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13.11.2008
Long time, no see. Put this place on hiatus in November 2007. Wanted new layouts for a change (previous one served well for 3 years), but making them takes a lot of time and patience these days, as u need to do it in small portions because of the pains. All these things take their own sweet time. It took me a year. Frozen Roses turned 5 years 1.4.2008, which I'm also celebrating with this anniversary update. Today it's 6 years since my dear aunt passed away. It felt only suitable to re-open the site on her anniversary, as FR is dedicated to her memory.
So, what does this update hold inside? New look and a brand new feature: musicvideos! Have made a few of those in my life and now thought of putting some here. Section is located in Fanart. Updated Webhost-section as well, where one can read Just about me and how I became a little fangirl.
These rare times of updating are glimpses in the universe, chances to tell what's been going on with me and my life. Glimpses are important, when there is no sunlight every day. My life is pretty much the same, the everyday struggle with pains and with fears of the future. Finding a job to suit my pains is a neverending hunt...Therefore, financial worries are more than familiar. Doctor visits and medications swallow a whole lot of money. Next knee surgery was postponed with another year, this time. By that time I have to find a new knee surgeon, since this one retires. Which just bites. This one is impossible to replace.
Treating the wide variation of pains I have is a full-time job with no time-offs. That is where good friends become important life rocks and lanterns in the dark. Even the most fleeting blink of light matters. I was fortunate to be able to attend All Hallow Donut again this year. Presenting pics from Halloween 2007 and 2008. Some memorable moments there again :)
The fall has been filled with babies, my now 3 years old niece got a little sister on 5.11 and some friends had babies as well. Civy is now a double auntie!! :)
I wish you well and hope you enjoy the upcoming holiday season! May there be snow, sun and peace in the world :)
You are in my thoughts.
21.01.2007
Snow White in the black forest of Pylea...
Hello wanderer...welcome to the ghost-castle. Because that is what this place must feel like nowadays. But whatever happens, the site remains. Here you can memorize the good ol'times when I still could update my page. Now I have to do something I've avoided doing for a long time now. Avoided it, when everyone has anyway noticed what has happened. I have to announce it in writing: I can't update anymore. I dunno when I can. I'd like to, but that decision is not mine to make. I wish I can someday be back here doing updates, but I honestly don't know how long it's gonna take..
Nowadays my life is not about dreams, it's about pain. Literally. Those who know me, are familiar with my situation. I am a person in pain. Physical, chronic pain. Living with it every single day with no pause. My kneetroubles began over 10 years ago. Operated first time in 1998 (left)and 1999(right). Pains remained, but I had some good years there. In 2003 life was really good, first FinBuffy happened and all that..But in 2004 the old pain came back and my both knees were operated. Ever since my life has not been the same anymore. Will never be. The kind of trauma I have in my knees, cannot be cured. Not getting into the medical terms of it (no one could understand that mumbo-jumbo!) but what I have, will never go away completely. I've had surgery now 3 times for my knees (left done last august, right is in waiting line). They can do very little, because what they remove will grow back.
Knees are not the only thing causing trouble. Aside from that, I have regular pains in my ankles, feet, hips, back, wrists, elbows and shoulders. Shoulders are the other big player in the game. Mysterious shoulderpains began in October 2005 and to this day have not changed. They are the main reason I can't do fun things with computer anymore. It's more difficult than I can say, to loose all the things I love most in life. Writing, computer graphics, composing music with computer, drawing, painting...all those things cause pain. Typing this is an enormous challenge, since typing is the number one enemy for me. Will most likely be the last thing I type here for an unknown amount of time. I can't say when I will regain any ability to work with the site again.
Now you know, why there has not been any sight of me in any of the meetings held during the past years. I can't move anywhere without crutches and crutches kill my shoulders. So I can't move much. I live in the 3rd floor with no elevator. I don't go outside, unless it's something like going to see a doctor. Pains take so much of my energy, that it alone keeps me from being among people. When every single joint of ur body is burning with pain, that doesn't leave much room for being miss sunshine...(dear president, absolutely no pun intended!) I can meet a friend, if a friend comes to see me. There is never any guarantee of what I can do and how much I have energy to be among visitors.
