HOME that's him Sensuality
is that what I thought?! You touch me, I quiver Still
longing for all you are You
smile at me, I’m lost Some
where between heaven and far How
do you describe everything How
can you explain what is all that you dream How
do you combine a candle, the sea, the sky When
it is lost, how can you redeem like comet orbiting a universe but the universe disappears what can the comet do if it cannot stop how can I face all my fears You
blew out my candle, Drank
up all the sea Took
away the sun to light the sky There
is nothing left of me I
cannot longer bare this pain I can
no longer stand The weight
is far to much for me I’m sure
this you’ll understand I’m so
tired, so weak Grown so
weary from the tears I’m unable
to handle a memory How
could I handle years It is
true now I know That I
loved you with all I have within For now
there is nothing left of me Not a
single hope to begin Even if
I could find some strength I don’t want to, there’s nothing more For my
future, all of my dreams Shattered
to nothing, when you closed the door A night again, torn for
my hearts will As the night before, it
wept alone Sweeps over again this
wrenching chill Where are you my love come home I’m weary now from a day biding tears Weak from pretending to just be How I long for you, the
strength of your arms There is nothing with so
potent to soothe me Yet I flit through
dreams each passing day Sonnets in which I was
there But the flailing wind floods over my
haze Recalling the truth
they were, now leaving me bare Though I try to write, to turn the pain to
words There are none which describe this scar Everlasting agony,
indescribable angst And a pointless longing
to be where you are I surround my self with
artificial glow Radiating the flame of
my heart to all nearby But truth ‘tis to
prevent the burning The smoldering ashes I
cannot defy Oh my love can you not
feel My trembling in all
that I do It’s the emptiness filling, suffocating
my soul Now There
is nothing for me without you Did I
disappoint you or let you down? I know your
smile. No, I can't
forget this evening
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I exist only for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, inside and out
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
No I cannot face tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now its only fair that I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore
Can't live if living is without you
Can't give, I can't give anymore
No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile but in you eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
