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October 3, 1998
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         Hello well I'm going out with Malike but the bad apart is that he heard everything that happened to me. He didn't say much about it, but I know it's bothering him, and now everyone is talking about me. Everything is going bad
  
1. Everyone is harassing me at school 
2. I can't concentrate on anything 
3. People are using me 
4. Never I had a guy that loves me for me,  
5. Everyone is mad, because I don't do what he or she wants me to do. 
6. My sister wants me to get out of the house, 
7. My cousin died  
8. I have been raped 3 times 
9. My parents wanted me to go 
10. My father called me a slut 
11. Everyone I know is saying things behind my back 
12. Everyone I trusted turned their backs at me 
13. I was a slut, and thinking things will go worst 
14. My ex, is ruining my life by saying things to everyone 
15. People don't know me, but they know how I look 
16. I had a sort of M.T.S 
17. I had migraine every day for 7 months 
18. I tried to kill my self twice
  
   
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