Songs and poetry

NOTES: The songs on this page are mine. Please do not use them in anyway without my permission or you'll make me a VERY unhappy chappy. If you like the songs, but can't work out a tune or just want to hear my wonderful singing voice, then email me (fpvs_smh@yahoo.com) and I'll send u a *.zip file with the tune (my wonderful singing). I may take a bit to send (often I have a bad connection - aka modem - or not online much), but you will get it ... eventually.
*These songs are in order of creation. I used to have all of my songs/poems up... I've decided against that... Ppl I made come here would read a few consequtive bad ones and stop reading... So I deleted them... These are the best... My favourites... If you wish to read others, email me. Otherwise, be happy with these ones, and enjoy!*

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Emotions of the Heart
Young-Seeded Doubt
Cult Leader
Storm Coming
WWIII
Lost Inside
This is Me

...a dream last night
*My Motto
*Finally
*Just Happy
*Just Us
*Study Poem II
*Into The Unknown

New Poems (*) added week starting Monday 3rd, November, 2003.


Emotions of the Heart (14/10/03)

Hope errupts everytime I see you
Cos I know what you feel for me
And I know what you want to do with me
And I want you to do them too

So we exchange the looks in the classes we share
And smile and share our work
I'll talk with you and walk with you
This flirting is driving me wild

You're always in my head
Moving around like a thief in the night
And my heart always quickens near you
My tummy, it jumps around

So I'll flirt with you and you'll flirt with me
And the dance will keep going on
As we each bide our own time
Till one of us asks 'them' out

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Young-Seeded Doubt (15/10/03)

All I want to do is cry
Because there's a chance that it isn't true
A doubt was placed upon my mind
And I'm worried my thoughts were lies

What if what she said is true
That a friendship is all you desire
Then what I have done, what I have thought
And my plan by tomorrow was due

What if I had asked you out
The truth would have been revealed
And good or bad, I no longer know
So I cry while I lie and pout

Do I have the courage to confirm
For once and all the facts
Of what I beleive about how each of us feels
Then the truth I will finally learn

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Cult Leader (16/10/03)

Constructing a faithful flock
Of those who wish to love
Who lack that which they need
To survive among the others

A world that's just for them
Kept pure and clean and good
Where other non-holy practices
Are deleted from each their minds

I'll make this world for you
And safe, I promise you'll be
We'll love each and every member
Of this close family

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Storm Coming (20/10/03)

Clouds are rolling along the sky
They tell me a storm is coming
I can feel the pressure dropping
I can taste the coming rain

The waves are crashing upon the sand
And carry in the seaweed
The animals know what's coming
And the birds have stopped their singing

The sun is well hidden
The streets are dark and empty
There is a storm coming
And there's no shelter or protection

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WWIII (21/10/03)

Flying high above the clouds
I look down upon the Earth
There are craters and corpses
Marking the places of fallen soldiers

The blood has stained the soil
The death has filled the air
You question why it happens
While the child sobs quietly and stares

The world is not safe
For you and I and everyone
The dark will come and get you
And the world will be undone

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Lost Inside (24/10/03)

All I want to do is curl up into a ball
I don't know why, but I want to cry
And it feels as though I'm gone
And a shell is all that's left
Everyone around me is so far

Yet the people seem to care, laugh and smiling with me
Yet I'm gone, I'm so alone
Yet the guys pay me attention
Talking with me, looking at me

But I am so very confused and people change with moods
And someone will stare at me one day, ignore me the next
And I'll sit and will myself to have some guts with which to act
But I can't or won't, or the opportunity will be missed

And I sit here very quietly with water down my face
And wonder what I will do next
Will I gain some guts or do nothing
Perhaps go about it some other way
But until then I am alone
Until then I'm lost inside

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This is Me (26/10/03)

