I'm losing it !

I am losing it !

On how I’m planning to melt.

Ok, I’ve finally decided enough is enough, why oh why have I put up with myself like this ????

Sometimes it’s just so comforting to just plain ignore what’s going on in the mirror, you can just look the other way and think “I’ll go on a diet tomorrow”, yeah, right, I know what “tomorrow” is all about. Tomorrow becomes days, months, years, and then one day you wake up and look at yourself in the mirror and wonder who that person looking back at you is.

I’ve reached the point where I’m GOING to change that, I don’t like the person I’ve become, I’m pretty sure that I’m underneath all of the fat and low self esteem, so I’m going on this expedition searching for ME under all the layers of crap that I’ve managed to build around me,

The main reason for this web page is to keep track of the whole journey, to be able to look back and understand the things I did right and the things I did wrong and that hopefully along the way I can help someone out.

Update: I have decided to stop hiding from the world so I’m publishing all sorts of pictures. I might include the progress pictures but only the ones that show significant change.

I’m also including a little family album where you can see some of my family members and other important ocassions in my life.