I had my first hair dreams this weekend. Friday night I dreamed I permed my hair. It wasn't a decision "like I can't take anymore". The dream started out with me rinsing my hair and realizing I had permed all my natural hair that has grown over these months. I kept trying to convince myself that I didn't have to start over. That even though the natural hair was permed it was okay. "Only in my dreams would that be true.”
Saturday night, after styling my hair in the plaits and curls style, I dreamed that I cut the spiral curls off. No trauma in that dream for me. I did have to listen to some "why did you cut your hair" comments.
I think my dreams are calling me to that early "big chop". I won't have a TWA, but with shrinkage it may look that way. I wanted styling options and I could wear two strand twist on my 3.5 to 4 inchef of hair. Maybe the second dream is my solution to cutting the back of my hair. I plait it down to the natural hair. If I cut the curl off, I would probably get a pretty even cut. Maybe not even, but I could get it shaped later if I needed.
She did a test coil on my hair and said it should twist nicely. I have an appointment for Tuesday June 17th. My relaxed ends will be cut and I will get comb coils if I don't find a style that I want before then. I am excited. I will take lots of pictures. I hope she doesn't think I'm crazy when I show up with my camera.
The past eight months have been fun. I learned alot about my hair and how to take care of it. I will still be in a transitioning stage. Learning now to deal with a head a natural hair.
