08.09.05

Do I hate you? I ask myself too
I know not, I have no clue
You've made a scar so deep...
I don't even know if it really exists
Why do you break me?
You've swallowed me whole,
Stripped me bare
I have nothing else left to hide

Trust is a thin glass
Clear, valuable.
But easy to break
Almost impossible to restore
I feed on lies to trick my mind
That I really am just fine
But when I hear your voice it pains me so
I cannot lie to my heart

It's not hard to see from this mask of mine
It isn't complete, it's easy to find
That I pretend what I'm not
That I try to forget the hurt
I cover, I try to hide
But you've already seen
There's no point... You see with eyes closed
Bitter taste of regeret I embrace

05.06.05

This raging fire...
When will it subside?
Burning in a forest
Where secrets hide.

05.09.05

Yesterday I said hello
But all you did was look
You didn’t say a single word
Instead left me in a nook

I waited there for quite a while
And hoped to catch a smile
But you never did, you never returned
And I felt my insides churn

I was turned away by my own
What was the matter, I wonder
And quickly I felt my temper rise
Reason was broken asunder

Tomorrow when you come to me
I will make you see...
Remember that you turned to go
When yesterday I said hello