What should I do now?
Well you can do nothing. You can't change your birth. Its
possible to divorce a spouse if the marriage is not working, its possible
to fire a bad employee, its possible to change jobs, its possible to break
friendship and make new new friends. But its not possible to change who
you are born from. I very much wish some scientist invents the time
machine some time soon. So that we can go back in time and prevent our
birth. Until then... *sigh*.
'What should I do now' is the most difficult question to answer. Look
towards the future, forget the past is all I can say, knowing very well
the absurdity of my own advice. Come join us in the forums its a good
place to talk and heal, that's the best thing I can figure out at the
moment. 
Pages of Sadness ...
Am I different from others my age?
