February 21, 1999
I wonder just how many more times we're going to have do deal with the shit we dealt with on Saturday at work. CVS/pharmacy now has a central system so that we have at least some chance of finding someone who goes to a different store in the computer system. Well, the system had some problems early on Saturday, resulting in several "Communications Error" messages that threw us back a bit. Finally the claims starting going through again, but we still had problems with two of the prescriptions that took a bit more work.
I just don't know what to do right now. I have this feeling that I'm really starting to have feelings towards a girl that I've talking to for a while now, but I'm not really sure what I should do. I'm not sure I should tell her because I'm not so sure of how she'd react, but I don't know if I can hold it in much longer. I guess I care about her so much and appreciate what she's done that I would really like to meet her, even if it's just once. It's one of those things that just leaves me in knots.
I guess what it comes down to is how much I feel coming from her and if I feel that she feels the same way, I guess it will be easier for me to mention. I just look at her picture that I have though, and just wish I could see her. It's something that I either have to mention, or put behind me and hope that things fall into place. My history in relationships though makes it hard to believe that things will just work my way.
Hey, winter decided to come back. For the last two days we've had on and off periods of moderate to heavy lake effect snow in the area. It isn't accumulating much (besides on my car), but it's still making things a mess at times, especially last night. I had gone to go get some dinner for myself and for my mom and sister (they didn't know this though), and it was really coming down when I got to the top of my street. It got worse as I made my way towards "Wendys" and continued to get worse as I came home. I also distinctly remembered trying to get rid of the mess that kept showing up on my windshield from the salt and dirt on the road. Then I realized I was out of windshield washer fluid. Oh the pain.
By the way, I did make it home in one piece and my mom promptly stole my drink and some fries. Some people just never appreciate anything anymore.
Just what the hell is it that compells someone to just say that homosexuals are inferior to the rest of society, or for Christian Coalition groups to call them sinners? It just doesn't make sense to me to sit there and bash someone because he or she is different in that way. I was at a web site the other night that I was thoroughly enjoying. That is, until I reached a part of the site that bashed homosexuals and called them "God's mistake." That just sickens me to no end. Just what kind of person do you have to be to sit there and have nothing better to do than to say that gays are bad people? I guess I just don't get some parts of society.
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