Thoughts
fo shizzle
September 30, 2001
Banseethar ka beta......wo chakhi wala.........now, to continue my song," chaahat hai agar...aake mujse milja tu. ya phir.....aisa kar, dharthi se milathey mujko. tu hi re, tu hi re.....therey bina mein kaise jiyu......aaja reeeeee, aja reeey, yu na tharpana tu mujhko."
September 29, 2001
i tutored this morning.....i now know how to do spelling cheerleading :-D saw lajjaa............TIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bhulwa is the man...............tu hi re, tu hi rey.....therey bina mein kaise jiyuuu...aajaa reyyyyy, aajaa reeey........yu na tharpana tu mujko.....jaan reeyyyyy jaaan reyyyyyy......in saanso mein baas jaao tu......chaand reeey, chaand reyy.....aaja dil ki zameen mein tu...
September 28, 2001
Twas a good day...watched csi in chem.......project presentations for macbeth in lit...was rather phunny......cricket project went well. i came home and watched the superbowl shuffle.
September 27, 2001
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASAD! Butts. Gotta memorize the following for "TOMORROW!!!!!!! "
- Macbeth, William Shakespeare
September 26, 2001
Twas a good day. My hair was nice.
PHUNNY PHRASES FROM FOLKS I LOVE:
Gharmee may doloh dood may ice, dood bhana very nice....doo doo doo doo doo- Faraz
"your a drunk 5 cent hoe that got poked in the eye. But your still my honey!!!!!!!!!!!"--my moon
lucha lafunga says: jub anar miley tub lucha lafunga kiley, miley miley miley miley anar miley, kiley kiley kiley kiley lucha lafunga kilye
lucha lafunga says: jub anar miley tub lucha lafunga kiley, miley miley miley miley anar miley, kiley kiley kiley kiley lucha lafunga kilye
lucha lafunga=
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September 25, 2001
Too much to do.....not enough time to talk about it.......nhs induction tonight........math.........and well...i guess that's it. but the preparation will take a good amount of time. tata
September 24, 2001
Derivatives.....2 hour long nhs crap...and pms do not mix.
September 23, 2001
Thank god this month is going by fast......shape of my heart is dancing in my ears right now.
September 22, 2001
i'm tired. I want a tic tac cause my breaf stank!
September 21, 2001
It has come to my attention today that some people don't understand the concept of SARCASM.......therefore, i have looked up webster's definition for you people that lack proper english skills.........ok, upon reading the correct definition of the word, I have come to the conclusion that you people will take that definition in the wrong context, therefore, here are words that can be substituted for the word sarcasm= HUMOR!!!!!!!! , irony, raillery, SATIRE, WIT; jest, repartee; gibe, sharpness. Are we all on the same page now??????????? sarcasm is my way of life. just because you can't understand my english doesn't mean you can stop my way of thinking........also, when a word is put in quotation marks.....it means it takes on a satirical definition.....meaning it's said in a SARCASTIC tone. I wrote an essay for current issues.....i liked the last paragraph, so i sent it to the augusta chronicle because i was sick of reading the crap that people write in there........much to my surprise, in current issues today while we were reading the paper, i saw the damn thing in there!!!!!!!! and i freaked.......now my parents are mad at me......they don't understand sarcasm...like in the article, i said aghanistan was "evil"......but i put the evil in quotation marks because it's sarcastic.....i don't really think they are evil....that's just what everyone else thinks.....i was making fun of the people that think that....hence the quotation marks. and all that stuff about bin ladin has also been in jest (jest=sarcastic humor).......if you can't understand my humor.....then stop reading my thoughts........haha.....here it is
September 20, 2001
I sense the watermelon slowly deteriorating......cause of my own dumbness.......it was a HORRIBLE day for grades......but do i fret..no. Again, today, i sang songs in my head while i was supposed to be doing stuff. In chemII, we talked about ham sandwiches......i did calculus work in computer apps.....we learned that osama the ominous oont has 51 siblings in current issues...........at lunch, we came to the conclusion that between the yellow, blue, and red m&m.....the red one is the sexiest..........in lit, mrs shrout told us to call any random person a slut just to see what they do.......in physics.....we played with string and a protractor, and in calculus, we debated the correct pronunciation of peanut butter. A constructive day it was........currently watching bush's address to congress.....i'm glad homeslice is differentiating between the psycho moooslims and the real ones.....however, with the confused look on his face...I don't think he knows quite how to say the word terror, as he says "terrerra." Izzatullah just said that he thinks george bush is cute.....this is what i think he looks like..... www.oocities.org/u_sleepyhead/prariedog.jpg
