As a brook serenades the pebbles 

Dimpled sands are caressed by the sea 

As the cooing of a gentle dove 

So your love sings to me 

As a lark soars to the becoming sky 

As the tendrils of ivy entwine 

As dawn embraces the curtained night 

Your love is seeking mine 

So till may it be eternally 

When we have both reached that distant familiar shore 

Through mists of time you will call my name 

And I will come once more

I wonder. alone

If I am so captured in my own imagination

That you are a figment of my empyrean

The beauty of your heart causes mine to ache for you

The deepness of your eyes, bring a soft glassy tear to mine

The comfort of your arms seems to encase me completely

The song of your words has me singing in symphony

Foreboding all of my woes and

The warmth of your body would keep me tepid all winter

The sweetness of your affection deems me a delicate flower

Or a blue bird, flitting from tree to tree in the colours of spring

But your love, oh the feeling that effervesces my stomach

And quavers my emotions.

I feel like a princess, a goddess, a mermaid and angel all in one being

But this cannot be

And we cannot be

Have I concocted a pure vision of love. 

Somewhere on the other side of this wide night and the distance between us, I am thinking of you. 

The room is turning slowly away from the moon.

This is pleasurable. Or shall I cross that out and say it is sad?

In one of the tenses I am singing an impossible song of desire that you cannot hear.

La la la la. See? I close my eyes and imagine the dark hills I would have to cross to reach you,

For I am in love with you and this is what it is like or what it is like in words.

You are a part of me and this is what it is like or what it is like in words

I’d lay on the grass till all the stars fell from the sky

I’d paddle along the sea shore, barefoot, until I had covered the coast

I’d climb every mountain until I found the opening to heaven

I’d swim through the ocean until I fins grew implace of arms

I’d ride to every road until I found the edge of the Earth

I’d Climb every tree until I wings sprouted to lift me

I’d write you a letter until there was no ink left to buy

I’d dance until all of the music in the universe ceased

I’d laugh until there were no more riddles left to hear

I’d pick you a posy of flowers till all flowers thwart growing

I’d bask in the sun until she was no longer incandescent

I’d soak up the rain until no clouds left in heaven

I would live till I was 1052

For all I could do is endless

My only condition

IS to see them with you

Is it naivety

The stars coruscate and glisten in a rainbow of colors

The flowers wave to me as I pass them and emanate their scent

The trees protect and shelter me with their loving limbs

The morning sun smiles and welcomes me to a perfect day

The moon glows lovingly as a mother on her child of the night

The ocean whispers all her secrets between the hush of the waves

Sleep becomes me with the sweetest dreams to offer

Angels stay near me as though I am a friend

The butterflies dance about my daintily outstretched hands

My path is cleared where ever I may travel

The music sings only to me and the rhythm of my heart

And my body is a warm glow, even on the bleakest winters day

My feet move in harmony to a silent melody and I am faultless

Is this true

Or is it sanctioned with my love for you

Baby, I’m torn

If you step a little closer

If I could show you

You’d see my rainbows,

My purple sunlight

My daisy covered fountains

My land of beautiful dreams

Perched on a fading edge

Holding your hand and praying

Soon, you will come with me

Move closer, pass through my aura

To break my guards

Pull down my fences

But fearful you will realise

your own apprehension

Gazing over a land of dreams

Glints of light radiating

Like diamonds from the grass

Rolling green mountains

Unicorns dancing freely

Birds of colors in the air

And a sky so blue

Not a tear would dare fall

For fear of bring the rain

This is where I am free

Where I am everything I feel

Giving all I can of all of me

Not a breath of despair

I can dance across the sea

I have been there solitary so long

With no desire to share

But now it is lonely and waning

Someone near I finally want to gift

So I stand on the outside with you

Trying to be best i can outside my home

And for all I try, cannot surrender

My longing of making it two

So surrender to me

Please ease my pain

Disintegrate my iron walls

Please take my control away

Just take me there without knowing

Feel the elation in my arms and stay

I wonder. alone

If I am so captured in my own imagination

That you are a figment of my empyrean

The beauty of your heart causes mine to ache for you

The deepness of your eyes, bring a soft glassy tear to mine

The comfort of your arms seems to encase me completely

The song of your words has me singing in symphony

Foreboding all of my woes and

The warmth of your body would keep me tepid all winter

The sweetness of your affection deems me a delicate flower

Or a blue bird, flitting from tree to tree in the colours of spring

But your love, oh the feeling that effervesces my stomach

And quavers my emotions.

