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Thursday June 21st, 2007 |
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Today was that dentist thing. No pain. Except I can feel it all the time. There's a foreign object in my mouth. I must eat with it. I must talk with it. It's weird.
I hate you!
No I don't
The Kings have hired Reggie Theus as the head coach of the Kings. Interesting? A couple draft boards also have Yi Jianlian falling to #10 for the Kings. Interesting?
I think Theus will be an alright coach. I don't think we'll make the playoffs this year. The West is too strong, and the Kings don't have it right now.
Yi Jianlian has been my favorite for a while. I have no idea if he'll be any good, but he appears like he has some skill. I think he'll go for 5ppg/4rpg season 1 and get labeled a bust. By Year 3 He'll be 13ppg/6rpg and still be labeled a bust. But he'll have one season after that where he'll pull 18/10 and score a huge contract.
Speculation!
I've listened to White Stripes - Icky Thump and Bishop Allen - Bishop Allen & the Broken String. Icky Thump is wacky and different. Bishop Allen is sweet and melodic. But I really want new Interpol!
I also got wacky news today at work. wacky. bad news I guess. hmmm
Later. Out for today.
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Monday June 18th, 2007 |
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haha. Kevin Durant Rules.
[Reporter]: You wouldn't pass a little bit, not even to get the double-double?
[Kevin Durant]: Nope. I'd go for 150 points, no assists, no rebounds.
I hate looking for apartments. This sucks. I can't imagine the self doubt that I will go through when I'm looking for houses. Everything costs so damn much. I can live cheaply, or I can live luxuriously. I wish there was a middle ground. Damnit.
I hate this game we play. Or maybe I hate it because I'm the only one playing.
I'm out for Monday. I will see you all from Tuesday. Hell Pit.
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Sunday June 17th, 2007 |
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I am so fucking stupid.
you know what. fuck the wound. Gun Powder. Match. I need Sayid to torch that wound and seal it up for good.
I'll take the battlescars. I am too good for it anyways. I should never have even tried.
fug. small. not for me
So is it better to try and fail if you know you will fail? if you 100% know you will fail? I guess it depends on the situation and really the consequence of failure. So the question now becomes whether or not I think it's worth it to keep trying. Or to concede defeat.
Say you're losing by 40 points at the end of the 3rd quarter. Quit? Keep going?
Say you've got no hand in heads up poker. More specifically, QClubs, 4Hearts. Your opponent raises you $5K. Flop : 6, 7, 3. Turn : 10. River : 2. You don't think he has a hand. But he might.
So you pause time. Sneak over and get to look at only 1 of his cards. Jack of Hearts. Your Queen kills that card. But what is the other card? Is it a matching Jack? does it match the flop? the river? the turn? Call? ReRaise? Fold? How the fuck did you pause time?
Editors - Smokers Outside The Hospital Room :: I can't shake these feelings I've got.
Jimmy Eat World + Youtube. Thanks.
Out. Sunday the 17th. The 18th will be murder.
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Saturday June 16th, 2007 |
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I don't know. I'm stupid right?
Is it right? Is it better to try and fail then to not try at all?
I hope so. I don't try enough. But I am trying. I am going to fail. No doubt about it. But that's ok right?
Fight the darkness! Go Wound Go
I feel bad for writing like this for so long. None of this makes any sense to anybody but me. And even I don't know why I bother writing this if I don't go in to any detail.
To the End! see ya.
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Thursday June 14th, 2007 |
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oh you whore! I wonder if you are spying on me.
Probably not. But it's hard to say. Things are weird. I don't know where it came from. But maybe it was because of that? what the heck?
what does it all mean?
It means I'm stupid and foolish and stupid and foolish.
wound open entirely. blood spilling everywhere. geez.
Out for thursday. Let's rock n roll
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Wednesday June 13th, 2007 |
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I didn't come back yesterday because I decided to write a fuller blown out post at another blog. Yes, I'm cheating on you.
