcore culture,and i showed her the lyric and all the interviews and photos in KingLyChee's web. she really like it. coz she also sick of the stupid idols and she's glad to see someone change the teenagers' mind though the music.( and she left the message there!!!)

when i told her there will have a show in 6th June, she said she wanna check it out as well! haha...i don't know if she's kidding or serious but if she really wanna go, I don't mind buy the tickets for her! haha...I'm really really happy that my teacher like hardcore and the bands. she said she did listen the song" ¥øµw" before?! WO~it's so amazing that my teacher will get into hardcore culture!!! haha... and i gave her my web , hey ~WELCOME Ms MA!!!! u're the the best !haha....yap actually she's always like a little girl~so cute:>

this Sunday will have a free show in V. Park. from 2-6pm there will have hardpack(punk rock) , Guan36 and 5Discplines(hardcore) they are young bands in HK, check it out if u didn't see their performances b4, It's FREE

22/05/2003i star working on my book "American Hardcore" again, but i find that's quite difficult for me to understand all. Oh!! i spend an hour on it but.....so i think i better give it to Riz, after he finish the book ,then i can ask what does it talk about. haha...that's a good idea !

shit i have to wake up at 6:00am tomorrow morning and go to school. chi sin! and this Sunday in V.park have a free show again, which have Guan36, hardpack and 5Discplines. i didn't see their show for a long time (since Feb) i missssss them so much. but that's suck! coz i dated my friends already :< we will go to the beach.....oh beach...i miss u and i luv u >0<!! what can i do?? in the morning i need to back to church , in afternoon i will go to the beach so what can i do? i wanna go to the show and the beach!!!!!! DAMN!:< I'm so ANGRY now!!!!><# and the Milk magazine posted some funny photos about last week's show. haha... i can see ah Ho (from FatJob) had so many girls surround him!haha...so funny~and i can see Terry in the mosh pit~ha~cool. i luv to see this kinds photos!

I've got 2 interview of the job yesterday, one is in TST and the other one is in Kung Tong which is between FJ and KLC's band room!haha...i luv it so much! and this job seems quite nice~i hope i can get it! really hope. coz i have no money now!><~~~~dont wanna go out ar~~so poor! :<if anyone have a job for me pls tell me! or mail me! i can type both Chinese and English and i did in Office last yr! im looking for clerk now!! PLS~! i need a job!!!!

oh yes Karen told me that se will hold a show in Oct it will have 2 Japanese bands which are Naiad and the other one...sorry i forgot the name-_-" but it's so excited there will be a big show!!! great!

sth just for my feeling, when sth in ur memory long time, u think it already disappeared, but it suddenly appear again....the feeling is......i don't know! everyone have their own mind, for me, that's a good news! i luv all my memories . don't be sad my friend:> u will be fine and he's in ur heart forever, no matter whats going on, he's a part of ur life. it's never change. 

20/05/2003 hi everyone, how are u getting on these day? I'm really tired....coz i went out for few days, from Friday to Monday non-stop!! haha...i really wanna die now.

anyway, who did go to the show on Sunday V.park?? how was it? I think the air is ok but some people were really bad they threw the bottle and water during the show, they even don't know why we went nuts they just follow and did sth dangerous. u know, when the floor got wet it's so dangerous! an I got hurt during the circle pit, so pls don't do that again!! be safety! ok let's talk about the show. i just could see FatJob and King Ly Chee, coz i was busying to help my friends, anyway they tried their best on the show. however, the sound was suck! i don't know why they don't use Miso? it's a great company of PA. but all of us were so enjoyable, haha...i can't help to stage dive again :) it's cool~but the 1st time was not really good, coz when i was stage dive, so many people shoot me. i don't really like it actually, i afraid it will be posed on somewhere! haha.... luckily it still didn't posted on anywhere, thank god! and we did a circle pit again, it's cool to do it in a big place u know. everyone look at u guys and ask "OH- what's going on?" and i saw so many new faces, welcome to the local band and HK hardcore family!!! haha.....when we went to dinner, Fung's (belia's vocal) friends asked me  what is the meaning of "star from sketch" and i told them it's because there was no hardcore scene in Hk few yrs ago, so all the things just star from sketch. and thank Fung send them my web . I'm really happy to see all the fd/ new fds! WELCOME :) no matter u know or don't know anything about hardcore, if u come here and read my message , and u're interested in it. I always welcome :>

oh-yes, i really hate E-kids and double R ( 2 stupid boy groups in HK --idols) they are suck and their fans are crazy! i hate them and i really like what did Justinne-my gd fd- said" i don't know why some stupid, ugly boy will have so much fans?!" yes, i don't know as well! but when we was helping my fd selling tee, the pancake( who is a really cool song singer-writing in HK is a young girl) was so nice and funny, I'm so happy to hear her song during that time, u know, she sing for all the time while she's selling her cds. she's nice and cool girl :) that's the reason why she's so famous and so many people luv her music. but i also have to thank Justinne thx for ur help or not i couldn't see KingLyChee and FatJob! oh yes, i luv Kevin's new hair style! it's damn cool!!!!!!!! I luv it so much haha...really luv it! u must check out how he look like on the next show!!! fucking cool!!!!! haha....

after the show we had dinner with 5Disciplines, and...haha... had lots of fun. I can't believe ah Wai ,the bassist of the band, really care his hair style! haha...he made me laugh, he just like a little boy! haha...i also wanna see his jerk lock style~hey Wai go and do it! It's cool~I like jerk lock! i also wanna make it but i don't wanna hurt my hair anyway!

yesterday was a wonderful day as well! i was so happy to meet my old friends, i luv them all:> in the pass few days i was a little bit upset about sth. but when i met them i forgot all my sadness and they gave me lot's of power. thank  all..... we played some stupid and crazy games! haha....i may upload a stupid photo here~let's see! haha...i luv to eat waterlemon:> it drive us crazy! haha......

and i really like stay with Kobe, my bf, ha~he's funny all the times. we told him we would go to the beach and he really took something sth need for swimming ! and of coz we just kidding!!!! how stupid he was~haha..sorry he's so cute:> and i really like to see Kobe played card game with Vicky's bf! haha....they are idiots!!!!!! i can't believe someone play a card game and getting high while he was lose! haha....stupid~ don't know what i mean? ha. it's ok it's for myself and my friends only sorry~haha..... BTW I luv all my friends >> Ta, CECE, Vicky, Wing, Kobe,( also Kit n Pong) I luv u all and thank you u guys always stay with me when i was unhappy:> great to have friends like that!

17/05/2003 i had a interview for the job yesterday, it was suck!!i don't think i can get it!>< but u know , there were more then 5 thousand people went to the interview of Jockey Club!!!it's crazy!! i got there but when i saw so many people there then i got back and went shopping with my friends~haha....

BTW ,today will have a show in V. Park~check it out if u can, it's free !and let's see what's going on with those stupid idols!haha...i luv to see their fans~they are asshole! anyway, i will be there at 2pm i think. say hi to me when u see me. I'm glad to know more new friends on the shows^^ hope to be! and ,yes. i miss u all ar~ah JO! hope to see u there! also my lovely friend Justinne~thx for ur coming^^

one more i really have to say a BIG THANK to Kobe >>you're always my good boyfriend!^^~yeah~! THX so much, you're wonderful guy !! :>

16/05/2003 oh-thank god!!!!!! i already finished all the exam. yeah~! so happy and excited about that, u will never know how excited i am now! haha.....

i met my friends yesterday and had a long talk, i really wish i were them so that i can back home later...but anyway, it was cool!!! and today one of my good friend ah Jo called me and told me how back luck she is. i really don't know why someone can do something so stupid, how come ? and i really hate the reporters, some of them not all, they just a idiot and i really don't know why the media will like that? HK's media are so bad! BTW, i wish ah jo will be fine soon, and pls don't worry 2much la!! just let it be, everything will be fine!!! don't worry ah JO!

