Journal
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July 16, 98

     Today the 16 of July, I feel like just dying, I don't see the point in life any more. What is there for me to accomplish? I am not good at school, I rather die then restart a grade. I feel as if my friends don't care as much. I feel as if I don't have any friends. I feel so lonely inside of me. Why would I stay here in a world I don't even want to be? My boyfriend? Well I couldn't call him a good boyfriend. I feel so alone if I would die, I would be in heaven where all my dreams will be accomplish