September 19, 2001
My day was average..............but i started feeling bad after reading news online......i mean like REALLY bad. But i have to say.....my family is the greatest on the face of this earth. Whenever i feel bad, i just talk to them, and they fill me with so much joy that it doesn't matter what goes on in the world, i can't help but feel good! Today, after my feelings of sadness were overwhelming me, i got online and found asad online as well..................even though i can't talk back to them, they were able to connect to me so i could hear them (my moon as well as asad)......they sung various songs to me, including tum bin and jab dil miley......and all my problems seemed a mile away.. :-D When people swallow watermelon seeds, they have watermelons grow in their tummy.......but they don't realize it at first......they start to feel it consuming them after a while......and there's nothing you can do about it except wait for it to gradually decompose. if i sound like i'm making no sense...it's just a metaphor............... osama the ominous oont(camel) needs to have the hairs of his beard plucked out one by one.....that would hurt more than just killin the bastardo.
September 18, 2001
The soundtrack to Moksha (coming october 26th) is out now......it's tight!!! can't wait for the movie..... miss stoming's cool......it seems as if she cares more about the safety of mah familia than most of mah friends even.......but it's cool. We had another in class essay in lit.....which i know i did bad on......cause while i was supposed to be writing or thinking about it, i was trying to remember the lyrics to mitwa......no, not the mitwa from lagaan, but the one from from nayak. I still don' t know how it goes.......soundtrack for khabi khushi kabhi gham is out too!!!!..............currently listening to nadia's favorite song, "Kuch Tum Kaho." "jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanloooooooooooooooooo...........maaaaaaaaaaaaanloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo........jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanlooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. (i held the o down for the length of time it took the singer to shut up)kuch tum kahooooooooooooooo...............kuch hum kaheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........phir hosh shuruuuuuuu, yeh daaaastaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............" .....................puff the magic dragon shall save us all from strife.
September 17, 2001
twas a good day...the test/essay thing we did two fridays ago in lit...the one i KNEW i had failed......i got an 89 on it... :- ) .........and the quiz on calculus which was postponed to wednesday last week.........i got my FIRST A in calculus!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D i'm happy.....feelin glad.....i don't got sunshine.....in a bag. speaking of sunshine...when i rumbled into the driveway today.....i couldn't help but notice how the sunshine illuminated the leaves on the trees surrounding our driveway.....it was like a canopy of green shimmer....... :-) In homeroom today...i started thinking about back in the day when i'd play b-ball every day...i remembered that there was this special little squirrel that i encountered.....while most other squirrels would scurry away, this one would actually like...just sit there and watch me play.....i even tried scaring it cause i was afraid it would get hit......but it just kept coming back. I thought about that special squirrel in homeroom today. i'm currently yawning..........a total of about 100 people visited this page since yesterday...........ANYONE AND EVERYONE THAT READS THIS.........either sign the guestbook....e-mail me.....or post a message on the message board telling me WHO IN THE HELL you are...how you found this site.....and why you are reading my thoughts. thank you for your cooperation.
September 16, 2001
How funky is your chicken?............click here to read the best essay i've ever written. i just looked at my site stats......40 people visited this page yesterday............WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE, AND WHY DO YOU COME HERE?!!?!?!!?...........the following is from an e-mail i got today.....
"They
call my people
blood thirsty terrorists
blowing up buildings and planes
with dynamite tied to their chests
killing civilians by the hundreds
-but am I a terrorist?
True, some of my people
of names similar to mine
do act violently in despair
when their human rights are stolen,
when their suffering and plights are ignored
in the refugee camps of Sabra and Chatala.
- but am I a terrorist?
Islam, the religion of Submission
teaches Muslims to respect life
"If anyone had killed one man
except in lieu of murder and mischief
it is as if he killed the whole mankind"
Same verse in Torah and Quran too
by the same God
-how could I be a terrorist?