I will have 2 interview for the job tomorrow, one is in the morning at Mong Kok ,but I still have no idea what is it and what company it is. I couldn't remember what the name is it actually, coz they asked me to have an interview while i was sleeping ! shit:< and the other one is in Jockey Club, i think it will have more then thousand people go !! so worry about that! hope everything will be fine and i can get a job! or not i really don't know how will the summer be!!!:<

oh-yes, i already on holiday so i have to work for this web again, actually i still can't get any reply from Kel, hey!!!! are u still alive man? i will try to finish all the hardcore zines and books this summer! yo~hope i can do it!haha...anyway~i have to think about the new section, coz sth really out of control !!!

and i have to say thx to hippo, Jan, ah Shing, Siu Yiu and 5Disciplines! yo~I'm on ready for everything now~(just the money isn't ready yet~haha but i think it will be fine..i hope!) anyway really thx hippo and Jan a lot!! but i also have to ask : Why no one help me while I was crying for help???? >0<  

and there will ba a show on Sunday afternoon and KLC will show at 4:30 and FatJob will be 4:15, so see u there~it's free for charge! so check it out! and there will have a flea market ,see if there cheap goods!

13/05/2003 oh yeah!! finally i can upload the photos on here la~yeah!!!!^^ check here.

12/05/2003i find out the mail i told u b4 about the Concentration Camp, I wanna upload some photos here and let u see how horrible they are! here u're. and i just have 2 more subjects to go!haha...great!!!

yesterday i saw my the film called "Forever and Ever" that was really a good feel, really touching, i luv it so much! actually i saw it many times, but every time when i see it i cant stop crying! 2bad~i'm 2 emotion !!!anyway, i really recommend u to check out this film it's about the mother and his son, u better see it with ur mom , so when u wanna cry u can tell her "Mom i luv u!"haha.....but sorry i didn't do it yesterday! coz i cry so heavily! haha....

have to go now, talk later!

07/052003 I'm so excited and happy now! haha...not just for my public exam, is because of my good friends! haha...i really have to say thank you to 5Disciplines ,ah shing, siu yiu, light boy and Ian!!! i love all of you guys!haha......thx a lot! i will work hard and join you guys soon!!! ha-sorry everyone, I'm not going to tell u what happen to us now, but i will tell u when we finish!

about my exam, it's great! I only have 3more subjects to take! great~in the past exams, i feel i did it quite well. but i don't know if that will be true! every time when i think i will have a good result ,it will go badly !i really don't know why i'm so bad luck! maybe i really not well in study or I'm not hard work enough!

on Friday i will sit for the Physic!!! i don't know what will it be.... hope everything will be fine!! after 15/05 i will finish all my exam! yeah^0^= on 18/05 there will have a free show in Victoria Park, will have kinglychee, FatJob, site access and Tat Flip and more. hope to see u there!!!^^

something funny is that i wrote the latest update date as APRIL!!! haha...thx Jason telling me! i think i was sleeping !haha.....

by the way, i just received a forward mail, which was some photos in the second world war!! that's really horrible! i can't believe there were more then 700 dead body on the ground!!!!! and one photo which is a man, he lost nearly 55+kg in the Concentration Camp!! he just 35kg!!!!!! he just a bond i think! that was really horrible! and one more photo is that there was a train which is for the transportation !! a train!!!!!! that mean there was full of dead body! GOD-

luckily we are not in the war! and the war on Iraq had stopped. thank god!! hope it never have war again.

for the SARS, that's suck!!!!!!!my building had one women got it! oh-i hope all of us will be fine. and take care everyone. don't know am i got sick, coz I've got headache for nearly 2months><~ i don;t know why, hope i didn't get sick la....arrrrrr~the exam drive me crazy ><~

and Kel, can i kill you? haha...i really wanna kill u, Kel! haha....pls work hard and help meeeeee!!!!

(p.s the show on 18/05 will have that fucking Juno!!!!haha~a stupid idol,last time Riz said"fucking Juno"on the poly's AS, and Juno said "the fuck should not add 'ing' ." haha...did he think his English is better then Riz?! so i'm looking for the show, see if there anyone will say a "FUCK" to him? haha...and light boy-my fd- said" why don't we stage dive during Juno performance?!" good idea!haha...so pls do some stage drive when Juno's performance!!! haha...see u there!=)

03/05/2003 yoyoyoyoyo!!!!! I'm sitting for the public exam finally! i dont't know if i did a good job actually. I though it's not so difficult for the English paper,but.....i don't know what can i say.anyway~i hope it will be fine!

um~the SARS sounds better now, coz more and more people have discover already! hope it will gone soon, so our life can be normal! u know, i need to wear a mask for the exam everyday! that was shit><~it's really hot!!! and i cant breath well...i hate it!!!! and pls can anyone tell me how how to solve the problem? i think i'm allergic to the mask!!oh-god! will i die of the mask?!ha.....but actually wearing a mask may help to improve the situation ! so if u go out i think u better wear it, so that u won't get it and u won't pass the virus to other. it can help a lots on it! so for me, i better don't go anyway !haha.....

by the way~i think I've got a little bit crazy, i suddenly ask my Mom" am i still a child?" haha...coz i really wanna be a child! haha.....damn-crazy!! i don't know why, i really want to be a kids so i don't have to take any exam and always lay on the bed~haha...how great that is?! so hey- try to do it~think of nth and try to be a kid, u will feel so great and relax and have fun-haha....anyway~have a nice weekend!

(p.s i really like 903!ha~coz it played few hardcore songs there,which are kinglychee, offspring and my favorite Bad religion!!! i luv it!haha...u know, it's quite difficult to listen this kinds of songs from radio!)

30/04/2003 add a new article in "say" check it! sorry I'm so tire now~talk more later!

27/04/2003 now the time is 17:42.  two more hours later, i will finish my 3rd famine 30!!!! I'm soooooo excited now!! haha....u'll never know how happy I am. yesterday night, i was so hungry and stomachache! but of coz i didn't give up ,so i just went to bed and today i slept till 1300!!!!haha...coz i affraid i will feel hungry again, i sleep for a long time! and when i stard the famine 30 yesterday, i phoned to my old friend ,who knew from the famine 30 two yrs ago. I'm so happy that we still keep in touch and we will join it next year! thats so great! I really don't know  how to explain my feeling!

yesterday, when i  back home,i finished my lunch quickly, and took shower ,then took on the "famine 30 t-shirt". i do everything as i was in a camp~haha.......tonight's 20:00 the famine 30 will finish!!!! 2 more hours!!!yeah~! i really wanna tell u all, u must try it, if u can. coz it's really a great experience u will never imagine how good that will be.

now the time is 20:00!!! i just finish the famine 30 !!!!!! im super happy and excited !!that's really cool!!!! just like waht i said b4! can't explain though words!!! anyway~thx for all of ur support and donated money!  i will do it next yr! so good luck everyone! u're much better and lucky then some children in 3rd world!

have a great day!! cheers!^^

24/04/2003 that's really sick! u know, i just received a forward e-mail but that was really horrible and sick!! It's a mail about "eating baby!" that was so horrible, but i though that just a jokking or some funny comic, but when i saw a photo which was a dead baby ,and the second one is a dead baby in a soup!!!! OH SHIT!!!!! how come the people eating a baby?! i was so shock and nearly cried!!! so horrible!!! and the picture still in my membory, it's really horrible when I'm eating, i always picture out that photos and that baby!! so horrible! i don't know if that is ture or real story, coz i didn't see any words on the mail. but i hope it just a joke!!! and pls don't send me these horrible forward mails!!!! i sick of it!!! it's not a funny thing! and i don't know why people will interested to make some boring and meaningless forward mails!

by the way, this weekend is the famine 30!!!!so excited! hehe~~~~^^hope i can finish it!yeah!

i finally finish my school exam, 2/5i will sit for the HKCEE (my public exam) until 15/5 , then i will be freeeeeeee!!! hahaha~~im so looking for this fucking holiday!!!it's so cool and great!!haa~~~hope it will be great!!! so excited!

(P.S there is a bad news for me, in my estate there is a guy got the SARS!!! oh~hope he will be fine quickly and don't pass it to anyone or my family!!! quite scare of it! and my school ask us MUST to wear the mask to school! that's so trouble, coz i'm not well for it. so trouble!)

21/04/2003 OH ~i have to star my school and finish the fucking and useless school exam tomorrow...shit!! I really don't know why we still need to finish it?! it's meaningless!!! i really hate it! i would reather stay at home and do self-revision (like now!) I feel good on it!!! shit! and i also think the school is so unfair! the other student can choose go to finish the mid-term exam or not, coz it won't be counted at the school result! what? so why we have to finish this meaningless exam?! Damn! all my friends in F.6 won't go to finish it and stay at home, they are safe! but how about us? 1 more week i will sit for the public exam! the school result is meaningless for us! no one care it!! so why we have to go back to school?! i think. I SURE NONE of Secondary 5 students will like us! coz they finished all exam b4 this long holiday and some had cancelled!! my school really SUCK!! i hate the it! the SARS is so horrible now! few young people had died!! so why the school don't care of us?

