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DOCTORER
doctorer ? You mean doctor_er ?
Yes, exactly.As per the oxford advanced learner's dictionary of current english ( i would recommend this dictionary as the ideal birth day present for your kid, that is if you are not planning to give her a mercedez - available at modern book center - costs juust 450 INR or so - buy the hard bound copy that comes with the genie cd rom which gives the pronunciation in her majesty, the queen's english as well as the yankee version. Incidentally, yours faithfully had a copy of an older edition since the year he matriculated from madras university, that was kind courtesy my teachers at mahe de la bourdonnais college, mahe, south india and of course the local medic dr. V.N. who footed the bill. "You must provide him some conveyance" that was karimpuzha ramakrishnan's recommendation to my teachers that day. That copy is still with me and is one of my most coveted possessions. It is 42 years old and the pages have started crumbling. So i purchased the latest edition from the book center and archived the golden oldy safely inside my locker.)
where were we ? oh yes; As per the oxford advanced learner's dictionary of current english, the first meaning of doctor (verb) is - "to change s-th in order to deceive." how very apt! dont you think so?
There is no word doctorer in the dictionary but one can stretch the murder-murderer analogy a bit and coin the word doctorer. Murder - murderer; and so doctor - doctorer or better still doctor_er or even doctor_err! It ideally suites the situation i have in hand as you will soon see.
doctor doctoring documentsI have a photograph of a page from a document that was certified as true copy of the original and presented under oath in a (highest but one ) court of law in india. Peculiarity of this particular document is that i, the petitioner in the above law suit had seen this document in original and i know it is a fake except for the pages which had my writing or my signature. please click the link below to see a page of the doctored document.
forgery I have chosen this particular page for illustration for a specific reason There is one more person who will be able to vouch for the fact that it has been doctored - dr. U who had made some entries in his own hand in the above page. and in a private conversation he will admit it to you; but not in a court of law.
the corollaryThe above is just one of the many documents the certified true copies of which were presented to the court. I had seen only this one of them in original and i know it is a fake. The corollary is that the others also are most likely faked documents.
i have pointed out the matter to the court. it is a crime, presenting a faked or rather doctored document to the court and that too under oath. And you think probably the culprits were promptly booked ?
kichu hobe naIf you have the indian gestapo on your side you can do any thing to anybody and get away with it.
in my case the trump card is the insanity plank. If i am saying that you have cheated that is because i am MaaaaaaD. How very convenient?
Dont worry doctor_er; nothing will happen; have a Ball!
Is she "she"Now who doctored it ? Here comes the signature of the official who certified it. this person is the doctorer, i mean doctor_er. the link below will take you to a photograph showing the signature of the doctorer
forger Under normal circumstances the name of the person signing a document should be decipherable from the signature. Where this is not possible it is mandatory you write your name legibly underneath proudly admitting that you are the person who signed it. If you are busy you ask your pa or the concerned clerk called the administrative officer, to write it there.
here I am not able to make out the name of the doctor_er from the signature clearly, (i can make a guess though). but i am sure you will be able to make out who it is; you have access to the records; and my question is avallano ivall? you know who i mean.
where angels fear to treadas far as my information goes this person never was the dme. and the most likely possibility is that she ( the joint dme ?) was holding charge then. It could be that the original dme had washed his hands off the matter and this person barged in!
inikk thirinjille?
whichever way it is, i know this particular "namoonas" well enough. they do barge in where angels fear to tread.
"malakhamar kayari chellan matikannikkumitangalil,
papathinte mukham mootiyumay
panju varunnu chekuthanmar!" viceman 070817
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Cheriyath Jyothi
TC 18/1626(2), paraputta lane
Aramada P.O
Thiruvananthapuram - 695032.
tele - 2357704no.0706D/mess
29 june 2007
to
the principal, medical college trivandrum,
medical college p.o., trivandrum - 695011.
ISSUE OF NO-LIABILITY/LIABILITY CERTIFICATE
AND RELEASE OF GRATUITY
dr. cheriyath jyothi
retd. Lecturer, medical college, trivandrum
A. this is in the context of the communication received by me vide no.G3-10223/05/DME of the director of medical education kerala dated 23.4.2007.
1. i noticed with "glee" that you want me to pay rs.20,000/- as damages because i did not appear for the pg examination. Your audacity is commendable.
2. why just rupees twenty thousand only ? why not two hundred thousand ? And why not stop my whole pension as such?
B. by the way what happened to your plans to get me certified? You have the "inquiry" report by your esteemed predecessor and famous police surgeon g. Sujathan with you. And you can still get the local police to establish that i am a public nuisance and put me in.
you are a great person; you can still do it.
Be bold! for once, come out into the open; come and get me.sd.
( C. Jyothi )enclosure - copy of my letter no. 0705k/PEN/DME/ dated 25 may 2007
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March hare ?
