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Name Danielle N. LaFleur
Age 27
Needs Dog or Cat
Music Jill Scott
Reading Pslams 125
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Likes Chocolate
Dislikes Squash

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Prov23:4-5 Do not wear yourself out to get rich; have the wisdom to show restraint. Cast but a glance at riches, and they are gone, for they will surely sprout wings and fly off to the sky like an eagle.


Past Journaling...

April 2001 | March 2001 | Jan&Feb 2001 | December 2000
4/25/01-5/4/01 | 5/6/01-5/30/01 | 5/31/01-6/4/01
6/18/01-6/29/01
6 6/30/01-7/12/01 7/13/01-7/29/01


August 2nd/Evening sometime...

Did the outdoor theater thing with Ign tonight. I love these outdoor theater things! Gotta plan for next weekend though, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. *woohoo*

I confronted a major fear today... and the results weren't as bad as I thought they would be. *big relief* Why am I so fearful of confrontation? Well - know why... know where it stems. Still, even with that knowledge facing reality can still be hard.

I walked for about 45 min or so around Marymoor park today. Praying as I watched the dog walkers, etc. Need a humble heart I think. Some soft peace and grace to enter my life this week. Reading proverbs - go figure.


August 2nd/Evening sometime...

Up at 11am. Russ from 1-3ish. Work from 3ish to 6ish. Shower and then meet D'vd from 7ish to 10:30pm. then L.V. from 10:30- 12:30am. No wonder I'm exhausted!

Got to keep it going keep it going full steam
Too sweet to be sour too nice to be mean
On the tough guy style I'm not too keen
To try to change the world I will plot and scheme


August 1st/Evening sometime...

"He's more then the laughter or the stars in the heavens. As close as a heartbeat or a song on her lips. Someday she will trust him and learn how to see him. Someday he will call her and she will come running. Fall in his arms. The tears will come down and she will pray... I want to fall in love with you. "

Mr. Bug and I did the chatter thing at Stellers. I haven't been to the Metro in ages. I found myself asking to many questions as normal. But I was playing the devils card game with my thoughts. When I find someone I have many common outlooks on life in general I begin to wonder what transpired to get them to this reality. How is it different then what I went through. Are we really products of our environment or products of our choices?

Russ heard my silent cry.. we did lunch today. And he *grrrred* me. I was good - no long blabbering email after the fact yet doesn't refrain me from stating here, that frustration of being unable present myself in a clear fashion was annoying. I love you - thank you for lunch.


July 31st/Evening sometime...

"Hey boy look at me. Let me dirty up your mind."

Kub flew out last night from NYC to play with me. Little breaks are nice. Although it does amaze me on how life must suck if you get a whim to fly 3000 miles for a drink with a friend. *shaking head* - Reality for the rich is not the reality of the poor.

I gave Russ a book a few Christmas's ago titled, "The rich really are different then us." I bought as a practical joke on how our relationship runs. Sometimes he just doesn't "get" it. Yet, while I was over there one time he mentioned it was the best gift he had received from a friend. (I think he meant from a woman friend - as we all know - most of my fair sex are willing to "give" him something else.) Although I'm happy he has the ability to commute back and forth from here to Chicago... I miss him.

Thus causing myself to wonder about traveling. I always enjoyed any job that has allowed me to travel at least 75% of the time. Now, looking back I wonder how that has played into my other relationships. I would like to say it played a very little part. But after talking to a few others season or current travelers I am sensing no matter how I try to down play it, traveling can effect things. I will have to be more aware of that for the future.


July 30th/Evening sometime...

"Same as the emotion I get from you.... it's a hot one."

I have noticed that my best dates are from the ones that actually read this site... and there is a LOT here to read. Met up with one person who asked me questions about entries from last January. Was so impressed by the amount of the time he put forth into getting to know my strange quirks (via text) before meeting me in person.

Illinois signed my guest book...I think one of the most poetic entries I have had. Thank you. :)

Quality of life has so many different meanings, does it not? I'm learning so fast the reality of what I need vs the want and desire. My priorities have begun to settle since starting these entries. Not that they have changed as much as the waste has started to fall off and the true grit of the need is rising to the top.


July 29th/Early Morning sometime...

To tired to write much - will catch up tomorrow. But 1 - Chocolate man gives great hugs. 2 - Tower a god with drivers 3 - Laughing clears the soul. 4 - I love cartoons 5 - Time for a new theme.

I am wondering what we are committed to. Or what am I committed to. I tried to answer this question today... was hard. Realized I am committed to God and that was all I could ever expect to be.

I think God also puts passion in our lives. So - what are my passions? That is easier to answer. Passion to travel. Passion to work with people. Passion to be near the ocean. Passion for learning. Passion for simplicity. Passion for learning how to absorb every moment in the time that it occurs.


Past Journaling...

April 2001 | March 2001 | Jan&Feb 2001 | December 2000
4/25/01-5/4/01 | 5/6/01-5/30/01 | 5/31/01-6/4/01
6/18/01-6/29/01
6 6/30/01-7/12/01 7/13/01-7/29/01

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