I am saddened by my own stupidity. I really really need to end this. Now. Like right now. Like forever ever? forever ever.
But I already said I'd open the wound a little more. Time to let it happen. stupid me.
The guys behind the bands that are popular today. I knew it! It's somebody taking the Backstreet Boys/NSync formula and remixing it for a new generation.
crap. I just over cleaned my ears. Now I am hearing sounds that I could never hear before. Really crisp. way too crisp. Frequencies that I was missing before and now being delivered. Like now I can hear my refrigerator humming. and my computer spinning. And my fucking clothes rustling! My keyboard is the loudest it's ever been. damn ears. I should just leave them stuffed.
Is there a chance I could've punctured a hole in to my mouth/nose? Is it possible my sudden super hearing is because I'm now taking in sounds from below? I am so messed up.
Out for the 13th. dumb ass!
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Tuesday June 11th, 2007 |
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I think I'm going to have to ignore the wound. Stay chill. Don't move. Forget about it. And leave this page as is.
The worst part is that it's going to throw my brain off for another month. I don't want to deal with this feeling again.
pause. I'll be back.
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Sunday June 10th, 2007 |
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I think I'm going to reboot this news page. With the wound bleeding again, I think I need to break off bad months with good months. It's cyclic. Like everything else in the world
Then again, this month isn't bad yet. It has the potential to be the greatest month ever. But I don't think I want to test that theory.
Pharell, Lupe, and Kanye are forming a super rap team called CRS. Child Rebel Soldier. There's one leaked track that samples them over Thom Yorke's Eraser. That track itself is alright, but the potential of those 3 together is insane.
Editors - An End Has A Start - I read that the album primarily deals with Death. No wonder it feels moody. If you haven't listened to it, give it a shot. It's excellent. These thoughts I must not think of, dreams I can't make sense of, I need you to tell me it's ok.
Let's hope that I didn't jinx things by revealing a little too much to my comrades.
Out for the 10th. See you around.
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Friday June 8th, 2007 |
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Encore Encore!
Doh. Dentist appointment #3 is in 2 weeks. Which will mark 8 weeks since it was supposed to begin! It's no fault of the dentist's. The lab messed up and the result was a little wack. So they're going to redo whatever it is they need to redo. doh!
I was hoping it would be done with so that I can just get on with other things! fudge muffins!
The wound attacked me. What the hell. I wish I could figure out what was going on. I am so confused.
Out for today.
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Thursday June 7th, 2007 |
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This is it!
So after consistently posting for a while, I actually took a 2 week break. It was not intentional. I didn't actively force myself not to post. I just didn't post. Maybe it's because I started playing Phoenix Wright : Ace Attorney. Maybe it's because I've had nothing to say.
Not that having nothing to say has stopped me from posting lately.
Editors - An End Has A Start : B+ : The songs are all bigger sounding. There's really a coldplay feel to this album, and less Interpollly. Smokers Outside The Hospital Room is a really good song. At first, I was immensely turned off by the wack title. But the song is fun and has this amazing sweeping feeling that can grab you. I blame Tom Smith's falsetto.
On Second Thought : LCD Soundsystem - Sound of Silver isn't that great of an album. I've become bored of it pretty quickly. It doesn't have the lasting feeling that good albums have. It has hot beats. Done.
So today I've got my 2nd of 2 dentists apppointment. I expect to be in pain tonight. But it will all be worth it right? right? It better be for all that damn money I'm paying!
Only a little over a month left in this apartment, and I've yet to find a new one! sweet!
Lost Season 3 Finale Recap. Read it.
Out for June 7th! See you never!
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Friday May 25th, 2007 |
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OH MY GOD THE PAIN.
I was expecting Wisdom Teeth style pain. Turns out there isn't any pain. At all. It's almost as if they didn't do anything to me today. My operation went way too smooth. I expect appointment #2 to cause the hell mouth to erupt.
Let me mention this again. Lost was amazing.
I'm falling in to the trap again. Today I completely started picking at the wound again. Time to man up boy!
