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Phoenix Prologue Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four Chapter Five Chapter Six Chapter Seven Chapter Eight Chapter Nine Chapter Ten Epilogue
PROLOGUE
Pain. Most people know it, whether it is physical or emotional. But not everyone
has to feel it day after day. Not everyone has to feel both at the same time. I
admit I'm not the only one abused in the world, but I have always been confused
as to why I just happened to be in that world. How did I become so unlucky?
Doesn't God give a damn about me?
Oh yes, I questioned the reasons for my existence day in and
day out. I never did find an answer.
Yet, no matter how I told myself to give up on my search for
peace, something wouldn't let me. Something told me that this was just part of
the path to happiness. I could never understand why it had to be painful,
though. Some people actually have happy lives, right from birth. Why couldn't I
be one of those people?
Many people may blame me for the Hell I went through. After
all, had I just shut up and not said anything, like most everyone else in my
house, life would have been just a slight bit easier. But I was always one to
speak my mind and give my opinion, even if it wasn't wanted. My mouth got me
into more trouble than any of my actions possibly could.
So, here is my story. Blame me if you must. If you need to
blame somebody, you choose whom. But, as you're judging, put yourself in my
place. Then, tell me what you'd do.
Phoenix Prologue Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three Chapter Four Chapter Five Chapter Six Chapter Seven Chapter Eight Chapter Nine Chapter Ten Epilogue