Prophet Mohammad, Peace be upon him
was a mercy to mankind
he cared for the poor, elderly and sick
even if not from his faith
he stood in respect for a funeral procession of a Jew
he let a cat take a nap on his robe
not to disturb her, he cut his robe
He told Muslim armies not to hurt women and kids
sick and old, cut trees or kill animals just for fun
I love him so much
-how could I be a terrorist?
But why do they call us terrorists?
why not call the IRA, Red Army, Tamil Tigers
Militant Hindus or Serbians terrorists.
Why not call the militia
blowing up government buildings
and killing innocent civilians a terrorist
No, the term is reserved for Muslims
- and I am a Muslim.
We are the victims of terrorism
in Palestine, Kashmir, Checnya, Nigeria, Indonesia, Phillipines, Bosnia
and Kosova
by individuals and states
with knives, guns, tanks and rape
-who is a terrorist?
I remember Serb soldiers came to my house
they killed my father and my big brother too
I miss them so much.
They raped my mom and my sister too.
I loved them so much.
Then they burned my house, my books and toys too
- and they call us terrorists.
I got scared, and fled into the woods
joined a caravan going to the border
migrating from oppression to a land of peace and freedom
I have walked two days and climbed a mountain
I am hungry and thirsty, tired and sick
My legs are weak and my feet are bleeding
unable to walk anymore
- do I look like a terrorist?
I am not a terrorist
I am a Muslim
seeking love, peace and justice
My name is Mehmet Poturvic
I am a 6 year old from Kosova
Dear God, please help me and my people.
"You alone I worship, from you alone I seek help""
September 15, 2001
Yesterday i watched andaaz apna apna......today i watched chandni....it helps me forget about this biaaaaaaatchy world.........especially the part in andaaz apna apna when aamir khan calls salman khan a "saaalaaa, aaamchoos!".............I was just informed that Monam chacha was questioned for leaving his car at the airport, since he was stranded in Chicago.......shoooo, no one from my family will eva be able to go to an airport without striking fear in someones heart.........if i'm on a plane and some "sumbitch" white boy wanna hijack it......i can just get up in his face and say i'm mooslim.....and he'll be afraid and say "sorry ma'am," and i shall take solace in that.....i want to move to australia so i can get away from all this nonsense.......they don't mess with anyone.....and nobody messes with them.......therefore, i wish to live with the friendly marsupials...they shall protect me. :-D
September 14, 2001
I hate this world......it's a biaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatch.
September 13, 2001
What a great day.....after tues and wed, this day was such a relief! everything was mainly back to normal......except for the fact that i kinda gotta play the defensive role in classes where we discuss the stuff, but it's cool. I feel bad for writing that stuff bout my ChemII teacher, I made her sound stupid. But seriously, she one of the coolest teachers i've eva had. Anyhoo.....i've been worried bout lit cause me and a two others had to read an essay, present it to the class, and write an essay about the essay.....all due today. Well, we didn't do ANYTHING till 10 minutes before lit class started........and mrs. shrout, who TORE up everyone else presentation, actually said she liked ours!! how ironic is that? HAHAHAA, GO HERE, phunny stuff. Now, i just want the weekend to grace it's presence on me :-D
September 12, 2001
I spent first period explaining to my Chem II teacher that Afghanistan and Pakistan were two different countries......and that islam and muslim are NOT two different religions... : -/ ......on a sadder note.....our mosque was vandalized.......on a lighter note, my ap us history teacher from last year (whom i have been avoiding all year cause i bombed (no pun intended) the ap exam) came up to me during the bake sale today, and expressed her concern for me and others of my faith, stating that "it's ridiculous.....it' s like saying that all christian people are terrorists cause of timothy mcveigh." I was like hell to the yeah, sistah! ......therefore, she is now the coolest person at GHS. :-D .........the next time i hear the word "arab" or "mooooslim terrorist" on the damn tv......i will go loco in mah cabeza..........the weird thing- when we toured like northern pakistan about 2 years ago...we came like 2 or 3 hours away from the afghan border with paky.....and it was freaky!! on the bus from city to city, you would see like people in other cars with their guns and jank.....now if i breathed a word of this at school or something, i'd prolly get reported and arrested for breathing the air so close to afghanistan!!!!!!!!!!!! these folks are in a ridiculous josh right now.....someone need to give them some ice-cream..............................the world is about to end (according to Nostradamus and Hajra).....and my parents are arguing over where to buy meat...shalimar's or the punjab store..... :-/
