Her smile
is a mystery
I couldn't quite
comprehend
something makes me
think of joy
but the other part
nags of pain
Such beauty
to look at
such sweet
poignant smile
that I envy
her mysterious smile
which I couldn't
quite hold
without forcing myself
why is it so hard to smile
like her
why is everything so hard
for me
I tried
but I can't
then I tried
again and again
and face the mirror
till I have
perfected her smile
'at last'
I thought to myself
then in a blink
the image gone
for that girl
with a mysterious smile
was me
and everything was
just makebelief