Well here are things...Matt has been downgraded to a 50% chance of survival. On the other hand, the cancer exists only in 7 places in his bones...this sounds bad but the Chemo should knock it out. Despite the drop in chances, we are more hopefully if only because at this stage of the game he should be able to fight it off...we hope. It has been and still is a emotional roller coaster and I am still very nervous.
Other than that situation, things are even still an emotialal rollercoaster for me...some online difficulties have had me down, I don't want to go into any amount of detail on that but it bugged me. On the other hand things are going pretty well.I feel particularly inept at writing today, mainly because i am kind of emotionally even right now. I am dreading school starting, but it isn't that big of a deal. I am single but that is good for my emotional state right now. oh well it is kind of annoying how it is now. I feel unbalanced yet when I think about it, I am actually doing okay...
So I am confused to say the least. These things happen I suppose. oh well.