Ate. Full of souls. I question myself.
I wonder what is coming next
I step up. I take my place
I look around and search my lover's face

I am alone. I am in control
I hurt so much, yet I know I'm me
I look in your eyes, i feel your gaze
It's all the same.... it's nothing... it's gone

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Sometimes you feel so low
Sometimes you feel real sick
Sometimes it's all gone down the drain
Sometimes you lose your mind

But then you see the light
Find your way up again
Regain your health and stamina
Feel happy again

So keep the smile on your face
Light up the room with your happiness
Glow with your own sense of satisfaction
Cos your happiness is yours to regain

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You're 19 and a half
You're growing up oh-so fast
It seems as though it were yesterday
Meerly a teenager ... it would never last

And now you're so grown up
Proud and strong and great
All those things that made you young
Replaced by maturity and living fate

You're a friend of which I am proud
Loving with a personality loud
And yet there is an inner peace
Relaxing me when we're among a crowd

So you will grow on
Our friendship, ya hear, had better stay strong
And as you grow and your brilliance will shine
It's clear that you're a friend of mine

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Have you ever wondered if you're living your own life
Maybe someone got it wrong somewhere
Maybe it wasn't meant to be this way
Have you ever wondered if you were meant to feel this pain
Maybe someone got it wrong somewhere
Maybe it wasn't meant to be this way

It all started out so promising, a gift of life to you
Then a rock was dropped
Then the pain began
Then the world begand to spin and spin
It's spinning yet again

So long ago if feels right now when your best friend died
No-one seemed to understand how bad it felt to cry
I sat and stared and people came, "It's OK for you to cry"
But it wasn't. It hurt, my not me, I should have died

Haven't you ever wondered if you're living your own life
Maybe someone got it wrong somewhere
Maybe it wasn't meant to be this way
Haven't you ever wondered if you were meant to feel this pain
Maybe someone got it wrong somewhere
Maybe it wasn't meant to be this way

It wasn't all that long ago that you felt lost inside
Your head was so darnk and you had no place to hide
The pain was with you every day, and night was even worse
And blades were your best friend, you felt, they kept away the hurt

The darkness in your home was never lit by love
Your parents faught and bickered 'till your Dad left for good
There wasn't much money to feed you all
Slowly your memories disappeared as you sold to pay the bills

Somehow makes you wonder if you're living your own life
Maybe someone got it wrong somewhere
Maybe it wasn't meant to be this way
Somehow makes you wonder if you were meant to feel this pain
Maybe someone got it wrong somewhere
Maybe it wasn't meant to be this way

All the hurt and pain within your life
You question what you should be
You think it's all so very unfair
Then you realise the thing that counts
If you had never felt so much pain
You wouldn't be who you are today

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If you were to let the water run free
Where would you be
What would you see
If you were to wander the nights
Flying great heights
Seeing great sights
Never would things be the same
Always constrained
Never the same

Steps follow steps, following paths
Time keeps moving, things keep changing
The world moves on, nothing the same
Finding a place to be safe from things

Then you'll open your eyes
Open your eyes
You'll be surprised
Things will turn out the best
Never give up
Things will be best
Change may chase you down
But don't be sad
Things will stay happy

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A new guy has entered my life
I barely know him, but he is so cute
Another guy is checking me out
So I'm checking him out aswell

He has windswept hair, looks to kill
A soothing, relaxing, laid-back air
He's quiet, and obviously smart
I want him, so soon he'll be mine

Yet I don't know him, not even his surname
He's in two of my classes, not the other two
I think he's quiet, but oh-so hot
And no guy with girlfriend surrounds himself with girls

I really like this guy and I think he likes me back
We're glancing at eachother and we oh-so know this, too
I think I've made it clear that I'm not involved myself
So flirting is my path, I think it will be fun

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When I look outside my window, all I see is grey
And I'm empty. I'm lost somewhere inside
All I feel is hurt and the tired clogs my mind
My eyes are full of tears yet they've forgotten the way down

I walk inside my head, trying to get out
Yet I just become more lost, beginning to get scared
Falling to the ground, curl up in a ball
And deeper in my mind, I'm trapped, I'm gone

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Why can't you stop crying
Is it cos your heart's been broken again
Why are you so sad
Have you lost it all, have you nothing left

Let me comfort you
I can't stand you to be sad like this
Let me hold you tight
I'll do all I can to make it right once again

I want to be your friend
To comfort you, to hold you tight
I want to be what you need
Be here for you, do all that I can

Let me hold you tight
I'll do all I can to make it right once again
Let me be there for you
I am your friend, this is what friends do for you

I want to be there for you
It will be OK, this I promise you
I'll always be here for you
Just ask a friend, we'll always help you

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Just wondering why the Sky is cloudy
Won't make the Sun shine again
Just glossing over the reasons your narky
Won't life your spirits again

You need to notice that the birds that are singing are happy
Notice that you can be happy, too
Hear their song, don't be angry they woke you
The sounds are free, and they are musical

I'll admit that the candy is only a quick fix
But the memory of the high can stick with you
Anyone can carry a lolly in their pocket
But not all can leave it there and still smile

The clouds in the sky may be raining and grey
But there is a Sun up there somewhere, still
You can imagine that the clouds have disappeared
And you can smile without sugar in your veins

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The way you stand up like a cute animal
And look around the room
You fall into hysterics
And compulsively glance away
You couldn't be more obvious
But that's what makes you cute
Everyone is really the same
You just gotta read the signs