Dr. Cheriyath Jyothi B.Sc., M.B.,B.S.,
TC 18/1626(2), paraputta lane
Aramada P.O
Thiruvananthapuram - 695032, INDIA
No.0704K/tele/cgm
30 april 2007
to
the chief general manager
BSNL, kerala
trivandrum
telephone tampering
CONSUMER NO.380741 PHONE NO.2357704
thiruvananthapuram telecom, bsnlSir,
A.
1. this is in the context of the visit of your dgm (new services) Xx. Xxxxxx, to my residence last week. i very much appreciate the prompt response.
2. I was given to understand that the purpose of the visit was to discuss what is seen on the compact disk i had sent you earlier vide my letter No.0704/tele/cons dated 17 april 2007. But i found that the dgm was interested only in my personal particulars and not in what was happening on my home telephone.
3. i could coax the dgm to discuss the CD on occassions; but rather than admitting facts the dgm was going to ridiculous extends to white wash the whole issue. for example,
a. the dgm was harping on the fact that 5 has later been included in the list of accepted digits of the std locking system. if so, it has to be a recent development and i cannot make further comments on the matter without knowing when exactly this came into operation. the dgm's "excuse" for the system accepting 6 and 7 was that these digits were also going to be introduced soon. i wonder how it is pertinent at all in something which has already happened!
b. as per your dgm the std locking code is stored in the caller id memory. to my humble knowledge, the system could be programmed one way or the other - either the secret code is stored or not. but in my home telephone, provided one observes the relevant video carefully, it will be seen that the caller id initially did not store the code but immediatly afterwards does, though the exchange is the same and the caller id equipment is the same!
c. it is obvious that the answering machine was being tamperepd with. there is no provision for changing the number of rings to 22 or to truncate the message - though the whole message can be replaced by a new one.
d. the rest are dynamic things like what happens on surfing the net but i am sure that the movies will convince any unprejudiced person that there is a problem.
4. i am aware that what i have provided are not conclusive proof; they only corroborate things. and i am convinced that my telephone line and there by my internet connection are not only being tapped but also tampered with.
5. my firm belief is that the sort of manipulations shown in the movies on the cd like tampering with the STD locking program can only be carried out by some one with administrative rights on the computer system of the particular telephone exchange.
6. as long as it is an inside job, there is no way i can produce hard proof. also, i am aware that your system can be reprogrammed to make me appear a fool. my only hope is someone in your set up with integrity who is ready to squeal; and the aim of my cd is to prod such a person's conscience. if i were you, rather than stage the drama of the dgm's visit, i would have looked into my own back yard and cleared up things.
7. or could it be that your part is just passive, for i gather that your set up is subservient to the spy net works of the government like the ib, cbi and even of the local police !
B.
8. incidentally another team from the telecom had come to my residence some time in march 2002 to look into a complaint that i had made. when the investigating team tried from my home computer, they were not allowed to access the net. as we were fumbling with the connection the sde who had come with the team said that he had urgent work to do and left and it was after that they were able to log on to the net. in spite of this, the team reported that every thing was fine with my internet connection. there was no way i could refute the report, but i had learnt a lesson; and that is why the video recordings.
9. later on i came to know that your set up had connived with k. sujathan, a police surgeon of medical college thiruvananthapuram in preparing a fake enquiry report on me suggesting that i was mentally ill. the above police surgeon never came any where near me and claims to have made his conclusions based solely on statements made by people like you. the fellow was hoping to get me certified and get rid of me once and for all !
10. that was in 2003 and i am still "at large" in spite of the indian gestapo and their boot lickers. k. sujathan has retired from service but the gestapo is still at it and i still have a battalion of plain clothes men and their hired thugs trailing me on one pretext or other, ready to pounce on me at moment's notice! - the indian gestapo is desperate.
11. i find it interesting in the above context that rather than discussing the video, your dgm was making a personal profile of mine! could it be that what is seen in the video i had produced are not real, but are the delusions of my diseased mind captured on camera ?yours faithfully
sd.
( C. Jyothi )enclosure:
other signs of "insanity"
1.copy of to whomsoever it may concern and
2.picture of pbird
copy to -
a. the hon'ble prime minister of india - please refer my letter no.0704G/teleCD/pm dt 19.4.07 and
b. the hon'ble minister of telecommunications, govt. of india - please refer my letter no.0704H/teleCD/m dt 19.4.07.
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november 22, 2006
ISOLATE, HARASS,
and then !