I feel like a princess, a goddess, a mermaid and angel all in one being

But this cannot be

And we cannot be

Have I concocted a pure vision of love.

His kiss…..

As soft as moonlight

Dancing on the wings

Of an angel

My walk is lithe

My cares diaphanous

Such a gift I have invited

And the world belongs to me

Through my eyes I see only beauty

Greys turn to a beautiful silvery blue

The glory of this magical world

Has only appeared….. with you

I am now an angel

By being brushed by your wings

And all around draw nearer

In awe of the beauty befallen me

Life has loveliness to sell,
All beautiful and splendid things,
Blue waves whitened on a cliff,
Soaring fire that sways and sings,
And childrens's faces looking up
Holding wonder in a cup.

Life has loveliness to sell,
Music like a curve of gold,
Scent of pine trees in the rain,
Eyes that love you, arms that hold,
And for your spirit's still delight,
Holy thoughts that star the night.

Spend all you have for loveliness,
Buy it and never count the cost;
For one white singing hour of peace
Count many a year of strife well lost,
And for a breath of ecstacy
Give all you have been, or could be 

Will you forgive me?

If I cry a little more

Will you forgive me

If I ache for you endlessly

Will you forgive me?

If I need you

Will you be sad?

When I can no longer be alone

Will you be hurt?

When I say I cannot stay

Will you regret?

I cannot bare the pain of loving you

Will you cry?

When I say this is the last time

Will you care?

If  you will never see me again

Will you understand?

When I tell you how much you have hurt me

Will you accept?

That you didn’t try t o make it

Will you acknowledge?

That you never gave your heart

Will you be lonely?

If I am not at your beck and call

Will you resent me?

For showing you so much

Will it hurt you?

If you see me in arms that comfort

Will you let me go?

If I walk away in sorrow

Will you wish?

That you had given just a little

Will you be sorry?

That you hadn’t shown me more

Will you care?

To have hurt me so many times

Will you feel remorse?

That you didn’t have a heart

Will you feel anguish

You did not unbridle your soul

Will you forgive me?

That I have to let you go

Will you love me?

If I tell you I cannot live without you 

 

When the wind hums like a clarinet

Through leaves and under my ceilings beams

I yearn for your tender arms around

For the winds song to become a duet

 

When night is cold and silent

And my skin is chilled through to my soul

Only your warm heart poses comfort

and the contrast ordain me whole

 

When the sun is shining brightly

It rays dancing merrily in the trees

The day is not beautifully complete

Without sharing with you the glorious ease...............appease

 

When the songs are playing softly

Filling me with delicate dreams

Without sharing the words, interweave with the rhythm

Creating a looming fantasy is only as it seems

 

On a sandy shore in pale moonlight

Gently lapping ripples meeting the sand

I feel you imminent aside my pose, admiring

endless palaver, and quiet stroll when you take me by the hand

 

I lay serenely admiring rainbows in the stars

Creating utopian stories of where and why

Feeling so small unless you are close to me

 The stars begin soaring through the sky

 

When the day has been long and wearisome

And comes a dull ending to the light

when you are near, turns to lustfulness

with a calm serenity arriving with the night

 

As I gaze admiringly over city lights

And it seems to me fairyland

If you could see the glorious place

A place of our own to live so grand

 

But my rendezvous with such wonders

seems to often to be met alone

But I remember the sky above me

is roof to us both and home.

 

 

The first glance of you when first we meet

sends a shiver down my spine

 

the  sassy smile that lights your face

moves the butterflies when i know it is mine

 

The fleeting clinch that warms my soul

touches the deepest parts of me

 

A bold advance without a fear

never will come a time I can flee

 

moments of tenderness that pass your eyes

are priceless as the tear they bring

 

when compassion takes over your robe

I could crown you forever my king

 

solitary,  rare words of depth

are worth more than a million could be

 

and when you sleep I cannot close my eyes

in disbelief you are here, mine.. next to me

 

When you take my hand and lead me along

I am powerless to have alternate mind

 

When your eyes light up as you hear your song

such a deeper being I find.