The new Editors album has showed up on the internets. 1 month ahead of time. Not bad.
I hit the freeway again. 70-80 still doesn't feel fast especially when other cars are flying by you.
I'm so bad at this, it's crazy.
May has been awesome. Only a few days left. The awesomeness has begun to taper off since the beginning, but I still believe it's ending positively. This month contained some really big news for me. I wish this month would have ended with twice the amount of news, but the single big announcement is going to be pretty sweet. It'll be extremely exciting news when I get to announce it (well, at least for me it will be). But I think when I do announce it, I'm not going to do it here. As great as this site is, I've generally shied away from posting anything personal here.
I've always been scared that posting something here would be a bad idea. It would allow people to find me. Yeah, paranoia indeed
Today is friday. a 3 day weekend approaches. Good day.
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Thursday May 24th, 2007 |
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Today is tooth day. T minus 8 hours.
I wonder what is going to cause me to stop updating this site. In early 2004 I put a list together with reasons why I would stop updating this site. #1 was that I would get a job where I wouldn't have time to update this site. I currently have a job where I work all the time. Guess what? Still hasn't stopped me. Especially lately. This site is never going to die. WILW is going to be here for ages.
Lost Season 3 Finale. Amazing.
Right when I was beginning to make a right turn to park my car underneath tree #2, my car got crapped on by a bird. (Did I really have to say "by a bird"?) that sucked. I immediately tried to wipe it off with a paper towel, which only just ended up in me smearing it across my windshield. Nice! After work I brang some water and more paper towels to actually clean it and found that the bastard bird rained on my car in other places as well. nastiness.
Tomorrow, I lose to gain. Short term pain, for long term pleasure. Go go gadget teeth.
I will see you all from the other side. Out for tonight. Peace.
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Wednesday May 23rd, 2007 |
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nearly tooth time!
I didn't take that big trip. Well I took it, but I didn't drive. I went with my coworker. It went well? maybe? not sure. All I know is that it was one of the craziest thing I've ever been through.
The Kings did not win the nba draft lottery today. They will be picking #10. a lot of draft boards have Joakim Noah going #10. Damnit. Don't fail me now Geoff Petrie.
And it ends now. May 23rd
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Tuesday May 22nd, 2007 |
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You still got a score to settle
I hit the freeway today after work. Going 70 when everybody else is going 70 doesn't feel fast at all.
Tomorrow (today, tuesday) I'm going to be taking my first relatively big trip in my car. Let's hope I don't kill myself. Or seriously hurt myself. Or get lost.
You might be wondering where I'm going. There is no answer to that question at this time.
No One Needs To Know.
Laters. May 22nd out
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Monday May 21st, 2007 |
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The internet is bad for you.
This time, the joke is on me. Damn you internet. You got me good. Really good.
Or maybe not. I don't know. That's what makes me who am I.
Ozma - Underneath my Tree at the Slims show I was at. Memorable indeed.
This week, the dentist shall cause me short term pain that hopefully will result in long term benefits. Please. Please. Please. Don't make it worse.
Today (sunday) was weird. Out for the 21st.
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Saturday May 19th, 2007 |
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The Return
Starcraft 2.
Last night, I (along with youtea) went to slims in San Francisco to see Ozma. To put it bluntly, that was the most amazing concert I've ever been too. The crowd went crazy. Everybody sang along. It was beautiful.
I've got a pair of bootleg videos of the show from my Treo 650. Spending Time and Incarnation Blues. The audio is horrible, but the video isn't bad. I need a better phone with better pirating capabilities.
Let's see. Office finale was awesome. Survivor finale was good, but I was sort of disappointed with what Dreamz did. doh.
2 more albums that I'll add to the list are :: White Stripes : Icky Thump 6/19 and Bishop Allen : Bishop Allen & the Broken String 7/24. Both I'm not too hyped for like the other albums, but I'm looking forward to them.
Out for Saturday! Yes sir!
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Wednesday May 16th, 2007 |
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Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
I keep listening to Ozma - Pasadena and am only loving it more and more. I call, I call, I call, I call.
