Just want to say that all of my poetry is deticated to and inspired by Rain.
So basically I never update this anymore, it's just nice to keep it up though. My more recent stuff is located at the top, some stuff is better than others, it all kinda depends how clearly I'm thinking or how frustrated I was at the moment.

It stains my cheaks
Yet you cannot see
All the tears that came to me
Every night I stayed at home
And wept in the corner all alone
You were probably doing the same
Neglecting to tell me in fear of blame
Because deep down inside you always knew...
All my tears were shed for you


My Paper Heart -*sigh* maybe I'm looking for love in the wrong places, maybe I'm just over reacting... I need to learn how to communicate better

Dimmed -Words scraped together... one of my kinda scrambled poems with random events, not full lines, fairly short... gets the point across tho I feel. For something I wrote in class I'm fairly happy with it.

Disease -Don't know what I was thinking about exactly. I just kinda started writing and this is what came of it. Lately my poems have been pretty short so this is a bit of an advance... not much but oh well, I still really like this one

For You -Initally I wrote it as a birthday present, but I don't think I'm going to show it to that person, don't want to scare them.

Perfection -Thinking about a friend, if he reads this he might know who he is. He means a lot to me but I don't think he really realizes it

Hiding -I think I wrote this fairly recently, I always felt like I was hiding from everyone

Pain -Just sorting through old poetry!! don't really remember what I was feeling or thinking, this one's pretty old, i think it had to do with my old friends in gr 9. oh well!! ^^

Deep Shadows -Something I wrote during English class, as much as I enjoy English I hated my class mates. I didn't have a single friend to talk to, so basically I just didn't talk and tryed to supress my rage against the ignorance that was around me.

Forsaken Angel -A take off of my 'story' in the writing section. I made my thoughts into a short poem for an assignment.

Wasted -Feeling frustrated about emotion, it always seems to be so prominant inside me, but it seems that no one's there for me to vent my emotion, mainly my love. Every time I care for someone, I know that they care for someone else more deeply than I could ever know.

Desperate -I just wrote this, I'm feeling kinda depressed and kinda upset today. Kind of unusual for me lately but oh well. This isn't really finished I just kinda wrote some stuff down.

Left To Die -I feel like everyone's slowely moving away from me, leaving me in a dark corner to wither in my sanity

Waiting To Be Found -An idea that came to me while writing poems for an assignment. The latest one I've written but not very good.

Hiding Away -Just one of my moments where I'm worried about a friend so I wrote this for him... but I haven't shown him or told him.

Everything You Cannot See -Feeling kinda like someone in the background, always watching and never being noticed. I don't know if anyone really knows everything about me, everything I think and feel

Eternal Love -Honestly I can't remember when I wrote this. I think it was early gr. 9 or maybe gr. 8. oh well somewhere in there. Just another love poem I guess, sad as always...

A Little More Lost -Had a hard day, this doesn't even make sense.

Words Unsaid -A little something I wrote. I'm really trying to get my inspiration back but I'm having a little trouble. I've been thinking a lot about some of my friends because I'm worried about them. I don't even totally understand what's going on with them but I wish I did, that's kinda what made me think to write this.

What's Hidden Inside -Something happened last night. Nothing bad or anything don't get the wrong idea I'm just shaken up by everything that's going on around me. I know the poem really sux but I was just writing down words describing how i feel.

Hopeless Love -I don't like to admit it but I wrote this about my ex bf before we started going out. I've kept it in a box under my bed along with everything else that reminds me of him until now. It's made me cry to read it up untill now because I've finally moved on in my life.

Cryed To Sleep -A night I spent pondering my purpose being alive. I was really confused and upset which is usually when I do my writing.

Lost Love -Well taking a turn from people dieing or wishing so, I found a poem I had done about love. I was feeling lost, and dreaming of a true love, and as you can tell most of my poems don't end very happily so yeah.

Death On The Battlefield -Yet another assignment for class. I can't remember what we were supposed to write, I think it was a descriptive poem, at this point I was really into war. It was before my depressed phycho phase.

The Knife -Well I wanted to do what I said in this poem. I almost drew myself into doing it but I stopped. I realized it was stupid to be running away when things got rough

Prayers Of Death -This poem was actually an assignment I did in grade 9 in our poetry unit. This was exactly how I was feeling and thinking at the moment.