That doesn't mean I didn't miss every single one of you. I do. VERY much! I'm delighted if someone wants to take the time to write me a mail, even though I can't reply to it myself. I love talking in the phone with my "salarakas" (hehe...inside joke...those who read Raven's LJ know what I mean..!) and hear all about the meetings you dear people have had.
That's just what my life is like now. A lonely battle of seeking something I never might get completely. Rough and difficult path of a patient in pain fighting over her rights to get treament. (Kipupotilaan oikeudet ovat Suomessa todella olemattomat!!) I am Snow White, imprisoned in this black forest of Pylea...
I might not be there physically, but in spirit I'm always with you <3
Send me lots of hot shirtless (or more!) Angels...mwahah! :)
You are in my thoughts.
01.07.2006
Summertime!
Hello folks, last was here in February. As u've noticed, this site still won't be updated again after a lot of time has passed. I'm not *NOT* shutting the site down, just letting it be...for an unknown amount of time. Issues concerning my health are the main reason preventing me from doing this stuff. Chronic pains, to be exact. Been in my life for the last 12 years, just in the last 2 years they've been worst than ever. On a bad day, not much anything can be done to ease them. On a better day, lots of IWRU can be watched to satisfy the hunger of living. Ok. I admit! I'm a junkie! I need my dosage of hot shirtless Angels to keep me going ;)
In a lot of ways, I feel like an undead. I'm alive, but not breathing. I'm just this horribly distorted image of an alive person. I live on the edge of the normal world, in the shadows. I may look like normal, but I'll never be like one. I didn't get to go to FinBuffy 2006 (go check Raven's traveldiary of the event..!), because of my pains. But some wonderful people made me feel like I was there...u know who u are, so give urselves a biiiig squeezie-hug!! *squeeezzeee* I might not be there physically, but in spirit I'm always with you <3
Have a nice summer! :)
Be nice and dream of nice things.
01.02.2006
Happy new year 2006!
Been a while since I last wrote here. This site is still on hiatus, since I still have no ability to do any updates. Family issues and my own health, which prevents me from doing computer stuff. There just is too much going on, so this place has to wait. This site is not going anywhere, things shall remain like they are, until some day far ahead...when I can update again. I don't know when it shall be, but some day in the far future.
"It'll be a long time coming...but I still do think sometimes about that far ahead..." :)
Enjoy the winter season!
Until we meet again...:)
07.09.2005
As u might've noticed, it's been a while since this site was updated. Too many things happening at once, serious events among family members. Due to all that. For now, this will be the only update. I might add something if I feel like it, I have some more dream stories and other stuff in store for later, but honestly speaking, I don't know when I have enough energy to really update again. More important matters are now taking all the time I have besides work. Meanwhile, this site is not going anywhere, so feel free to look around and leave messages to the gbook 'Dreamland'.
Also remember to visit my affiliate site Vaarna-Web for some great stories from last months FinScooby-events! See photos and videos from meetings etc.
Enjoy the brisk autumn wind and the rainbow of earthly colours :)
I wish you all a wonderful falltime!
Until we meet again...:)
01.04.2005
Happy Birthday my Frozen Roses!!
Two years and we're still online. And almost 3000 guests already - yay!*happygrin* Lately there has not been that many updates, but if u just can hold on a few more months, there will be something new..! I have big plans towards this site, until I'm finally free from a burden called school and thesis. My personal health has not been that good either the past few months, keeping me from all the fun activities like updating the webpage.
Easter just went around the corner and it's about time to start looking towards spring and summer at last. Enjoy the sunshine and keep popping up in guestbooks! Thank you, u all rock!! For one last treat, go check the übercool movieposter-like thingy I made for FR's Bday...in here !! That dagger itself is a present, which a dear friend gave to me on by birthday last month. Now I can go stab some bad guys..hee hee!! *grin*
01.02.2005
Happy Birthday, Vaarna-Web!
