Let’s
call them the Good Fellas.
What
the fuck am I doing here:
The
Good Fellas:
Proof
Of Density:
Sex,
Sacred:
Break:
Round
Two:
It
was Jess who started it. Laying on Cris’ naked lap, he buried his face
to him… It was almost innocent, Cris showing no impression that could be
assumed of pleasure or that something was going on. We only realized so
when Michael asked Cris if he could have a glass of water, which I
seconded as I too need a drink—not necessarily water, I would love
something a lot stronger. Jess won’t let go. Michael insisted, that’s
how we found out… I got off my bum and said I’ll figure my way to the
kitchen—it’s easy, spot the ref and surely you’ll find the drinking
water… glasses? Inspect the covers.
When I got back they have turned the heat back again. John was
blowing Josh as Jay do him French and Michael joined Jess and Cris. I went
back to where I was seated and thought of just enjoying the show… well,
I would try…
John noticed, spanked my legs and said start moving, “Ano ka
Poon!? Kumilos ka na!” I though I get my trousers off… as everyone
was. That was what I intended to do for camouflage. But too late, Jay saw
me and took my hand to join them. I didn’t have the power to say no.
Let
me clear this out… there was no pressure from the guys. It was all my
own. The guys, all of them were nothing but good to me. It was just that I
thought I said yes to this, in turn committed myself to them—that I
would do this. It was all just me.
Yes, I have also thought that if I backed off… I would give them
the impression of being self-righteous… which I would have a hard time
explaining that it wasn’t so… how could I when I myself couldn’t
understand why suddenly I don’t want it anymore when I have waited for
this opportunity to come.
So let me say it again. It wasn’t them. They have been nothing
but good to me. It was all me.
Jay
took me to Josh... He was nice enough to accommodate me… I went to trail
my tongue all over his chest… swallowed his nipple… sucked it… He
reciprocated by holding me down… pumping me…
Now,
The Funny Part:
The
End Of An Affaire:
