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| Name | Danielle N. LaFleur |
| Age | 27 |
| Needs | Dog or Cat |
| Music | Jill Scott |
| Reading | Pslams 125 |
| Pet Peeve | Error 154 |
| Likes | Chocolate |
| Dislikes | Squash |
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July 29th/Early Morning sometime... To tired to write much - will catch up tomorrow. But 1 - Chocolate man gives great hugs. 2 - Tower a god with drivers 3 - Laughing clears the soul. 4 - I love cartoons 5 - Time for a new theme. I am wondering what we are committed to. Or what am I committed to. I tried to answer this question today... was hard. Realized I am committed to God and that was all I could ever expect to be. I think God also puts passion in our lives. So - what are my passions? That is easier to answer. Passion to travel. Passion to work with people. Passion to be near the ocean. Passion for learning. Passion for simplicity. Passion for learning how to absorb every moment in the time that it occurs. |
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July 26th/Early Morning sometime... Jill Scott rocked - Will tell you all about it on Friday. To tired now. Will be off-line for a day or two, too - building a new system. Thank goodness!!! Chocolate man coming over to make sure I don't blow the apartment complex up while I do so. Paula Cole "Feein' love" - oh my oh my! "You make me feel like a sticky pistil Leaning into her stamen...You make me feel like a candy apple all red and horny You make me feel like I want to be dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door. ...And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny little t-shirt That I'm wearing and you would open the door And tie me up to the bed. " |
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July 25th/Early Morning sometime... I lied I need a date for Saturday not Sunday. It's for an all day business round table discussion. OK, so I'll be fine going by myself, we all know that. But I don't want to go alone! Someone come with me! Bob Dunham is leading it you know you want to join me :) Jill Scott tomorrow. Woohooo!!! I'm so pumped up for this. Talking with mom tonight. I love talking with her now. So odd! Talked about family issues of rejection. Learning more about my spiritual history. Generational curses shall we say? The ability where in every relationship for the last 4 generations one parent has been neurotic while the other peace maker. Odd how I see these within my own past relationships too. Breaking this, being healed from this - *whew* it's like the blindfold being taken off. I wonder if this fear of having children stems from this as well. For none of the women for as long as I can remember in this family has wanted children. Why is that? Mmmm! I'm out of wine pictures - time to change themes. |
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July 23th/Early Morning sometime... Being a girl sucks! *Guess what I got today.* Did a bit of the bite. I have come to the conclusion I am getting old. All those people annoyed me! I just wanted to run back to belltown, sit in my coffee shop, and read romantic book of poetry. Spent the weekend on and off with friends. Nothing to exciting to report, C's place just as cool as I thought it would be, E just as fun as ever, and Gary stopped by again - and again, put me in a funk. Bassa sent me me to Isaiah 54. Helped a lot. Actually - Reading it all weekend. Like these line in vs. 10 and vs. 17 (10)For the mountains may depart and the hills be removed, but my steadfast love shall not depart from you, and my covenant of peace shall not be removed, says the LORD, who has compassion on you. (17) no weapon that is fashioned against you shall prosper, and you shall confute every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD and their vindication from me, says the LORD. Still need a date for this Sunday. |
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July 21th/Early Morning sometime... Odd day - Was good, yet strangely not right. Nick back in hospital....I'm scared. Papa in hospital too. I could be facing two passing's very soon. Not sure how I'm going to deal with this. Not sure how this family is going to deal with this. So many things coming to a head. Sometimes I lie in bed, curled in a little ball, as a child would, wishing I could stop time. When I was child I used to sneak out of the house in the middle of the night. Taking my favorite blanket, flashlight, book, and fantasies, to my favorite spot in the woods. I would have to walk through one of the meadows, down a steep incline (which I usually slid down on my butt), travel up a creek a little ways then climb up the embankment for 1/2 a mile or so. After that, followed an old path till I hit a small clearing where peace lived. Why would I travel 45 minutes into the woods to capture solitude when I would basically have 1/2 the house to myself anyway? Why at night do I always venture out? Life is perfect under a starry night. |
