Journal
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August 14, 98

     I re-reed all this book, this journal I've made in the pass years. I had only one regret, is to still be alive, everyone is pissing me off these days. I mean only my family is getting on my nerves. My parents want me to move from the house, just because I smoke in my bedroom window. I wish I could move but where? And how? There's no place for me to go. My friends, she is living everything I lived. I try to help her and all because I love her. But how can I help someone when I can't even help my self. I tell her not to act stupid and do what I did and that she wants to live, she is worth in this world but if I tell her that it wouldn't be the same for me. I'm telling her what to do, but I can't take care of my self, I can't get my own answers to work for myself. I know they are smart but it's something I will have to do before I tell others.