You may freak out because people notice
But I, too, notice everyone else
It's innocent, and so sweet
You've nothing you've got to fear
Attractions are displayed to everyone
But this helps with friendly advice
It's the way of the world and relationships
So relax and hang out with who you wish

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Saddness is rolling like waves in my mind
The hope has gone once again
I'm freaking about all the deadlines I've got
And it all feels too much for me

My heart feels tossed and tattered
Yet the wind hasn't touched the surface
I'm lonely at night when I should be in peace
And there's a storm forcast for tomorrow

If this is all I've got
If the storms are here to stay
Is there hope for me here, on these rough seas
Or should I surrender and sink to the deep

I'll lie and wait for your answer
I'll expect a reply and some help
I've given my rations to others in need
So I'm floundering ... I need help

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I'm wishing for a fairytale ending
One far from the real world I'm in
A place with knights and armour
A world that's glowing and new

It is there that my knight will find me
There I'll find love that's true
There I'll live happily ever after
And there I'll find love with you

The way to this world is tricky
A path filled with harshness and reality
To get there all links to this old world
Must be severed which not many can do

So dream it remains for many
A world of knights and armour
A place of bliss and happy endings
But a place that is not really true

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Looking at the paper, I draw a blank
My mind has nothing, it's empty
I sift through the mental rubble
But all there is is dust

Listing all the pain and suffering
Recalling memories of happiness
Trying to find a point to focus
And all I have is emptiness

I try to find emotion in this
And spread it through my mind
But then I try and seive it out
And all that's left is dry dirt

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He likes me, I'm sure he does
But he seems ... to be shy
He looks my way ... in all our classes
But he talks to me, in only one

I smile at him, when I catch a glance
And I try to talk, when we say, "Hey"
But it seems to me, in a bad, bad way
That he's a shy guy .. that just won't work

I need him to talk to me
To make a move when he gets the hint
To realise that I like him back
And put that paper away

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Look at me, look at my face
Watching from afar
Noting me, seeing my beauty
Watching me from afar

Then the time comes to communicate
But all you want to do is stare
And as I glance down I feel your gaze
Watching me from afar

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The grey clouds are surrounding me
The rain pushes me down
The mud rises up to my ankles
And I slowly sink into the ground

I'm falling deep into despair
Where hope is no longer even a memory
I've fallen down where the light cannot be
And there's nothing I can see, nothing helps me

Clawing, as I sink, does nothing
I'm simply dirtier and people don't recognise me
I'm slowly sinking deeper
Into the darkness, into the ground

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Snuggly Hunni Bunni has a dream
Where cows are renamed 'moose'
And skies always reveal stars
While people communicate in prose

Happiness and bountiful bars
Dominate those with their blues
And fireflies and dancing elves
Make kareoke something new

So those animals previously call 'moose'
Go fa-de-da-de-day
And Aussies rule the world in flip-flops
Yet the world still goes down the drain

But the pub is not yet dry
So we drink away the bad
And the stars shine up in the sky
While we dream of the world we had

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I stare over my shoulder, they're looking at me
I'm being judged when I walk the corridors
I feel another shudder go through my body
Yet I'm not cold, just lost somewhere

They come up to me and talk
And I don't know what to say
Then at parties I'm surrounded by friends and foe
And I'm alone and sad, I've strayed

I try to pull myself close
To give myself some strength
Yet it all just overwhelms me
And I sink down into a living grave

I know I need my friends
But I don't know how to say
So I clutch at myself and cry at night
And I'm lost somewhere, I've strayed

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Souls to ashes
Ashes to dust
May you rest in peace
And learn to hate

Find yourself
Return to Earth
Avenge your death
And burn your foes

Souls to ashes
Ashes to dust
May you rest in peace
And learn to hate

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Don't think I didn't catch that smile upon your face
Don't think I missed that glance not quite upon my face
Don't think I can sit and wait for you too long
Don't think I don't feel a rush whenever I see you

Don't think I don't long for your arms around me
Don't think I can't imagine the warmth of you through those clothes
Don't think I'm not watching you when you're looking at me
Don't think I don't notice every move you make near me

Don't you imagine that which we may have ?
Don't you wish we'd exchanged numbers already ?
Don't you know that I want to know you ?
Don't you get it?, I.. Want.. You.

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Hope errupts everytime I see you
Cos I know what you feel for me
And I know what you want to do with me
And I want you to do them too

So we exchange the looks in the classes we share
And smile and share our work
I'll talk with you and walk with you
This flirting is driving me wild

You're always in my head
Moving around like a thief in the night
And my heart always quickens near you
My tummy, it jumps around

So I'll flirt with you and you'll flirt with me
And the dance will keep going on
As we each bide our own time
Till one of us asks 'them' out

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All I want to do is cry
Because there's a chance that it isn't true
A doubt was placed upon my mind
And I'm worried my thoughts were lies

What if what she said is true
That a friendship is all you desire
Then what I have done, what I have thought
And my plan by tomorrow was due

What if I had asked you out
The truth would have been revealed
And good or bad, I no longer know
So I cry while I lie and pout

Do I have the courage to confirm
For once and all the facts
Of what I beleive about how each of us feels
Then the truth I will finally learn

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Constructing a faithful flock
Of those who wish to love
Who lack that which they need
To survive among the others

A world that's just for them
Kept pure and clean and good
Where other non-holy practices
Are deleted from each their minds

I'll make this world for you
And safe, I promise you'll be
We'll love each and every member
Of this close family

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