September 11, 2001
Life is a biaaaaaaaatch......especially when the whole world thinks all members of your religion are terrorists.....but i know that it prolly was a self-proclaimed muslim that did that.........but seriously, anyone with that lack of humanity......i can't consider them muslim. seriously, i just pray for the family's of the victims of this senseless piece of crap that occured this morning. on a lighter, sadder note, someone i just know informed me that she actually visited kotex.com.........now that's sad...................................so now that the events of the day are marinating in my head, i can express how deep it's affected me.....at school, it all just kinda seemed like everyday stuff you see on tv, like in movies (ex. in ghostbustersII when the marshmallow man takes over new york).....but when you come home and you experience this stuff without having people there to make light of this tragic situation, it becomes real........all this stuff..it's to the point where i'm actually afraid to go to school, for fear of having some wacko (and trust me, there are plenty of those at GHS) hurt me for being muslim.........shoo.....i know i'm probably just overexaggerating, cause that's just me............it's sad to think that just a mere 48 hours ago, the biggest problem of my life was the crust covering the skin of my nose and eye.....and now i actually fear for my life?!?!?
September 10, 2001
ok, so currently, i'm sitting in the library "researching" the history and rules of "gilly danda," aka cricket for physics. I'm bored...and all i wanna do is come home! but before that happens, i gotta go to kroger to get some cookie dough for the bake sale tomorrow. whoop di doo. anyhoo, i best go before one of the librarians walks by and bites my head off for no reason..............................................................ok so now, i'm home. Currently, Linkin Park is rocking my world......funny how one can go from maine pyar kiya songs to One step closer......it's just odd. we had to write an essay about who we would put on Mt. Rushmore if we had the chance. (people who have effected the twentieth century as well as our lives) I have to say, this was one of the most enjoyable assignments i've ever done. although only the rough draft has been completed, it's comin out pretty nicely. But then again, mrs shrout will prolly tear my effort up and give me a C or something!...............i'm getting the sense that another fight is brewing in the clan........so what am i gonna do bout it......keep the hell out of it!!!!!!!!!!!!!...............i have a calculus quiz tomorrow.......oh yeah! mrs. shrout gave us our averages today...SHOCKINGLY i have an A...with the ap curve :-D but after that horrendous test we took last friday, i know it'll go down.....writing two essays in 55 minutes for a test grade...that just heinous slave labor! But as i was saying earlier, this mt. rushmore essay is pretty tight...i can't stop thinking up ideas for it......it's really weird. But i know no matter how much i put into it...i KNOW i'll get at most a C. but hell, i don't care, this thing's phun! currently, the four people on my list are Homer Simpson, Gandhi (he may be replaced by schooby doo if i don't find a common thread between him and homer), Fred Roger's aka Mr. Rogers, and Michael Jackson.......the four famous people who have effected my life the most= a beer-bellied jack ass who sings songs about balogna.....a man who sings dandy songs for 3 year olds and plays with puppets......and a man who goes "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWH!!!!!!"
September 9, 2001
the goo in my nose is now solidifying...damn allergy season. anyhoo...this has been such a good weekend...just so full of peace and relaxation..... :-D i don't wanna go back to that place again...the skin around my nose is dry and crusty..and the region at the corner of my right eye is as well...for when my eyes watered (cause of the allergies), the salty tears made my skin raw.....
September 8, 2001
evil goo is invading my nose. mr. yash.............biaaaaaaaaaaaches are not cool...especially when you're related to them, and they're male...................thank god i'm getting the hell away from this house in less than a year......it literally makes me sick....the second i got outside me, my nose, and my fever felt better........I got lagaan so i could tape it since me and navyata are doing a physics project on "gilly danda." :-D i can't believe the freakin counter is at 101..and it's only the 8th of the month......why the hell do you people actually come here? get a life!..............currently listening to kuch tum kaho.....i can still remember at nadoshazo's house, they'd turn this song up.....then all the kids would SCREAM to it in the kitchen...those were the good old days. now, i'm stuck in the school rut...hmmmmfh!!
