I started to cry For my tears can not be suppressed My voice My mind My heart Are stiffed because of my deviant ways My feet just hit the ground My head was in the clouds for to long Tears run down my face Every tears that drops, is a tear of regret The sounds of my cries Are sounds of excuses echoing one after another The stuttering of my words are apologies for not keeping a promise I few dirty on the inside inside I feel grungy towards those surrounding me I feel ashamed of myself I am standing alone in the shadow, Face to face with the consequences Without a hand to reach For I must learn from my mistakes.