THEN WHAT ?
isolate, harass, attack, destroy; that is infantry tactics. but infantry tactics are not for the gestapo; at least not all of them.
viceman
isolating and harassing are fine but the gestapo does not have the guts to stage an attack. the spy will panic on seeing red, except perhaps inside the lock up.
the isolated harassed individual has been openly spoiling for a fight but all he can see is the pbird and at the most a couple of hired thugs. the gestapo simply goes into hiding!
where exactly does the gestapo hide? that is a very interesting story!
have you read that malayalam story by k l mohana verma about virindar (not sehwag), the thakkur, who becomes a dacoit in chambal? well, at one critical juncture in his dacoity days virinder was saved by the village women - they had hidden him with their skirts!
our "hero", the gestapo, has been using the safe haven there abouts regularly for the last so many years! you try to expose the gestapo, the fellow will cry foul and you will end up in an apparently very delicate situation!
well, times have changed and now a days, instead of skirts, the spy is taking cover underneath black gowns! it is a bloody shame. there must be some sort of an understanding between the two - i scratch your back, you scratch my balls !
incidentally, there are sensible people even amongst police men, some one who had the decency to accept that the harased fellow is being harassed! i remember over hearing part of a conversation going on on the platform just outside the railway compartment late in the night some where in mysore. the kannadiga was angry "he is being harassed, we are also being harassed; what is he ? ISI ?"
obviously, not every body can understand the psyche of a trivandrumite!
or was it that there was no roche avocate to give an "assurance" that there is no harassment !
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november 26, 2006
"are you the captain of your college table tennis team ?" two boys who were brothers came to me and asked me one day while i was in my B.Sc., degree class. i told them i am not, but why the question?
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actually it was part of an inter-clan squabble. some body from another clan had boasted that his brother is the captain!
"mhoom, captain; mhoom, captain!" the younger of the brothers was jeering at me! the jesture was extremely ill-mannered and crude. i was at least ten years older to that boy and was acutely embarrassed.
this fellow always had a constipated look; he never looked anybody (except his first degree relatives) straight in the face. could be that he was looking at me in the face for the first time that day. and the fellow had a smile of contentment on his face, as if he had achieved something great. i was very much offended for i considered myself above these inter-clan fights.
i dont believe in blowing my own trumpet and i never said i was this thing or that thing; but i was the one who was being insulted. ( the analogy here is to the pimps of thiruvananthapurm like the one at BN.400 bapujinagar, breaking into my house and asking me "what doctor are you ?" as if i was going around asking people to come for treatment at my place! by the way, i was one of the very few who never flashed that red cross sign from their vehicle while on the staff of medical college trivandrum.)
incidentally if you look up my personal papers in that old house you can see a sports certificate ( always provided my "dear relatives" have not handed it over to the gestapo ) issued by my then physical education lecturer which says that i was a member of the college table tennis team. this lady was a very fine person ( i wont say that about her male counterpart ) and used to take an active interest in the students' affairs. i remember her stopping enroute on seeing me while rushing to the bus stop on her way back to her home in tellicherry to enquire about the results of the quiz competition where in myself and young "pappu" had represented our college - these things do matter!
why do i bring it up now? well, i have a reason.
some time back, i mean more than a year back, i was being pestered with e-mails and telephone calls. people wanted to communicate with me very badly. but only on telephone or by email and never in writing! their masters had told them that i was finished and people were getting ideas! they thought that this was a good chance to show their one-up-manship on me! i am very much here and have become a real pain in the arse for the gestapo and company. i am not a slimy crook of a police man and it is going to be a straight-fight, a fight to the finish. the authorities, if at all any body deserves that name in this jungle over here, have been given sufficient warning and they were being careful. telephone and e-mail are under complete control of the gestapo and his pimps! in case i quote the messages somewhere at a later date it can be passed off as the gibberings of a mad man! written communication on the otherhand is an altogether different kettle of fish - even a radhakrishan and/or pappanavan may find it difficult to oblige the gestapo.
those days, for once in my life, i started gettting rings from outside the country - my phone had a caller id. i never wanted tto talk to them, but (my telephone instrument has a hands off facility and) the microphone used to get switched on and the phone used to be jacked in, making it impossible to cut off the call, just like when you use a field telephone - the operator has to take the jack off to get you disconnected, and i had to pull out the line from the instrument to cut the caller off! what was happening was that the gestapo was trying to force me into talking to one of his pimps.
i have strong reason to believe that this third degree relative of mine i mentioned above was the one who was on line then. could be i am wrong but i used to know those people a little and i dont think any of the others could behave in such an atrocious manner. (there was an effort at communicating with me from his elder sister initially but i think she is amenable to reason and has stopped.) we have parted our ways ages back and there is no reason to link up again now.
this jocker i am afraid has been persisting. recently there has been an upsurge in the rowdy activities of the gestapo and his pimps; most likely reason is that they have got the all-clear from the present ruling party! for fellows like me, it is immaterial which political party is in power, they are all birds of the same feather. every time the gestapo goes around mobilising his pimps there is a bout of activity emanating from the other side of the globe! it is always e-mails and telephone calls. and lo, after a long silence i found an email (because of these pestering calls i have stopped attending the telephone for quite some time now, what you get is a recorded message and the machine will cut off immediately; so telephone is out) from this character in my mail box a couple of days back. of course i do not open such messages incidentally no mail mesage will reach me unless it is from an agent of the gestapo.
now why should the fellow persist, inspite of me making a hue and cry about it!
the incident i mentioned in the beginning makes that fellow's attitude towards me very obvious. of course, it happened when this "gentleman" was quite young. but these basic inherent characters do not change; you can only camouflage them.
if it is not out of affection for me, then, what else could be the reason for this fellow's new found enthusiasm? i am afraid there is a cock-eyed reason!
this fellow could not make it to a professional college on merit. later one of his relatives had taken him to the states. i recently heard that, with part of the money he made out there, he purchased a seat in a private medical college in india and has qualified. the fellow probably is basking in his new found glory. and wants to show off! and who else could be a better victim than me?
great man, if you think you can tresspass into my territory and cock a snook at me and get away with it you are welcome.
by the way which one amongst you was frequenting that pimp's house in bapuji nagar?
viceman
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i have blocked this character's e-mail id, but it need not work out; you can always change your id or the gestapo can see to it that the block is taken off!
