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I'm Pathetic and Other Similar Stories...

On Felicity and Ally McBeal...
... am i in a sort of episode of either one of those two shows... god, am i that pathetic???... well, maybe i am... i mean, look at me... it's may... you know, vacation... and then i'm here.. sitting in this armchair... inside this classroom... in this building called Berchman... inside this campus called THE ATENEO... i wonder why it has a 'the' in the beginning... as if it's the only one.. or the most important one... as in THE important one... i find it quite arrogant... er... okay... i take back what i've just... thought about... can't say i said it, right... sitting here... trying miserably to get something out of this... lecture perhaps... trying to figure out... why the hell do people watch Ally McBeal... or her college counterpart... Felicity... the hair, man... the hair... whatever... she even thought a haircut would be one major decision which would turn her life upside down... or at least, in her series... well, it did lower her ratings though... it's not as if i'm into Felicity... though i must admit... i once... get that, 'once' ?... thought that Ally was cool... okay, a little cool... er... a bit cool??... i've always wanted to be... some hotshot lawyer... yeah, pathetic isn't it???... a bunch of... corrupted people... who formed a firm... and liked... 'hitting it off' with each other... hehehehe, whatever that meant... the frogs... the flushes... this chinky eyed babe... the dancing babies... god these people need psychiatric attention... am i in a situation... pathetic enough... to come even close... to how pathetic these people seem to be???... my god... studying in the middle of the summer vacation... taking up math... combinatorics... dealing with combinatorians... taking up philosophy... dealing with some gay ancient person named Socrates... and hunting with the lonely hunter... eeeek... !! doing away with amylase activities... and gastrocnemius sciatic ek eks... at last a new word to connect to that gastrocnemius thing... sleeping my way through biology sessions... zzzzz... escaler is my dream bedroom... uncovering the REAL red riding hood.... god this pathetic life is not easy... and to top all that.... it's REALLY REALLY PATHETIC... but i guess... everything's PATHETIC anyway...