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September 25,1998

         Things are ok now. And even better! I am not seeing no one I use to; I mean the guy's that thing is now over. I feel better this way, which I can say. I met this guy about a week ago, his name is Malike.

          On Saturday 18th 98, My friend and I went downtown, We were suppose to go clubbing but we ended up not going, and had nothing to do, we had to wait for her mom who was at a dance hall her self. It was pretty cold since we didn't bring anything to cover our self with out tang top and a skirt. We walked downtown and then she met one of her friend with two more guys, so we chilled with them for the night, one of them was really sweet, he gave me his sweat shirt since I was freezing and thought it was really nice. We went to the arcades and for a coffee. We walked downtown and then when it was getting late we joined them at their bus stop and we waited for my friend mother to come.

          The second time I saw him was on Wednesday so two days ago. He had a basketball practise near my friend's house; so we went to see him practise. After the game we had a bit of time together. It was still cold but not as much, he was just cuddling. I had to leave so me and my friend started walking and then I saw him running back to me, gave me a kiss and left.

          Today I went to a school dance near downtown; I went with him and my friends and some of his friends. We spent the night together, He makes me feel really special, although I can't say I love him, I don't think I've ever love and I don't feel, it would happen soon