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Decemeber 28, 2004/Tuesday
Let Me Stay
I’m
lonely…
The
loneliness is palpable… I could no longer deny… I could no longer turn
my head the other way… I’m lonely…
I think
it’s the year-end syndrome.
Either ways… I’m still lonely…
it’s there... I just chose to ignore and now I could no longer. It’s
palpable… it runs all through out my spine… tearing me out inside…
does it have to be this way… what have I done to myself?
For once… ask me to stay…
For once… just hold me…
Hold my hand… tell me it’s going to
be okay… Smile at me and say I’ll be able to do this…
I could take anything… hold my hand and make me feel you won’t
let me go…
Let me feel…
Lack me in your embrace… promises
without words… let me hold on to you…
I’m lonely…
Let me believe again…
Just that… I’m not asking for the
whole you, your life… just be there… talk to me… look into my eyes
and hear no words, just talk to me…
I don’t need you to ask me how am I
or have I eaten… I don’t need you to do things for me… I don’t
need
you to fight my battles… I just need you to hold me when I get tired
fighting… just let me rest in you arms…
Need me for this… need me because I
need you…
I’m lonely…
Don’t let me just walk out the
door…
Ask me to stay for tonight…
January 2005