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November 1 1999

         Life, WOW it's better, maybe not the same how can it be. I found someone real grate his name is Stephan, he makes me feel so special, it's strange with him, it's new and it's real. I can feel it. It is strange but he makes me feel so great, ok ok I have said this before but this time, well it's words I can explain it's feelings so strong there is no words to say it. I have changed now, it was hard, since I'm with him, and I couldn't betray him. If I would of, now that's something I don't want to think about, because I know I will NOT betray this angel who came down for me.