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September 18, 1997

     My life has changed my friends, my feeling, my mind, my heart, my taste, and my style. I change so much, I'm getting to be the one I always wanted to be, I play around when my boyfriend always tell me he control himself! People hate me because…? I have no idea, my parents don't trust me. But in a way when I really think about it I know what I'm doing is pretty wild and not the right thing. I'm making out with other guy's while I'm going out with someone. I feel so bad, but in the other way it is so fun to hang around, and just be the one I wanted to be before. I care shot about school what I care of right now are my looks, I want to be a model so I take care of my body the best I can, Is this my life? Is it worth to do? I really think it is.