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body guard
have you watched that movie, body guard? kevin kostner? and the black beauty!
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well this is not any movie but a real-life story. the place - orissa state on the eastern coast of india. an inspector general of police gets killed by the extremists; at least that is how the story went initially. by the way, inspector general is the highest but one rank in the indian police. there was a hue and cry and the state chief minister, patnaik makes a statement and promises to nab the culprits.
well, inside my isolated sitting room i laughed it out and predicted that it is most likely that it is a police man who is the culprit. (by gaad, i did; that is the solemn truth) and indeed this time the cat was out of the bag in no time! not only was it a policeman but the very chap who was appointed as his body guard who shot the inspector general of the indian police. even i was a bit taken aback.
i should have known for it is their tradition. who killed indira gandhi? it was her own body guard, again a policeman.
what is the moral of the story? if you want to get rid of some one without any questions asked get him a body guard from the indian police. say, for example, my well wishers want to liberate my tormented soul from the body. just pose as my "relative" and lament that my life is under threat. the police will gladly provide "protection". of course, at a price; and your job is as good as done!
but is it taking a bit too long in your case, my dear "relatives"? well dont get disheartened; they are on the job and are trying novel methods like, for example, describing various ways of committing suicide sitting at the table next to mine in the restaurants. (i have been getting real naughty and now a days they use a female companion as cover) even if i dont take the hint you dont have to worry. they can always find a medical practitioner to commit me.
by the way, are you not paying them for their food and other incidental expenses, like purchases that they make while trailing me into the csd and all? could that be the reason why the principal of medical college trivandrum is keeping my gratutity? to reward the assassins? and what is the partnership like? you and them fifty fifty?
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the instruments of darkness
" few tragedies can be more extensive than the stunting of life, few injustices deeper than the denial of an oppertunity to strive or even to hope, by a limit imposed from without, but falsely identified as lying within"
- stephen jay gould
i got this from an article in a recent issue of nature where in the author ben barres has quoted it in some other context and i thought it eminently fits into my situation; i have not read stephen gould.
amongst the many books my esteemed teachers of la bourdonnais college, mahe had given me for free, one was "the constitution of india with comments and criticism". that time i was so obsessed with science, it never occurred to me to go through the book - of course i was not aware of the significance of the book then. recently i purchased a copy of the constitution of india on my own for i had to clarify certain points.
fundamental rightsi find that the constitution of india promises its citizens certain basic rights, his fundamental rights as a citizen of a supposed to be free nation. these rights are so sacrosanct they cannot be taken away by any law enacted by the government or even by legislation brought about by the parliament.
equality before law
i am also supposed to be a citizen of this country - at least i have been paying taxes till last year. but my fundamental rights, my right to live with human dignity, my right to privacy, my right to life and liberty, every one of them is being trampled upon with impunity!
the crowning glory of it all is that the culprits here are a criminal gang from the indian police and their hired thugs. the government established under the constitution pays them for doing things exactly contrary to what is written in the constitution!
perhaps the most important part of the fundamental rights guaranteed by the indian constitution is the right to life and personal liberty. right to lively-hood is an integral part of the right to life. but i have been sitting at home eating up my meagre savings, for more than one year now! it is not that i am not capable of doing any productive work; i am being prevented from doing so.
when the constitutional rights of a person are invaded with malicious intent the only recourse for the citizen is to approach the courts of justice and that was exactly what i did.the indian constitution assures its citizens another fundamental right - equality before law; and assurance of a fair trial is the first imperative of the dispensation of justice.
what i understand by the above is that when i file a petition alleging police harrassment, not only the police man but i also will be heard before taking a decision. it is not that the police man, the alleged perpetrator of a crime (or his lawyer for that matter) whispers something in the ear of the judge and the whole case is decided on the basis of that. but unfortunately that was exactly what happened in my case.
i have absolutely no idea what transpired between the judge and the police man's lawyer on that day and there was no way i could have countered their arguement.
is this dispensation of justice? is this what is known as equality before law?
incidentally the judgement specifically mentions the government pleader assuring the court that there is no harrassment. is she supposed to tell the court - yes, my client is harrassing him? my word, what fantastic logic!
was the above instance just an aberration ? i wish it were; but i dont think it is. i will tell you of another instance.
the bloody messi was dragged in to a long-drawn-out litigation with the medical education authorities, a series of three writ petitions on the same matter a some what detailed account of which is available on the net.
for the first case i had hired the services of a lawyer and it was decided in my favour.
the second case i pleaded myself and won.
the third and last one, a sequel to the second was also presented by me and was admitted. incidentally my brief case with the case files was found missing minutes before i was to present the case, and that was the first and the last time my briefcase ever did a disappearing trick!
the first two were just preliminaries and not of much significance while the third one was of the deepest consequence. a decision one way or other had to be taken; but this decision as far as my information goes never came.
dirty tricksonce i got the third petition admitted, foul play started in right earnest!
the notice to the parties disappeared for over three months. when i mentioned it in the court the retort was that for something to disappear, it has to appear first; words of wisdom again!
the counter affidavit once it got filed was never delivered to me and i had a difficult time getting a copy. i persisted in spite of all the dirty tricks and got things moving.
Cheating
with a capital "C"the hearing was fixed for 25 sep 04. but when i reached the court on that day i was told that the case had already been called on 24th.
even if there was some sort of an emergency the case could have been postponed and NOT preponed. but in that case i would have come to know of it when i come to the court on 25th and i will again be there on the next due date. by preponing it, that too to the previous day, it was made doubly sure that i am not anywhere near the court when the case was called.
if an ordinary mortal does such a thing what do you call it? yes, you are right; cheating, with a capital C.
later i was told that the case has gone to the chief justice and i had a difficult time getting the case listed again. i made more than seven trips to ernakulam in the hope of my case being called and wasted whole days waiting in the veranda's of the court. but the authorities had other ideas - nobody was ready to hear the case.
afterwards my case ended up in the monthly list. that means no specific date is fixed but there is a theoretical possibility it could come up on any day and to avoid missing the case i have to be in the court on all days till it is called. this was not physically possible. (i asked a young lawyer and he said it might come up after a year or so!) also, by that time i had already retired from service and ultimately i had to give up on the case.
the indian gestapoi dont know what exactly happened in september 2004, but can only make a guess. and my guesses are usually right. though the case is against the dme the actual adversary is a criminal gang from the indian police.
it is a police man who calls himself cbi "officer" and his stooges from the local spy net works. i never had any problems with the hod of physiology till the police man who calls himself cbi "officer" had cultivated his contacts in the department and had dug in! these are trained crooks and they are choosen for the particular job for their spy like qualities - unscrupulous and without any morals.
the spies have learned the hard way that i am a tough customer and in a straight fight they are going to be no where. so they are fighting a proxy war through their pimps in the various government departments and amongst the locals.
the pig service is at their wits end as to how to stop me from exposing their nefarious activities which could land them in serious trouble provided the judiciary takes cognizance of it. an effort is on to neutralize me by hook or crook.
they have a useful ally in their pimps in the medical college thiruvananthapuram, who are thorough "professionals", who will do anything for material benefits . in this case the spies find the oppertunity of (more than) a life time to wash their hands clean.
the pigs know from their previous encounters that as long as i am there to plead my case there is no chance of their winning and had to stop me from doing so.
the preponement of the hearing was not an accident but a result of active manipulation. i feel sorry for the concerned authorities; they probably had their own compulsions. it looks that the indian-gestapo can dictate terms to any one.
it is quite likely that the sudden pre-ponement of the case to a previous day 24, rather than a later date was a crooked move to ensure that the unscrupulous government pleader could say whatever she wanted unopposed. and that could be the reason why the case reached the cj.
there has been celebrations all around. by the anal chaarans and their pimps since. it is quiet possible that once i stopped going to the courts, the case was taken up on a date convenient to the opposite party. the policemen could have manufactured "relatives" promising them a share in the booty and got them on his side. whatever "arguement" made by the policeman's lawyer could probably have been accepted as solemn truth and a decision made on the basis of that.
a prejudiced partisan statementone final word - if at all a decision on any issue pertaining to me, has been made without hearing me, that is not a judgement, but a prejudiced partisan statement and is not legally or morally binding on me.
the end justifies the means
another thing is that if any body is under an illusion that they can manufacture "relatives" and get them do the dirty work on behalf of the culprits on the basis of a prejudiced statement made by a partisan person, it is because they are living in "paradise" - the fools' paradise. no F*$%^&# "relative" is going to meddle in my affairs - i will see to that.
you will have to face me if not today, tomorrow. and i am going to see that it happens at the earliest. the basic idea of creating this page is just that and
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Respect is to be commanded, not demanded!Respect is to be commanded, not demanded - that was one of the many things that professor g. kumara pillai taught us in his english prose classes!