 

so many things that light my world

all of them coming from one man

so deceiving you are in your bold charade

but makes a moment a lifetime so grand. 

Never a moment will pass

Without you…….

In every smile, I see your laughter

In every tear, a little of your pain

In every playground, I see you swinging our child

In a busy arcade, gifts you would hold so precious

In every forest, a bird with your sweet voice

In every song, words that tear at my heart

In every breath, I hold…waiting for you

In every ocean, the waves caress the sand as I would your cheek

In every whisper, a hint of your name

In every dance, your shoes in rhythm with mine

In every moment there is you

In every second my love growing

In every action a reminder of your love

In every day a tear….or a hundreds

My sigh deep….hoping it may draw you closer

But tomorrow I wake alone again cold

From a dream that is you

 

 

 

 

 

Remember the first time you made a daisy chain

Or ran barefoot through a field

Do you remember London’s cobble stoned lane

And how an embrace made you feel

The first awe if seeing the city lights

Guessing the origin of the stars

Trying to win a game with all your might

And things you prayed your mother would never know

The freedom of swimming naked in a dam

Jumping in puddles in the quiet streets

And making your own secret wonderland

The miracle of a new baby born

First love walking hand in hand

That most important first precious kiss

Laughing uncontrollably out loud

The most simple things you could never miss

Like being a child and making elders proud

The first ballet you fought not to go

The kiss of soft falling snow

When your first puppy licked your face

Or kitten purring warmly in your lap

Of all the things you cannot replace

Like setting the tender trap

Of memories and magic

Of smiles and tears of joy

Of loving arms and whispers from angels above

The beauty of them all almost compares

To memories with you my only love

One soul mate….one love

One life in which to believe

A second chance to heaven

Was not I could believe

Broken, soulless, in lost loves daze

A man holds my hand

Encouraging my spirit to raise

I shuffle my feet and tag along

Head hung but knowing

He is confident and strong

What else can I do but to sink

Into complete loveless hell

Let go of life’s last link

I hold out and hold on for one last dive

He has no intentions

Dare I look in his eyes?

Leading me into a radiating light

Shedding warmth, pleasure and ecstasy

I could care less what is wrong and what is right

But as my cold heart thaws

And a longing begins to grow

A feeling of euphoria

I thought I could not know

So I dare look up into dark eyes

Gone again am I

In love…….   With another mans lies 

Sometimes the anguish of life seems incessant

That each time you round the bend

Another demon awaits your company

You should feel young, alive

But punch after punch after punch

Hope becomes a wilted flower

And peace extinct amongst the noise of pain.

If you believe,

A nurtured rose can bloom to a brilliant scarlet

Stop to inhale its sweet aroma

Away from a busy city there are glorious mountains

Sit and admire the glistening lights from a far

When you look at the sky remember that it touches

Every human, your star belongs to everyone

The one you love

But if you believe

You allow them in, they will shine you a rainbow

Of colours, blending to another, rewarding your admiration

The heart ache of a loved ones trauma

Breaks only the sweetest hearts

But if you believe

Love alone can break the spell of ebbing

If you truly believe

In the beating of your breast

And radiate it as sun to a daisy

As conductor to an orchestra create a symphony

Never relent and never doubt ones own emulation

And at the time you feel that your power exhausted

Rest upon a friend, rejuvenate,

Accept their gift of encouragement

And if you believe

Live again like you have never lived before.

Life is a miracle, and so creates miracles

If you believe

 

 

I met you

The dim crater in where I loved

Brimmed over with the healing brilliance

Of the sunshine’s gift of warmth and comfort

The silent road in which I walked

Became a universe of people,

Laughing, smiling, enjoying life’s offer.

The black and white of my soul my soul

Painted all the flowers colors of passion

The grass lush and green

My incessant tears that stained my cheeks

Filled the oceans, lakes and rivers

And no longer stung my face

Endless nights of darkness

Became more beautiful than the light

And continued onwards past there end