Our dear affiliate page Vaarna-Web turns 3 years today - congratulations!!:) Other affiliate Poisonous Quill has been shut down in the progress. FR thanks PQ for co-operation during these 2 years. Poems from PQ have been moved to Vaarna-Web's library, and FR will adopt the fan arts. They will be added here later this spring. (old links to PQ will be removed later)
Oh, and one new fic Enkelin Siivin has just been added! Currently hosted by Vaarna-Web. WIP (work in progress), so more is to come! Enjoy the snowy weather!
23.12.2004
Merry Christmas everyone!!
Only one more night to sleep...and it's CHRISTMAS!! December has gone unbelievably fast this year. Snow has been an issue here in Southern Finland, but luckily now there is at least a little of it covering the dark, cold land.
Uusimaa has suffered from electrical blackouts yesterday and today, due to the storm last nite. At my home there was one today, lasted a little over an hour. Well, just another excuse to light some candles to create Christmas-y athmosphere :)
Present-fuss is one big thing that belongs to Christmas. Still waiting some friends to come over to exchange gifts. Making some updates here while waiting ;) Upcoming nite will be spent wrapping familygifts then. Why oh why do they all end up being the last ones to do, I have no idea! Maybe that's just Christmas. I'll sit in the middle of the floor, surrounded by wrappings and gifts, trying to find everything that has to be wrapped. Then I'll go sleep eventually (VERY late), exhausted but happy.
I wish everyone happy holidays, Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!! Also check out my little greeting for all of ya!
04.12.2004
Another exciting dream from Magedd !!
30.11.2004
Newsletter posted. New section Technical Info. Link at bottom of page.
29.11.2004
Greetings, people!
Long time since writing babbles, not since the grand re-opening of these sites after layout-updates. Little updates here and there have been done along this fall. We have some new dreamers, go read their exciting dreamstories! The biggest update is, that now I'm now archiving Frozen Pearls as well! The newsletter-thing itself is about 2 years old, but unfortunately I haven't saved any of the old ones. The earliest ones are from past summer. To find out more, go down this page and click the link to Frozen Pearls.
Chrismas is not far away anymore, since the day after tomorrow is the first day of December! This little me is feeling very Christmas-y already, putting paper-snowflakes on the window of her office at work (slow day, so I'm updating currently from work..heh heh!) and planning on getting electric candle-thingys here etc...I just love Christmastime!
Let it snow...let it snow...let it snow! Happy pikkujoulutime everyone!
23.11.2004
Now archiving Frozen Pearls! Go down the page to also find link there.
22.11.2004
Welcome new dreamers Magedd and Asparagus! :) Changed pic to 'Webhost'.
23.08.2004
Greetings people! We are back again, with a new layout and some new thingys! I put these pages on summer vacation 10.6.2004 and now they are officially open again. So let us celebrate! The cake can be located in the corner left to you...the chocolate is in the back and AlienCoke is served everywhere around! ;)
So I take you have noticed we are in brown now :) My sorry attempt to create something historical and medieval like. If it makes you think of dust and old libraries, then you got it right *grin*
The summer has almost gone away and the fall is about to arrive. Makes these brown shades actually kinda appropriate for the season. Almost everything has remained the same in here, but of course we have something new for you:
New spot Webhost is the answer to your questions, if you want to find out about the freaky creature behind these pages...*giggle* Now we also have a map for you to navigate around here; just go to Da Page-section to find out! Writings-section now also contains short essays. There really is not that many of them yet, but in the future I'll be working on that. There is some new links for you to check out and Fairy Tales has been re-done almost completely. Dream Club has got new members! Welcome Anna and Dici! I know there was some other dreams still to add, but I'll do that as soon as possible! Thank You-credits for this page have also been updated. Secret Garden finally has something new to offer! Go read about the secrets of the cross and the ring...:)
Welcome back...! :)
01.04.2004
(There has been some smaller updates here in between,
like wishing everyone a happy easter and stuff, but no babbles)
HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY FROZEN ROSES!! :) :)
Wow. This is it. One year. ONE YEAR ago I first released Frozen Roses into the depths of internet. Thinking that this would just be a phase of some kind..that it would fade off. Though my ehthusiasm towards the keeping up this page varies a LOT, it's still there. I mean, here :)
One year behind. Second layout. Almost 2000 visitors. Not bad ;) Still a lot of work to do in here and lots of plans in the future. But they'll have to wait until my studies are over.
