My

Stories

If not all, most, of my stories contain language, and some sexual content. If you can't handle simple swear words, you need to grow up. I don't put age limits on these things, like you have to be 18, or anything. I just think that if you're mature enough you can read what you like. If not leave and be sure to sign the guestbook on your way out.

I've decided to save me time and you the hassle to only leave my finished stories here. Other stories will be posted as I finish them.

Thanx

Put Your Arms Around Me short story; Howie

When everything went wrong and everyone turned against her she thought she had him to help her stand strong. Instead of having faith in their love he believed the world's lies. If he couldn't find it in himself to trust in her she knew she couldn't stay. As much as it hurt, she had to leave...

Author's Note: This is only the prologue of the story. This might as well be finished. I can't get anything else out of it. So this is it.

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Here and Now drama; AJ

AJ watched as his brothers pledged the rest of their lives to the women that they loved. He wanted that kind of love. At only 23, he’d never thought he’d want stability. He considered himself young still. The boys, his family this was his stability. Or so he thought He wanted more. Suddenly he wanted a lot more. The first step was Caroline.

Author's Note: This was one of my first fanfics so it doesn't quite carry the same depth as the others but I still find it a good read that I continually come back to.

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Fast Forward

novel; Kevin; others

The year is 2008 and the top show in the country is the Star March Show on MTV. Why? Because she provides what her audience wants. And the question on everyone's mind is the missing five years in Backstreet history.

But how can she do this knowing it'll mean lying to her friends like AJ and Nick and Kevin, the man she's come to love? Howie and Brian don't think her intentions are all that honest and they have good cause. The sides are drawn now with Kevin the middle. Can Star reach his heart and somehow manage to save her own before the truth comes out or will she lose everything?

The boys have changed into much more than men. So much has happened since 2003, marriages, divorces, children, and deaths. How will they handle it all? This is about them: how they've changed and adjust through the process that is life.

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Brian's Tale: Reflections

journal format; emotional; Brian

Brian steps back and takes a look at his life. He discovers he doesn't like what he finds. Follow him into the secrets of a pop life, the dark world of his mind and into the corners of insanity. This is only a peek into the calamity of a pop star's life. It's not all riches and sunset beaches.

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Nick's Tale: Secrets

journal format; drama; Nick

There are many secrets in a pop star's life that they'd rather not tell. After Brian let him read his journal, Nick discovered that they were also a good place to hold secrets. Secrets about happiness, sorrow, pain and tears. Nick's secret was his joy. The joy that came and went in his life and the pain she promised.

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Joy's Truth

Nick; emotional; New!

It's true she ruined many people, rich and famous. She stripped them down to their core until they had nothing left just like she had nothing. She wanted them all to see there was more to life than just what they were. To her Nick was a Backstreet Boy. But this conquest was not a victory. Instead she saw just who she was.

It doesn't matter if you don't want to hear my side or if you really care. Most of you out there probably hate me or blame me in some way. That's okay. I'm not really all that fond of who I am right now either. But, please, just let me have this chance to have my say.

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Again short story; AJ

A short story about AJ and the basic shit that happens in life. In the course of a weekend, three peoples lives are changed in ways they never would have expected. Meet Alison, and Cris as both open AJ's eyes to the way his life really is.

Author's Note: this was written back in late 2000 before AJ went into rehab. It does have drug and alcohol usage.

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Whatever You Want short story; AJ

* Sequel to Again. Second in the 'AJ & Cris Trilogy'*

Cris and AJ are back at it, trying to figure out life and what it is that they want. Before they know it the question becomes not what they want but what is it that they need.

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Heaven short story; AJ

*Third in the 'AJ & Cris Trilogy' *

The engagement, the ring, the dress, all the planning. Cris and AJ have gone all the way this time. They both have enough emotional baggage seperately, now together they have to learn how to deal with it as one unit.

One of these days
This could be heaven
Turnin' it on for human kind
With you by my side
This could be heaven...

Oh, baby, I found heaven when I found you
And this heaven is somethin' I don't wanna lose

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Heaven: Always and Forever

AJ; dramatic; New!

*Part of the 'AJ & Cris Trilogy'*

Nothing has really changed has it? They're still holding on to each other aiming for eternity. Except they've learned how to sacrifice now. But did they give too much of themselves in the process? Is it possible to take back mistakes before they lose everything including the lives they've created together? It's not just AJ and Cris anymore. Two little heartbeats come into play.

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Final Sunsets

slash/romace

They are so close it could be anyone of them. 'Tight like brothers' Any one of them could fall in love, two could spend the night, three would never know, four of them lead happy lives, the fifth one only dreams of that final sunset where it all comes crashing down. All good things must come to an end.

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The Mouring After short story; drama; AJ

Feeling depressed?_He knows how you feels_When you cries, he understands_ All he has is words of advice_It's going to be okay_You can make it_You could've made it_ But you chose the other way_Chose death to end it. It's the morning after_What is there to do?_Now comes the mourning.

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