Oh one more thing, the show on 26/4 has been delayed! shit!! I was looking for it!!!><~but there will have another show at Kung Tong live house which have 5Disciplines! i think Trigger will cool~coz she still need to finish her last public on 28/4!!! haha.....so cool~~i wish i can finish it earilerrrrrrrr!!! i cant wait it!! SHITTTT:<

i've update the profile of myself (me) and add a stupid and fucking cool photo! check it!haha.......

18/04/2003 while i was sleeping this afternoon, someone knocked on my door loudly . I asked who was it, but he didn't reply me. when i opened my door, i found that was a postman, he just said "some big post for u!" i didn't know what's going on man?! and he left so quick after he gave me that "post" i just don't know what happen?! haha.....

but when i opened it, that was a t-shirt from Famine 30!!!(it's in green!) wo~cool!!! i didn't know i will have a tee for self-famine30!!? i didn't get it last yrt! i was sooo happy about that and showed it to my mom ! SEE!! that my famine 30 t-shirt!!!! i don't know how to tell u what i felt that time!! i just so happy:> and hope i can collected many many Famine 30 t-shirt  ,so when i get old, i can tell my grandchildren "hey! see~ i jointed the Famine30 ever year since i was young!!!" haha.....i was so happy for it!!!! u must joint this function and u will find out many things and explained u never learn from school or in ur life!!!

anyway~i'm sorry that i haven't updated for a while~coz i'm working hard on my exam ! u know i didn't go out! (really!!! i didn't step out my door !) for 2 weeks!!!!sick!!! can u imagine it? so i just do and do and read many many paper!! aiiii~~so boring! i wanna get the interview from ah shing quickly!! so i can upload it soon!! what is that interview? ha~don't tell u now~check it out later!! haha~~ i'm now waiting for the show on 26/4 in IVE~hope it can carry on and i can check it out!!by the way~ i just add the English on the "bands", it's not really good introduction, but hope that u will know more about the hardcore bands in HK! yesterday i read a message on FatJob's messages board, a US straight edge girl said she was disappointed that there are few members in the hc bands are not sxe! um...i think she made sth wrong..coz guan 36 and 5Disciplines are sxe bands!

and just a minute b4, my English teacher Miss Cheung phoned me! oh .she's so sweet , she asked if i need any help on my study and asked about my revision! oh god~she's so good!! i really wish all teacher in HK/in the world can like her! coz she really care her students and love them!! i'm  glad to meet her this year!!^^i really wanna say THANK YOU MISS CHEUNG!!!^_^ i will try my best on English! haha~of coz on other subjects as well!~hahaha....

oh, yes, today is easter holiday! many people go back to Mainland, i really don't know why?! It's more danger in there!!! so will they bring more SARS to HK?! oh of coz i know it won't!!! anyway~ i have to say thank you and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my super brother Hippo!!^^~good luck on everything man!!

ok~see u next week~hope i can finish my fucking exam soon!!

12/04/2003 Oh shit!! today my friend Justinne told me 18 more days leave and i will sit for my fucking HKCEE (the public exam) again!!! shit~!!i didnt finish my revision ! i stayed at home for more then 1week~nearly 2 weeks!!!><~so boring!! please ~i wanna finish all my exam ASAP!!!! coz i really hate that i need to stayed at home and read my fucking books do my fucking paper!!!!! aiiiii Im fucking boring on it! can anyone help me? :< i really wanna do sth funny and check out some band shows!!:< oh yes, the bands and the special had updated, the link is ok now, some photos are here~check it if u wanna see my funny face! haha~~ ok have a nice weekend!

P.S some people became don't care the SARS now! but pls wear the mask when u go out! It's good for u and others!

09/04/2003 OH!shit!! my fd's sister who is a nurse , she told me that a man who ran out from Kolwoon Bay (the building closed b4) and went to Tuen Mun hospital .And he didn't tell the doctor where did he live, coz he afraid to live in that "camp". but after few days, the doctor found that he's got the SARS! but that was 2late! coz the nurses and doctors and other patients who work/stay in the same room with this guy also got the SARS, and now there became more and more people got it in Tuen Mun ( i live in there as well!!-_-") that was so suck!!!this man was so selfish! and my fd told my that the worst thing is that the old man who stay next to this man b4 is in dangers now!!! shit!!! if this old man die, that guy had kill someone by his selfish!!!! i can't believe that ,now all people also scare of it and they try to doing something good for themselves and harmful to others!! i can' believe that HKers will like this!! how come? we must stay together, work together and solve the problem not just blame and hurt the others and survive!! we are not playing the game "survivor" !!OH PLS~! if u feel ill, pls go to see the doctors and if u got the SARS pls take care and live alone, don't pass it to others!! and the show on 12/4 also cancelled !!><~shit! i cant see LamKee!! i miss it so much!!!><~~and also the war on Iraq seems will stop soon....of coz i hope it is!!and PEACE again!

ok~some funny news from my friend>>last night when i talk with her, she ask me "Hey do u know there is a place called Kwai Fong in Hong Kong?!" oh!my god!!! hahaha...she just leaves for few years and she did come back in last summer!!! but why could she tell me that? haha......did she think it's a new place on the map or she find out this place ?! haha...i can't believe it! she's such a .....i don't know how to describe her!-__-"" she always do sth stupid! last time she was scared by a mask and cried for a while, this time she though she find out a new place in Hong Kong!!haha.... but It was nice to talk with you ,Chung!! :>

Oh,one more thing, this year's Famine30 camp will be cancelled !coz the SARS again!!so all people who join it have to do it themselves, just like me!:> so work hard!!!!Ok~stop here, and TAKE CARE!!!

02/04/2003 It was a bad news about the singer Leslie Cheung had committed suicide yesterday, i quite like his film, he's a good actor i think. but it's so poor that he's got some problem of his EQ. and my friend Wing also told me a bad news, her neighbor had been killed on 28/3. when the girl lived alone, someone knocked her door and wanna rent her flat, but when her brother back home .the girl already been killed!that was so horrible!!so pls be careful when u are alone at home!!and the atypical pneumonia become so horrible ! people need to move to somewhere away the town! i feel they seem like someone going to die! i dont know how to explain it, but when i saw the news i feel so bad! why the government don't  do it eariler?

 but anyway all just passed and hope everything will be fine ! i still feel so tired because I still busying on my revision. i was so happy that i've got aa quite good result when i did my Phy paper today!haha...so happy!but i still feel so shit on my Chem.!! oh, pls......i feel so boring and sick on my bookssss><~~when i can leave them? i wanna throw all my books away!!

but of course i know there are so many children don't have chance to go to school. so i really wish one day i can be a teacher and teach in somewhere in China! oh~it sound impossible! coz my result really suck!!!><

BTW, i will sent all the donated money to the World vision tomorrow, and THANK YOU all of you who have (or haven't) donated money thx for all support! I will take the self-famine30 on 26-27/4 .i really need u'r support! so welcome to mail or phone me oh these 2days!!!^^ i'm happy to hear from you! and hope next year i can join the camp with my friends! hey~Shing, Hippo,Justinne, Ta>>remember what did u guys said arr? let's join it next year!!!haha......

30/03/2003 the show last night was so great and so amazing!! all of us go nuts and made a really cool and big circle pit!!! so good!! I'm proud to be one of ppl there! haha...but i hope u guys didn't get hurt! all bands played well and i was so surprised that FAMA played so cool! they did a free style in all Chinese! and their female voice rapped so cool! i couldn't believe  that she improve a lot! and FatJob played really well! b4 i was so afraid that their voice got sick and couldn't play well, but luckily he's ok and played much better! Good job Fai !

also kinglychee. i saw many new faces there and they seems so enjoyable! i hope they will know more about hardcore not just follow the others and don't know the meaning of the songs! hope they will interesting in hardcore and check out more about it!

and 2of my fds who were first time been to band show, and they were scared by the ppl at the begging, but after a while, they also deep into the music and the air and went nuts! they even played much more crazier then me! haha....and one of my fd Vicky told me that kk was her guitar teacher before! wa~i never know that!haha....but he just taught for few weeks! oh~kk so cool!

now, I'm so tired and sleepy! so talk later and have a great day!

add: i've received the cd set from 45degree and Nilghai ! thx a lot! i will check them out soon! also thx Riz and Benny also John! ^^

take care man!!

