Here is some of my work. Some are very old, others are just bad.

                           Note:  I am extremely bad at summarizing things.
                            Do not judge them but what's written below.
                            Please just read. I know some are bad. Sumimasen!
 

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Poetry and such

~~All I hear~~
     -We are told to set an example. Most offten those who tell us to do something don't even do it themselves. *Was written as an assignment*

~~Fallen~~
    -My favorite piece of writing. Read it..

~~Somebody/Nobody Effect~~
    -Short, semi direct, poem written AFTERR the picture. Please see the drawings page for picture of the same title. A mix of truths, metaphors, and Karma. This summary Sucks.

~~Ignorant And Dumb~~
    -Sometimes it is much easier to be a chhild. As we get older we realize that the ignorance is sweeter.
Short. Odd.

~~Statement~~
    -People blame ones who are not to blamee. Sometime that person gets fed up and  speaks out. This summary is bad, just read.

~~Change~~
    -Oh, so, metaphoric. Short and odd. Aboout being in a world you don't belong in, searching for it, and then possibly finding it.

~~Hidden~~
     -Things always are found underlying othhers. What could be hidden in the simplest of things? Extremely Short.

~~The Only Gift You Can Give~~
     -As morbid (and clique) as it may seem,, Some would have been better off if they had not existed. Sometimes the only way to rid of pain is to inflict it. *DO NOT READ IF SQUEAMISH ABOUT SELFHARM*

~~Girl In the Corner (or Memories)~~
     -A story like FV. 'Bout a nighttime remmembrance of the concealment of feelings. How this plagues her and what she thinks about. My first attempt free verse.   ** THE best thing I've written, in my opinion. If you read only one thing, read this**

~~The New You~~
     -Sometimes important people in your liffe change. And it possibly hurts. But with all of that our opinions change.

~~Never Want to Be Like You~~
     -There's always someone you never want to be like. And a lot of the time they try to make you like them. Well some do speak out.  *not exactly the best wording*

~~Why Do They Flow?~~
     -Sometimes its like no one cares. Like no one could possible understand. If someone were to write it down, no one would ever read it.

~~Wrong Or Right?~~
     -Implied Slash. First person narrative that I should note isn't mine. Other then that its basically an unrequited love / fluff  type.

~~To The Constructor of My Hell~~
    -People have a tendency to blame otherss of everything. Well that can put one in a shell. But many realize it and break free, sort of.

~~Upside Down~~
     -Short. A twisted, DM poem. Sort of spooof off o' nursery rhymes.

~~Blame~~
     -Everyone tends to blame what they don''t understand. Their ego won't let them see what they have, or might have, done to someone/something.

~~Dawning Time Again~~
    -Short poem on the struggles of life. MMetaphoric. Strange. A lion that is an emotion. A hole that is life. And a dawn I question to see.

~~I'm afraid to say~~
     -Pure fluff. Possibly implied slash. Ass before: First person narrative, not mine. Those words one dares not speak.

~~Something~~
     -About anything that it sounds like...ccan be anything to you. But if you would like to know the inspiration is from a lovely picture I found.

~~Wondering~~
     -General wonderings about someone. Coulld have implied fluff. FV.

~~Three Years Gone By~~
    -Advice, knowledge, and memories can bee found in the oddest places. A yearbook can be one. Think what one could get from seeing previously unseen knowledge.

~~Happy With What You Get~~
     -Can not change things you get. Especiaally people. Sorta two themes, because there's that and wanting to be bad sometimes. "Everybody wants to be a b*tch some days".

~~Do not ever...~~
   -Hard to summarize. Vague. Unfufilled. Very odd "Not-who-you-think-I-am" thing.

~~While you were busy~~
    -The result of random comments over the course of three months. Very Short, probally vague. Sorta about the other end of what people experience.... very random.

~~Habit~~
   -Mix of a persistant habit and internal debate that isn't resolved.

~~Cutter~~
   -Completly vague. Semi-random.  Cutter's POV. Intresting and odd and very wierd style.

~~Search~~
   -Old. Very short, very incomplete. Also slightly wrong...

~~Frequently Asked Questions~~
    -Pritty plain poem, (ppp.lol) Basically just emotions and distress written down. And a comment how I think things come out wrong. Not one of my better ones, but I like it.

~~Ice Thoughts~~
     -About how things change, like how you look at ice. When your little you love it... and then, sometimes, you grow up and dream of it being shattered. On emotions too.

~~Everytime I rise I see You Falling~~
     -Title by Placebo. Just a blurb on things. Like how when I feel happy all around aren't and vice versa. And then just ranting questions at end...

~~Red Rivers~~
   -More symbolic then most anything I write. Open to interpretation. DM

~~Gap Bettween Us~~
     -Theres a space I come to find..bettween a friend and I. And I can't help but want it away.

~~Fortune Telling~~
    -An attempt at writing something somewhat silly and happy when i was depressed.

~~Stalking You Is A Sad Pasttime~~
    -I stalk him. I think about him. He interests me. He obssesses me.

~~Run Away~~
   -Evil thoughts and amock grr and sadness....

~~Rot away to yesterday~~
   -Ahh...the old days....

~~Withering Away~~
   -Something crappy...written about a friend...and a bad afternoon and such.

Fanfiction and short stories

~~And I Would Come Back To You~~
    -Savage Garden Slash.  AU fic.&nbssp; Fluff!   Darren is shot, and refuses to stay in the afterlife. Going back to another body, and only remembering some (incoherent) things. He searches for Daniel, but without releazing it.    Set 16 1/2 years after his 'death'. *Introduction clues you in more*

~~Behind the Mask~~
     - Harry Potter Fic. Neville's POV. OOC (compared to the books)
Neville's sick of things, no one seeing who he really is. He vows to make it change. ((Reverted Back to Single Chapter, for literary sake.))
 

~~Hurt~~
     - Harry Potter  SF. Ron's POV. Anggsty, and self mutilation mentioned. To the Nine Inch Nails song "hurt".

~~A Log From The Future~~
   - Fiction. A short ficlet abut a personn finding a purpose in their life. How they "discovered" it, and a bit of history. Not for strongly pacifistic people.

~~Walk Away~~
    -GWing---> SF  to "Father of Mine"" by Everclear. Yaoi implied. Very odd. Bad ending. Possibly being redone.

~~Passive Aggresive~~
   -GWing SF. Done to Placebo's "Passive Aggresive", which is really a lovely song and worth time to hear it. About love... right beyond our fingertips. Worth reading.  Altered ending. Last paragraph added... so omit it if you wish.

~~Everlong~~   ((acoustic used for fic))
       Original SF. "Everlong" by Foo Fighters, has to be the most wonderful love song i have ever heard.... And I tried to make it pritty-ly into a fic. Charcters left sexless... Somewhat implied sexual occurances.
 

Glossary of my weird Abbreviations / Words:

AU- Alternate Universe
DM-  Double Meaning
Fluff-  romance or implied mush.
F/F-  flaming (negative responses), fluffing (positive responses)
FV- Free verse.
OOC- Out Of Character
Slash- m/m, or f/f relationships.
SF-  Song Fic (fanfic with theme of a song, or song used within)
Sumimasen- *Japanese for*  I'm sorry, please forgive me.
POV- Point of View