For some strange reason you feel the urge to look into my mind. You have this desire to read some of the thoughts and ideas that have coursed through my brain and I have put down here. These things that I have written will reveal a lot about me. You may learn more than you wanted to. There is only one thing I want you to keep in mind. It is simply this:     The things written here have been thought of or felt over a period of years. I did not write all of these this day, week, month, year. And what I felt then is not necessarily what I feel now. Some of things here are bizarre. Some are of the everyday nature. And some are so very insightful and true to the real me that I am reluctant to put them here for the world to see. But enjoy what you will and hopefully when you leave here you will have a better understanding of who I am.

The Boyfriend Handbook - Chapter One The beginner's guide to what women want The Creature A strange look at love Drowning in the Dirt Despair Duality My strangely conflicting, and often vocal mind Epiphany The day I realized I didn't much like myself Why Life Is Worth Living Remembering the little things

I... Need - Wish - Hope The Jewels When someone else says it better My Journal My brain right now Famous and Not-So-Famous Quotes Words that change me and others I know Ranting Heartbreak, realization, and forgiveness When I Was Five A scary little memory