| A sentence a day while HE is away. 1.14.2001 ( Sun ) I finally know what is stress. When you wanna to learn something from class, and you found that the teacher couldn't help you at all. That is stress. 1.15.2001 ( Mon ) Mike, I was looking at your old picture, new pictures, and postcard. I can't believe that we have become friends. HUG* for being my friend!!! 1.16.2001 ( Tue ) Have you ever tasted the taste of the wind? Have you ever enjoyed the colour of the sky?? Do you feel that is freedom??? or fear of no support around you ???? 1.17.2001 ( Wed ) What am I supposed to say when you said "no" to me again? Let me tell you what ..When I say "yes", it definitely means yes. When I say "no", it means "may be". Remember, everything has a possibility. 1.18.2001 ( Thur ) I found a US$100bill on an empty desk at the bank this afternoon. Incredibly, I gave it back to the bank clerk without thinking!!! I thought about that this evening, not the money, but the return of the money. Well, I told my friends about the money, and they all said that I am so honest but too stupid. Damn, I shouldn't have told them. HUH!!! We are supposed to be honest, and now my friends said "I am honest, but stupid!" what the world is made of? No no, that's not what I wanted to say, what I wanted to say is that if it happened to me few years ago. I would take the money without telling anybody. I wonder what happened to me. I've changed, and I can even tell the changes. I am happier than I used to be. I laugh more, talk more, think more positive than negative, and I eventually realized that it's really not a BIG deal that we're through. 1.19.2001 ( Fri ) I started my English tutorial this evening, but the teacher didn't show up. My classmate left after waiting 20 minutes for the teacher. I stayed and tried to do my homework. When I was doing my homework, I thought of Dodar. He was mad at me yesterday. I wanted to ask him why, but he seemed to hide himself from me...phew...I've got a lot of questions wanna to ask him. I stayed at school a little bit and asked the tutor at the learning centre. However, I still don't understand on some points, and I had a terrible headache yesterday...so I went to the doctor afterwards.... headache headache..... 1.20.2001 ( Sat ) To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to come. 1.21.2001 ( Sun ) I know I am always a bit crazy, silly, and wild, but please be patient. Accept me, adjust me, but don't change me. I WANT TO BE MYSELF!!!!!! 1.22.2001 ( Mon ) No man is worth my tears, and the one who is, won't make me cry. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting RIGHT beside them knowing I can't have them. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 1.23.2001 ( Tue ) Perhaps when God doesn't want to give "it" to me, no matter how tight I squeeze my arms, I will miss "it" anyway. On the other hand, if he wants to give me that, no matter how many times I missed "it", I will get "it" eventually. (Taking a deep brealth, I AM STILL WAITING!!!!) 1.24.2001 ( Wed ) Ha...tomorrow.. I will have the chance to ask Dodar why he was mad at me last Thur. Well, I don't hold any grudge against him. I just don't like it when somebody get mad at me without a reason!! @ least let me know what I did wrong. Surely, I am not a sharp person, (chieokure, a dull person in Japanese) so if you are not happy with me, just tell me. If you don't like the way I work, talk, act... tell me. I won't know what you think if you don't tell me. I am not that smart, and unfortunately, I don't have the sixth sense. 1.25.2001 (Thur ) What is a man job? How many roads that a man needed to walk before we can call him a "man"? A friend told me that a man job is to love a woman. Before doing anything, think about her benefits first then his's. I doubt what he said is true. I don't know..who will promise a woman that no matter what happens, he will love her for the rest of his life? I mean .... who knows what will happen in the future?? ( That's a good question.) 99.9% of women are greedy. Even though you gave them all your love, they don't satisfy. I am one of the 99.9%. For me, I won't promise anyone that I will love him forever...( at least not now) perhaps I don't dare to say so THAT IS A PERMANENT UNBREAKABLE PROMISE , RITE? ..I don't know...I like to be single in the moment..if you are single, you can do whatever you like..all you need to consider is your family...But when you have a g/f or b/f..or even married..you have to think about your "2nd half" before doing anything. I am not a thoughful person, so I will need more and more time to become one. hehee... hopefully, I will be a perfect, thoughful, loveable..etc..woman before meeting my RIGHT person 1.26.2001 ( Fri ) This is what I wrote on my profile: bittersweet. That is not difficult to guess.. in fact it's so obvious. Just look at the whole thing !!! what does it look like ?? Sigh..... anyway, Esp for you la ..... sor lo. If Rosanne knows I wrote this here, she will scold at me... >.< Back to archives 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, next page |