(Fiction)

I find myself in the middle of the heartland in some city i’ve never been to before that happens to be around half way between our two cities. I rent a one bed hotel room at a hotel we agreed upon before hand... Not being presumptuous I brought my sleeping bag and a foamy so I could sleep on the floor.

I arrived first at the hotel...

I lay on the bed with my mind racing about what you will be like and how it will be when I see you for the first time, I just lay there dreaming about you as I wait for you to arrive...

A knock on the hotel room door sends my heart racing, despite me not being the kind of person to get nervous I feel a sudden flash of nerves as I come to the reality you are outside the door right now.

I walk up to the door, and without hesitation I swing the door open... and look directly into the eyes of the maid who came with some extra towels for the room..."Thank-you!" ~pout~ ~sigh~ I chuck the towels into the bathroom and walk back over to the bed shaking my head gentle back and forth as I walk. I chuckle a bit to myself as I realize how funny I probably would look if somebody else was there to see how I was acting, all giddy like a school kid~s~.

Not a few minutes later I hear another knocking on the door, my heart races again ~thinking "SHES HERE!!"~ I walk towards the door, thinking as I walk ~"DON’T BE ROOM SERVICE!"~

I approach the door and begin to reach for the knob. Again I hear the impatient knocking of a person on the other side of the door, a large smile forms on my face as I realize to myself that it must be you... I open the door eagerly!...

Before me a woman of unmentionable beauty wearing a tight and Ooooo so shapely black dress stands with this big smile on her face before me, I knew right away that it was you . We stand there looking into each others eyes not saying a word...Our eyes twitch as we both feel an urge to check each other out from head to toe, but we stay fixed on each others eyes, you begin to open your mouth as if to say something, but no words come out, you look down for a moment with this shy little smile of yours that looks so lovely, and then your eyes meet mine again... this time I begin to say "HEY" but all the comes out is "Hhhh...", thinking better of saying anything, I approach you....

Our eyes still locked, without any hesitation and as if it were totally natural for me to do so, I slide my hands around your waste and pull you closer toward me. I kiss you with all the passion that has been built up for you within me in the time we have been apart. My right hand slides up your back tingling with every touch upon your body, my left hand being just a little bit perverted decides to slide down your back to the very base of your spine... taking control of my left hand I keep it from exploring any farther and instead now pull you closer in towards me as we continue kissing. You drop your coat that you had on your arm and as well have begun to explore every nuance of my back as we continue to kiss for what seems like forever...and yet was not long enough.

We pause for a moment and look longingly into each others eyes. I then realize we are still standing out in the hall, I look around and see a family down the hallway, a mother holding her hands over her child’s eyes as she and her husband look at us with an oddly "turned on" expression on their faces. We think better of where we are and I grab your coat off the floor as I direct you into the hotel room. You take a quick look around to see if i’m a total slob~s~. Realizing I’m not you focus back upon me.

Once again I begin to say something... I find the words this time "Hey You" I say, this big grin on my face as I think to myself ~"yah that sounded dorky"~ you looking deeply into my eyes say "Hey" back and then once again you look away with this shy little smile on your face.

We both sit down on the bed oddly with enough distance between us to play a soccer game in. I close the distance a bit and ask if you want something to drink. You decline politely with that southern charm I love so much. After a shy uncomfortable moment passes, I begin to ask you some questions, questions I have know the answers to for a long time now, but hearing you answer them adds a whole new dimension and so much more meaning to the answers that I once read off of a computer screen... We talk all afternoon as we lounge on the bed, slowing moving closer to each other every so often...

Eventually we find ourselves laying on the same pillow, we look into each others eyes and kiss tenderly once again. Our legs intertwine as we slide our arms around each others wastes. You turn around now with your back toward me and I pull you in close to me, our legs once again instinctively intertwine, I kiss your neck as you try and concentrate on answering the last question I had asked you. I feel your hair against my face as I continue to explore now the back of your neck. You loose your train of thought ~s~ though I cant understand why? ~s~ We lay there silently wrapped up together in each others arms. Nothing needing to be said, our body language speaks louder than any words.

Sometime around 5 in the morning we start to grow tired and soon we find ourselves asleep in each others arms, warm and secure in each others embrace.

The next morning I wake up to see you looking at me~s~ watching me as I sleep. What a beautiful thing it is to first look into your eyes in the morning, it warms my heart to see your loving gaze upon me. We find ourselves once again kissing every inch of each others bodies. ~"Who needs breakfast I think to myself"~. We spend what was left of the morning in each others arms. Only late in the evening do we finally take a break from each others lips long enough to nourish our bodies with food. Through-out lunch we keep stealing glances at each other, and once in a while our eyes would meet and again that beautiful shy smile of yours would be seen. It’s a beautiful summer day, we decide to go for a drive as it gets dark. We find ourselves soon out in the country and we pull off the road into a secluded side road. I pull a blanket and a couple of pillows out of the trunk and the two of us lay down on the trunk of my car and stare at the stars...well actually I find myself more often staring at the stars as they reflect in your fascinating eyes. We stay out there in each others arms until dawn, I gaze upon you as the first rays of light fall across your body~"Gawd you are an angel!"~ I think to myself. We go back to our hotel room to get some actual sleep~s~, once again in each others arms all night as it should be...

I wake up some time in the afternoon to find you on top of me and kissing me awake... ~"what a wonderful way to be woken up"~ I think. As our last day together we spend little time doing anything except kissing and saying over and over again how wonderful the weekend was...and how next time we get together it will be for longer next time cause only a weekend seemed like only a teaser to each of us, and now we both wanted more...

That night laying together silently in each others embrace I find myself desiring to be with you to loose myself to you, but I don’t want you to think that was the only reason I came here to meet you... I convince myself with impossibly great difficulty not to make the first move but I give you all the hints I possibly can...my hands explore your body in more detail then ever before, my left hand being the more perverted of the two slides down the outside of your leg and then slowly slides back up the inside of your leg, I can feel you quiver a bit as I caress your inner thigh for just a moment. We both seem to want the same thing....

The next morning is hell for both of us to have to go our separate ways, we kiss again and again not wanting to stop and never wanting to let the other go...eventually we decide its time, and with a tear in my eye I kiss you one last time, first on the hand and then on the lips, I say " I Love You" as if it were the most natural thing in the world for me to say. We start to move apart our arms outreached so as to make our final touch last as long as possible...Our hands part and i begin to turn away...as I walk toward my car I decide to look back,even though I know I shouldn’t, but I do... and there you are still watching me...never having moved...i cant stand it I run back up to you and take in my arms one last time, and with one last kiss I depart once again, this time I don’t look back...though I wanted too with all my heart cause I could feel your eyes watching me as I walked away...i get into my car, but it in gear and start to drive away...dreaming of the next time I see you...the next time that we are one...

By Me