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by the way how come such a brilliant professor of english landed up in madappalli college in one of the god forsaken corners of malabar where there was not even a degree course in english leave alone pg course?! your guess is as good as mine. but it was our good fortune. decades later when i landed up in a teaching job i had tried to ape him. one success i had was that i also knew the names of all my students - that was in alleppey and NOT in trivandrum.
you can scare people with your physical strength or you can abuse the solemn powers invested in you to have your way with someone; but that does not mean that they respect you; they are simply afraid. but there are people who have conquered that fear.
one group is gandhians like kumara pillai - he used to act it out in the class how it is that they are showing the other cheek not out of cowardice but out of bravery and that leonine mane and all did leave a lasting impression on our then young minds. ( and believe me you, he was so much involved that he took one full academic year to finish one lesson on gandhi in our prose text!) i would call it courage of ones convictions whether it is gandhism or some other principle of life.
another group is certain desperados who have realised that they have nothing more to loose in life. that is why knowledgable people tell you that if you want to subdue a person you have to leave some pretext of a hope for him to hold on to.
whether it is courage of convictions or out of desperation is a moot point. but one thing is certain; posterity at least will one day realise that stabbing from behind even when done by brutus, is not a honourable thing and brutuses will cut a sorry figure.
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terrorising an old woman !why did the goons of bapuji nagar break into my house on the night of february 2006. i had nothing to do with them.
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the fact is that they were obliging the indian pimp service. the pimps were carrying out their operations from within that house. it was sitting in this goons' house that the spy network was setting off my car's alarm. it was sitting in this goons' house that the spy was releasing the prostitute birds at odd hours in the night.
when the spies supposed to be from the medical college police station knocked at my gate at 0230hrs in may 2005 they had gone back to the goons house to take further instructions from their boss who was plonking there.
it was the spy's assurances that gave the goons of bapuji nagar the guts to break into my house at night and abuse me and threaten me. the e_mans invariably had promised them all assistance in case of an eventuality.
the following friday there was a show of strength by the spies and their hired thugs in the coffee house at statue while i was there.
there was an almost similar incident way back in 2003. that was again in february. there could be a reason behind the timing and i will come to it later on. again it was at the behest of the plainclothes men.
in short what is seen over here right now is the spy net work letting loose their hired thugs on me.
now why should the spy network trail me and harass me? there is absolutely no valid reason.
interestingly the pimp service's excuse is that they are doing so "at the behest of my mother"! in effect that means it is as per the directions of my mother that the hired thugs are being let loose on me, not to mention all the other atrocitieis being perpetuated by the spies by their covert activities! why should any one's mother do that? what does she gain by making a mess of my life?
why should my mother send these criminal gangs of the indian pimp service to trail me and go around telling people that the fellow is insane and create an atmosphere of terror around me? it could be the police man's mother who is doing it and not mine for sure.
again if it is that these plainclothes crooks of the indian police are here "at the behest of my mother" to provide me protection, where were they when in my own house in the night i was facing four goons (two gundas and two gundies) all alone
the most likely scenario here is that
the spy net work is terrorising an old woman.
in an effort to legalise their criminal activities.
it is not just like that, that the activities of the hired thugs peak in february - march. that is the end of the financial year and the whole drama probably is being enacted to impress on labile characters that i am in danger so that the spies get an extension of their contract and the privileges of the protection money and other perks and can enjoy life watching cable tv in the nearby residences of their stooges for another few years!
nobody will have anyone, whether it is a police goonda or his hired thug, breaking into his house and abusing him and getting away with it. more than a discredit to me it is a discredit to the law enforcement authority and the authorities who are to act as a check on this so called police men in trivandrum.
i had kept my cool even under the acutest of provocations for my own reasons. the first thing is that these are just stooges of the spy network and there is not much sense in my fighting them for the spy has any number of thugs at his disposal. this particular lot does not matter to them this way or that.
another thing is that once a fight breaks out one cannot predict where it is going to end. here you are not exactly giving anaesthesia where you can accurately adjust the dose!
i am not a police man and do not panic on seeing red. and it is not my death at the hands of the hired thugs of the spy net work that i am worried about; i do not want any one to die at my hands. i dont want to end up as a criminal.please dont force my hands.
could be that is exactly what the police man wants.last but not least, why are you hiding from me mr. pimp of the indian pimp service? scared, are you? and is it for the simple reason that you are a cheat and you know it!
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060226
best bakery vadodra, gujarath, indiaa couple of years back, in a criminal case, all the accused were acquitted by a court of justice of one of the states of the indian union. the apex court, that is, the supreme court of india, ordered a retrial by a court in another state. this time most of the accused got heavy jail terms.
i am a bloody fool and i dont know;
the whole of india has a common penal code and judicial system. then why did the apex court insist that the trial be carried out in a different state?! and how could the decisions of the two courts be so drastically different?!
WHAT DO YOU THINK ?
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A BIT PERSONAL
all ctv and nothing elsenow a days or rather, for the last one year or so, i have been spending most of my waking hours staring at the tv screen or the computer monitor and the result is becoming obvious - my visual acuity has fallen drastically. could be age is telling or is it the other one - chorioretinitis?! well, all the same i had cut down staring at the monitor drastically for the last one week and there is a real drastic improvement! so i am going to give a break to the monitor and am cutting off the cable for the next month. i hope i will go back to my good old friends - the paparazi (i dont know how to spell the word and my oxford genie's response is no result; but you sure got the point).
by the way british council library here in thiruvananthapuram do not have the independent.
