Am I different from others my age?

Yes very different. In fact totally different. That's the truth. 
You see people who have normal & loving parents take a different approach to life. They wake up in the morning with affectionate calls from their mother, then she dresses them up for school or work, prepares the favorite breakfast. Father comes asks would you need any extra money today? Mother fixes the hair, the clothes, both parent kiss the child and its ready to take on the world. Sounds alien to us, nah?
They reach school or work, teases up helpless people like us, sometimes elbows us. If you try to go and show love for one of those lucky ones you get a cold shoulder response. 

You are not that type. You crave for love, value affection and think others should do the same. You know you are the best, but lack the basic resources needed to prove yourself. What can you do, its not your fault. Then who is to blame? Is the social and economic system faulty? Is the government responsible? All these questions weigh down on your mind. 

Those normal kids on the other hand are having all the fun. Just know you are not one of them.

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Why are parents unloving?

Why me? What have I done?

Am I different from others my age?

What should I do now?

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