29/03/2003Oh my god! is that the situation in HK so worse? i don't think so. please don't be affraid! if u take care and don't go to the hospital don't go to the cinema or use mask i think it's ok! but i really don't know how it will be tonight!coz the show will have quite a lot ppl and in a room! the air is not good, so pls if u are sick PLS DON'T GO!! or not the illness will go worse after the show!

and my school is stop also! but u know, my principal though that's ok so he ask all F.5 students to go to school to take the mock exam on Monday! that's fuck! how come? all ppl just stay at home but we have to take the fucking exam?!! it's not important for us, u know!!! but after lunch, when all ppl know that bad news, my teacher suddenly phone me and said we don't need to school until 7/04! chi sin! why don't he make it earlier and coz so many problems! he's idiot!

i just have 2 more subs Chem and Phy then i will finish my school exam and use all my energy to work on the HKCEE! yeah!!  i won't be online so often, so pls wait!!sorry

BTW, Kel already sent my his design !!YEAH! hahaha.....u know i've waited for a year! i hope he will work on it after he back to UK! hey Kel, pls work hard! and don't take the virus to UK !ha~

(u don't know what im talking about? ha~good! i just want u to guess what am i talking about! what did Kel sent me and what's going on?!haha.....)

(p.s pls check the link above and see what is it !thx^^)

TAKE  CARE and see u!

23/03/2003 I really don't know what can i talk about the war or anti-war, and i don't know how can we help the ppl live in Iraq, i sick of all news about the war!! i really hope it will stop sooon! and fuck Brush off! i didn't read and see any news about the war, actually i didn't know the war had started!! but when my fd told me that the war was staring, i don't know what can i say. i just feel so sad about it....

tonight, the news report showed there a child cried in the hospital ,because he lost his parents! all reporters just can take photos, but no one can really help him! i couldn't help dropping my treas. why the US still need to continuous the war? No one will win in the war! why they are so stupid!! i really sick of all news about the war, so i won't read it any more! if the war stop, pls tell me! i just wanna know when i will stop!

I finally finish the article about "Famine 30" pls go and check it out !sorry that there may have something different between English and Chinese, coz i was poor in English, and my English teacher was so kind to help me!!so this article won't have wrong gamma!! haha.....really have to say Thx to Miss Cheung!^^ This coming Monday i will have the final exam for school then i need to go to school till 15/4!shit!! i really wish i will more time for self-study>< but anyway, pls wish me good luck!!!and I'm really really tired now! Hope i won't give it up till i finish my HKCEE!!

Oh, yes, last night in 903 had kinglychee's interview, sorry that i ell u guys now!!-_-" but don't worry, if u miss it, pls tell me, i had the wmp file for it, on ICQ #102283667 so i can send it to u!^^

ok~i have to go ~have a nice week!! and save all your energy for the show on 29!!pls do some cool stage dive and release all ur energy ,go nuts! see u there!!!

15/03/2003 hi! is me again~haha..i feel like a weekly talk for me!haha....today i went to God Child and i bough some cool cds! i really recommend you to check out some China punk band (if u like punk) they are really really cool .i bough a cd set have 4 China punk bands and all of them are so cool!!but as i know so many bands in China only play for a short time and then break up. so i dont know if there still have these bands ,actually i feel so sorry about that!they play quite well, why couldn't they keep it on?but maybe they have a big problem on living, some of them dont have any jobs and money, just play band all the times. Maybe that's good, but maybe not. they dont have money to eat or live, so they have to break up the band.

anyway~i feel so lucky that HK's hardcore kids still keeping on and didn't give us our mind whatever ,right?^^

and also i bough "The Vandals" that's really really cool punk band!!oh i remember that Kel had told me b4!haha..but it's really great!!

today had a cool demonstration about the "NOWAR" again!!!!all people in the world are having the same mind"NOWAR" but the US still wanna star the war!!!chi sin! and also i saw a child said the on the TV" the IS just like a little kid playing mouse. the kid wanna hurt(play) the mouse, but they also affraid of it!!" i feel so suprise that the 10 year-old boy can say some cool example for the US!!!so cool is it??haha.... 

u know, i didn't listen any songs in the pass 2weeks!!i just work on my exam!!so shit and i feel i become a little bit dull!! but luckily i'm not now!!haha.....but dont missunderstand me. i work so fucking hard on the exam coz i luv to do it .i enjoy going to school and learning new things and i enjoy study (sometimes) so i just do sth that i like, of coz if i dont like that sub i wont care of it!

Oh yes, one more things wanna say and need your help! i will join the self Famine 30 this year, i need some supportive donate, so if you can pls donate some money for the 3rd world children help them and provide a better environment for them! you know, there's one child die every 7sec.!! so if you can pls give me some donate money and fill in the form so i can pass it to the World Vision and for the supportive donate. NO MATTER HOW MUCH U DONATE, UP TO U, WE JUST TRY OUR BEST ON IT!SO DONT CARE HOW MUCH U DONATE, pls tell me if u want to donate money for the 3rd world children (better give me on the 29/3's show ) and i will pass to the World Vision. THX

ok~im really really tired stop here! tell u more next week!!!

07/03/2003 OH whats up?why this week pass so quickly?! i didn't sit in front the pc for whole week, but sick for whole week!! how bad that was!! and I've got flu today! I've got a fucking running nose!!><~u know, I used up 4packs of temple! chi sin! I couldn't listen what the teacher said !!it's suck! so everyone, one more time. TAKE CARE! the weather suddenly fall cold!! take more clothes and don't get cold/flu! the virus are so strong!!!

and my fd Kel was back, he really scared me! while I was talking about him with my fd, and Kel phoned me !oh whats up man?! It's 10am?!!haha...he's back, but it's so unlucky that there's no cool show for him to check out! oh poor Kel, so pls sit at home to be a dull boy for ur holiday man!! haha.....

by the way i still busying on my HKCEE ,it's so bad that i wont have ester holiday! I need to go to school !how shit that is!! i don't have any free time before HKCEE!! so how can i prepare my exam?! and also one more bad news is that the show on 29/3 . i just having my mock exam( final school exam) so what can i do? should i go? sick!! i hate the school and principal !!he's such a idiot!! think of shit .he only know how to make my school to be a top school (actually we just at the middle class !)sick! I hate it.

ok leave it! the government said we need to pay more for tax!! i think that's so stupid! they increase the tax while the economy is going down! they increase the salary tax, that mean people decrease in salary, but they still need to pay more tax for it. the middle and low class people in HK are so poor (so as my family) the Government just take some $$ from us and help the rich/business man! is that fair?? the China government said "HK did a good job, that's a good plan" shit! is that good to do like that? the poor get poorer and rich man get richer! that's a good plan for HK?! ha!!! what can i say? HK is going poorer and poorer! but the rich man just increase little tax, but the middle/low class people/family in HK need to pay much more% for the tax!

last week i saw a programme from TV .It said there are some Nepal young man ,they born HK, now they live in HK alone, and they don't have any jobs, but  they still work hard to looking for a job, they don't wanna take the Comprehensive Social Security Assistance. even they don't have money for eat!( they said sometimes they only have some hot drink and that's their dinner!) because they think they have the ability to get a job! compared with local young man, people always say "double loss"( loss job and didn't go to school) but what did local young "double loss" man do? no! they just sit at home all day and complained that the government doesn't provide a job for them! do they think the boss will go to their home and ask them for a job so they just wait and do nth?!! i felt so sorry about the local young boys will like that! the Nepalese also try their best even some people discriminate about  their colour, but they still keep trying! hey HK youth, pls wink up and see what is happening now! the economy is going down and all the things just changing! we are not like 80's HK, we are not so rich as 80's- 90's !! pls wink up and do sth for yourself!!! BE STRONGER!!! we are building the future of HK!

27/02/2003 i really need to say "TAKE CARE !" everyone! the bacterias become more and more powerful!! im sick now! few days b4 i've got tract infection and fever, but when i think im fine, i found my mouth have sth wrong. so i went to see the doctor again, and he told me that some bacterias got into my wound of my mouth, so it got inflammation!!  now i can't speak well and always have some yellow liquid slip out from my mouth! that's sick!!! sorry to tell u guys these horrible things! but pls take care ! and dont go to crowded place if u're sick!!! it can be very horrible if u got ill!!! also in kinglychee's web they had already upload the 1st circle pit in HK (in the show on 15/2) check it!!!