I'm not even thinking of being able to arrange the kinda Bday-parties our dear affiliate Vaarnis has thrown now 2 times. Those are your legends, dear Raven :) But there is cake. And chocolate. And bananas. All the essentials. And....heh....couldn't resist....also a little speech!!
Partytime!! THANK YOU SCOOBIES!! U ROCK!! :)
12.01.2004
Happy New Year 2004 Everyone! Babbles are finally back after almost 2 month break. First News: FR won the award of Best Site Idea in Kultainen Vaarna!! Yay!:) And Thanks for everyone who voted for me!! Frozen Roses has been kinda on hiatus, cuz there really haven't been that much to update. But mailing has been more active though, in the form of Frozen Pearls, our newsletter. And that might be the only thing I will have time for this spring. This spring will be very busy for me, leaving not much time for this site at the moment. But I most certainly will become more active again, once this thing called studies will be history some point at my life. This summer I hope. I'm in the beginning of starting writing my thesis, and seriously will need to get that done so that I will graduate in this century..hehe! *grin* But new things might be added if there is time. And Frozen Pearls will be sent every now and then (when) I have time. Christmas-scoobymeet in Hämeenlinna will be added to Frozen Buffy once I have the time. Hopefully soon :)
I have lots of plans for this site in the future, but they will have to wait until my studies are over. Right now, Frozen Pearls is pretty much only thing getting my attention and time (WHEN there is time). And u can always catch me somewhere around Cave or Caritas...!!
Enjoy the brand new year, folks!
13.11.2003
10.11.2003
Nominated in Passion Awards and added link to Glorious !!
06.11.2003
06.11.03: Added one new dream from Eliz !! Added link to Caritas!!!
03.11.2003
Hey ya people!! Finally updating again, been a long break since I've done that. Been a busy fall...work and finishing my education takes a lot of my freetime. But I've been terrorizing ur mailboxes quite often with those 'Frozen Pearls'-newsletters, so haven't been totally inactive..hehe!*grin*
Halloween spirits are still flying around in here...making me memorize the fun Helloween-fest me and few ppl had...u know who u are!! *wink* Dead Badgers and Lord Of The Dance, our Hostess...blessed be!! :)
Happy News...Frozen Roses won the 2nd Best Site Name-award in Kultainen Vaarna...whoohoohh!! Thanks a billion!!:) FR is also nominated in Judgement awards..let's see how we do in there!! And congratulations to our affiliate Vaarnis for winning Viewer's Choise and 2nd Best Buffy Site-award in KV!! *applause*
Then to the updates...FINBUFFY 2003 and AMERICAN WEDDING-MEET are finally here! Check them out from a brand new site Frozen Buffy, which contains stories of the BtVS-Fanmeetings I've attented! Link can be located from top left of the page!
There is a new member in our Dreamclub: WELCOME SUNSHINE!:) Go read her terrifying 'Giles is villasukka' dream from here !!
New stuff in Writings-section too...new story Unimies' can be located from Other Stories.
And don't forget to check out the renewed Secret Garden !! Now containing Secret of Ring, Secret of Cross (coming soon!) and Secret of Forbidden Love. Go see and tell me how u like!
29.09.2003
Added bunch of new Fanart !! Don't forget to check new Fanfiction, Safe !!
23.09.03
*Enter some heroic Braveheart-kinda-music with drumrolls*
Tat-ta-da-da-daaahhhh.....we are BACK!!! GOSH it feels weird being here again after almost two-month break!! But here we are..with new layout and LOTS of new stuff!! Some of it is still to come...so stay tuned!
