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Dear whoever, Tonight will be the night, Maybe, I don't want to die I just want to be hurt to be somewhere out here without thinking about everything that is happening. All I need is a brake to straitening things up. All people can see is a poor girl who doesn't even try her best. I need a brake from life just for a few days. Why am I even here what am I good at? Nothing I know! Why would they want to keep this girl who doesn't do her best that doesn't care for her future. I care more about my music, my friends and my boyfriend. I do love them all. I have the greatest friends, I have an ok boyfriend, but where does that put me in life? Where? No where that's the answer…