| 1.27.2001 (Sat) Try everthing once even though you don't believe it..... I am going to have a divination. 1.28.2001 (Sun) I ask myself sometimes why I made this page...I don't know...I don't have a clear answer yet. I've started making my page since I met Michael. I told my friends about my page, but they seem not interested in it. To be honest, I feel rather frustrated. It shows that there are 288 people have read my page since 12.22.2000, but actually, I know, not that many people have read it because I have entered my page at least 200 times...sigh... Well..who cares about the number?! (me) ... I will keep updating my page...even though no one is going to visit it....and yes... tears are running on my face ..... so what !!!!!! 1.29.2001 (Mon) 世界最遙遠的一種相距中, 明明迷戀, 然而又不知怎向你形容, 呆想, 只會愈昐愈凍o 我怎麼可得到你認同? 我不清楚, 不太懂o 世界最遙遠的一種相距中, 明明情深, 然而亦不敢親切地抱擁, 呆等, 感覺被我斷送o 縱使看不清所愛面容, 仍未敢伸出我手觸碰o 逃避你, 卻又期待我可跟你做情人, 而用情的深, 使天昏地暗o 逃避你, 愛是遙又遠得很, 而我始終不敢靠近, 還是不相信能和你合襯o 這些只是歌詞, 我沒有那麼感性o 1.30.2001 (Tue) If there is light in the soul, there will be beauty in the person. If there is beauty in the person, there will be harmony in the house. If there is harmony in the house, there will be order in the nation. If there is order in the nation, there will be peace in the world. 修身,齊家,治國,平天下o 1.31.2001 (Wed) When I was tiding up my bedroom this afternoon, I found my GOLDEN RING!!!!! It is very meaningful to me because I bought it from my first salary! I almost forgot this ring until I found it accidentally this afternoon. I put it on again on my ring finger of my left hand. Hmmm.. Talking about jewellery. I have a lot of fake jewellery which was bought when I was in high school...you know gals..I don't wear them anymore..I got to find a time to give them to my cousins or what.. I had a very good conversation with a friend this morning and afternoon. Yes, we chatted in the morning and afternoon. Sometimes, I think it's not good to talk to him so much a day. He had to work, he used his work time to chat with me. I don't want this affect his work, but I do like talking to him. Sometimes, I imagine if one day we don't have any topics, or he is not interested to talk to me anymore, what will happen? who knows...oh.. by the way.. he is the first one who read my secrets..lol 2.1.2001 (Thur) What is the dress code for a student? I dunno. My classmates dress up everyday! esp female classmates. They wear dress or skirt + panty-hose + high-heeled shoes + a lot of makeup. Honestly, they look like going to balls. Sometimes, I think should I dress up too? I just look so different among them. Yes, I am not a beauty, and that's a definite fact. But look at me, t-shirt + jeans + athletic shoes + no makeup + bind my hair with a plain brown rubber band. I would say I look normal, you can find another 100000 me on the street.... Sometimes, I think if I have short hair, I would look like a male. Too bad, so sad, but that's me! I seldom put makeup on my face..esp if I have to school. I usually dress up for purpose ..like... I wear dress and put on makeup only when I hang out with friends. (depends on who I hang out with). NEVER dress up everyday... Men would feel boring..You have to act as ugly as you can on the normal days .... then only dress up when you have a party. Trust me, all the men would shock for your beauty. Anyways..for me, it's so stupid to spend an hour to do my makeup, style my hair, and match the clothes. I would rather spend the hour to sleep, chat with Rosanne , or do something else. 2.2.2001 (Fri) I hate myself! I forgot to remind my mom to take the English assessment yesterday. She registered two months ago, and the assessment was scheduled for yesterday morning. I was responsible for reminding her and taking her to the testing centre. She looked so happy when I told her I forgot about the test since she didn't want to study English. (Yes, I forced her to learn English) She really doesn't need to become fluent in English, but at least she needs to know some for her social life here in Canada. The reason I pushed her to learn English is once she lost when she was shopping alone in downtown. It was so terrible because she didn't speak English, and she couldn't find her way home!!! She spent an hour in downtown to find the right way, and we were extremely worry about her. From then on, I tried to beg her to learn English. But then she refused to, then I exerted pressure upon her( sigh....I looked more like a mother than she did) Finally, she registered for the test and I ( HER ONLY DAUGHTER) forgot to remind her the test ... TIN AR... >.< 2.3.2001 (Sat) I went to a movie, save the last dance, with a friend tonight. The movie was about dancing,and I love watching people dance. I always want to dance like what the characters did in the movie. I even took a dancing class before. Learning tango and cha-cha is not a easy thing. I always stepped on my partner's feet, so then I dropped off the class since I really didn't want to disable his feet. Well, anyway, from the movie, I also noticed that the race discrimination between people. Black & White, and also those hadn't been shown in the movie, Canadian & Chinese, Hongkongese & Philipino, or even Chinese & Chinese. Not only the race discrimination, but also the sexual discrimination. Oh I wanna stop here, even though it looks like a small part of my 100000 words writing. Forgive me for my lack of English, I just don't know how to express my feelings .....and I am running out of time.. anyway.. Sampai jumpa lagi. 2.4.2001 (Sun) :O ... The (LA.L vs Van Gri) tickets were sold out!!!!! sob sob sob .... Anyway, my classmates and I were talking about the term "MBA" this afternoon. From my dictionary, it says MBA=Master of Business Administration, but my classmate told me that MBA has another meaning, Married But Available. Honestly, I was surprised, I really didn't know MBA means Married But Available, and my classmate told me that it is commonly used in the US!!! Well..perhaps..American are open-minded? lol... Back to archives prev, 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, next page |