Here's my problem. Non-Aggressors lose. I don't like to lose. Yet, I can't seem to add the aggressor attitude to my pursuit options. Frustrated as always. There is no pill
Out. Wednesday. 16th.
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Tuesday May 15th, 2007 |
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Haha! I came back home today to find an envelope on my door. Inside? Eviction notice!
The next 2 months were already going to be crazy. Now it's gonna be super crazy sir
whatever right?
Rock list updated
April 24th : Arctic Monkeys - Favourite Worst Nightmare : EXCELLENT
May 15th : Ozma - Pasadena : EXCELLENT
June 25th : Editors - An End Has a Start
July 7th : Interpol - Our Love To Admire
September : Jimmy Eat World - chase this light
???? : We Are Scientists - ???
???? : Doves - ???
It's funny to think about how the new editors and interpol albums on June 25th and July 7th sound so far away, but at the same time my eviction date feels so close, even though it comes after both dates. haha. I am screwed.
Out for tuesday. sucker. May 15th.
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Sunday May 13th, 2007 |
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woooo.
I'm starting to get used to posting here. Maybe I'm getting a little too comfortable again. Today wasn't a bad day. Nothing happenned. Which sort of frustrates me as much as when something does happen.
It's Sunday. Saturday where have you gone?
5 days until Ozma!
Apparently Linkin Park has a new album too. I remember reading about it, and I've heard the single, but I didn't know it was coming out in the next couple days. Even though they get ripped apart on every forum on the internet, I don't mind listening to them. I might even go as far as to say I like them! Oh My God!
Tomorrow (today?) should be a boring day.
Out for May 13th. Let's hear it
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Friday May 11th, 2007 |
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Who would've thought such an awesome day would end so wacked out.
damn, I just have to read one thing to have everything fall in my face.
Well, back to what's good. or crazy
We eliminated a member of our web team today. Unfortunately, he had it coming, and he probably knew it was going to happen eventually.
But we also did a photo shoot today! for a national magazine. You might see my hand and my cell phone in the picture! how cool is that? what? not really cool at all? damn.
I'm not even sure why I even bother. I'm a great sounding board apparently. And that is it. I think. How does one change this? I'm thinking I'm going to be more of an ass. Just more direct burning responses. It could be wonderful. Or it could be the stupidest thing I've ever done. whatever right?
I can't type any more. fudge.
Out for May 11th. god damnit
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Thursday May 10th, 2007 |
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Hey, I don't regret pushing back my Dentist appointment 1 bit.
Yay May!
Yau Man ownzored everybody today.
I got a late fee on my credit card because I paid it on the day it was due BUT AFTER 1 PM. man, wtf. That is horrible. I got owned.
Can't really type. but today was cool. right? maybe? Out for May 10th
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Wednesday May 9th, 2007 |
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2 weeks. 2 weeks. Damn it.
I rescheduled my dentist work by 2 weeks. The end is now the beginning. The new end is now 2 weeks later. So end of May, beginning of June. wtf mate.
I hate having to delay things. Especially something that was only 2 days away. Damn timing. Damn me having to actually be at work. I get the feeling that delaying it is a bad idea. Both because my teeth suck and because nothing is probably going to happen at work where I'm going to actually be needed. CRAPPPPP
I just want to get this over with.
I breathe your name, and suddenly I feel happy again.
Out for Wednesday. 1 day until...shit...15 days until doomsday!
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Tuesday May 8th, 2007 |
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Doh.
Something very important at work came up, so I'm going to have to reschedule my mouth fun for later. damnit
It's important enough that I can't risk being all numb mouthed on Thursday. Hopefully this doesn't push everything back even further.
There's battlescars on my face and my arms.