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060208
message to the "intelligentsia"
"friends",
"relatives" (including american "dollars")
and country men,
lend me your ears.
have you got any idea how many plain clothes police men and how many of the local goondas who act as their informers and how much govt resources are being abused daily just for the sake of harassing this humble simple human being?
kyom?! why?
why do they do it? any idea?
is it that i have committed a crime?
if the answer to the above question is yes, why dont they put me behind bars?
showing pity on me? or do you claim that it is out of regards for you?
if i am insane as per the propaganda being leashed out by you and the chaarans why am i not in an asylum as yet in spite of all the boastings?
and how many of you, the great american "dollars" will be able to withstand such an onslaught, that too all alone?
the crux of the matter is that in case the real facts come out into the open. it is not me but these "officers" of the indian police who will end up in disgrace. they have to prevent that at any cost. for that i have to be silenced and written off. they need your help there. that is why they are humouring you and not out of any regards for you. remember that. "kuttikuranagnmare kondu pollunna chorr varikkuka" that is what they are upto.
these chaarans (spies) of the indian police and criminals are the two sides of the same fake coin. they are not sensible human beings. if you have to fight them you have to degenerate to their levels. i dont enjoy it; but i do not have a choice there.
a few months back there was furore in the news papers here in trivandrum. in the fort police station lock up a fellow was tortured to death. few days later the papers carried a photograph of a chap who was made to drink urine while in police custody. i myself had mentioned about a fellow being made to eat human faeces while in police custody - that was few years back. i am very much aware of these facts. this sort of thing goes on. and a police man is a police man is a policeman irrespective of whether he calls himself cbi "officer" or cb cid or special branch or whatsoever.
i am fully aware of the consequences of my actions. i dont act rashly. one handicap i have is that i dont have any one to take a second openion. so what i do is after the initial preparations leave the things alone for weeks or days, forget about them and then come back to the matter with a fresh mind. i act on the plan only if i still think it has to be done. it almost amounts to taking a second openion.
one has to take risks if one has to attain any thing in life. and i do take calculated risks. i am not a know all and end all. there is a possibility my calculations might go wrong; luck or sheer chance plays a big part all through in life. the circumstances can change for the worst.
in my case murphy's law holds good - if at all any thing can go wrong it will! so i prepare for the worst scenario. expect the best and prepare for the worst - that is the motto.
i am not very keen on fighting you people; but if you dont give me a choice i will have to do that as well. i cannot give up even if it is for your sake. so keep away in your own interests.
good bye and good luck.
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051230
fair-weather relatives
i am a complete loner and have been living on my own for more than a quarter of a century now. during this time i have gone through the most severest of ordeals; but i never sought nor had any help from any of the so-called "relatives" of mine.
they are after carrion
i am not blaming any body; i can understand their feelings very well. i am the black sheep. but this black sheep once he was unceremoniously turned out has never returned and never will. the bonds have been broken long back.
i have not authorised any one, relatives, friends or anybody else for that matter, to take decisions on my behalf and if at all any body is doing so claiming to be my kin or otherwise, that person is an impostor; such decisions and its consequences are not binding on me.
certain relationships cannot be wished away. but i can assure you, none of the so called "relatives" of mine have any moral right whatsoever, to meddle in my affairs. if they are doing so at this stage in my life it is not out of any regards for me and can only mean one thing
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November 2005
Aaag lagi hamari jhompadiya mem,
hum gaavai malhar!
-thoddi ki hal hei?
WARNING
i have nothing to do with the hotmail account c_jyothi@hotmail.com
i had spent a couple of hours on the net last week end.
later i found out that an address c_jyothi@hotmail.com has been added to my outlook express contact list and messages were being listed as originating from that address and all.
i have deleted it since.
though it appears to be in my name i have nothing to do with this hotmail account. most likely it is the policeman's handiwork.
take care
c. jyothi
15 nov 05
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sunday, may 15, 2005
2000hrs GMTi have been getting lot many rings on my phone now a days. as i said i dont attend phone calls unless it is a number that is familiar to me. if you were one of the "gentlemen/ ladies" trying to contact me on the phone you were hitting your head on the nail- even when the speaker is on (once in a while i used to do it to amuse myself, of course, with the volume set to the lowest possible!) rest assured no one (except perhaps the police man) was listening to what you are saying. that way you could have spoken your heart's full, till recently that is. now a days, to avoid noise pollution, i connect the instrument only when i have to make a call.
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so the only mode of communication available is that in writing. if you are sending a letter to me by the good old indian postal service, register it - that way if the police man decides that the letter should not reach me, it will at least come back to you.
now, be bold, go ahead; say what you have to in writing.
by the way, there was one message in my mail box recently. am i surprised ? Not at all; it was from one of two characters (the other one is bearded) who are supposed to bail out the police men!
where did it all go wrong ?
sunday, may 15, 2005
2155 hrs GMTi started the job in mes in TDMC without any experience in teaching and after being in the wilderness for ages. the youngsters tolerated me; i am grateful to them.