September 7, 2001
I'm TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and my nose is a drippy faucet today............................just saw "O" with lisa and navyata. I guess it would have been better if i hadn't have read othello before.....but it was still good. (except for that one part...mmmhmmm! if you saw it, you know what i'm talkin bout.....that unneccessary stuff...mmmmhmm!) because we had the ENTIRE theater to ourselves, we had the opportunity of making fun of all the stuff that was supposed to be sad.....especially when odin dies..... :-D.........right now, the area in my head above my nasal region literally feels like hell...everytime i breathe out, heated air comes out.....damn those sinuses!
September 6, 2001
Saiyyan from nayak is a grand song.....i need some new indian movie to obsess over...luckily, tomorrow is a friday movie day :-D Perhaps we will go see "O" tomorrow as well. well...my day was FULL of crap. But luckily for me......NO homework......it sucks how one night i can be doing work non-stop for 6-7 hours.......then the next night, i'll have nothing to do. :-o i'm pooped........ewwwwwwwww!!!!!!! my mom's cooking fish :-p......................................I'm not allowed to have a life.........while locked up in this godforsaken house, i am expected to study 24/7..............with every ignorant comment barked at me, at least i have the comfort of knowing i'll be gone in less than a year. :-D
September 5, 2001
Tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimmme............why you punish me?? Bookcards, ap cal quizes and essays.......all due on the same dayy.............................................................i found out today that i'm ranked 21st in a class of 285 seniors....my "friends'" response after finding this out..." :-O 21!!! that is sooo high! i thought you were smart!" :-/ I think it's pretty good for someone that sings desi song in her head all day at school :-D GPA= 3.868.....i'm hoping they round up......................................the greatest feeling in the world: after writhing in pain for hours due to cramps...the moment you realize it's over..... :-D
September 4, 2001
"I keep on fallin, in and out of love.....with you! i nevaaaaaa loved someone...way that i'm lovin you!!!!!" i'm sitting at home singing this song at the top of my lungs as i listen to it as well. I'm in the greatest mood now. Why, don't know. "if yo girl only knew" is a great song to sing aloud...really loudly. of course now, i gotta get back to pyaar ishq aur mohabbat. i'm sooooooooooo hyper!!!!!!! i haven't been hyper since.....................prolly some time last year. i listen to koi fariyaad to calm me down. i should be pretty depressed and pressurized due to all the applications and essays i gotsta do for college.....after all, 12 years of schooling have boiled down to these next couple of months. but does it seem like i care? NO!!!!!!!! cause i'm hyper......"hoooooooooooooooooooooooo......oooooooooooooohhhhhh hooooooooooooo.......hooooooohohoooooooooooooooooooo." that was from the song. i'm still singing. rain makes me happy. driving home today, it was raining so hard i couldn't see where i was goin! :-D it was a nice rush. i hope no one can hear me singing outside. "oh paalanhareeeee...nirgun oh na reeyyyyyy........(repeat) tumreh bin humra kaun honyariiiiii.......?" this is such peaceful song....something was in my water today. my dad has a picture of himself as a 3-4 year old as our wallpaper........he looks like FARU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCARIEST DAMN RESEMBLENCE I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE! .....................so now it's bout 10 pm....just spent like an hour and a half working on my college applications :-D i'm proud of myself for actually keeping my concentration on something for more than 2 minutes. :-D anyhoo...all thass left for the tech application is my godforsaken essay...and transcript. aight, time for real world.....and chem II. i pray that tommorrow i'll be just as hyper and ready for work as i was today.
September 3, 2001
either it's hazy outside.....or my vision is screwin with me
September 2, 2001
Bhalu Prasad Singh.
September 1, 2001
If i hear that little kid's annoying voice on Dil Kya Kare again.....i shall be forced to shoot myself......on a lighter note......i like green. man, the jane eyre movie was gonna come on amc today.....but when i turned to the channel, turns out it was the black and white version from like the 40's...... :-( i don't like these dividers.....but they'll do for now