Practically everything in here has gone through some changes, so feel free to look around! To get you started, lemme tell something about the changes made in here. FR has got a new affiliate, Vaarnis! Thank you and welcome! :) I've decided to bore you with telling something about me, myself and I. Call me narsistic, but it was actually kinda fun! All can be found behind the link in the left Civil Angel! My version of our beloved FinBuffy is coming soon...as well a whole new section, 'Universe'. Getting help from Raven & Corrie in there...but gals; don't spill anything just yet! *grin* Fanart-section is now better organized and contains some new art. New Links in Links-section...for example brand new Angel-site Hotelli Hyperion and Finnish-Award site Kultainen Vaarna!! Welcome Hyppis & KV!! :) Writings-section presents now also my poetry. Some new Fanfictions are on their way...just be patient :) Now is the time for you to send those dreams of yours to me again..go to renewed YourDream-section to get some lemonade :) Uh-uh..not gonna tell what that means. U go see it urself! *grin* Then we still have 2 more to go on the list of new sections: Secret Garden and Vision. FrozenWords is our newsletter, which is sent whenever I feel like terrorizing your mailboxes..mwahah!!
So there. Now go play around and tell me how you like! :)
27.07.2003
Sorry....accidentally "ate" the July updates from here....my usual mistake....copy something and forget I already had something on the clipboard....must be the fact that I slept only like 3-4 hours last nite in Lahti....approaching dangerously fast the coma-state...need sleep! But here some FinBuffy-babbles for ya...;)
There is no words...just...NO WORDS!!! Now that this little thing called FinBuffy has finally took place...I just wanna scream to the whole world: I'm not alone with this crazy Buffyness anymore!! There is more of us!! LOTS of us!! Enjoyed this weekend more than I can say. There will be the official FB-section here later, once I get the pictures to computer. Special thanks goes to FB-team...u did one HECK of an AWESOME work with organizing this whole thing!! *worship gestures* Thanks to all of the attendants for making this as memorable as possible!! Thanks to the SPIKE-team...u were one heck Buffywizards on the quiz! And congrats to the winner FLUTIE-team...and the winner of the Buffymug...RAVEY!! Our very own celeb..(sorry!)!! Me gives me most humble thanks for the Hush Award...!! Thanks for the Stevenson Hall residents for memorable times at our 'dorm'...!! *grin* The place had one verry nice balcony...as me roommate just might remember...*chuckle*!! Thanks for Ripper making the article about us...and...Gilmore Girls RULE!! Thanks for today's breakfast-team...u know who u are!! I could go on and on about this...but sorry...me needs to get me beauty sleep now or I will faint right here in front of this computer...!! Later there will be more of this...that is a promise!! THAKS TO YA ALL!!! U R THE BEST!!! *worship gesture*
22.07.2003
Hello ppl! Just added few new member-links; The Fanlistings, Mansikka Soppa, Slayer's Empire, The Directory, BtVS Kisses Fanlisting and The Official HTML Fanlisting. Was really enthusiasted 2 find the HTML fanlisting. Very original! Then of curx decided to join! Yup, me this crazy coding girl..!! Just call me Cody *waving to a certain someone*..!! God it's still hot! I know I should enjoy the heat-wave...but me just don't take heat well. Me, the webhost is currently watching a house with two dogs until next thursday. What was that....darn. Better go see they haven't done any damage.. This was Civy, ur webhost, from the mad doghouse! *grin*
06.06.2003
HOWDY and happy beginning of the summer to everyone!! :) Ahh...ain't this life!Sun shining, birds chirping...possibly a nice, cool drink beside you (though in my case, warmed half bottle of Pepsi Twist from yesterday on my desk here at work..!) Slow day at work, so decided to come here and babble a little to my dear net people! As u've probably noticed, FR has been lacking updates for quite some time now. The fault lies at home, at our broken main computer (my computer was connected to the net via that), that helds the net connection. Now thanks to my brother, we now can go to the net by using this old crappy laptop. The connection is enough for some surfing and reading email, but not enough for updating. And for some reason, it doesn't allow me to answer the messages in Dreamland (gbook)!! That REALLY bites!! But as we all know, Freebook and Bravenet are the first ones to fall down to a slow connection. So writing to any gbooks is almost impossible for me now. So for you to know...I'm not neglecting any of you, whose gbooks I usually visit, but for now it's unfortunately impossible to do at home (at work I usually don't have much time for that)!! So a BIG SORRY folks!! But try to be patient! Times likes these build character.Hmh. As it that makes it any better...*pouting*