23/02/2003 finally finished the English vision of that History of HK hardcore! but i can't wait Riz to check if there any wrong words coz i have no time to upload it next week, so i just upload it b4 i finish holidays! anyway if any questions, just mail me.thx.

and just udated the link section, add some new bands in HK and other part ,if u have any cool band pls tell me!

21/02/2003 OH My GOD! i don't know what can i say! i lost my tape!!It's sososo sad!!i gave it to Trigger &she gave it to kk but kk lost his beg with my tape!all just so suddenly just saw it one time!!!ONE TIME!!!i miss all my video!!><~i really wanna cry ar!!!><~woowow..coz it's a beautiful show &so important for me also all hardcore kids!!!><~so shit!!!hope kk can find his beg &take the thief!

i just finished the new History of HK Hardcore, but i didn't have time to finish the English section !so busy~sorry!!!pls wait one more day!!i will finish it b4 the new week star!!

&also one more funny thing to say,just a personal but i think thats so funny~haha...my gd fd Chone who was scared by her friend with a mask ("Scream") & she though that was a ghost from the tree! so she ran back to school, while she's near her home! she passed the school hall, the junior school, her school & she screamed for a long time! I think all ppl in those building could hear & see what happened!! It's so crazy girl! how come? just a boy with a mask! how could she cried & ran & screamed for a long time !!!hahaha...It's damn!! really a big joke for her!haha~i really wanna see how fast she ran!ha...

16/02/2003 OH !my god! i didn't or never see a show like tonight's!!! It just CRAZY!!! all people no matter u're white, blcak, yellow, all of us just went nuts & sing together!!! while the foreign bands played, all ppl were deep & enjoy it, when we show the also went nuts ,did stage dive!! that's really cool! !music did not depend on what colour u are!!! as i said~many ppl did stage dive, also some girls, of coz i did also~haha~i also saw some young boys stage dive & sing with the bands!!!sososo cool~all the bands were really kick ass! 5Disciplines played much batter then b4 & their new member Mike also did a good job! work hard 5 Disciplines!  and also hardpack~really good show tonight!!! all the bands are really really cool!!!

yesterday(15/02/2003) had so many many people over the world have the demonstration to anti the war,b4 the show we also sign a name on a big cloth about this! one thing that i heard a 903 DJ said is very cool "the world is like a small family, when one place(country) has sth happen we will help them & we wanna know what happen, just like if some family member get sick we will take care of them & see how are they" that's so touching! although this time may not become the third world war, but all ppl over the world still focus on it, still wanna do sth to anti the war, because we live in the same world, same family! about a week b4, there also had some teenagers went to TST & wore the tee about anti war, & use their body to make a logo of anti-war!It's so good that the teenagers are also focus on this topic. so if anyone support the US to star the war or still think it's nth to u, then u're totally wrong & shit! try to see the world! it's ur family!!!

i just got the tape from Riz today it's from 2 HC band call eighteen vision &most precious blood, but i just listen 18vision that's great songs & band!!! i like it! also my hand is going to break now, coz i took the dv for tonight's show~so tired~so have a nice week~cu^^PEACE!!!

14/02/2003 thats a suddenly unplug show in TST (Ocean Center) & Kolwoon Tong(radio 903) tomorrow ! star at 2:00pm till 02:00at Sonuday(36 hours non0stop music show)It's not just a band show, but  also have  some stupid idols. as i know there will have some bands like, sanskrit, LMF, Ketchup, Tat Flip,Paul Wong etc....the show is not really cool at all but meaningful .it's a show for anti-war! just like woodsdog ( i dont sure is that spelling?!) but i really wanna go, coz the meaning is really cool, to let the ppl who didn't focus on it.let them know the message about anti war!!but i still not sure is it all live at TST or will have live in CRHK's office' playground..so not sure yet, but u can keep listening the CRHK.(the bes radio channel in HK)

That's really excited me! the US always wanna star the war with Iraq. that's a long topic n holy shit!why does they wanna be the king of the world?why they always wanna attack the others small countries?! No one know why! just beacuse they think they are the world police &the king of the world!!that's idiots!how can they do it?there have any "king of the world"? no!they just a stupid guys ,just like the chlidren playing some meaningless &stupid fighting game!!

anyway, I m sorry (again i have no time to type anything else so i just upload this news first, i think i have some other news to tell u, but i cant remember it now!sorry!!oh~one more~remeber to check out tomorrow night (Chinese Valentine's Day) show!that must be cool~!cu

06/02/2003 hello everyone~!how are uu?hahaha..how much Lei See (luck Money) did u get?? i just got..um..so little, so i believe that the economy really poor now!! i wish that it will be better so that everyone don't need to worry about their job! I just got back from Mainland China. that was so crazy!!! so many ppl really really crowed!! it made me sick!!><~i cant breath.....i feel like I was going to die!! oh, i could see the hell!!! oh my god!!!i think i won't go to China for a while, or i will choose some better time to get back!! It really killing me!!><~

& i met some friends really make me sick,(actually i don't really know them) they just like what i said in the article "Christmas" .u know, they used over $10000 for one night in a bar!!!what the hell was!? they just a 20+ boys/girls, how come they used so much $for it?! they are crazy, & sick!!! I really hope they can use some $$ to help some people who really need help or donate some $$. they really make me sick!!

30/01/2003 yeah~! the Chinese New Year is coming soon~!!!! Kun Hai Fat Choi®¥³ßµo°]!! haha...oh!i find that i didn't type Chinese here for a long time....-_-"" sorry man!hehe...

anyway~ there is one more photo uploaded in "special" (yoshaki & fds) is my schoolmate "hahasiu" she's a F.3 student! It's so happy to meet someone who luv hardcore & also study in the same school with me! so happy & luck!~so i won't be bored in the school~haha...YEAH~! & sorry that i didn't update this web for long long time~! sorry. the HKCEE (the biggest exam for all F.5 students in HK) is coming sooooon (actually it will be on May! & my mock exam will on Match~) I'm trying my best on it & hope i can get a better result! coz the mid-year exam was fucking poor!! i think it's poorer then what i got last year! so i MUST work hard on my school & studying ! so this web may not be update so often! sorry again!

And there is a bad news from LamKee (which changed me a lot i knew king ly chee coz Lamkee! so they are so important & meaningful for me! )the vocal (Jazz) of lamkee will leave the band! that's a really bad news for me, coz he's a cool vocal ! but anyway~ he have his reason for it! so i just can wish lamkee & Jazz good luck!!

i saw the news report last night there's sth really make me sick! the US gov' really wanna hold the war anyway! they always act like a world police & always say" Love & Peace" but they always hold the war! they are so self ship & they just wanna be the King of the World! nth else!! but i really don't know why still have so many countries support it! so is that mean they also support the US hold the war? then it may become a 3nd war?! is it? oh!! that's totally shit!!

25/01/2003 OH MY GOD! that was fuckin' nuts!! the show tonight in poly u was nuts!! the organizers were not really nice, when lamkee was performance, there only 3songs!!! so bad!!>< when klc's turn, all of us went in front of the stage & they asked us to go back! but of coz we didn't & fuck them off!! haha~that was so great!! all hardcore kids group together & went nuts@@!! haha.....so all of us are really enjoy it ! & i did my 1st time stage dive!!!oh~Im fucking crazy !!!haha~ & that was quite cool~haha~a girl did a cool stage dive!wo~I'm not really sure how many people did it! i think nearly 10 people maybe more & each of them did twice (at least!) wa~so can u imagine how was the show? 

after the show i was interview by the US hardcore zine "while you were sleeping"'s reporter~!!wawa~haha!!^^ I was sososo HAPPY ar!!haha.... that's the 1st time i did interview & that was a hardcore zine in US! that mean if my interview is posted more people in other side will know this web "Hardocre life" that u're reading!!! i wish that they knew what i mean!!haha...coz my English was sososo poor!!! haha.....sorry man!!! anyway~i was so tired now! that was a GREAT present for my 18-birthday!! yo~ I did my 1st time stage dive! I was interviewed by the US HC zine! & we all enjoy & went nuts together! yeah!! haha~~ i really wish that i can do some other cool /better stage dive! but i need to lose some weight first! haha~~anyway~ have a nice weekend man! cheers!!!^^ hehe....

