07.09.03

I always wonder when
We would see each other
I always wonder where
I would find you
I always wonder how
You would react when you meet me
I always wonder what
I am going to say or do
I always wonder if
You would even care to see me
I always wonder if
You ever did love me.
Did you ever wonder when
You would see me?
Did you ever wonder
Of finding me?
Did you ever wonder how
It would mean to me when I meet you?
Did you ever wonder what
You'd tell me when you do?
And then I'd always wonder
Did you ever think of me as your daughter?

08.10.05

I had wanted to hurt you
I had wanted to inflict as much pain as I can
I had wanted to make you suffer so
I would have tasted sweet revenge then

But I chose not to
I chose not to be the antagonist
I chose not to let my anger engulf me
I chose to drive away this black mist

I could have broken you to pieces
I could have torn you apart
I could have suffocated you
But revenge just couldn't rule my heart

I chose to let it go
Be forgotten with the wind and rain
I chose to leave regret behind
It belongs to the past, this pain

I took a stick from the ground
And on sand I wrote
Where the wind will blow it away
No more the memories of fault