The places where I could do updates are kinda limited. At work - impossible (well, dispite of this little babble, but when meaning bigger things..) and at school also impossible, 'cause at summertime it's open for independent working only like 9-14, when I'm at work! So if anything bigger needs to be done, I'll go to the library, which is the last option at the moment. But STILL feel free to send me your dreamstories...Dreamland has been suffering a dry season...so c'mon...I KNOW u have been having those nice dreams...so now is the time to send them out for people to read!! :)
20.05.2003
HOWDY!! Heheh...had fun during a VERY boring seminar..and added something for you to check....SPOILER warning over here...includes information of the absolute FINAL ep CHOSEN !! C'mon. Like this teensy-weensy fun could ruin my education? Nah. Go check!! More information for those who seek, go to Vaarnis Graveyard or Buffyworld.com!! :)
15.05.2003
GJAAAAAHHHH......!!! JIAAGGHHHH...!!! Just survived an english exam from hell...!! *screaming out loud* Really...WHO is able to come up with questions like THAT?!! Like I'm supposed to be able to describe the difference between Vertical and Horizontal Platform...of...erm, something!! IMPOSSIBLE!! Cannot dare to believe I would pass...*getting kinda freaky* No new updates this time...just felt like coming here...and babble to my friends in the net! And this you just cannot belive. SO my luck! Now that I actually would have TIME to read, write and answer gbooks....the littlepieceofcrapfromsomewheresunisnotshining alias Bravenet wouldn't let me!! Just.....HHNNGGGRRRRAAAGGGHHHH!!!! *trying to keep myself from banging my head to the wall* But now the thing I promised me affiliate to thank her for announcing our little change of address in her site. A little commercial brake: EVERYONE GO READ THE DKA's! PRAISE THE HOLY DKA's!! DKA's ROCK'n ROLL!!! :):) DKA's really are a unique way of describing and analyzing BtVS-episodes!! AMAZE URSELF AND GO READ THEM!! Became a weekly must-do-habit for me ;p. We're living big times now...our cult-series in US has almost come to its end....next week the FINAL ep EVER will be airing....just too impossible to believe. Buffy is ending. But luckily not for us for a quite long time yet :) There still is season 6 and 7 to watch after the 5th is over. Which brings me to the point...that very soon the ep I have been waiting like 4ever is finally airing in 2 weeks or so. Forever. The übersad, touching, emotional episode of...(SPOILER WARNING HERE!!!)...the death of Joyce. And including the comeback of certain broody-boy....YESSAHH!!! :):):) Okkay. Time to let you do other things than bore urselves with überlong babbles. I just am not very good saying thins in very short form...mwhahaahh!! Now time to head home...then come here at school back in the evening for some stupid seminar. Good thing I took a day off work today....could even get some sleep in the meantime. Stayed up until 2 AM, writing some stupid english term paper...still almost 3 weeks to go until school is offically ended for the schoolyear. REALLY in serious need of some time without studying!! Time to do fun things, like write those fics that have been lying around like for ages unfinished. Crap. Babble overload again. Now will let you go continue your day. Byeee.....!!! *waving to all the dear Scoobies*
13.05.2003
Rainy afternoon, Scoobies!! There I was, standing at the bus-stop after work, holding my umbrella. Then I remembered one of my librarybooks was due today...so I had to come return it. So I think you can guess where I am now...yeah! In the library. There isn't much time to use the net...but luckily just enough to run a few updates!! I also want to thank our affiliate webhost Raven for announcing our little address-change on her sites - THANKX SWEETIE!!;p So here again...the address has been shortened to www.oocities.org/frozenroses_unspokendreams. Please update ur links!! Then to the updates! Some new Dawn-piccies added to MyFanArt-page. 'Loistava Eliza' linked to the Links-page. Frozen Roses is now a member of clubs 'Devoted to Buffy' and 'Glamorous', links to membership-sites can be found from Links-page from now on. Aww....my time is almost up...!! There won't probably be updates for a couple of weeks now...See, there is only 2 weeks of school left, so I'll be having my exam week. 2 MASSIVE exams to study for...2 final projects to make (haven't even started-YIKES!)...seminars to go to...and my own thesis to write (try to get the subject accepted in this one seminar next week)...so that'll take all my sparetime. AND I'm still net-less...*sniffle*