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July 20th/Early Morning sometime... Intelligence is such a nice thing to be around. I also enjoy having the ability to ask questions. I wonder if this puts me in semi-state of power. A shield if you may? I like listening but understanding why might be a little frightening. Mr. Bug and I went out tonight. My insightful side must be way out of wack, and thus I do apologize Mr. Bug. I was pleasantly surprised by common sense and flow of passion. Plus, extremely odd for me to run into someone that can handle themselves in diverse settings. And thus -causes me to think.... Why must I travel? Why do I feel so inapt here. Not the feeling of "missing" nor of "not belonging" but rather a hunger to experience. This probably relays into the reason I invite such odd assortment of people to my little parties. (Which another one is on the way!) D'vd dis'd me on the Jill Scott concert... "bad D'vd!" - Thus, I gotta snag someone to go with. |
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July 18th/Early Morning sometime... Congratulate me.. I am the new Relationship Coordinator for digitaleve.org HOT DIGGITY DOG! Was out and about with D'vd - he was telling me men check me out. You know what.. I am doubting this very much! OR else, under the fact that men check all women out. (Which wouldn't surprise me at all.) Regardless - it did boost my ego big time to know this! As a matter of fact, he boosted my ego all night. Was nice. It was like Russ on the happy happy joy joy pills or something. Tired.. going to sleep. (Was going to a do a long pondering... but just couldn't figure out how to say it without sounding whining. And OHH how I hate whining!) |
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July 16th/Early Morning sometime... Gary called earlier. Put me in a funk. Minpulation seems to be his only form of communication. I wanted to hit something. Of course, buzzed mum and had a little talk with her while i was on the phone with him - that helped. But realizing the more I am understanding my patterns of relating to him the harder it is to sit back and 'take.' Prov23:4-5 Do not wear yourself out to get rich; have the wisdom to show restraint. Cast but a glance at riches, and they are gone, for they will surely sprout wings and fly off to the sky like an eagle. |
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July 15th/Evening sometime... Weekend about over. *whew* Came home today and did little naps while emailing. Listening to techno, watching simpsons, and reading my books. D'vd took me to Run Lola Run at Egyptian last night.. *smile* kick ass movie in the theater.. first time I have seen it as such. Was kind enough to let me crash at his place after. I must reevaluate his popularity... He can hold a conversation AND pop popcorn! *impish wink* Also is letting me borrow some xml books. Think I like this stuff. Icq from Wig - "Oh dear.... hehe. A buddy of mine I had read your web site was commenting on your dating life, haha. He was like, "the wild spelling stream of conciousness stuff would drive me crazy after awhile... and I get the impression that she goes on a lot of dates." HAHA! Girls gotta eat you know! Regardless - just for "buddy"... some math! 2^(k-1) + k = prime (Riddle me this - what
is the prime?) Look!!! RR signed my guest book! He's so cute! *yummy!* For all you newbies, RR was the first person to teach me HTML years and years ago. I stole my first page backgrounds from him. :) Went bumming around downtown with mom all day Saturday. We basically walked from one end of the city, sat, had coffee... then walked to another part of the city, sat, had more coffee, so on and so forth. Had lunch at the crocodile, tofu sandwich. Was scrumptious... will have to go back. Going to do a poetry slam in a few weeks at the crocodile *smile* I haven't done a slam in a long time. |
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July 12th/Early morning sometime... "...and you make those incredibly arousing whimpering sounds as your body shakes. Then you kiss me hard with this overflowing passion pressing yourself against me. Especially if I start out by teasing your lips first, just barely grazing them, flicking them with my tongue, watching your arms straining against my hand as I hold you down. Your eyes with that hungry, burning look in them. I felt how hard your nipples were and how your body trembled. I just wanted to see you. To slowly pull all of your clothes off. Watch your chest rise and fall. To feel your thighs, your smooth skin, all the way up. Bite the insides of your legs while feeling your hips rising under my hand. You are beautiful. You taste so soft, warm, and sweet. You have no idea how much I wanted to take you." |
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Past Journaling... April
2001 | March
2001 | Jan&Feb
2001 | December
2000 |