(p.s I'm pund of myself!!!yeah! ) 

24/01/2003 the photos already done!! thx Kaman!! check here to see yoshaki & some hardcore kids! today I'm going to check out the show in poly u (on the above) let's see how is going on!!so excited!!^^ also the new style of this web is already been done!! will be update later! change it into a COOL style!haha~~ to match the COOL LOGO!haha~is it so COOL?ha~have a nice day!!^^

19/01/2003 today i was sososo tired!!-_-""i went out with Justinne hole day~oh~fuckin' tired!!!but Thats ok~coz today is Justinne's Birthday~Happy Birthday Bitch!!haha~~i luv u!!

& a good news to tell u guys! Famine 30 is going to be held!! yeah~this year it will on26-27/4 (Sat & Sun)at Aberdeen playground (don't sure is that name!!) for more detail pls check here. that is a really great function &u can gain experience that u never learn from the school or in HK's lifestyle!!! i really wanna join it this year, but i need to have my fucking HKCEE, but i may join it also, just do it without going to that camp. 2 years b4, when i was in F.4, i joined this camp with my good friend, TA,that was a really cool experience for us, u never think that can be like that!! we slept on the floor which had lot of insects , sit on the wet grass, all of us were getting wet, since it was raining, but all of us still dancing together & with smile on faces coz we have the same mind "Help the people in the 3rd world!!" all of us didn't feel tired or hard to do it! u may ask is it so difficult to finish it?30 hours not to eat, just can drink! but i can tell u NO!! it was a easy job!!!when u think about the children always keep hungry & never know what "full" mean, then u can finish it!! i joined the Famine 30 for 2 yrs! i don't think that is a difficult job!!! that's so great so beautiful!!! Trust Me!!! Join It !!! the Famine30 was keep going under a bad weather for 5-6yrs!! but last yr it had a really warm & good weather!! but no matter how the weather is, the main point is that u can help people & gain a good experience. the things u never imagine that can be like that!! u never try it in your school!!!

The bad news is that there is one child die in each 7sec, coz they don't have enough food .That really upset me!!! 7 seconds!!! what can u do in 7 seconds?? that a look on sth?? but everyday, every7 sec. there is one child DIE!!!so please help them &join this year's Famine30. or even u have no $$ help them,u can ask ur friends ,ur boss, ur teachers etc...whatever u can!! i know that HK's economy is so bad, but i think u still can pay for a film, CDs. clothes etc....so why can't help the people who really really need your help?! please jon the Famine30!! & i will join it also!

(p.s that's not a difficult job for u! don't give yourself any excuse for it, if u really care the 3rd world!)

(pp.s the show on 15/2 is updated!! FatJob will not perform on that show, coz they are busying on the recording!)

11/01/2003 haha~~~did any one see that i wrote the day "2002" in the before update?haha...chi sin!why no one tell me that?haha.....

by the way~the new titles are updated! how is it?I'm sorry Justinne, i can't up ur logo on let me try later~I will try till i can do it!!so now just let the "Mr. Logo "take a rest~!!haha......

Oh one more thing ,there will have a great show on 15/02/2003 held by Karen!!!check more info later!

12/01/2003OH!!!!!yesterday was fuckin' great!!i went to see LMF's show ~yeah~(with the Singapore rapcore band"CPJ"¯ä¥Ö¦K &HKhip-hop band "FAMA" it's so cool~the ppl get high & all ppl seem so enjoy it!!i did also!coz long time didn't see LMF's performance ar!!! really nice!so many ppl stage dive!! &one was a girl ~thats great, right?i wanna did also ga!but i can't ar~coz i wore my glasses~i think i will break it if i stage dive!!hahah......today also have a show in Chai Wan have FatJob &King Ly Chee also the new nu-metal band call "Choke" ,sorry that i didn't post here!!but u can get long informations from kinglychee's web!that maybe a great show 2!!but i can't go coz i will have 2test in the coming Monday!!shit><~

i still working hard on this web!!how to make it cool~i try to use buttons, but can't see the words, can anyone tell me why?pls leave a mes in the board!!! but i also wanna change the web style, stil have no idea how to do!!><pls help me!!so try!!! im worst at design ar! though i really like photographic !haha.....

hey~also here's my personal web..haha...check it out if u interested in my mad, stupid life!!(it only have Chinese &few Eng~sorry that my English really poor!haha)

5/1/2003 yo ~everyone!! is it so cool while u saw the index?!i mean the logo!! is it cool? THX my fd to make it for me!haha...actually it's my birthday present !haha....how nice it is!! so i have to change the out look of this web to match the logo!!do u think so? um~so that mean i will busy again!!><~

anyway~also at the top of right hand side also another small logo ar~thats made by *Justinne* thx both of u guys! welcome for any comment about it!!hehe......THX!! i luv u all!!!

1/1/2003 It's 2003 now!!!yo~so cool. so i change the title again! but isn't what i hope, but there's so much titles so i can't make it into 1 page. but anyway, pls check if there any mistake!!& pls tell me!!!coz i'm really tired!!!@@

I really wanna say "Im going to die!!!!" >0< i don't know why i lost some files! all the links & files i have to do it again !it's really killing me!!! God damn! don't know what happen to my pc! i think it's going to die....oh pls !!!

yesterday i didn't go to anywhere, but staied at home, coun down with my family. i nearly finish my other web lu~yeah! but really difficult to make web!!thats really killing me!!! let me finish it then tell u guys~haha....

and also there's a show on the above pls go & check it out! coz lamkee didn't show for a long time! really miss them!! one more time "It's 2 days before my 18 birthday!!!" haha...sorry that i always remind it, but that's my 18 b-day ma!!!hahaha....so waiting ar!!!yeah~!

anyway~enjoy the coming future!

30/12/2002Hey~sorry guyz!!! i deleted the new photos section! coz my fds told me that really really poor quality !!!sorry about that!!! i wll ask my fds to help help me first!!

&  1day more in the 2002!!!hey guyz its new year ar!!! welcome the 2003's coming!!!haha.....

while i look back in this passed year, many many bad news in HK, everyday have ppl commit suicide , & HKer cannot be as strong as b4!! in 80's HK was just beginning ,but ppl was stronger then now!they never think about to end their life! u get what i mean? i really don't know why ppl so easy to end their life now! pls~be stronger!! don't always wanna die!! the god give u the life pls use it in the better way!!thats what i hope in the new year!

Enjoy ur life & the coming future!

peace!

28/12/2002 Oh everyone~there is a show on 24/01/2003!! the first show in 2003!! today is the last weekend of 2002!!GOD~the time goes so quick!!i really wanna go to that show ar!have lamkee & KLC! the best thing is the show is 2days b4 my 18year-old birthday!!!wahaha....Im going to be an adult!! oh god!~><haha......hey everyone! take ur time ar!!2003 is coming ar!!

27/12/2002 HI everyone! how was u're Christmas?? great? if u check out the last show, how do u think?the organizers didn't let us be mad during the show!! that mean we couldn't deep into the show so much!!!shit~but thats ok!coz i still enjoy it! all bands are great! & i took photo with KLC & FatJob guys!!yeah~~haha...the photos so nice!

ok~talk about the show, 5Disciplines seem better then last time in TM IVE, Terry seem much powerful this time! i luv hardpack so much ar!! long time didn't see their performance!!! great~and KK ......haha!he's so funny to be a fans of the idols! cool ar~but b4 KLC ,the organizers told us not to be mad ,so we just can jump up & down!!shit~like a stupid guys!so kingly chee seem not perform very nice! after the show i bought their new t-shirt!!yeah~~~~so so so nice!!!i luv it so much!haha.....i waited for a long time! but the security seem really rule!!! they don't let klc sell the t-shirt in the back stage. & they also really rule to my fd!!so bad~! but thats ok~coz no more show there!!

& i met some new fds there, Lark, shing, owen, kevin..etc...so happy ar!!haha..after the show i went to have dinner with my fds! i luv them, they don't know hardcore & local bands, but they still go with me & wait me for a long time!! i also happy that Ta also enjoy KLC's performance!!hahah~~~cool! so i have to thx u guys >> sexy Justinne, ta .fat k, stupid kin & my lover ah ming (haha..) thx u all !wait for long time! * these days really cold!!><~i heard from my teacher that 12 old ppl had died!!! oh~is that ture??its so horrible!! i miss my grandpa so much!! & take care the old ppl who live with/near u!