This was a LOONG babble - whoah!:) Bye all ya Scoobies and keep sending me ur dreamstories!! Btw...I just realised it will be only like 2,5 weeks to the episode Forever...(SPOILER AHEAD...!! ---->) the übersad episode of Joyce's death. Luckily there is one bright side coming with it too....the comeback of one certain brooding hottie....wheeeheehhhh!! ;p Bye now, and let's all go singing in the rain..... :)
07.05.2003
Here again! At school (yep-still net-less)...trying to curse this damn Geo....Jiaaagghhhh!! Managed to add 2 updates...new dreams from Raven and Cerberius!! Dunno why...but got this urge to call her Cerby or something..hihi!! Whaddaya think? :) Now gotta run, have an appointment to the dentist. Hope they're not gonna drain me...YIKES!! Bye ya Scoobies....see ya again soon!!
30.04.2003
Happy first of may, ya Scoobies!! Once again...updating the page from school. And the net is just....S-T-U-C-K....ggrraughhh!! Tried to go to gbooks to wish everybody happy wappu...but they won't download. Just one word.....OH BLOODY S**T!! It took me unbelievably long to get these few things done: 1 new dreamstory from Raven - YAY!! :) Also 1 new FairyTale. And don't forget to check out my little wappu-surprise for all of ya...!! Happy celebration of the first of may...and I'll be back once more this week before weekend on Friday. Enjoy the rainy weather with colorful umbrellas...!! ;p
(Sorry...accidentally deleted one babble from here..)
20.04.2003
Happy Easter you guys!! So, have you got lotsa chocolate eggs? Any witchies or bunnies in sight..?! This must be some kinda miracle of Easter...because unlike I imagined it to be...I was able to spend a great deal of time today in front of a working net..! Not the net at home though...but close enough! We were supposed to visit relatives today (as we did on friday and saturday) and because of a sudden change of plans...got to be here at our cabin all day....stealing my brother's laptop again (he is visiting the cabin today with his girlfriend)....mwhahaaahh!!! *evil grin* Luckily I had some disks with me...and got to update the page too!! There is an entirely new part in FR...called 'Fairy Tales'!! Part 'Soul' already open, part 'Curse' coming soon..! Go check it out and tell me what you think!:) Then updated the navibar on top of the pages...please feel free to report any dead links!! And we have a new member in the Dreamclub.....WELCOME ELIZ!!! Her new site is now also added to the Links page. Go check Mentholated, a brand new and awesome site on Harmony/Mercedes!! Changed some things in 'Share A Dream' to create a look for the Dreamclub with a little personal touch of each member. Phew...quite a bit of coding done today...me proud of meself...and don't mean to brag. Just that coding is not my thing and I stumble with it ALL THE TIME...even with the most basic parts. So if some page looks weird or something...it's just because of me. FR will develop along my coding skills..so please be patient. There. That was a LOONG babble today! Now I'll let you go continue eating chocolate eggs and watching an all-new ep of Buffy and Angel!!! Probably cannot read the DKA...'cause the laptop is leaving in a couple of hours...but will read it at work on tuesday!!! HAPPY EASTER TO YA!! Relax and enjoy the holiday!! :)
??.04.2003
Howdy folks!! Now updating the page from school....I just HATE this life without the net...GRRAUHH!! But good news...there is THIRD member in the Dreamclub! Welcome Subzerock!! The first one from her...is the Chinatown-dream! Maybe we'll meet under the table after all..heh!*grin*
I won't be able to get to the net during easter vacation..so I'll see you all again next week! I've spent most of my time guestbooking and updating today, so unfortunately I don't have time to answer your messages this time...but I will come here once more before easter...tomorrow after school. I'll try answer then! I wish you all VERY HAPPY EASTER...and go check here my little easter gift for all of you!! Thank you guys...this page wouldn't exist without you!!