So I almost just killed myself choking on something. I believe it was stomach acid. I did the gag reflex and almost tossed up in to my bathroom toilet. That was wacky. I just all of a sudden started coughing like crazy. So I started drinking water and it wasn't stopping. Then I felt that Barfing feeling that I haven't felt in ages. But nothing happened. I just spat out whatever little stomach acid jumped in to my mouth and that was it.
yeah. I'm pretty awesome
Out for May 8th! sup bitches!
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Monday May 7th, 2007 |
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I'm a fool
Today was one of those days where I have no idea how exactly I spent it. Some how it's already midnight, yet I hardly remember the day passing at all. I did laundry, cooked food and watching amazing race. But that's not a whole day. Hmm.
I don't get them. I don't get them one bit.
This is the week for Dr. Dentist to ownzor me! Oh shi. I need to check the food fliers to buys tons of soups and liquids. Or I shall eat with 1/2 of my mouth. haha. damn me. damn me to hell.
Ozma - Pasadena is a great great great album. On May 18th I shall see Ozma in concert. May 18th occurs between my 2 dentist appointments, which means there's a chance I'll be at the concert in pain or with messed up teeth. haha. oh well. Try not to smile. pretend you're really sad! It'll be exactly 8 days after, which hopefully means I'll probably be used to the pain by then, but I'll also probably be hugely self-conscious about the 1/2 grinded up tooth I'll have in my mouth. Or not. We shall see.
Out for May 7th. It's getting hot up in here.
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Sunday May 6th, 2007 |
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YEAH MAY
finally a good day! Saturday, cinco de mayo, ended pretty good. I added a new buddy. haha
I've been listening to the new Ozma album, and the songs that I hadn't heard before are different. The 2 songs that I think give me that feeling are Fight the Darkness and Lunchbreak. I don't like the chorus in Fight the Darkness (which is wacky, because I love the repeated choruses in Editors songs). Lunchbreak's beginning is wacky. The rest of the song is good, but that beginning is weird.
The best part about listening to studio versions of these songs as opposed to live versions is that I can hear what they're saying now. I always thought that the lyrics in D-Song/Underneath my Tree were "So long, Ozma." That doesn't make any sense, but that's what I always heard. In the studio version you can distinctly hear "So long ago." That actually makes sense! Straight Flush as well. Now I can hear the poker references. haha.
I need to fill out my damn rebates for these speakers already!
Here's to May! Out for the 6th!
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Thursday May 3rd, 2007 |
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May is better!
whatever man.
My new speakers are smaller than my older speakers. Each speaker weighs more, but they're smaller in stature. Which makes it harder for me to stack envelopes and things against it. But it's not like I won't try!
Fly or Die. Sink or Swim. Which one will I choose?
Conan O'Brien is in San Francisco this week. I asked for tickets on like the 2nd day that they announced he would be here. NBC never responded to me. I am sad like panda.
I believe it has slowed down enough to the point where I may begin to stop posting regularly. I know, you are sad, but it was bound to happen eventually.
But then again, you can't predict the future.
Out. May Second/Third.
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Tuesday May 1st, 2007 |
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Yay it's May!
Reboot!
My new speakers are hooked up and doing great. All the music sounds a little different now. I imagine it's because the bass is now coming from my feet and not from in front of me. Every sound has this slight echo now that the bass is coming from down below. Neat. I like these speakers.
It's definitely a different experience whenever a rap song comes on as opposed to any rock song. The bass is crazy on some of these tracks
This is pretty cool
I just ripped out 1 month to archive. 1 month! News Archive #28. Blacow! That is something that hasn't been done since 1999! This site is awesome in so many ways.
Even with April being a pretty sucky month, I still have high hopes for the rest of 2007. I've got that great feeling that this whole year will change and be particularly awesome. Spectacular! Awesome! Or maybe it won't and it's all down hill from here? nooooooo! Predicting is bull anyway.
There's a spider that loves my driver side rear view mirror. He builds these marvelous webs while I sleep. And then I drive to work and that shit gets destroyed. And it repeats itself every day. That spider is crazy. What the hell could you possibly catch on my car?
sweet! Did I tell you it's May? Well, guess what, It's May! Out for May 1st!
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