Look at me, I'm not beautiful, I'm not ugly, I'm not plain
Listen to me, hear my voice, I'm not shallow, I'm not stupid
Watch me and you'll see I'm not quite shy, I'm not mean
Be near me, see my kindness, feel my warmth

Do you like me? Do you want to be my friend
Do you get me? Have you any clue who I really am
Do you want me? Do you see my depth
Do you care? Have you paid attention

This is me, this is me showing you
This is who I am, are you listening to me
I'm feeling really ignored, when I'm smothered by attention
And I'm needing to be told, does anyone want to care

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...a dream last night (26/10/03)

I had a dream last night. You were there
You gave me my first kiss. Or rather, I took it
You were shy, but then, so was I
We found eachother, that's all that matters

I had a dream last night. It was of you
I searched for so long, just to find you
Knowing you were there, I didn't give up
And when I finally found you, it ended there

I had a dream last night. I hope you shared it
I dreamt it because of what I feel for you
I needed to make sure I knew it was true
Tonight I'll dream again. Of you, I'm hoping, too

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My Motto (29/10/03)

I know how I am to die
I've known it for some time
It came to me in my waking hours
Thinking for a new motto of my own
Death By Angst is how it will be
Been growing on me for some time
Chiseling into my brain with every new love song
It's a phrase coined on my own
It covers all I feel
Summarises all I love
And expresses what I am, deep down inside
A romantic for all time
The love I have of that gut-wrenching feeling
When someone lose their one true love
It's sadistic as the genre
Becomes my favourite one
And I worry that I'll be doomed
As I want to feel first hand
As much heart ache as I can get
Death By Angst 'till it hurts

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Finally (31/10/03, 01/10/03)

I did it, I finally did
I found the hidden courage inside
I asked, and I got it
Got the number I wanted so bad
And I gave one back
Cos he asked for it

Can't beleive how easy it was
Can't beleive he seemed to expect it
There was a thril right down my spine
As I held his phone and he held mine
And we parted our ways
I hope we see eachother soon

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Just Happy (01/11/03)

I'm just so happy and content right now
I want to save this feeling to have forever
It should be with me for some time
Cos there is nothing bad enough to remove this high

There is no awkwardness between the two of us
And I'm still happy when we sit in silence
It's a pity we ain't yet together
Cos I think we will be such a cute couple

But now I may have to work up more courage
As I might need to text or call him
But I choose to hope that he'll make the next move
Cos I've given him all the signals I can

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Just Us (02/11/03)

All I want to do is feel your arms around me
To snuggle close to your chest
Or maybe to lay my head upon your lap
And feel your fingers run through my hair
To see your face gaze upon my face
Saying more with a look than words ever could
Maybe then we’d both be content
And in a world with only two

I can imagine my hands running through your hair
You leaning down to place your lips on mine
Gazing into your eyes as both of us smile
And walking slowly along the beaches of Rye
Laying down to watch the sunset
Seeing all the stars above
Your arm my pillow as we lie in embrace
Happy together in our world of just two

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Study Poem II (03/11/03)

Stand tall and don't stand alone
Find your strength with your friends by your side
Share your strength with those who are close to you
And find your gift that you will share with the world

Feel the pain but dont let it control you
And share it with those who want to help you
Know your friends are there, and help them out
Cos they'll help you out when you need them

Find a direction along which you'll travel your life's journey
But don't be scared when you reach forks in that road
Take the bad in your stride and become stronger
Because there's always rewards in the end

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Into The Unknown (03/11/03)

If the truth is out there, we don't have it here
We need to go find it, into the unknown
With friendships, shared interests
Competitions and strange signatures
History and squables
We've got it all

Spanning continents, races and languages
We've no common hate except the haters of us
We'll grow and we'll flourish
And subdue evil outsiders
We love the unknown, and into it we'll go

So bring in your friends,
gather beleivers in fantasy
Babble incoherently,
we love you for it
We'll forgive you for absenses,
even for revoked abandonment
Just know what's common,
Into the Unknown

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