13.04.2003
Hello ya all! Now updating the page from our cabin...using my big brother's laptop....man, how tiny this keyboard is...so sorry all the possible writing errors in here..! Due to the fact that I feel my hands are a little too big for this keyboard, where all the buttons are so damn close to each other...always gonna hit the wrong one! But to the updates....we have another dream from the Webhost of our Affiliate site PQ! Thanks Raven!! This girl really knows how to dream about some great action....so fasten your seatbelts...and go read it!!!
Then this little poll I'd like to make: Corrie suggested in Dreamland, that us Vaarnis-Scoobies should have a meeting of our own also some day. Whaddaya think of the idea? I think sounds nice...could be fun! But opinions..opinions...tell us what you think!!
Have a great evening eith Buffy, folks!! And don't forget to read the new DKA...!! (Raven, hope u don't mind this little advertising in here..heheh!!)
13.04.2003
Ladies and Gentlemen..the dreamclub has had its second member!! Welcome Corrie!! 5 dreamstories added!! Go read them rápido!! (=fast)
06.04.2003
Just added our VERY FIRST dreamstory!!! Go read it pronto!!:) Also added Potential to Links page!
05.04.2003
Finally got something bigger done in here....added almost all my FanArt to the MyFanart-section. Even managed to create almost working tables...and out of pure HTML!! (too lazy to learn to use page building programs and then decided to code everything by hand...me REALLY weird!!) But I've done it this far - so YAY me!!! Sorry the little narcisism *grin* :) Also new links added to the Links-section. Now there is links to these sites: Poisonous Quill, Vaarna-Web, Täysikuu, Slightly Mad, Forbidden Love, Valittu, Silver Key, Land of AB, Another Star, Geeks of Sunnydale, Memories, Take a Chance ans Dark night. Be sure to check them out!! :) A new page 'Share A Dream' is created. Now the only thing it is waiting...is the dreamstories!! This entire place is still lacking navigation...I'll fix the navibar, when I know the entire amount of pages so the job can be done at all at once. Until then..keep coming and SEND ME THOSE DREAMSTORIES!!! And b sure to visit Dreamland (gbook)!!
04.04.2003
Site offially opened to the public..!! YAY!:) The site is still under SERIOUS construction....so please be patient!! In the meantime, feel free to send me stories of your BtVS-dreams.....this site is meant to be the place where you ppl can share them with others...!! Later on they will be found from the 'Share a Dream'- section! So...happy dreaming!! :)
And of course sign the guestbook, which can be found behind 'Say A Word'!!
01.04.2003
Welcome into the world of dreams! This page is about the world of dreams. Like any devoted BtVS-fan, I finally ended up with a page of my own. I think myself that the idea is uniqué - hasn't seen anything like it in the net before. There is not much stuff yet, since I just begun, and this probably will be the only few things in here for quite some time. I'm studying last year and just beginning my thesis, so the time really is kinda limited. But when I have the time, I try to make something new in here. If you have any suggestions, thoughts, or anything at all..feel free to contact me at civilangel80@hotmail.com. Or then you just might catch me in Vaarna-Web..fooling around in the Cave of Graveyard! Biggest thanks on encouraging me to build my own website goes to the lovely webhost in Vaarna-Web, Raven! I owe you sweetie!! Per Ardua Ad Astra 4-eva!! :)
Later on the same day
Just added my two finnish fanfictions and the poetry of year 2001. Navibar created on top of the pages, which although is not working on poetrypages...no idea why! (Damn Geo...gggrrauhh!). Newly made buttons can be found from the Links page. Also created a place for old babbles. :)