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Sorry.
You can scream and you can holler,
Your words ain't worth a dollar,
If your eyes are lying.
 
The silence sounds like thunder.
I really have to wonder,
Why do we keep trying?
 
I don't want to have to choose,
I have nothing left to loose,
Your excuse ain't worth buying.
 
You may have it rough,
When sorry isn't enough...
Because you won't catch me crying.
 
 
The Rest Of Your Life.
 
It was the dream again.....
The one I always have.
There's a stranger, I'm in danger,
I Don't know how long it will last.
 
I was in a crowd.....
So many people near.
That face! It seems out of place.
Now they are gone.
 
I am all alone,
I like the quiet and the dark.
Who's there! I smeel the hair.
I wave it away.
 
I was thinking.....
Why am I here?
So someone else is complete? To compete?
There are so many years to figure it out
 
Behind The Drapes.
 
I really thought this time I would fall forever.
I was thinking this time I would never stop.
Are you thinking the same things I am?
I am not scared of the edges, or even the drop.
 
Is is it wrong to want us to be forever?
Is it too much to want a love to last?
I want to build a future...
I don't need you in my past.
 
I hate getting used to saying good bye.
The faster I give my heart...
The faster I take it back.
Being separate is the worst part.
 
Perhaps I will never find a friend.
The sun is still going to rise.
The rivers are always going to flow.
Will I ever be special in another's eyes?
 
 
Drag Them Down With Me.
 
Do I need a diary to keep track of the pain?
Is it hard to remember the weak link of the chain?
I am always happy when I hear the patter of the rain...
You may not understand, I can't explain.
 
Do I have to chronicle the days that drag on by?
Does there have to be a reason to cry?
If I smile and forget that I am shy...
I will remember those grey clouds in the sky.
 
Why do I want to share this with you?
Will I feel better if the crowd is blue?
I may slip and forget that I am due...
To be happy and write it all down too.
 
 
Rose In The Parking Lot.
 
When you met me, you knew I wasn't a hothouse
Rose.
I am a wild flower, you didn't want one of those.
I told you, I don't need your last name.
Keep your mother's ring.
I don't want to be tame.
Please move along if you can't enjoy the view...
Don't take it wrong,
I just don't need you.
I don't know all about me,
I don't need you to learn.
You are broken so bad,
You are something I can't fix.
You don't need me, but you think your friends
think you do.
I don't hold my head down when I am walking...
by you.
I am okay, I hope someday you will be too.
 
In A Second....
 
Everything you have can be gone...
All that you can gather,
All that you love,
The one you dance with,
Can disappear.
 
The music may never sound the same,
Happy will be a breeze away,
In a second,
All you love can be gone,
All you have is time....
 
Never let go of the one you love,
Tell them every day,
Look at the sun,
Keep the past where it is at.
Let love pass your days.
 
Enjoy The View.
 
You won the argument once again,
I haven't kept the score.
I needed someone to trust,
You showed me the door.
 
You realized you wasn't the only one I love
But, the one I love the most.
You kept me at a distance...
Then we tried to coast.
 
I used to think I was wrong,
I gave myself to you.
Everything you tossed away....
Please, enjoy the view.
 
I hope I fall in love again.
I will never quit trying.
I know it's a game for you,
As natural as lying.
 
You can't be honest with others,
Until you work out all the lies.
I know you prefer the quiet...
and the endings with good byes.

 

Just A Girl.
 
I forgot to say hi when he looked me in the eye,
I didn't tilt my head to say thank you,
When he handed me some flowers.
 
He asked me what my name was,
I didn't want to share.
He leaned back,
When I removed his hand from my hair.
 
I really find it difficult to keep a constant smile.
When he moves so sure...
I don't know who he is.
 
Is is wrong to want things right....
Before I jump into the flame?
His touch is shocking to me,
Is biology to blame?
 
I think the walls are falling, I may unlock the door.
I've lost the key and closed my eyes,
Then he walked away.

 

Me Again.
 
It's just a smile, they're just eyes.
It's just a voice
I can see and hear them,
Even when he's gone.
 
A hand I've felt before,
Warm breath on my neck.
I can feel it.
When he's not here.
 
I touch him so he'll remember....
I kiss him so he won't forget...
That he is always with me.
Even if we're apart.
 
Will he forget me?
How long will I carry him around?
He held me once,
I had to walk away.