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Angel	ANGEL #2	The Mistake I've become	To the average Joe:	I close my eyes
Midnight on the horizon	Mountains to be climbed	Depression?	What To Do	Thinkin'

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Angel

The moment I laid eyes on you
I knew a close encounter was inevitable
Now were alone
Your eyes staring deep into my soul
Together we sit in darkness
You know i want you
Your voice is like god in my head
Don't ask my name, It does not matter
I feel the heat of lust in the air
I have no choices left
Let me bring it to pain
You say your love is a spiritual thing
You lick your lips in loneliness
You touch me and my blood runs
I am the hunter and your the hunted
God put us here together for a reason
You can't escape fate
Let me bring it to pain
( I love you Angel )

DARKSIDEHB@AOL.COM

(ANGEL #2)

All I need,
I found in you
A love so perfect
the world so new
Take a chance,
fate so true
Can't believe all I need
I found in you
Then you left
now in tears
Kill myself
End my fears

DARKSIDEHB@AOL.COM

The Mistake I've become

No big deal? Nothing wrong?
Bet you feel like a man,
I bet you feel oh so strong

Do you consider it a prize
Can you honestly say that
While looking into my eyes?

Or do you see what I see...
Broken promises and hurtful lies

You see, the problem with me
Runs much more deep
And I'm still falling down a mountain of emotions that runs much to steep

There's not much more to say
I'll live with your mistake everyday

I've tried to overcome it
But now I realize by doing that........

I've become it

To the average Joe:

I sit and write,
trying to lay out words
That explain my situation just right

But nothing can explain
How it feels to be rejected

And nothing can explain
The sudden lost of respect
Or realizing your expectations
Of such a great man will never be met

No, I'm not complaining
But I cant say
That Im glad things are how they are

And I cant say I'm glad
That when I'm with you
I still feel so far

Feeling like a Stranger?
Is that how it should be?
Should a family be resulted to such a thing?

Well time goes on
Even if you think things did turn out wrong
You just live life
And learn to deal with all the strife

Because if you don't
Then your just another victim
Of yet another a broken family

Another number in the millions

An average Joe...

Don't hide
Stop feeling like you have to put on a show.

Because I know how you feel
Trust me....
I really do know

---------Katie E. Buckhout ©2000 Back to top

I close my eyes

I close my eyes
and see your face
haunting
even my waking hours.

And see your face
in a crowded room
even my waking hours
I still do dream.

In a crowded room
I can't breathe
I still do dream
of an escape.

I can't breathe
my plans are drawn
of an escape
to the safety of you.

My plans are drawn
I now withdraw
to the safety of you
where I belong

I now withdraw
haunting
where I belong
I close my eyes.

Midnight on the horizon

Midnight on the horizon
insanity echoes
darkness envelops
as a shroud

Demons smell the innocent
feast upon the soul
bloodied muzzles rise
strips of goodness fall

Seeds of darkness planted
firmly taking root -
becoming what is feared
a soulless empty man.

Mountains to be climbed

Thick dank fog rises
the mountain view is blocked
though it maters not -
never could reach your summit
a lone wolf lifts his muzzle

Howls at the moon
silhouette of loneliness
looking to the sky -
cry about my frustration
while atop a craggy hill

A man shakes his fist
while looking at the mountain
the wolf understands -
for he plays and hunts alone
longing to climb your summit

Depression?

The sun shines with conviction
through the clouds above
caresses ever tender
playful with the soul.

Dark clouds roll in
shadows cast as doubt
empty soul wanders
numb as winters touch.

It's an illusion
must be a desert mirage
the carrot dangled
to led you on.

Thunder echoes
lightning sizzles by
echoes fading
alone once again.

A sweet lullaby
clouds drift upon the wind
depression lifting
if only for the moment.

What To Do

I've been raised as a Christian,
Taught about the Christ and God.
But do they exist?
I don't know.

I'm going through depression,
A tough time in life.
I don't know what to believe,
Is there anything more powerful than me?

Do I believe in Jesus Christ,
Or am I ruled by nature?
Is the sun a god,
Or is the only god me?

I don't know what to do with my life,
What to think or believe.
Do I follow what I've been taught for years,
Or go for something in between?

All the things I thought I knew, I question.
Everything I liked, is boring.
Do I follow the path I know, set before me,
Or one I find on my own?

Thinkin

Misty streamers
as puffs of breath
arise from the ground
as though alive.

The Earth trembles
shakes.......
flexing muscle
or scratching an itch?

A mountain blows
spewing forth
is it molten rock
or is it blood?

Mother Earth dying
Father Sky does cry
Sister Moon waning
Brother Sun has left.