Songs and poetry
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Note: The songs on this page are mine. Please do not use them in anyway without my permission or you'll make me a VERY unhappy chappy. If you like the songs but can't work out a tune then email me (fpvs_smh@yahoo.com) and I'll send u a *.zip file with the tune (me singing it so I don't forget the way it goes). I may take a bit to send (often I have a bad connection - aka modem - or not online much), but you will get it ... eventually.Occasionally I'll upload a file so you can just download from here, but they're *.wav files, zipped (they only option for recording on my lap-top) and these files are HUGE. If u know a better program, feel free to recomend it to me :o)
Further NOTES: 1. *words* symbolises notes. ie. what I wrote the song about, etc.
2. ({brackets}) this means words possibly emitted - used in conjunction with "/" means alternate words.

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Tribute
Roses and Blue Birds
Without You
You & Me
She Slays

Wond'ring
Time
Die
Free [New Version]
Crying again

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*These songs are in order of creation. I used to have all of my songs/poems up... I've decided against that... Ppl I made come here... They'd read 3, 4, 5 bad ones in a row and stop reading... So these are the best... My favourites... If you wish to read others, email me. Otherwise, be happy with these ones, and enjoy!*


Tribute (11/6/02)
*this song was written as a small tribute to my mother*

The stars are in the sky
Looking down at me with sadness
They wish it wasn't so
But they can't change the past

So the tears will fall
But the pain will ease with time
The candle will burn
A timid memory of what once was lost

Thoughts of a loved one lost
Dreams in which to weap for them
A place inside your heart
Kept warm and safe from the outside world

Wish it wasn't so
But the world changed with the loss of them
Dream it wasn't so
But history cannot be changed for them

Love unrelenting for her
Wish she had known this more so
But now she's gone
And there's a place left in my heart

I'll always love her so
Though she left me in the cold, harsh world
There's no place for her
But I know that she found peace

Though I still love her
I can never tell her this
Though the pain will go
There's still a hole inside my heart

So though the world will stay
The world will never stay for her
And though she couldn't stay
I know there will be a day I'll see her again

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Roses and Blue Birds (25, 26/6/02)

Roses are red
My eyes are blue
You stay away
But my love's still true

Roses are red
I cry to you
You'll take me back
That fact is true

The words that you say to me in the dark
The screams that I hear when you are too far
The wishes I have for you to be near me
You will be back I will love you forever

Wishes to dream, love that I hold for you
I know it was good, why did it end?
The crushing sensation I felt in my heart
You know it was wrong, but I will take you back

Roses are red
My eyes are blue
You still stay away
But my love is for you

The twisting of words and emotions we felt
You know what I felt and you know it was true
The dreams that we held of our future together
Lives that were lived in the world of tomorrow

So you'll take me back and we'll love forever
The lives we will live, that much is true
The words that we spoke when our love was so much stronger
We'll catch that again and live forever

So roses are red
As I cry to you
We'll be together
Never be apart

The blood that was shed when those thorns cut so deep
The wounds will heal and we'll heal them together
The words that cut the heart that I held out to you
Scars can heal over time but love is too easily lost

And so it is over and the love slowly forgotten
A waste of my breath when I said "I love you"
You'll never be back, that emotion now gone
That future once dreamed from the past we move on

{{Roses are red
My eyes are blue
You stay away
But my love's still true}}

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Without You (25/7/02)

One called to you in the mornign of tomorrow
And I cried for you as you exit my world
The sun rose again through the mist cloaking me
A dagger through my heart twisting out my happiness

Words comfort me with the hope of days gone past
Souls call to me from the future of my world
Whispers in the wind show the promises before me
They tell me to forget and find a love once again

Twirling out through my life
I was left standing here
The words you will say
Will mean nothing to me

But the future it is bright and the sun smiles down
The wind on my face blows away the doubts in me
Calling to the souls to come and rescue me {from doubt}
I know what is to come and I know it's all for me

I wonder what came to you but you are but my past
The days that we had eventually came to an end
And the sun smiles down and brings a future that is bright
Showing me a winding road a road just for me

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You & Me (26/7/02)

Wondering what the world will hold for me
I smile at you and you smile at me
I wonder if my dreams will come true
Will you always be to me so true

The path I follow - will it give me bliss
Will the hands of time give me a miss
Beauty of my face will fade with time
Comitting to some the world's worst crime

Will I accept that given to me
Or demand more and mroe never be happy
Will I watch others suffer as I have much
Can I give 'till it hurst, watch others never give such

The road I'll follow, was it made unique
Is it a well worn way made for the the meek
Will I be a sheep without a clue
Or will I be to my thoughts, beliefs so true

Can I ask these questions, can I find my way
Will I make a home where forever I'll lay
Can I wonder these questions and still beleive
There's a happy life for you and me

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She Slays (18/9/02)

She slays them good, she slays them right
a kick, a punch, a safer night
But what of her, a life, a mess
Though she looked good in that white dress

Her love life faltered with the going of Angel
Riley never matched up, but who knows, the history could change all
And Spikke? Well, he's Spike, the dead should Rest In Peace
Though he does know Buffy should stay away from the grease

Now her mother is gone, father figure departed
Off to the nuthouse, she was once carted
So she's left with Dawn, Monks placed her well
But we all know it's all just a spell

One friend was a witch
One friend almost married an ex-demon
One almost destroyed the world
The other this plan her unfurled

So we wonder, now, what does the future hold
One bright and real with so much cold
To happiness and light, we hope it will lean
And not to turn out, to have just been a dream

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Wond'ring (18/10/02)

Sitting and I'm wondering
Why it seems to me to be so cold. Tonight.
The world it seems so big to me
And I'm so very small why is it so?

