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My dearest Tucker,
This would be your second Christmas with us, but instead it is your first Christmas in Heaven. I am sure you are having a wonderful time celebrating Jesus' Birthday, what a party that must be! I miss you terribly, I want to be buying gifts for both of my boys and watching you both open them. You would be 20 months old right now and getting into everything! Conner misses you lots and talks about you all the time. Awhile ago, he told me, "Tucker made a rainbow over our house.", I don't know if it means anything or not but I like to think it does.
And shortly after you left us, I found him your bedroom looking out the window, saying, "Yeah Baby Tucker," over and over, I wish I could see what he saw.  This year we will go to Montana for Christmas. It breaks me heart that all of our family will not get to watch both my boys enjoy the holiday.
We have your stocking hanging up, because "You'll be home for Christmas, if only in our dreams." Merry Christmas sweetheart, I love and miss you still.
Tucker,
Sometimes I bring you to mind-just because
It makes me so happy to have you here with me
But, other times you find your own way into my thoughts-
And I always know it's you
Because no one else knows the way there like you do.

                         I love you My Little Man.
                              Love Nana Ann
Tucker with
Santa last year
1999
8 months old
On
Christmas
Day
1999
Tucker
with Daddy
on
Christmas 99
Song Playing is Tears In Heaven
by Eric Clapton
Momma,
With Tucker
and Cousin
Rylee
Merry Christmas
1999
Big Brother
Conner's
Christmas
picture this year!
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