| 2.12.2001 ( Mon) I just realized that I have a (terrible or terribly ?) bad habit. I always rely on my mom . My mom has stayed at home for the past few months, and she did most of the housework in order o let me focus on my study.I thought she should .. but in fact no ..... I should help her... Shame on you! Helen.. She started her work today again and I helped to do the housework. I washed clothes, cleaned the floor, watered the plant, cleaned the washrooms, cooked supper, tidied up the living room. I also prepared the visuals for my presentation and practiced my presentation. And I half finished my 2nd lab report for Chemistry. Well... It's not bad to do that much a day... In fact, I felt like I was somebody's wife when I was washing clothes and cleaning the floor. lol ... getting crazy again ... I was just a bit tired after the whole day work..... but overall is good. 2.13.2001 (Tue) Angel Helen, Devil Helen, Me...... Angel ar angel.... What's up? The first time..... I feel so terrible today .... What happened? Am I thinking too much .... nothing will happen anyway... why I always have that kind of things in my mind.. I am trying to push myself into boiling water... Ar..... ok ....you mean ... Yes... Do you remember what you had promised me before you met your first friend? The devil suddenly show up and said ha... Angel.... do you know what she wrote in her profile? What did she write? She wrote breaking promise is her special skill. Angel look at me with a question mark........ I nod........ Sigh....you broke the promise.... I broke the promise because I have never thought of this situation before. Angel ..can you tell me what I have with me? I got confused... Hey let me tell you I walked away.... and asked angel again ....... what I have with me ? Angel.... Well.. you have the answer Helen.... Hey I am here! I have the answer? Yes, you do. If you don't care of it... you won't talk to the air .. I mean me.... Hello.... anybody home? ......... I told you not to do that, and you didn't listen to me.You deserve it. lol ...Dai 4..... lol SHUT UP. HUH! .... devil left. Well time to home......don't let anything bother you. In this moment, you have something else to do, and that is even more important than any other things. Continue to read your "new book", pray and sleep.....tomorrow will be a new day. So angel left....... The angel, she didn't tell me .... so I didn't see what I had with me. I read my new book.... I read the Chinese part.... and read out loud the English part. Pray and sleep calmly..... (Readers..... you don't need to understand .....it's just a reference for me) 2.14.2001(Wed) Happy Valentine's Day...... 祝天下有情人終成扣肉............sorry...... 終成眷屬 Perhaps.. there is only one touching story in 100 stories... Perhaps....... only one couple is lucky in 1000 pairs.. You don't have to have a college degree.. You don't have to have a big house....You don't have to have a BMW... All you need is a heart full of love........ Esp for Rosanne, Cheery, Debby, Carol, Poyi, Cynthia, Jerry, Daisy, Charlie, May, Luke, Pikachiu, Tall man, Shirley, Shelly, Stephanie, Ray, Jerry.W, Michael, Candy, Anne, Perry, Annie, Kidd, Walter, Mieko, Miranda, Keiko, Mary, Javad, Eric, Joey, John, Pilippe, Gary, Mike, Emily, Matthew, Ellis, Chris, Karen, Northisham, Carol.C, ...............etc......... I received a letter from BCIT today. They informed me I only need 65% in comm005. 65%!!!!!! far far less than I expected...I thought I will need 75 or 80%......lol ......I am pretty sure I will pass and will take the Food Tech. program. Talked to Jerry.W today while he was driving me home.. he may need to study English at BCIT as well......aiya.... he had already missed one term since the assessments were taken today. He is not going to study at BCIT this term, so he will need to wait until the next term . That means he has to wait 6 more weeks....... I really hope he can finish all the English classes at BCIT by the end of August....or he can't study Computer Science this September. 2.15.2001 (Thur) sorry 天使.... 有時候, 我會想我在這兒寫中文, 對他來說是一種挑戰, 也是一種懲罰, 他不懂中文, 但他正在學中文, 終有一天他會知道我在這裡寫什麼, 但這天會是何時 ?? 但有一點我現在可以肯定的是在這裡寫的中文對他而言就真的是秘密, ... lol.... 我知道我可以將這段文字譯成英文, 但我唔鍾意........ 量他還未敢向他媽媽要求翻譯這段文字吧?!(如果他真的這樣做....他媽媽會不會覺得我腦筋有 問題?）lol.........那我可以放心寫下去....lol 2.16.2001 (Fri) A good mail day! I received a parcel from Rosanne. She sent me a lot of things, but I am not going to list them all here. However, from the bottom of my heart, I would like to say thank you to Rosanne..Rosanne THANK YOU VERY MUCH... The "BOOK" you sent me is exactly what I am looking for. HUG* Rosanne is going back to Aust. tomorrow, and she told me this morning she decided not to study in Aust. anymore and she is going to apply for a visa and go to France. Well, I surely don't agree with her. But what a friend should do besides supporting her. I am feeling under the weather because when Rosanne felt sad and helpless, I couldn't stay with her. And I know that whatever she decided to do, I couldn't help her since I am in Canada. All I can do is listen, listen and listen. Damn, I hate being the audience...I WANNA BE INVOLVED. Back to archives prev, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, next |