The water falls down to the sea
The fish swim even so it isn't so. Why not
But I can see the truth is there
It lies out of my reach, but it is there.

So wait and watch and u will learn
The knowledge will come to u if u want. It to.
So watch and learn and hear the world
It breathes in life and lets it go again.

But life is short, the Earth lives long
We live but such a short time here. Too short?
Listen long and listen hard and learn what u are taught
Maybe one day you'll learn to say and teach that which you know

But till that time you will just sit
Just sit and listen and learn the world
And one day soon it will be gone and you'll know that you've lived
One day soon it will be over and will you. Be too?

So lap it up and learn it quick and live that life you're meant to live
And so you'll see that life is short, but life is meant to be lived.
It will be gone, but you will know that that life was worth it
And over it will be and so will you, but that is just what it'll be

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Time (12/11/02)

Wondering when the moon will shine tomorrow,
Wondering when the moon will shine tonight,
Wondering if I will see the sun tomorrow,
Will this be my last sunset tonight

Was my death seen in the stars of yesterday
Is it seen to come for me now tonight
Will this battle be the end of my eternal fight
Let me rest forever in planes of Heaven

But let my friends live long lives without pain brought
Let the Hellmouth close and evil leave this place
Allow good to win the never ending battle
Let the tears wept for me end the tears of pain

No Hell on Earth, no fight to win
Make love eternal, no bittersweet pain
Let all us join, let all good win
All evil will die, No. More. Pain

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Die (??/11/02, 28/11/02)

Watching, waiting, wondering why
the trip will take so long I cry
though it all happens in a blink of an eye
the trip we take, when we die

Watching, wishing, hoping so
the trip I take will not be low
up I'll soar in claws of a crow
or into a new body the bow will sow

But not just now, let me wait a bit
into my life now, death won't fit
the candle of me for a while it's lit
and comfortable in this world I sit

So prepare for death to conclude your life
but don't concede you've lost, stay to fight
enjoy this world, it's all we've got
and in heaven, for you, awaits your spot

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Free [New Version](5/12/02)

Ooo, can't you see I've fallen down
I can't get up off of the ground
The gravity is pulling me,
Why can't you see and set me free.

Can't you see I've had enough
I will no longer live so tough
Your scratchings on the flesh of my sides
Ceasing with the change of the tides

Won't you come and set me free,
Why can't you see and set me free,
Won't you come and set me free,
I wanna be heard so will you set me free

The truth be told I want to die,
A whole new life I wanna try
The masses scream, they want to be heard
They want a whole new big, round world.

---But my heart, it's screaming down
Why won't you see, will you turn around
I need release from these chains surrounding me,
Won't you come and set me down!

With the words you scream at me
My legs refuse to let me flee
Though the pain it causes daggers
The world cannot just let me be

Won't you come and set me down,
Be a saint, now, turn around
The shackles rust, you've lost your hold,
So won't you come and set me free!

Won't you come and set me free,
Won't you come and set me free,
Won't you come and set me free,
I wanna be heard so will you set me free

Won't you come and set me free,
Will you come and set me free,
Won't you come and set me free,
I will be heard now, set me free.

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Crying again (30/12/02)

Wondering, waiting, watching why
Don't you know how much I cry
I wait for you and I seem to be crying.. all over again

I thought you knew how much you meant
Assumed you knew the weight I feel
when you are gone I seem to always cry.. all night

So I watch for you and think you'll come
But you're never there and so I strum
my fingers as I watch the door for you.. to be here

And soon the light will come again
The sun will rise and I'll be alone
for you.. never came.. to me.. last night

The pain I feel for you I wait
and you seem to always be so late
and I wait for you always as I love you.. don't you know?

So come here soon cos I need you
and maybe this time I'll forgive you
why won't you see the pain you put me through.. cos of you

But deep down inside me I know you
I know that you won't come back here
You're gone.. for good.. I'll see.. you never again

The truth it hurts but my pain is just
I have a right to feel in inside me
this pain you put me through it lingers again.. tonight

And the next day it goes back down
Hides from the sun which shines around
and one day soon it will hide once again.. from me

But 'till that day I'll wait and watch
the door that will not open for you
and maybe.. just maybe.. you might walk through.. for me

But 'till that day it won't ever change
Waiting and watching and wondering still
But maybe.. just maybe.. there will.. be.. that change

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