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You know what... after tonight... I just wont have parties anymore. Nobody enjoys them, others don't, I don't, she doesnt, People don't like me, even at my own parties, they like others, they hang with others, fights incure, arguments incure, so you know... FUCK IT!!! I wont have anymore. Cos they always fucking suck motherfucking balls. And you will have to do a hell of a lot to convince me otherwise!! I hate every-fucking-one now!!

I don't give it to you so much because I want to, but more because you want me to. I want to, and like to give, but I want to with another, not you. Not because there is anything wrong with you, but because of who you are. Even when I do... I have to think you are someone else, and that's really really not a good thing. It's really not fair on you, and it's definetally not fair on me, that you make it so thats what I have to put up with.

I don't want you feeling bad in anyway for it, or anything, ok. I just want you to help me find another. If you did that, I would be on top of the freakin' world! I would love to find someone...

A fair biyt has happened really. Lost my job because of a certain bitch. Worked for Dad and scored a good bunch of cash. Found out that I didn't get paid for my last weeks work and so will be comming down hard on Michael... and we will win to because it is sooo sooo illegal what he has done, and we have records of it too. We are gonna play nice first, but if he does nothing, then Dad is gonna go in and fuck him up. Yay! All my dreams come true lol.

Well into writing a new script. Have a few going at the moment, two of which though that are going really well. Firstly one that I am writing about a girl who witnesses a shooting. And Lisa is writing a one about a girl strugling to break out into films. They are both really good so far, scenes working out really well. I can't wait for it to all get on its feet. I don't really care if neither of these get anywhere, but I just want to have them for myself at least, because they will showcase out talents at the moment. And so worst case scenario, we learn from any mistakes we make, and learn new things just through the process of filming.

Anyhay, I'm off. Fucking hell, my Pulp Fiction disk has a scratch... bloody thing.

So it's two days after Grindhouse has been released and I still havent seen it. I have to wait till I get it for my birthday... argh its so far away. HIM concert and my birthday comming up in the next few weeks. I'm actually more anticipating watching Grindhouse as apposed to my birthday and HIM though, which is really strange. But oh well. Still cant wait. I was really hoping that I would have my tattoo done before the concert, but I know it wont. After all... I have no money for it lol. The people from Vid Ezy are bullshitting about me still, but I don't care. Dad still wants to fuck up Michael. BTW Mitch, I never did anything to you, so it was really not nice for you to up and send something like that. I'm sorry for just stopping texting, but Dad got really shitty with me. He is pretty serious about it all. Cos I figure you will read this - my problem with Rose was never work - it was the weekend before I left. NOTHING to do with work. I even told her the other night that I wasnt angry at her or upset at her, but that I wasnt happy about what happened. And then to get Michael involved in it, I wasnt too happy about. But I don't beleive that was her fault, as apposed to maybe her Mum. And on a side note - I can write anything I want to in here, and no one has the right to tell me to take anything out of it. Everything said in here is my opinion and that alone, and this is a free country, one where I can openly express my opinion. So - suck it! Anyway, on to a better topic.

I know that was a lot of stuff before I got on to something more aimed at you. Today and last night was a lot of fun, especially where it got today lol. Definetally want to chat more often, but as you said, it just gets hard sometimes with us both having our own agenda all the time and.... Idiot. Can I please kill him?

You rock!

Anywho I got nothing more to say - I can't really think of anything lol. So I'm off. Love ya's all... ;)

Dude I couldn't even remember the damn year lol... not like that's a new thing though lol. I am going to be a professional stunt man - I swear it! It's all I fucking want lol. I stapled myself tonight lol. A couple in the leg and a couple in the arm lol. It really isnt that bad... like.... I'm not bullshitting or anything, but it really doesnt hurt lol. Stupid gay shit... I wanted it to hurt so I could say oh hey look at me lol... but really it sucks... so its like.... I cant boast about it. Oh well.

Hey I haven't heard from you in ages. You were online today and I texted you and messaged you like your thingo said and you didnt get back to me at all. Whats that about? Yeah I know you didnt do it on purpose, I just wanted to know what was going on, was kinda looking forward to chatting to ya. No problem, like I say, there's always next time.

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