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i feel i was not exactly a big failure in alleppy. and indeed i remember getting negative compliments from some of my colleagues
even in trivandrum, in my first year, the head of the department gave me a flattering report - Exemplary conduct, Extraordinarily proficiient in understanding new and difficult matters, Extremely resourceful, keen interst in academics etc., etc. - this was in 1995.
the very next year,that is in 1996, it was the opposite extreme - an adverse report, and that too, by the veery same person!
what could have been the reason for this drastic change? is it usual, if at all possible, for a middle aged male to under go such a transformation in such a short time ? or is there some thing called a male climacteric ?
and do you think i am so naive, as to pick up a quarrel with the person who was going to be my pg examiner within the next couple of years if i could have avoided it?
if your answer to the above questions is a sensible "No", then
where did it all go wrong?
the swine and pearls
sunday, may 15, 2005
2000hrs GMTdid you see the page "connecting jyothi" ? ( i have re-christened it now!). what do you think of the photographs, especially the ones of the numbers on the caller id ?
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those are just a few samples only. of course, one can always make excuses that it is all due to mechanical problems and such; but it is not at all that. and it is not the line man or the sde in charge of external maintainance who is responsible.
i can assure you, this sort of gimmicks can be carried out only by some one who has administrative rights over the computer system in the telephone exchange. in short this is a typical case of
throwing pearls before swine.
what could be the reason?
monday, may 16, 2005
2000hrs GMTi was in trivandrum in the mid seventies and had gone through an identical situation to the one i am in now. i was a callow youth then and had undergone some of the worst torments a human being has ever gone through.
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once back here after a quarter centuary, again every thing goes topsy turvy, the same old story is being repeated with a gusto! i was wonderingwhat could be the reason?
back NB. do not, repeat NOT try to telephone me especially so if it is a long distance call. i will ensure that you pay for every such call without you ever being able to utter a single word.
the trick of remotely switching on the microphone of my telephone is not going to work any more - i have shifted to an instrument without hands off facility.
after all, i had a home telphone for the last fifteen years or so and i have not had any of you calling ever in all those years. rest assured there is no reason for you to start now.
as i said if you have any communications to make do so in writing and send it by registered acknowledgement due post in the above address and you will get a prompt written reply.
one more thing - my only interest is in some one who is ready to give witness against the police man in a court of law. that needs guts and you dont have it.
the exception
050515there was one message in my mail box recently. am i surprised ? Not at all; it was from one of the two police informers being roped in to do the dirty job that even they find difficult to do.
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desperate situations
warrant
desperate remedies
sunday, april 17, 2005
1715 ISTi have not been using the net for quite some time now for the telephone company by thier gimmicks was making it practically impossible. recently i got a cable internet connection and it has been working though all those exaggerated claims of high speed and all are just on paper only. and now a days even the dial up connection is working once in a while!
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net is a positive advantage for me. you see i am a complete loner. i am not a member of any political party or organizations or employees unions. so the net is the only way to put out my version of the story - incidentally i found out that people have been reading it.
i have been having problems with the establishments over here who are making my life miserable by their covert operations. my effort now is to taunt them so that they come out into the open for once they come out the story will end in no time. i am not very particular that i should win; i want an end to this nonsense one way or the other - that is all and i will go to any extent to attain that goal.
the unfortunate thing is in spite of all the taunts they may not come out into the open; the most likely scenario is that local goons will be hired to tackle me. i wont like that but at a pinch i am ready for that also - desperate situations warrant desperate remedies. let us see what happens
well, i have been at it for quite some time now and have almost finished; the pages and the images are ready and the thing has to be uploaded. let me try my luck!
artificial selection
and
survival of the unfit
you must have heard about or rather you know every thing about natural selection and survival of the fittest. but have you heard about "artificial selection and survival of the unfit"?
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old man going wonky again ? !
well dont jump the gun. give a fellow the benefit of doubt before deciding that the fellow is getting delusions or is demented. heard of some thing called "reality testing". apply that.
another thing is that if a fellow is mad you dont have to go around telling people he is mad - others are also sensible human beings like you and they can make it out on their own.
coming back to " artificial selection " and " survival of the unfit" it came to my mind in the context of my experiences in thiruvananthapuram. i was in trivandrum in the mid seventies and had gone through a worse situation then. once i am back here, again every thing goes topsy turvy. i was wondering what could be the reason!
i have a theory about it - artificial selection and "survival of the unfit". i will tell you about it next time. i am terribly hungry - it is 1800 hrs ist and all i had were two eggs and toast and two cups of tea. i have to cook my meal.
so long then; see ya soon.
031130/0552IST
the dundeer troops up the hill;
they are many, the hill is one.
the dundeer vanish, the hill remains.
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Dr. Cheriyath Jyothi B.Sc.,M.B.,B.S.,
TC 18/1626(2), paraputta lane,
aramada P.O.
Thiruvananthapurm - 695032,
india.
Home Phone: +91(471)2357704
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