24/12/2002 yeah!! one more day~thats X'mas ar!yeah~ eveyone~pls save all ur energy & release it on the coming show!!! check the time!! has updated!! also add a new article "Christmas" check it & see what different between u &the children in Third World !!

& tell u guys sth cool~ there were 3boys in my school had leaved my fucking school today! cause they hate the strong & stupid rules, no freedom  & sick of the school, so they leaved & find a better school~! oh they are cool! they can do sth they want, they don't afraid of the school, the teahcers!! oh~so pound of what they do!

21/12/2002 YO!!!!I finished my mid yr exam lu! actually i didn't do well this time><~shit!

last night's show really .....poor! i can't believe that there were not over 100ppl!! thats so bad! but 5Disciplines & all other bands still play hard! & V.S played really cool! they were deep into their music so much!thats so nice! & its the first time I meet 5Discilpines, its cool~~they are so nice & funny guys!^^ can't wait to see the photos!!!!i may upload some later~pls wait

& KingLyChee is in TaiWan now. looking forword for the show on X'mas!!!hehe......hey~everyone, must check it out & support HK hardcore~ha.....

& i was working on sth about this web, but no time to finish it..um~u know what i mean?haha.....can't tell u now, but maybe do it after my HKCEE~sorry guys, u have to wait for long time! haha....guess what is it!haha...

16/12/2002 oh~! the demonstration had so many people joined! Im so shocked that so many HKers again this Article 23! & i was so excited although i couldn't join it( coz my fXXking exam!><~)

hey i have a new mail address : xyoshakix@hotmail.com

13/12/2002 there will have a demonstration about "against basic law Article 23"  in 15/12/2002 (Sun) 1500 at Victoria Park .go & do sth for ur future!

OH~i didn't update for about one week!!! oh actually i didn't add anything new for about one month!!! sorry about that!! coz really don't what to add~pls give me some idea & if u have anything about hardcore want to say pls mail me, so that i can put it here & share ur feeling~ & hey how are new icon pics ?It really drive me crazy!!><~lot of problems!!! help~my skill really poor!

oh~yes, there a new punk band call "LARK" but they are just beginning so just looking for their songs & performance~i have to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my HANDSOME "C FO" Ah Ming ( from FatJob--17/12) pls GO On Crazy & "fai cho" !!!haha.....

the crazy Christmas Show have been posted on the above u MUST check out this show! must be cool & crazy i think! &if u wanna see how mad HKers can be, also check out this show!haha....(Justinne said that)

3/12/2002 Good NEWS!!! FatJob is recording their first EP now!! the same time as KingLyChee(2nd album) & also Lamkee(2nd album)!! wo~ that mean in the next year about March~ their albums/EP may release!! we Must support the LOCAL POWER!

& Im going to have my mid-year exam next week ~so may not do any update! sorry about that!!!><"" & i have to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my FD>> Ahho (from FatJob---8/12)wish that FatJob can go on "µo§@" haha.....& also successful on their first Album!

(p.s Im sorry again~that i still haven't got any information about the show on 25/12 Christmas!)

1/12/2002 OH~the Christmas is coming ar!!!haha....so happy~ because on 25/12 will have a great show in Wong Tai Sin! sorry that i didn't do any update! cause im really busy on sth...actually don't know what Im busying on, just so many things to do!! ok here's a show on 20/12 in Tuen Mun IVE!! Oh~is cool~i must go!!just next to my home~about few minutes walk~haha~& my mom allow me to go also!!cause its my fd Kaman hold it!

23/11/2002 updated the link & also there are interview of kingly chee on the US zine "Evil Monitor" check out their web! really cool !more & more ppl outside HK will know that HK have Hardcore Scene!!!yeah! haha.....

oh~It's so sick of my school!!!><after we sent the sign letter, they said we can wear a jacket outside the school uniform, i sure all students heard that!!!! but today, the teacher came & shouted at us said"who let u wear like this!!"  & drop down our name, maybe for the punishment later! SHIT!!! all of us even our class teacher don't know what's matter !!sp what can we say?! really shit! thats y school! thats our school law!!!fuck! sick of them!!!! so i will never believe in them anyway!! why the adult always lie to the children?!

okay~stop talking this shitty school! this Christmas will be cool!!! there is a show in Wong Tin Sin which has KingLyChee, FatJob, Hardpack, Guan36, 5 Disciplines & it's free!!! OH~ what a great show?! i waited for a long time!!! hope everything will be fine!!! haha.....

15/11/2002 OH! i'm so excited about tomorrow!!! cause i will go hiking & camping !!!yo!~so cool! i never do these 2 things together !!haha....hope i can finish it! &pl support me! hhaha.....

& update an article "Revolution & HKers" go &check it out! just a simple things from my school, but let me think about the revolution! haha....is it a little bit .....um~ anyway~ gonna sleep now!!! i think i will tried & die after this weekend! good luck everyone!

10/11/2002 UPDATE the BANDS go & check it out! see the new hardcore band & change little about king ly chee's introduction check it out!

oh~ I've hard  a good news from FatJob !!cool~ wish them good luck~ (don't know if i can say that here. so just tell u guys there is a good news of them !!haha...)

05/11/2002 change a background of HK's fashion quite cool , but can see the words clearly ma?

04/11/2002 all the things seem goes well!! I hold a great birthday party with my friend cece~& hey~ happy birthday cece! when we saw the news report, we were so happy to see the female Carina Lau Ka-ling ,whose naked photo had been posted on the front page of "Eastweek magazine "last week. & now, she stand out & say "I'm stronger than ever" cool ! I'm so happy to see that ! proud of she!!!

I saw an article on today's young post "Great need for legislation against racial discrimination" check it out *but sorry i have no time to translate into Chinese yet!

01/11/2002 It's so fucking Magazine called East Magazine "ªF¶g" they posted a naked women whose eyes were censored!! i think most of u know what i'm taking about~ i feel so sad about that!! before the singer Roman die, they posted his pic which he only look like a bone!! how can they do that? they just know how to sale out all magazines & gain a large amount of $$! they are so fucking selfish! when i heard that news i was shock!! how can a magazines post these type photos?! its so sick!! the magazine is for telling people the  news not posting these photos to make someone humiliating!! when my friend told me that & she felt so interested on it ~i was so sick of her!! how come ??she's a F.6 student! how come she can like that?! i just told her to stop buying these magazine & stop disseminating it! she is also a girl, also a women! why don't they think about that poor girl who posted on the magazine ???how come they will buy that magazine?! so shit!!
but when my fd asked for that magazine it was shocked that there are more then 50 people ask for this magazine on the morning!!! what?! just one morning!!& 50 people ask for it ?!shit!!!!
hk people are so ruthless & selfish!!

Oh!shit! my fd told me that now there are some photos without censored?! shit~how come they can do it & forward to all people!!!

28/10/2002 hey~can u see there are small logo on the top & at the bottom of the index?? what do u think?? quite nice thx *Justinne* !!!

27/10/2002 YOYOYO!!! I was so happy ar~ i went to both shows ar!!! can't believe it!! haha~ but i was late to the show on 25, so i miss 5Disciplines!!><~wo~ so sad about that!!!but i saw the King Ly Chee la~wo! so cool~ Kevin play really great!!!! but i didn't say hi to him tim! haha......anyway~ i still so excited now!!! haha..coz when i back home my Dad didn't ask me & my Mom was not in home~so that why i can went to the show~ without asking my Mom! hoho~ b4 I wanna pick up some pic from my DV but its so dark><~just FatJob's better~anyway~check it out here~

but the vedio is ok wo~umum..... anyway~ i saw the video few times today! haha.....so crazy!

23/10/2002 YEAH~i can go to the show tomorrow lu~haha so happy!! although only 1band i like~

anyway see u there!! & hey link add has add (the new hardcore band in hk!!!) & heythe newspaper has some problem if u can't see pls tell me,or maybe i send it to u~

21/10/2002 SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!! the show on 26/10 TY IVE has been cancelled!! SHIT~but please tell the others this bad news~! that means I only can go to the show on 23~!!

anyway Guan 36's lyric & Mp3 can be downloaded in KLC's website go & check it out!!

