Friday, May 10, 2002
I'm trying to stay in a positive mood right now. I'm trying not to think about about the 3-12 I'm about to do, nor am I trying to think about the 9-5 tomorrow morning. Zombie is not quite the appropriate word to describe how I'll look or feel in the morning. No, that's too kind a word.
In all reality, I should be fine. I've done this before and I'm sure I'll do it again. Besides, Nate does it every other weekend. I'll also be working with Jim, which should guarantee me being awake, oh say, by around 2 or 3 in the afternoon.
I actually dislike that I have to do deliveries today more than anything else. I do not look forward to those. More than once I've been chewed out by a person living in one of the three buildings we deliver too and I'm getting quite sick of it now. Not so much because of the bitching, but because this is a service that we don't have to do, yet people act like we have no choice.
So the whole delivery thing has worn on me. There are some really nice people, but for the most part, they get on my nerves now and that's a terrible thing to say. But it's how I feel now. Especially when I get ripped because someone wasn't home when I delivered and they expected me to just sit and wait for them or something.
So I get to look forward to that.
I have been successful in meeting people, but a couple of them haven't worked out for various reasons. One person has been particularly nasty of late because she feels I played her or something. I don't know what she's talking about. I tried to explain the situation to her, but that didn't make things any better so I've pretty much given up on the whole thing now.
I'm just not going to fight people. It's not worth it, especially when all it does is lead to more name calling. I've pretty much been called every name in the book, and I really don't care at this point. All she's doing is validating me by continuing to throw shots at me and call me names. I gave my side, and in return I got another shot.
So is there any wonder why she's been blocked on my instant messenger? I don't really think so, but she seems to think it's immature of me to do so. Why, because now she can't fight with me online about this? Yeah, that seems like the way to go. Let her im me so she can say more shit to me. Let me think for a moment. Uh, no.
I did take her off block, but if she tries to im me, I'm declining. I'm not dragging this out. I'm through with this.
I have met some people though. One girl has a boyfriend, but she's been fun to talk to so I figure it couldn't hurt to be friends with her and just talk to her about things.
The other girl is someone who actually approached me first, and we've been talking pretty much since. She's a pretty cool girl and she's cute, so we'll see how that goes. I'm aiming for friends with this girl and maybe more since she is easy to talk to and she's into a lot of the same things I'm into.
Maybe my luck will start to change.
We just had a security system put in and thankfully, my mom opted against the motion detectors. With all these cats running around, the sensors would be going off every few minutes, especially if Shade woke up. Besides, we're all up at different hours and my mom thought it would be a bad idea to have that.
So we have the system set on the doors. It's kind of weird because I'm used to just walking in and not really bothering with anything. Well, now I have to turn off the alarm before the alarm sounds, making an annoying ass sound and pretty much driving everyone crazy.
So it's just another thing to adjust to in this house.
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