20/10/2002 heyhey~ im sorry ar~ im so tried for the update! i did remember that i have to write sth but im so tired & forgot what i need to do!!-_-" & here's a funny test about ur thinking ~go & do it in 1min! *remember to tell me the result without lying!!!!* if u can't open it just tell me i send it to u by mail~

the link add one more~ its a good site~!!! go & click it out! & im so excited that FatJob will have a show on 23!hahaha....always thinking it & i may bring DV! COOL~ haha.. nerve take DV during the show ~of coz i really wanna go & do stage dive on 26!!!haha ........

anyway~im suck of the news papers!!!! the singer Roman just die & how come the news & interviews got so fast? i guess they did it already b4 he died! shit! why have to do that to him? & they guess he was guy! he's going to die, still can make $$ for these shit news?! fuck! i won't buy any these newspapers & magazines!! its so suck! why have to say that?! he's die! pls don't say these bull shit to a die ppl!!!

OH~i forgot to say~ I've received a mail from my fd KEL, its a fw mail about the peace...don't know how to say, go & sign ur name & fw it by mail!!!

17/10/02 oh~hey~ Alex, from guan 36 , had send me their songs~ so cool!! i like those lyric so much!! u can click out here~ & i don't know how to upload in here~so if u want it just add my ICQ #102283667 or mail to me ~i will send u~

its so good that have Chinese lyric for the hardcore band. u know ,many hardcore bands always sing in English, & i think singing in Chinese seem more local!! That's HK Hardcore!!!! haha.....

12/10/02 OHOH !! GOOD NEWS!!! I had received the Singapore punk/HC Band Sink's EP today!!!wa~Its so cool!!! can't wait to listen it!! & its really good~ & quite special~ they also send 1 to god child ,wish their cd can be released in HK!!! & my tooth seems better now~not so pain~haha..... & FatJob will have a show on 23/10 hey~pls go & support them! I may go to this show !haha....! everything's go well!!!

oh~Im so tried now!!! going to pass out@@ i just finished the new article "What you learn from school?" & it really hard to translate to eng>< ( also hard to explain what  i wanna say!)

08/10/02 oh! shit~I'm going to dieeee!!! u know what i did today?! I ran around the school playground for 15 times! 15!!!! 15!!!what's up?! so shit!! my legs can't help shaking & i think its going to break!! what's wrong with my PE Miss?! I'm really really tired~ & i got the toothache for  few days so i went to see the doctor today~ i find that my  I've got "gingivitis " (gum inflammation) its so hurt!!><~wowo..... what's the matter?! why Im so back luck? I think i should take more sleep~

Hey ~u guys muct take care!!!! don't get cold & don't get sick!!! I'm really fucking tried so i can't do any update!><sorry~ & hey~ many fds told me that they can't find the guestbook, its on the top right hand side of this web~ see?? the pic which is a pen!!

04/10/02 haha... holiday again! wo~ cool! oh my good fd got sick & go to hospital !!don't know what's matter! wish her will be fine! & take care everyone! don't get cold!!! It may cause big trouble!! I still not sure if i can go to these shows! oh~ sorry still have nth update! hehe...

oh yes~ my best friend *Justinne* will have a big Exam! wish her good luck & can get the job! haha...

03/10/02 oh!! good news!! the new hardcore band Five Disciplines will have their debut show on 25/10 @ Warehouse!! also have KLC, FatJob, Yc, 9527, V.S & more info wil be posted here!!!also there is a show on the next day(26/10) in TY IVE also have KLC, hardpack, Guan 36. more info will be posted also!! i think i will go to the show on 26/10 hope i can go!!!^^

02/10/02 OH~I still get sick today !!my head is going to break!!!><~i really wanna sleep but when i see the mes that u guys send me i was so excited & i forgot to sleep !haha.....also i revises the mail from 2 Singapore punk bands!! they tell me they had upload the lyric & mp3 on the site!! cool~i went & took a look~oh i use few hrs on it !haha..... so that mean im still sick & still feel sleepy@@ but i have to do one more thing!! thats to add the English vision in "Japanese. Chinese?" oh~its all finished now, but i haven't eat dinner ~I think i won't have it~cause really sleepy!!@@ & didn't do any homework!!!><~fuck I was so lazy on my study!!!

oh~one more thing to say~i was really happy today!i saw my primary school teacher!! oh i miss my primary fds & teachers!! it make me think a lot & i really wanna be a teacher~but im so lazy on my study~how can i do it?!oh~I have to stop it! really tried!!& remember to click the "link"  to click out the bands' sound also lyrics!

01/10/02¼M~¤µ¤é«Y¤¤°ê«Ø°êªº¤j¤é¤l¤j®a¤S¦³±o©ñ°²¯u«Y¦n! ha~ ¦ý«Y³£¥O§Ú¦³¤Ö¤Ö¤Ï«ä~add an new article "Japanese. Chinese?" in "say" & also add the Chinese vision in Kel's article "HK music sense"  also add some punk bands' link which is in singapore!! thx Jason to introduce me!^^

oh~this week just star &have holiday again~ seem so good right? but don't think so!! because i have to take 3 test tomorrow!!! what a fuck is?! chi sin ga!!!><~

anyway~ enjoy ur holiday !!

29/09/02 add a new section "say" which is sth i want to talk about also welcome everyone send some articles to me & post on it!! go & see it!haha...the guestbook change new look again~haha....thx Justinne!! go & leave mes so cool i think!

oh~i still feel ill today!><~ ummmmm.....will i die?!shit~hope monday can work la!!><~

28/09/02 oh~one week again!!this week pask so fast !! i format my pc again~what's up?oh i have no $to buy a new one ar!! pls~oh~the guestbook seem sth wrong !!whats up Justinne? where's my mes?!

oh this week really busy ar~u know i sleep at 1:00am & wink up at5:45 am!i just have 4-5hrs to sleep & sleep in the bus~wooo so sleepy ar!  & i got ill today~ when i back form lunch i felt so sick~took some pill  but still feel ill><~sorry there's nth update today!hehe.......

hey KLC will have 2 shows next month click their site out!! happy weekend~

21/09/02 wow~so great!!!the new guestbook is work now!!! go & leave mes~haha..but it has so many advertisements~ sorry.....thx my best friend *justinne*

also i put kel's mes on the "HK music sense " it was on the mes board b4~go & click it out!!

20/09/02 oh~sorry for didn't update it for a long time!!!! SORRY!! I was so busy because my fucking teacher ask me to do the summer homework in the weekend!! what's problem she is? where is her brain?! how can i do these fucking stupid work in 2 days?! fuck !!i had a bad mid-autumn!! my friends make me so disappointed!! & also the pic on my table was cleared by a F.7 guy!!what's matter was he? shit! what can i do?!><#

sorry to tell u sth unhappy~but hope u had a good mid autumn!

also a good news~my best friend *Justinne* help me make a beautiful guestbook !!hehe...thx Justinne~I luv uuuu^8^so im working on it la~need to copy some old mes then i will use it~so u will have a very nice guestbook later !!hehe....THX JUSTINNE~

hey~do u want to download more hardcore bands or punk bands songs?? then u have to use KaZaA its really nice!!!u can download all the song u want !!! i just download it last night ~hehehe....i didn't sleep ar~& search lot of songs!!! wa~so cool!!! hahaha....i really recommend u to use this~

15/09/02 updated a news paper interview is about Riz & his hardcore life also his skateboard click it out ~(actually i had upload the words b4~but this time is a whole news~ click it although it was  long time ago!!)hey~ I've seen Alex's tattoo on KLC's hp~

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 hey~riz if u see this mes~pls remember help me to scan that newspaper also the book~thx^^but if u are not free is ok la~later sin la~thx^^~

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06/09/02  add 2 photos one is in "photos" & one is my pic! in my info~hehe....see how i look like~if u see me in any show or somewhere just hi me~& say u have read my site!haha....also add some link go & see these site i think some are so good ga!! Im so happy that the guestbook become so cool~thx Riz & Kel wrote there!!go & see it! also thx everyone go there!!

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these day i update so much & it also make me think a lot.....um~ 2 articles is working...also add the "Hardcore in Hk" English!!go &click it!Thx Riz! .about the negative mes~i forget it all lu~cause i have some warm mes from my fds!!^^thx!! I will go to school soon ,so maybe it will update so slow sorry, but i will try my best!! any problem just sign to me & mail me!!

hey i have sth to say click the guestbook cause i don't wanna write here~so long!!

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